#minor caps

[hplus-system]

our brain LOVES making a split of a guy, watching that new guy get super depressed because it happens to all of us basically, then making a new version of that person but happy

genuinely the main change is a bubblier personality. its happened like 5-6 times

sometimes it does the opposite and makes an emotion holder of another person, whose only change is being really unhappy basically

jasper (sad) became onion (happy) became leek (sad)

hawthorn (sad) became zorro (happy -> sad) became spear (happy -> sad) became confetti (happy)

hawthorn (sad) became socrates (happy -> sad) became jem (sad) and malachite (sad)

jay (sad) became owl (happy) became azure (sad)

anyways the emotion holders have never once helped with anything. and the new "happy versions" usually last about a month before not being happy anymore

-Spear (he/it/sharp/scav)

[hplus-system]

not even sure HOW our hosts get "faking it" thoughts like..... it kinda made sense when our old host H (he/him) got it I guess, cuz he fronted 90% of the time (he still talked to people during that time but like... idk) and so he thought he was faking it a lot and Gray (she/xe/they) and Nox (he/hx/xe) would have to yell at him.

but like... how do ya'll hosts think you're faking it now. our old host doesn't even exist anymore- he was doing so mentally terribly that he split into two people- how do you explain that in a regular normal singlet way

-Lycan (genderfluid, currently they/ve/ey)

[effsocietys-blog]

Red vs blue: the meta is dead he ain't coming back all your theories are wrong he's never coming back give up

Me:...Now see here, remember the episode where Locus got hit so he grunted? Well if you ask me that sounded more like a growl, perhaps the meta IS alive with his throat all most fixed leaving minor damage making his voice like that.

Red vs blue: look north is dead he ain't coming back your theories are wrong, he's dead just give up

Me: explain dad's then? HM. I got you there

[honeybeeofficial]

[tries to do homework quickly but the website is SO SLOW]

[honeybeeofficial]

so without exception I learn songs (for singing, not guitar) purely by ear, right, which means– since I only have sheet music and no decent recordings to listen to– if I can't remember the melody, I can't practice anything until my next lesson

however, I recently picked up, like, minimal sheet music reading knowledge!  so I sit down to try and pick through the song I've been learning most recently, because while I have the first page down the second page is still really shaky and it would be helpful if I knew a few of the notes so I could anchor myself back down when I get lost.

I have a vague recollection of what those sharp symbols mean when they're in those places, and with my meagre knowledge of a few notes on the paper that correspond to a few notes on the piano, I'm able to label each note on the paper.  

"good job," I think.  "now let's play those notes and then sing them."  I do some, and I'm thinking "hooray! I did it!" until I get to the notes that are NOT AT ALL WHAT I REMEMBER.  everything is flat, sharp, or an entire letter off from what my head says is right.  

either I really suck at figuring out what the notes mean, or my teacher learned and taught this to me completely wrong, or I have an astonishingly bad memory for musical things

the good news is, I think I'm learning the song (as I remember my teacher showing me) by going "no no that can't possibly be right??? this should be right"

[honeybeeofficial]

w h o a the text on this art is gonna be gorgeous

i should have done this earlier!!!! but this is also a rly good quote for it i think so it's ALL COOL

[honeybeeofficial]

allriennecett replied to your post:one of my arts got to a thousand notes :O

…in the most loving way, I HATE YOU.

I knowwww >.> 

[honeybeeofficial]

tbh I'm kind of done with people telling me "you should read/watch this!!" like I'm always gonna be open to suggestions for things to read or watch but if it's framed as "you SHOULD" nah mostly because I've had bad experiences with people I used to like saying I SHOULD consume whichever form of media and then I do and the eventual outcome is like :/ = part (only part though) of why I've come to hate the idea of ever reading/watching hp, why I'm refusing to read the Inda books my sister's been trying to push on me for a year or two (that and I'm just NOT INTERESTED), also part of why I haven't bothered getting most social media things unless it's someone I'm extremely well dispositioned to and it's framed right, it just feels like it's being forced on me and I hate it saying "have you seen/read this I think you'd like it" is good saying "you should watch/read this it's good" is bad and it's a weird distinction to make and even I tell people they 'should' watch/read something but as I become more consciously aware of how much I dislike being told things like that I'm editing it out of my vocab (idk it probably comes from basic stubbornness like no I WON'T do what you say I should! but at this point it's so off-putting)