With my first pregnancy, My biggest fear was always labor. Growing up all I was ever told is the horror stories and how painful birth is and to "never have kids."At 39weeks, I was a mother that wanted my child to stay-in. Labor was hard but, I was able to go threw with the process with only 3 doses of pain medication(they stop at 8cm)and no epidural.Never did I think breastfeeding would be as uncomfortable as it was. I had anxiety induced nursing, everytime I fed my child I would have this feeling come over me and at times I would be emotional. I had a hard time with latching on my right ride which caused one boob to stay bigger than the other. When I got pregnant with my second child, it was no longer labor I was scared of even as I was being induced.It was breastfeeding.