ok so i think i really need to go back to waking up before noon and going outside before 9pm
today i didn't go out but i took a 'morning' shower around that time and got out of my pyjamas only then
there's one thing i should be working on, and i'm going to at least 30 minutes a day, 3 times 10 minutes as that worked a while ago
i had much less time back then but more motivation to do stuff
maybe i should keep a log on my progress when it comes to doing the thing
i need a tag for this
ok hidden moth as a vague reference to something i keep thinking about when putting off stuff like that
wait no there's a novel by that title apparently
maybe concealed moth
and i should go outside tomorrow
i think i've turned nocturnal the last few days
i went to sleep after 6 am and woke up after 2 pm at least two times in a row and that's not good
i feel bad, like in that one article about procrastination, i'm definitely in the dark playground procrastinating away
and the goal for today: go to sleep before 3 am, i thin that's manageable
i don't have to be asleep, but at least like, lying down with a podcast
i don't think there's much point in me doing anything today but tomorrow i'm locking in
i need to finish this by halfway through august and i am way behind on this
for some reason i feel tired now, maybe i should use that to go to sleep earlier
ciao












