Rewatching gakkou gurashi.
And this anime always gets me in the three last episodes.
Ofc, thats when the fuckup shit happens but also
The moment its reveald Megu-nee tried to heal herself. She ran to the shelter not just trying to not hurt The girls but also desperate to find the medicine
She was desperate to live
Her last word in her notebook was LIVE
She was writing as an last desperate attempt to keep herself conscious, to keep herself human.
Megu-nee is way more than just a loving teacher, shes way more than just a "mom chracter". Shes kinda of a airhead woman, a child at heart, which does lead people to belive shes way less capable than what she actually is. Judged as "not cut to be a teacher".
Shes a very inteligent woman, a great teacher even if made fun of. And the sole reason those girls survived.
I genuienly think that her "selfish" desire of keeping herself alive is one of the things that saves her character in the anime from being just that ghost motherly figure with no actual depth.
Megu-nee resonates a lot with me, specially now that im a adult and at uni after a education degree.