Shen Yuan had, perhaps, been a little spoiled by living life without the need to pretend to be anyone else. He’d been trying to stifle his knee jerk instinct to ask himself ‘what would Shen Qingqiu do’ anytime he had to do anything and to live more authentically as himself. The problem with that is that Shen Yuan was actually kind of a temperamental dick.
the problem with being yourself is that sometimes you’re an asshole (chp. 14)
What Dreams May Come by The Feels Whale (miscellea) (AO3)
The Scum Villain’s Self-Saving System – Explicit – Luò Bīnghé/Shěn Yuán
#Alternate Universe #Canon Divergence #Dream Encounters #Unreliable Narrator #Written from the perspective of a demisexual who doesn’t know what demisexuality is #it’s Shen Yuan #Shen Yuan is the demisexual who doesn’t know what demisexuality is #Hold him #Topzun #Bingbottom #very soft in parts #but soft for bingqiu #so still pretty horny #y’all it’s so dirty #Shizun likes it too much when Binghe cries #BDSM elements #Blowjobs #Sex #Rimming #canon body horror mentions #Incomplete
In the time between sacrificing himself to stop his estranged disciple’s qi deviation and waking up in his back-up body, Shen Yuan -formerly Shen Qingqiu- experiences a long series of dreams that make him confront quite a few things about himself that he’d been stubbornly ignoring.
Good thing they’re just dreams, right? Otherwise he’d never be able to look Luo Binghe in the eye ever again.
Binghe froze under his hands as Shen Yuan brought him into the most gentle hug he could manage. “Still crying?” He asked, only just keeping the unsteadiness out of his voice. He was naked and this was a sex dream and Binghe was crying all over his dick.
He didn’t need his kinks spelled out for him quite this explicitly, thanks.
Or: two horny idiots finally get out of their own way.
