Kinda tired of being pregnant. Can't do anything fun anymore :/ can't drink, can't smoke, can't really lift anymore, getting harder to do things by myself, don't like being dependent on others. Then on the other hand I'm scared...scary of what will happen after the baby, scared of how my body will be, if I will be a good enough mom, if my relationship will be the same, scared of ppd, scared that we won't get a place in times. Just too many things going through my head rn.













