I don't know if I can keep doing this, my last boyfriend, Aidan, would beat the shit out of me, constantly, and because I am he I let him and never did anything about it or batted another eye, he took a blade to me and cut his name into my leg 3 times along with some other cuts, these cuts are very deep and the scars will never heal, he left me he says because he felt guilty for beating me, me at the time doing everything in my power to convince him that it was fine never succeeded and he has now permanently cut me off without a second thought, now every morning I wake up screaming and crying from horrific dreams and flashbacks from all of the things he would do to me, I've been doing this every night for months and I simply can't take it anymore, it's to much, it's to overwhelming
