being a songtive feels so fucking stupid lollll why am I genuinely just some fuckass edm hardcore song
-cyan (ze/zim or he/him or xe/xem idk)
anyways I love kutmuziek by joost
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-cyan (ze/zim he/him)
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being a songtive feels so fucking stupid lollll why am I genuinely just some fuckass edm hardcore song
-cyan (ze/zim or he/him or xe/xem idk)
anyways I love kutmuziek by joost
reblog w/ your song sources
-cyan (ze/zim he/him)
being a songtive feels so fucking stupid lollll why am I genuinely just some fuckass edm hardcore song
-cyan (ze/zim or he/him or xe/xem idk)
anyways I love kutmuziek by joost
Us, Basically: we feel bad, is there a way to not feel bad. we are sad
Our Brain, Basically: well best I can do is turning sadness into anger then turning anger into guilt then turning guilt into sadness
Us, Basically: no that's not what we want actually
Our Brain, Basically: ummm well along the road I can also turn anger into a guy that hates all of you and is violent and unpredictable does that help
-Spear (he/it/sharp/scav)
our brain LOVES making a split of a guy, watching that new guy get super depressed because it happens to all of us basically, then making a new version of that person but happy
genuinely the main change is a bubblier personality. its happened like 5-6 times
sometimes it does the opposite and makes an emotion holder of another person, whose only change is being really unhappy basically
jasper (sad) became onion (happy) became leek (sad)
hawthorn (sad) became zorro (happy -> sad) became spear (happy -> sad) became confetti (happy)
hawthorn (sad) became socrates (happy -> sad) became jem (sad) and malachite (sad)
jay (sad) became owl (happy) became azure (sad)
anyways the emotion holders have never once helped with anything. and the new "happy versions" usually last about a month before not being happy anymore
-Spear (he/it/sharp/scav)
wow we're so much healthier as a system now. a year ago we were arguing any time we were scared. it wasn't good.
and as much as the hosts, and really everyone, hate to admit it, our old host splitting was super beneficial. he never talked to us and almost always had his head in the outerworld and couldn't hear us. now we talk daily. all the time. I love talking to people. I love our system. /plat /gen /pos
-Gray (she/xe/they)
okay think of at least one headmate right now that you greatly appreciate and talk about why and how much you appreciate them GO!!
Gray!! our main manager. she does everything. additionally, xe're the HR, xe manage the managers and make them do stuff. saved us from Bad Things a lot. especially me and the other hosts. Gray is one of our original six and is an unstoppable force of logic and they're the best
-Spear (he/it/sharp/scav)
Karmic (th尒y/pearl/th+y/rain/scav/they/spear/it) really knocking it outta the park with nicknames for Confetti (he/ey/sil). Th尒y made "Conman" and "Funfetti" (specifically for when he's being cheery which he normally is) in under 48 hours
-Spear (he/it/sharp/scav)
I feel SO weird as a d3rlord3 fictive in this specific system and in AWTDE's fandom.... I don't like Avery-slash-I don't feel like I liked Avery. my headmates (mostly Zorro and Caia) are slimeknight shippers and like. I don't feel uncomfortable with it because they're not shipping ME yknow. but it's weird.
-Derek (he/him)
Karmic's name has been chopped up and rearranged by everyone in our system into a million nicknames (Kar Mike, Mike, Kar/Car, My Car, McCar, McCarthy, Microphone, etc). but every time we use... most of them Confetti has to go "CAR??? LIKE ASGORE FROM DELTARUNE???" or "MIKE??? LIKE MIKE FROM DELTARUNE???" mind you this guy hasn't played deltarune
anyways all of this is in retaliation because when Confetti picked his name Karmic nicknamed him "Conman" (confetti + man) and no one has been able to think of a better pun since
-Spear (he/it/sharp/scav)
so when our original host split he turned into two guys: Socrates (he/ey/rat, songtive of Willard! by Will Wood which is a song we were super into, very logical and artsy) and Zorro (he/it/paw/pup, more "animalistic" and silly person). kinda checks out right. then we got Spear (he/it/sharp/scav)- Spear is a more typical boy who can fit in with our peers better, and is fictionkin of our favorite game and enjoys it and is good at it. Connor (he/him) is even more so there to fit in with our peers. Exo and Jem both formed as emotion holders. but now our stupid brain is just getting ridiculous with these new hosts. what is Karmic, the embodiment of our hyperfixation, doing for us???? what am I doing?? I'm literally just Spear but party themed.
-Confetti (he/ey/sil)
this happens so much
sometimes youre fronting and another random ass dude just starts talking in your brain
everyones doing different stuff in the same body and its weird
zorro my guy.... you literally knew lycan was cofronting -Gray (she/xe/they)
not even sure HOW our hosts get "faking it" thoughts like..... it kinda made sense when our old host H (he/him) got it I guess, cuz he fronted 90% of the time (he still talked to people during that time but like... idk) and so he thought he was faking it a lot and Gray (she/xe/they) and Nox (he/hx/xe) would have to yell at him.
but like... how do ya'll hosts think you're faking it now. our old host doesn't even exist anymore- he was doing so mentally terribly that he split into two people- how do you explain that in a regular normal singlet way
-Lycan (genderfluid, currently they/ve/ey)
comic by Spear and Anth (they both drew themselves separately)
Of course then Spear stayed up to make this comic lol... anyways the next time scav gets all worried about how he's "faking plurality" or whatever I'll remind it of today
sucks that half of our posts on this blog aren't even about plurality, it's just that we want to talk as ourselves instead of pretending to be our dead (splitted/dormant) host
-Spear (he/it/sharp/scav)
using she/her but in a boy way and he/him but in a girl way
-Luupin (he/she/fuzz/squirm/worm/xe/they/any)