doctor. every day i think about what could've been. i look at the trainwreck you and clara were together and i go, wow, we would be worse. but wouldn't it be amazing. wouldn't it be wonderful. to travel the stars with you, my friend, would complete me. it's something i never got to do. now i suppose i'll never have the chance again. and maybe i don't deserve the chance, maybe fate did the universe a service by separating us. maybe we would've ended the universe early together, wouldn't that be something special. regardless, i hope this universe is kind to you. i hope you find something else to fulfill that pull of adventure that you can no longer satiate with time travel. and i hope you're happy, and know that i love you, beyond any silly human words. i hope you know your efforts weren't in vain. i still think of you when i need to do the right thing but am tempted by the wrong one. - missy