No, I'm totally fine, honestly
I just can't seem to stop thinking about that last scene between himi and mahito, where he tells her how she will die and she has such a calm face. She doesn't even hesitate when she implies that it will be worth it if that means she will also be mahito's mother. Everything will be worth it, even the terrible death and suffering. Their love was greater than any fear about the future. And then she goes back to her home, without a memory of that year of disappearance, as if nothing happened
But yeah, sure. I'm perfectly fine













