“You don’t need to impress people.” I’ve been hearing this statement for hundredths of times already. As they say, you would’t really understand a thought without you in that particular situation. AND... yes. Finally I came to the point where I always doubt myself and of what i am capable still of doing as a person. Sometimes, i would just feel people kind of always criticizing and bugging around. From these, insecurities, doubt, worries and tension would always come to me. Thinking of possible ways to cope with these things and thoughts isn’t that easy and will not be enough. I’ll end up having the motivation to prove them wrong but i always cut it off to the point i don’t want to do it anymore. Until i would just be there, yes doing whatever i can and not trying to be the person they expect me to be even how people tell me, they were doing it to motivate me. I know... it would definitely motivate people to get them going but it isn’t for me. I can say, I am so tired of it and for now, it isn’t the thing i need.
I don’t understand neither what’s my point on this... but one thing is for sure: Everything is a process... Let me be, let it be. Give time for growth. I am not born with all those qualities. For sure, I CAN but give me a break.
P.S. Thank You Jesus!
