Thanks to @mazerly for helping as Sombra.
Rambles:
I haven't had an actual conversation with my dad since I was 7 years old. Other than small talk that don't even last more than a minute every now and then when he comes to visit after 6 to 9 months of being on a ship. But deep down, I love him with all my heart. I look up to him and respect him for everything that he has done for me. A sacrifice that I can never repay.
He's spent nearly his whole life working hard in the US Navy all in order to give his family a good comfortable life. Even though, we weren't exactly well off, through sheer hard work, he managed to get us here in California from the Philippines. From a country where getting a decent paying job would 95% require you to be rich in the first place or be related to someone rich. (I have relatives who graduated from college at the top 10 of their class but still, to this day, haven't gotten a stable job until they managed to go abroad but that's another story.)
I owe everything to him. I have a decent job here in the United States, and even able to be a youtuber as a hobby and voice actor on the side. All because if my dad's hard work. He's never going to see this and I'll probably never show him. Why? He already knows I love him.