hate that a day off now isnt even like "yay i can finally chill out and do nice things" its "yay ive finally got time to do some housework"
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hate that a day off now isnt even like "yay i can finally chill out and do nice things" its "yay ive finally got time to do some housework"
Either Belle (bc u wanna fuck the monster on the edge of town) or Jane from Tarzan for basically the same reason (bc u wanna fuck the absolute wild man in the jungle)
I vibed with Belle for my whole life for various reasons so I DEFINITELY feel that one 👌👌 And I do like Jane, she's quite smart as well, but Tarzan would need to go in a decontamination chamber for a few days first
Tbh I think the only thing keeping me going most days is my car, I gotta get up at a certain time to drive my family to work and it's the only reason I really get up honestly. If I didn't have to do that I'd probably just lay in bed and rot, sleep all day and cry, etc. it's kinda physically tough on me bc of some of my chronic physical issues but I haven't decided yet if the pros outweigh the cons. A lot of the time recently I'm just really sad and don't want to get up but 4pm rolls around and I know I have an obligation to go pick my mom up from work bc she doesn't have any other way to get home and if she did have another way then I probably wouldnt go at all. Urgggg I just want to stop moving, everything is so stressful and sad. Prevailing tho I'm prevailing I'm the claw I'm the claw
I finished my orientation shifts (2 each 0630-1430, 1430-2230, 2230-0630) and handed in my orientation checklist thinking I wouldn't get any calls until management came in on Monday and approved me to pick up. I guess they're so short today the manager is in because I booked the afternoon tomorrow. They then asked if I could come in today but holy shit do I ever need a recovery day, my brain is fried and my body is weird after my latest walk around the clock. I really need some creative time but I suspect the best I'll manage is plugging away at one of my many unfinished sewing projects.
when u wake up with that pre-migraine headfacefeeling is throb and throb and stabby and throb did someone punch me in the back of my head? if someone could come gently cradle my head in their lap while I put ice over my eyes that would be ~great~ 🔪☕️🩸👼🩸🧊🔪
had such a horrendous day at work I couldn’t even will myself to walk out of the building I just sat in the break room and stared blankly at the wall for fifteen minutes
bad vibes today. Daniel WONT STOP saying underhanded things about 'my new boyfriend' and it's absolutely killing me because he's not into me. I have to face the reality that he isn't into me which sucks. Crushing is fun for about a week but ugh. I'd rather have someone click with me someone I am comfortable saying bit today was terrible let's cuddle pls. I adore josh but we aren't on that level and I have no clue why he backed off so abruptly. I mean. I guess I'll work this weekend and give it one more week but after that I'm letting whatever this is die. So effing sad he's so cute why can't he hmu ;__; I don't want to go back on tinder. No one is actually cute on tinder. Josh is the fukin rarest find and he loved my ass at first 😩😫😭😭 and Daniel laughing in his bed pisses me off I am in the worst mood tonight. It's fine. I'll cool off and work will keep my busy and next week is it. After that I can look forward to seeing my brother on his m spring break and soon after my trip to Barbados. I mean. Yeah. I'll go cool off somehow.
I was playing majora's mask and I'm stuck in a part ARGHHHHHH Stupid snowhead temple and the stupid pile I can't get to the third floor 😤