Does anyone have that feminine urge to become a mom right now? Just me? Okay.
I'm specifically just obsessed over the idea of being pregnant. It's so blucking beautiful and heavenly. Like, imagine— donned in a breezy silk gown, swinging on a swing, your baby bump's baby bumping. Soaking up all the radiance and positive energy of your surroundings as if you're becoming one with mother nature. Going: "Haha, I love my life." OR, strolling around a city mall, shopping bags in hand, window shopping around for adorable baby items while you're clothed in designer head to toe. Your stride is confident, healthy curls bouncing with each soft, clanking step of your pumps, lookin' all glamorous and beautiful with your pregnancy. Once in a while, people are congratulating you from left to right, and occasionally you utter a polite little 'teehee, thank you.' Very mindful, very demure, very cutesy. What a joy, to be a human pouch for your growing baby.
When I say it's not my time yet, IT'S REALLY NOT MY TIME YET. *Sigh*... still in my adolescence phase, gotta finish my education, and I'm sure as hell my frontal lobe hasn't developed yet. Sure it's kinda frowned upon when kids my age become parents. But still... I wanna get knocked up just for the beauty of pregnancy. It also doesn't help that babies are just so cute. Like, it's a mini you, uh more like a 50% creation. You probably can't love yourself, but that baby might give you a reason to start. "And little Po, that's the end of the story. Look at me! No, don't look at me." Which is stupidly, mind-bogglingly odd 'considering the fact that I hate men so bad to the point my pessimistic attitude towards them verge me to go lesbian.' Actually, quote me on that. -cyniibar 2024
So anyways! *play peaceful Italian music in the background* gonna be me:
