#mental darkness

[spellofselfdestruction]

[strwberrycake-223440]

I hate my fucking life

[spellofselfdestruction]

[spellofselfdestruction]

take em all

[spellofselfdestruction]

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[strwberrycake-223440]

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I'm a minor; adults can interact with my posts as long as they don't say anything weird (๑`^´๑)

Introduction 𓂃ෆ˚ My favorite games are DDLC, NSO, and Skullgirls; my favorite colors are pink and white; and my favorite animals are cats and dogs (𓂂꜆◕⩊◕꜀𓂂).

[ferniratross]

Over worked and under slept, I lasted a week before slipping back into that void in my head where the world darkens and the worst possible scenarios play out. The vitamins, excercise, and understanding helped keep me out of it, but stress and fear plunged me back in.

I'll keep fighting it and keep improving, but damn it, those feelings are the worst.

[blueeyedshuichi]

I may know the word But not say it I may know the truth But not face it

I may hear a sound A whisper Sacred and profound But turn my head indifferent

I may know the word But not say it I may love the fruit But not taste it

I may know the way To comfort and To soothe a worried face But fold my hands indifferent

If I'm on my knees, I'm begging now If I'm on my knees gropin' in the dark I'd be praying for deliverance From the night into the day

But it's all grey here It's all grey here But it's all grey to me

I may know the word But not say it This may be the time But I might waste it

Though this may be the hour Something move me Someone prove me wrong Before night comes with indifference

If I'm on my knees, I'm begging now If I'm on my knees gropin' in the dark I'd be praying for deliverance From the night into the day

If I'm on my knees, I'm begging now If I'm on my knees gropin' in the dark I'd be praying for deliverance From the night into the day

But it's all grey here It's all grey here But it's all grey to me

I recognize the walls inside I recognize them all I've paced between them Chasing demons down until they fall

In fitful sleep, enough to keep their strength Enough to crawl into my head With tangled threads, they riddle me to solve Again and again and again and again