#medlyfe

[beingdreeyore]

Namaste...

Finished the week with a twisty, hardcore yoga class, came home to cook a delicious (and healthy!) meal, and have granted myself an evening to relax before a weekend of heavy assignments and more hardcore gym time. This evening of ‘old me’ stuff (i.e.. pre-med) has got me feeling completely relaxed. 

Definitely the way I needed to end the struggle that was another week of the work/uni juggling act.

(Even though, to be honest, uni could not have been more cruise-y this week. Thank you, ICU! Happy dance).

I feel oddly like my old (happy? happier??) self again. Even if only for a few hours.

Bliss.

[mufidhani]

Lalu Aku Merasa Bersalah

Aku merasa bersalah...

Ketika cucuran peluh, menjadi alasanku untuk bahan mengeluh

Ketika masa sulit, menjadi alasanku untuk berkelit

Ketika masa bahagia, menjadi lupa untuk mengucap hamdalah

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Lalu aku merasa bersalah...

Ketika rembetan keringat mereka menjadi bahan bakar semangat

Ketika masa terhimpit tidak lantas membuat mereka merasa sulit

Malah ucapan syukur masih terus mengalir

Tidak hanya saat mendapat berkah, namun jg saat ditimpa musibah

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Lalu aku merasa makin bersalah...

Karena mulai tumbuh satu lagi benih iri dalam hati

Sekecil apapun yang mereka miliki, seolah tak ada kata menyesali

Malah selalu, dan hampir tidak ada alasan mereka untuk berhenti berbagi

Kapan ya ? Aku bisa menjadi baik ?

Kapan ya ? Aku bisa menjadi manusia ?

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Ah menjadi baik saja susah apalagi menjadi manusia

Tuhkan.. aku mengeluh lagi

Selalu saja begitu lagi dan lagi

Dan ujungnya selalu sama

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Lalu aku merasa makin bersalah...

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Di suatu sudut ruang Jogja sewaktu Subuh

25 Februari 2019

Mufidhani

[misslizzie1204]

kind of reached that charcot’s foot point of my medical education where i once had a solid foundation of metaphorical tarsals that i relied upon but now my entire understanding of everything is collapsing like a degenerating foot and soon i will be debilitated and may as well just stay in bed all the time.

[misslizzie1204]

med problems

I want to stay up and watch roger at wimbledon, but i have ward rounds at 8am :( 

[misslizzie1204]

every breast cancer consult i sit in on, the oncologist lists risk factors for breast cancer development with the patient, and always always always brings up the early onset of periods one and im sitting there just like the physical embodiment of *sweats nervously* but having to maintain a professional poker face because lets not freak the cancer patients out any more than we already have???

[misslizzie1204]

Our lecturer didn’t turn up for class today, so what did we do? the whole class of 50 odd people plays medical themed charades acting out various symptoms. because we are a huge bunch of nerds.

[mosaicmed]

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[mosaicmed]

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