#missing him like hell

[tobesobraves]

it's been a long time since my last post, huh? 😝 anyways, here's liam!

[reskam]

it's missing HIM hours

[lemuriafishball]

😩😫😭

[kaitlin18]

God I miss him so much :( I just want him here hugging me and for him to say we can be together finally :(

[oxymoronicromantic]

Having to coordinate schedules so my fiance and I can actually talk to each other is...challenging.

Can it just be May already?!

[revie-r]

It'll be my birthday in an hour

My in laws.. I don't even know how to express how much I love those people.  (my mom in law works tomorrow so she did everything for me today) They pretty much forced me out of bed and took me to the mall.. My mommy in law and sister in law went insane buying me a bunch of stuff, and I just sat there feeling horrible and saying "Thank you" 2341 times because they were spending so much money. Then they took me to a restaurant and sang me happy birthday and gave me even MORE gifts, and at that point all I did was cry. I seriously couldn't be more thankful for them. My mom doesn't celebrate birthdays or holidays because of her religion, so it meant so much to me that they would take the time out to do all of that for me. I felt so bad though because I was trying so hard to show them how much I appreciated it and how happy I was, but a smile couldn't stay on my face.  I had a knot in my throat the entire day. His last letter left me so uneasy, and I just wish I could be there for him. His birthday is in two weeks, and that's all I've been thinking about. Him alone on a day that's supposed to be spent with family and the ones you love.. but overall, I'm greatful for all the things that I do have. and even though I hurt at times, I'm in a great place in life. and I couldn't be more thankful for all the people who have remained by my side, helping me along the way. To say the least, I'm blessed. That's for sure.