i wonder why i constantly feel like i am not worth a moment of a stranger’s time. so many bright souls in this dark universe consider me the pinnacle of beauty, a passionate writer, a strong lover, a kind soul, while i sit here pen in hand wondering if my words are worth the attention, if i am truly inspiring, if i am worth the time of day that others’ take to read my words. i wonder if they are afraid of me because of my popularity when all i want to do is love well, be a light, be reality in a world of shadows who promote their best images. dear reader, you have listened to me at my best and at my worst and yet i feel so alone, like my voice is shouted on the rooftops of fame and talent while my heart waits alone for someone to need me. to need my voice. my heart. my existence. you read what i ask of the world but feel too afraid to tell me what you need from me. please, dearest love...i am as lonely and broken as you. i merely have a platform to show it.
do not be afraid of me // h.rae












