#tw fp

[xxdepresso-espressoxx]

I’ve never lost a FP before, and now I know and it’s shattering and I feel like a million tiny pieces on the floor and I have no one and I want to talk to him and ask him to make it stop hurting because he’s my Favorite, but I can’t because he’s the one who left and I feel everything and nothing all at once and I’m dying on the floor and I can’t see and I’m so so lost

[itwassnicewhileitlasted]

My partner just told me to go to sleep but I can't when I just dumped a whole lot of shit from my traumatic past onto them and so now I think they're gonna abandon me😶😶😶😶