I just want to disappear so you never have to deal with me again.
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I just want to disappear so you never have to deal with me again.
I wonder if you're sorry. I wonder if you're sorry for taunting me and making me afraid. Do you even know how to say sorry?
I wish you had given me physical bruises so then maybe, JUST MAYBE, I could feel like the emotional bruises matter too.
I've never felt so alone.
I'm afraid that I'll never get better.
My partner just told me to go to sleep but I can't when I just dumped a whole lot of shit from my traumatic past onto them and so now I think they're gonna abandon me😶😶😶😶
You know what's fuckin shitty? My ex has ruined so many things for me that even LOOKING at images of haikyuu or RWBY sends me fucking sobbing on the floor.
Gods I can't believe I fucking miss her sometimes.
Lmao what??? Why do I feel bad that my tumblr idol isn't reblogging the posts they usually reblog from my acc but they're responding to others?? Am I bothering them too much? 🤔 They prolly don't even notice me omfg why am I thinking so much into this shit I hate it here within this brain🏃
(update: they reblogged KSHDKDK anyways cancel my brain rn😤)