#midnight.txt

[somnicoric]

i think what endos and willos forget the most, is that alters are far from the only symptom of CDD disorders. alters aren't really even one of the main symptoms. dissociation, depersonalization, amnesia, headaches, co-morbid disorders, and in some cases, non-epileptic seizures, are some symptoms i can name off the top of my head

i truly believe that endos and willos are delusional. i don't mean that as an insult. i do believe that the things they go through are happening. but it's far more akin to psychosis, than systemhood. we've had delusions similar to what i believe they do, though nothing system related

though, i've lost any faith in the endos and willos that say that being anti-endo/willo is akin to being transphobic and homophobic. i don't think those two are comparable at all. i don't think homophobia and potential ableism should be compared at all, really

[midnightstorries]

connor sightings either be at the gym or at trader joe's lol

[edoubunny]

Welp. It's happened yet again.

We're over drafted. It only took a day for the fee to come into full effect after we already gotten as such when assessing a payment we had for something.

The fee is $40. Crazy, right?

Would be greatly appreciated if we could get out of the red once again. We deeply apologize having to ask again, but it was our fumble.

So not only could we get out of the red, but also have any extra given to us, whichever commissions are given or how many are requested, will be sent for doing not only a grocery run, but also leaning towards the funds we still need for our new computer.

Again, any help is appreciated. --🖤

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[midnight-revenge-blog]

The desert is still alive.

Beaten down, but breathing

So don't fall for the lies

They try to force you into believing.

So just keep running

And don't you forget

There's always a time and place to die

But this ain't it.

[midnightstorries]

literally have to hold myself back from posting every new pic of the tiffany & co. event BECAUSE FUCKING HELL CONNOR STORRIE WHY DO YOU LOOK SO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL 😭

[somnicoric]

alright. it's super late at night, we're supposed to be up early, and my curiosity's getting to me

we are anti-endogenic, anti-willogenic, and anti-radqueer/transID. however, i have some questions i'd like to ask regarding the things i've seen on this site, and i'd like to have a civil discussion.

when answering these questions, please send them as asks. i'm more likely to see them that way. i will also be using pro endo tags, so i can get the answers i'd like

featuring my fursona, because i can

what do you believe causes plurality? (in addendum, what do you think the definitions of endogenic and willogenic are?)

what makes willogenic different from transDID? do you believe that it's a transID, and/or are you okay with that?

why do you use trans related terms for anti-endowillos? (sysmed ; originates from transmed) would spiritual related terms not be better?

if you do not believe that endowillos are cdd systems, why do you feel that it's ableist to believe that they aren't?

what are some things you'd like me as an anti-endo to know?

what terms do you think systems should use in place of plurality, and why? (i learned of multiplicity recently, but have never heard it in a medical context)

on the above note ; why do you gatekeep certain terms?

what are your sources for any of the above?

i hope these questions sound respectful. i do truly want to learn more. i do believe that endowillos's experiences occur, just that they are not plurality. i want to be civil, and learn more about what you believe.

[midnightstorries]

someone please scan connor storrie's behind the blinds issue 😭

[midnightstorries]

so that clown video...well damn 🍑🍑🍑