#mini vent ig

[grapefaygodude69]

CG: SO... HOW'D IT GO?

TC: NoT mOtHeRfUcKinG gReAt :o(

CG: WHAT HAPPENED?

TC: tHe FuCkEr'S qUaDrAnT iS tAkEn

CG: WELL FUCK.

day 182

[61-sourcherryscones]

Hate it when my dad plays favourite

[eksentrismi]

Exploding commission-bots with a laser, because my commissions aren't even open, RRRRAAAGHHHHGHHGHH

[t1oui]

been feeling kind of frustrated w life lately

idk how many people know this on here but i’m aroace

ik there’s a lot of discussion on tumblr and the internet etc. about aspec people not really being recognized within the lgbtq+ community but if i’m being honest the aro/aroace community is actually the one i feel most isolated by

i’d say i’m a very romance- & sex-positive person. do i want to have sex? no. do i want to have a romantic relationship? absolutely not. but a lot of times when i see aro content in fandom it’s complaining about how everything is about romance (which is totally valid!!!) and i can’t help but feel weird for not having the same problem.

i even feel alienated from one of my good friends, who is also an aroace writer. she is constantly talking about headcanoning favorite characters as aroace and making all of her own characters aroace too. she’s just so excited by her identity, and i wish i was the same.

tbf, this friend has known she’s aroace for less than a year while i have known for about 3 years now. but while she has embraced being aroace, i find myself consistently wishing that i was alloromantic. not allosexual - i’ve never had a problem with being ace - but alloromantic.

if i wasn’t aro, by inability to like someone back wouldn’t have ruined our friendship. if i wasn’t aro, i could talk about crushes with my friend and not just feel weird about him bringing up romance. but i am aro. and being isolated from my own community just makes it so hard to accept that.

there’s a difference between reading, watching, and writing romance and being told by the outside world (usually allo people) that i have to feel all those things myself. but i also feel like a fraud when i’m not trying to build a fandom community that doesn’t revolve around romance.

idk. it’s just annoying that we’re all saying “it’s a spectrum” but i can’t seem to find people on that spectrum who are like me.

[spookymultimedia]

Bojack isn't good at comfort but he'll do his best when his boyfriend is having nervous breakdown

[sweethearticism]

I'm in so much misery rn it's not even funny

[burningsolarsystem]

I wish I could get our messages back. I wish I didn't delete our chat with him. I want them back. Why did we delete them. It's not fair. I want them back. I don't care I want them back and I can't have them back. They're gone. It's not fair I want them back please. I hate this I want them back

[shiningbrightlikexanax]

me after not eating a full meal for three days, not showering for a week, not drinking enough water for two weeks, having a fucked up sleep schedule, and not having changed for four days:

I feel GREAT