I miss you.
There I said it.
Heart, I miss you. Yes I know how can I still miss you after everything. Don't ask me. Maybe it was because I am afraid of betrayal at this point. Maybe it was because I did realize im nothing without you. Or soul.
Where else would I have found space if I was simply too tired to feel. Too tired to be. Too tired to exist. Too tired to offer solutions.
Or when I was too scared because I didn't understand.
But mostly. I do miss feeling safe enough to fall, I miss just falling asleep knowing that I won't be falling into a dark pit again. I miss the clarity you offered me.
Now I just miss you so much.
Anonymous asked:
<- forgot to sign off.
The,"I miss you" was from me, Mind
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