pairing. non-idol!taesan x reader
genre. newly est. relationship au , fluff , chalant x chalant , taesan is down BAD
synopsis. when you’re a little too tipsy and a little too in love, it sometimes takes a few tries to get everything right. luckily, the third time’s the charm, right?
word count. 1466 words
warnings. none? kissing but they’re both drunk but it’s consensual
playlist. electric love by børns
notes. cheesing like an idiot like this is ever going to happen to me
The low hum of summer crickets serenaded the quiet streets as you wandered aimlessly, shoes scuffing lazily against the pavement. Your bag dangled off one shoulder in a comical struggle to stay on, bouncing with every step like it too was tired of the night. The streetlamps blinked softly overhead, casting your sleepy figure in a patchy golden glow as the breeze curled around your body like a cool whisper, brushing against your skin and making your hair dance gently around your cheeks.
You paused, swaying slightly as you leaned dramatically against a streetlight for support, feeling the metal cool against your back. The night was gentle, the kind that felt like it had been dipped in honey—warm, unhurried, and laced with a kind of dreamy nostalgia. You breathed in deeply, the scent of asphalt and blossoms and leftover summer heat filling your lungs.
The echo of earlier laughter still clung to your mind—snippets of voices, clinking glasses, someone’s off-key karaoke rendition of a love song. You smiled at the memory, but it quickly faded into a soft groan as your head gave a tiny throb in protest.
With a dramatic little sigh, you rummaged through your bag until your fingers curled around your phone. You brought it close to your face, squinting one eye open as the screen flickered brightly as it illuminated your face. 32%. Perfect. Just enough to call him.
Almost like he had read your mind, the phone buzzed in your palm. And then—his name. And just like that, your heart, previously snoozing somewhere near your stomach, flipped up to your throat.
Still clutching the streetlight, you lifted the phone to your ear, the cool screen brushing your cheek. “Hello?”
The line crackled softly before his voice reached you like warm honey. “Hi… where are you right now?”
“Hi…” Your voice instinctively softened, a dopey little smile tugging at your lips. You closed one eye, trying to get the world to stop moving. “Hey. I’m, uh… in front of the café. The one where you asked for my number.”
“Really? Me too.”
You giggled, eyes sparkling. “Really? Then…” you dropped your voice to a hush, giddy and conspiratorial. “We should meet up. I miss you. Don’t you miss me?”
“Not anymore. Turn around.”
“Hm?”
You whipped your head around so fast you almost unbalanced yourself—but there he was, already walking up the sidewalk toward you, with his phone still pressed to his ear. Rushing toward you with such desperate joy, it looked like his legs might outrun his heart. The wind caught his hair, the streetlight caught the gleam in his eyes, and your breath caught in your throat.
“Haiii,” you waved both arms in the air like a doofus, grinning. He mirrored you instantly, waving back with a dramatic flourish like you were in some over-the-top romantic comedy. He skidded to a stop in front of you, cheeks tinged pink from the run or from seeing you—you weren’t sure which, but your own face burned to match.
“Hi. Did you have fun with your friends?” He was a little breathless, his chest rising and falling in gentle waves, but his gaze never wavered from you. You rocked gently back and forth, still clinging to the streetlight like a sleepy koala.
“Yeah, but I think I drank too much.” Your pout came naturally, and he responded by guiding you gently toward a bench tucked under a streetlamp. You flopped down onto it with a soft oof, the cool metal seeping through your jeans. He followed, sitting close enough that your shoulders nearly touched.
“It’s okay. I drank a lot too.” Silence settled like a blanket as he dug through his bag. You let your eyes flutter shut—just a second, just a blink—
A cold sensation suddenly pressed against your cheek and you yelped, jerking awake. Your eyes shot open to find Taesan grinning, holding a chilled can of coffee to your face like it was some kind of love offering.
“Jeez… you scared me.” you mumbled, blinking blearily. He laughed and cracked open the can before placing it reverently in your hands.
“Are you buying this for me? I’m so touched…” you teased, holding the can close to your chest like a precious gift. You both laughed, easy and breathless.
Then Taesan tilted his head, thoughtful. “Wait, this is kinda giving me deja vu. You know the last time when we went out drinking with some other friends and you and I both stepped for air at the same time? And we were super drunk?”
You squinted at the night sky, lips pursed in concentration before your face lit up with recognition. “Oh! Yeah! It kind of is deja vu, huh?”
“Oh, man. That was really funny. Do you remember? We almost ki—“
His voice faltered. Like the memory had caught up to him too fast. You could feel your ears warming up as you stared very intently at the cracks in the sidewalk. Taesan glanced away.
You cleared your throat, trying to rescue the moment. “I mean… yeah… We were—“
“Do you want to kiss?”
“—yeah, sure, let’s kiss.”
You froze. The words had practically sucker punched you. “Huh?”
“Do you want to kiss?” He said it slowly, deliberately. Your brain stalled, unsure if you were dreaming or just tipsy enough to hallucinate.
“What… what did you just say?”
There was a moment of stunned silence between you.
Then he groaned and threw his hands over his face. “AURGH, I must be going insane. I’m so sorry. This isn’t smooth at all. This doesn’t seem right but I don’t know how else I’m supposed to be going about this. Other people tell me that it comes naturally but how am I supposed to be natural at something I’ve never done before? I don’t even know how to—I don’t even know when the timing is right.”
You watched him spiral like a tornado in real time, his words tumbling out and spinning faster and faster as his fingers pulled at his hair and his foot bounced against the ground. And even through the dizziness, you couldn’t help but smile. He was just so stupidly sincere.
“That’s why I asked,” he mumbled. “If I can kiss you.”
Feeling brave (and just a little mischievous), you leaned in slightly, lips curled into a smirk. “What if I say no?”
He looked straight ahead. “Then I’ll respect that. And be very, very sad.” His eyes flicked toward you, mouth forming the tiniest of pouts. “You don’t want to?”
You let out a small, breathless laugh. “You’re so cute.”
“Huh?”
Before he could blink, you leaned in and kissed him. Just a short one. Sweet and soft and dizzyingly real. You pulled back and saw his eyes—wide, stunned, glowing like moonlight caught in glass.
“Th—there, we did it. We kissed.” Your voice was barely a whisper, as if saying it too loudly would break the spell.
“Y-yeah. We did. We did it.”
His hands curled into excited fists in his lap, knuckles pale from the effort of staying still. “Th—that was too fast. Wait. Can we do it one more time?”
You laughed, incredulous. “What?”
Taesan looked positively giddy. You placed your hands on either side of his face, the way you’d always imagined in cheesy dramas, and pressed your lips to his again.
“AH!” Taesan immediately whipped around, hands in the air like he’d just won a gold medal. “WHAT!”
You giggled behind your hand, eyes sparkling.
“Woah… I’m only saying this because it feels surreal, but can we try one more time?”
“You…!” Your laughter came out in full now, sparkling and unstoppable, and Taesan’s grin matched yours. This time, he leaned in first—shy, but certain—and your lips met again, softer, surer.
When he finally pulled away, just enough to see your face, his smile was dazzling. You leaned in to pepper his lips with a flurry of quick kisses and he burst into a laugh, breathless and radiant.
“Are you happy now?” You asked, brushing your thumb over his cheek.
“Yeah.” He leaned back, his whole body buzzing with joy. “Can, can I just take a quick lap around here? This just doesn’t feel real—“
You laughed, waving him off. “Yes! Go, go!”
Taesan pointed at you dramatically, eyes alight. “Stay right there!”
Then he launched off the bench like he’d been lit from within. Arms flailing, he let out a triumphant whoop that echoed down the empty street. You watched as he sprinted ahead—skipping, twirling, throwing his fists into the air like a man hopelessly smitten.
You sank into the bench with a breathless grin, your fingers brushing over your lips like a secret only you two knew. Your heart beat fast, giddy and light, as though it were trying to chase after him.The stars above blinked knowingly as you sighed.
The air had turned quieter, softer somehow, as if even the crickets had paused to give the moment some room. You sat back, lips tingling and heart stammering in your chest, still tasting the ghost of his nervous laughter.
He stayed beside you, not saying a word, but everything about him spoke anyway—the way his shoulders relaxed for the first time all night, the gentle way his knee brushed against yours, the way he kept glancing at you like he couldn’t believe any of it was real. The silence wasn’t awkward.
It felt like something sacred, sealed in starlight and shared warmth.
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pairing. drunk!jaehyun x fem!reader
genre. fluff , est. relationship
synopsis. your boyfriend’s drunk antics are often loud and chaotic, but they also remind you why he’s your favorite kind of trouble
word count. 1.7k
warnings. mentions of alcohol (but no actual drinking) , stripping in a non-sexual context ? , kissing , jaehyun is very drunk and very in love but so is reader
playlist. you are in love by taylor swift , ribs by lorde
notes. i actually had literally no idea what to title this… so ‘chicken-less dreams’ it is ! unless i can think of another title 😭
riwoo: 911
riwoo: emergency emergency
you: ????
riwoo: your man’s shitfaced and refuses to go home
you: i’ll be there in 15
riwoo: plz hurry he’s about to sing bigbang’s haru haru
You could spot your boyfriend from a mile away. Your eyes were immediately drawn towards him—the way he held onto a metal spoon as if it were a lifeline, singing into it with unbridled passion like it was a microphone. You folded your arms, a quiet laugh escaping your lips as you watched from a distance. Jaehyun stood in the middle of the bar, belting out the melancholic lyrics of BIGBANG’s ‘Haru Haru’, accompanied by his dramatic and melancholic acting. Despite sitting at the same table, his friends were looking away, as if embarrassed to be associated with his drunk singing.
You caught Sungho’s gaze and he gestured to you to come over to save them all. Despite being embarrassed, he also seemed to enjoy the situation with the way his eyes sparkled with a small smile. With a small resigned shake of your head, you made your way towards their table, weaving through a throng of bodies.
Snatching the spoon from Jaehyun mid-chorus earned you a dramatic gasp and a look of wounded betrayal. “Hey! I wasn’ done!” he protested, but the moment his bleary eyes focused on you, his face lit up and he threw his outstretched arms around you. “My girlfriend! It’s my girlfriend, guys!”
He turned to the rest of the bar, raising his voice to a volume only a drunken Jaehyun could manage. “My girlfriend came to pick me up! Suckers!”
You wrinkled your nose at the overpowering scent of alcohol wafting off of him. “How much did you guys give him to drink?” you asked the guys as you tried your best to dodge Jaehyun’s drunk kisses.
The boys shrugged in unison.
“Uh,” Riwoo started, scratching the back of his head. “It started with one, but then he promised to not sing if he had more, but as you can tell…” he gestured to the spoon Jaehyun had just used as a microphone. “So… yeah, this is on us. Sorry.”
“It’s okay,” you sighed, already resigned to your fate. “I’ll take him home now. Thanks guys.”
You nodded at your boyfriend’s friends and tugged on said boyfriend, only to find that he had somehow slouched into a near-horizontal position on the couch, looking suspiciously comfortable. Muttering under your breath, you tugged on his arm. You became highly suspicious that he would actually die if your attention wasn’t on him at all times, like he often argued. “God, this kid.”
With Taesan and Leehan’s help, you were able to load Jaehyun into the passenger seat of your car. He slumped against the window, lips smacking loudly together. “Nono… I needa sing one more song…”
“Babe, one more song and you would’ve been blacklisted from that bar for life,” you chuckled, starting the car. The engine roared to life and you backed out of the busy parking lot. “Come on, let’s go home.”
Jaehyun didn’t protest and the quiet hum of the car engine soon lulled him to sleep.
Getting Jaehyun into the house was a battle of endurance and patience. Juggling keys, fumbling in the dark, and supporting the dead weight of a half-conscious boyfriend clinging to you was more than exhausting.
“Please let this be the one,” you whispered, trying yet another key. When the lock finally clicked, you let out a loud sigh of relief. “Thank you,” you murmured to the heavens, tugging Jaehyun through the doorway as he nuzzled into the crook of your neck. “C’mon.”
“Don’t wanna…” he mumbled, and his warm breath sent a slight shiver down your spine. “I gots to finish my performance…”
Somehow, you managed to guide him to the couch, where he collapsed in a heap. He sprawled out, stretching out his limbs in all directions. Brushing a strand of hair from his face, you observed how the pale moonlight streaming through the window highlighted the sparkle in his eyes.
“Alright, Mariah Carey. Let’s get you ready for bed. Even a diva needs to sleep, no?” you said gently, stroking his hair. “Did you drink any water?”
Jaehyun shook his head with a small pout.
When you straightened up to fetch him some, his hand shot out, grasping your wrist tightly. “Where’rr you going?” he slurred, looking up at you like a lost puppy. “Please don’ go…”
“I’m just grabbing you water, baby.”
“Nono…” he said firmly, shaking his head as if the thought of you leaving him for a second was unbearable. “I’m goin’ with you. It’s dangerous outthere.”
“Oh, really? What kind of dangers?” you asked, amused.
He leaned in, wide-eyed, and whispered gravely, “... Chickens.”
You bit the inside of your cheek to stop yourself from laughing. “Okay, okay. You can protect me from the chickens, Myung Jaehyun.”
What could’ve been a 30 second trip to the kitchen turned into a 10 minute ordeal. He clung to you like a koala, stumbling along as you poured water into a glass. Perched on the counter, he sipped reluctantly while you stroked his hair, murmuring soothing words.
“Nomo…” (translation: "no more…")
“No, you’ve gotta finish everything, Jae,” you responded firmly. Your boyfriend huffed with a dramatic roll of his eyes but nonetheless complied. “Good boy,” you patted his cheek affectionately once he finished the entire cup of water and Jaehyun beamed at your praise.
When you wiped his face with a cloth, he grinned lazily, leaning into your touch. You pressed a quick kiss to his lips.
Jaehyun’s eyes flew open at the contact and he stared at you in shock. You burst into laughter at his reaction and brushed your fingers through his hair. “What, never been kissed by a girl before?” you asked jokingly.
“Not by a pretty one,” Jaehyun whispered and you laughed again. “Not funny!”
“Is too,” you teased. Tucking your arms under Jaehyun’s arms, you hugged him tightly and you rested your head atop his shoulder. “I love you, Jaehyun.”
All you got was a quiet “Whoa” in response.
You managed to get him to the bedroom, but Jaehyun’s antics still weren’t over. When you tried to pull his shirt off to help him change, he recoiled dramatically, crossing his arms over his chest like a scandalized debutante.
“Whoa, whoa, whoa! I’m sure you’re a very nice lady, but I have a girlfriend!” he protested, wagging an accusatory finger at you. “She doesn’t like it when I talk to other girls. Especially ones who—who try to take my clothes off! Like you! Perv!”
You watched with an amused smile, your hands resting on your hips as Jaehyun retreated further into his bed, distancing himself from you.
“And I love my girlfriend! Sorry not sorry, but I’m not for the huzz,” he waved his hand dismissively.
“Jae, I am your girlfriend,” you insisted but Jaehyun wasn’t having it. He shook his head with vigor.
“No thank you lady, I’m not interested.”
With a sigh, you leaned in and kissed his cheek. “It’s me, Jae,” you spoke softly, watching as his cheeks turned pink.
“Ohh… hi baby,” he whispered sheepishly.
Thankfully, getting Jaehyun into bed afterwards wasn’t too difficult, his protests reduced to sleepy murmurs. Once he was settled, you took a moment to ensure he was comfortable and you brushed a stray strand of hair from his face.
You slid under the covers beside him, the mattress dipping slightly under your weight. Jaehyun was sprawled across the bed in an ungraceful manner, one arm flung over his face and the other clutching the blanket like a child with a security toy. His lips moved faintly, forming incoherent words as he teetered on the edge of consciousness.
Carefully, you reached out and placed your hand on his cheek, the warmth of his skin grounding you. He stirred at your touch, his eyes cracking open just enough to reveal the sleepy gaze within them. A slow smile crept across his face: lopsided and utterly endearing.
“Hi…” he mumbled, the word drawn out and soft.
“Hey,” you whispered back, your thumb brushing against the curve of his cheekbone in a slow, soothing motion.
Jaehyun’s brows knitted together, his drunken thoughts forming an odd jumble of words. “Y’know… you’re really, really pretty. Like… unfairly pretty. Like… if there was a… a contest or somethin’, I think you’d win. Every time.”
You couldn’t help but laugh quietly at his rambling. “You’re too sweet.”
“No, no, no,” he insisted, his voice muffled as he turned his face slightly into your palm, pressing his lips against your skin. “It’s true. You’re, like… the queen of… uh… the stars? Yeah, like a star queen. Like, Dairy Queen but instead of queen of dairy, you’re the queen of stars.”
“A star queen?” you repeated, amused, leaning closer until your noses were almost touching.
“Yeah,” he murmured, his words slurring together. “And… and I’m just some guy… but you picked me anyway. Like what?” He blinked sluggishly, his expression a mixture of wonder and disbelief.
You chuckled softly, your fingertips tracing the edge of his jaw. “You’re not just ‘some guy,’ Jae. You’re my guy. My favorite guy.”
That earned a pleased hum from him, his eyes fluttering shut as he melted further into your touch. “Mmm… your guy. I like that. Sounds nice. Sounds… cozy.”
“Cozy?” you echoed, your lips twitching into a smile.
“Yeah,” he murmured, barely audible now. “Like… blankets… or hot chocolate…” He paused, letting out a soft sigh. “Or… you. I think you’re cozy too.
You leaned in, pressing a feather-light kiss to his forehead. “You’re ridiculous, you know that?”
“Y’know what’s ridic..ous?” he mumbled, his voice trailing off as sleep began to claim him. “How much ‘m love with… y... and… ch… chi…”
You stayed there for a while, watching his breathing even out as he sank into peaceful slumber. Your hand never left his face, your thumb continuing its gentle strokes along his cheek. His skin was warm beneath your touch, a quiet reminder of his presence, his love.
Nestled beside him, you whispered, “I love you, too, Jaehyun. So much.”
Although he was asleep, his lips curved into the faintest of smiles, as if somewhere in his chicken-less dreams, he had heard you.
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pairing. bad boy!leehan x nursing student!reader
genre. hurt/comfort , pining , fluff , a twinge of angst , set in the 80’s but it’s not rly mentioned and it’s not essential to the plot
synopsis. leehan was your first ever patient as well as your most frequent, treating him has always been second nature for you. so when he shows up at your window once again, unannounced, bruised and bleeding, you begin to wish that you could see him in different circumstances
word count. 4.1k
warnings. kissing , mentions of blood / fighting , one mention of a knife , leehan is injured , probably unrealistic and unsafe medical practices
playlist. fallingforyou by the 1975 , meet me in the hallway by harry styles , the night we met by lord huron , like real people do by hozier
notes. these two are so precious to me . not proofread
The rain came down in a steady rhythm, a soft patter against the windowpane, threading through the quiet of your room like a soft lullaby. It’s the perfect Friday night. One of those rare evenings where everything feels settled, where there was no unfinished work tugging at the edges of your mind and no looming responsibilities weighing down your shoulders.
The state of your room was pristine, the scent of freshly laundered sheets mingling in the air with the faint herbal aroma of your tea, the steam still curling in the air from where you placed it on your nightstand. The air was cool from the rain, but the warmth of your post-shower skin seeped into the plush comfort of your blankets. It cocooned you in a delicious contrast of warmth and chill.
The dim glow of your desk lamp flickered slightly, its light casting long, slanted shadows across the room. It danced over the neatly stacked textbooks and scattered notes that—for once—weren’t demanding your attention.
With a deep breath, you nestled deeper into the comfort of your mattress, pulling the covers just a little higher as you opened your well-worn copy of Emma in your hands. The spine creaked with familiarity, the pages soft beneath your fingertips, the edges slightly frayed from years of love. You traced your thumb along the words, sinking in the world Austen so carefully crafted; where meddling and misunderstandings unfold within the genteel drawing rooms of Highbury.
The rain continued its ceaseless drumming, a quiet accompaniment to the turning of each page. The weight of the week melted away, dissolving into the hush of the storm and the safety of solitude.
You’re glad to escape the world of responsibility and work; at least for a little while. In this moment, you were free: free to lose yourself in the clever and playful words of Jane Austen, warmed by your tea as you wrapped yourself in the comforting embrace of the quiet, rainy night.
The world outside is distant, softened by the misty glow of streetlights and the gentle patter of raindrops against your window. The steady rhythm soothed you, lulling you deeper into—
Tap. Tap. Tap.
Faint at first, barely enough to steal your attention from the pages between your hands. A soft, rhythmic tapping. Your brows furrowed, eyes flicking up from the curling pages of your beloved novel, confusion and caution pricked at your skin.
For a moment, you wondered if it’s just a loose branch from the storm, swaying against the glass. But then, the sound came again, more deliberate this time.
Tap. Tap. Tap.
Tap. Tap.
TAPTAPTAPTAPTAPTAP—
And then—you saw it.
A face.
Pale against the rain-streaked window, dark eyes peering through the glass and strands of wet hair clinging to sharp cheekbones.
Your breath caught in your throat, a strangled sound escaping before you could stop it. For a long moment, you simply stared, heart hammering against your ribs as you struggled to make sense of what you were seeing.
The golden glow of your desk lamp flickered against the raindrops of your windowpane, catching on the sharp planes of his face—pale from the cold, his usual smirk replaced with a tight grimace. His fingers flexed and strained against the wet wood of the sill, and another gust of wind made the familiar looking boy—or ghost—sway precariously.
“What the—” you spluttered. Finally snapping out of your daze, you scrambled out of bed. You practically threw the book aside as you rushed to the window, fumbling with the latch. When you shoved it open, for a split second, you simply stood there, the wind howling through the open window as rain splattered against your cheeks and the cold air bit at your skin.
The sight before you was utterly absurd—Kim Leehan, soaked to the bone, clinging to your fourth-floor window for dear life.
“Are you out of your mind? This is the fourth floor! How did you even—”
“A guy…” Leehan grimaced, tightening his grip on the slippery windowsill as his fingers began to slip. “Never reveals his secrets.”
He was visibly struggling, his knuckles turning white as he fought to keep himself from plummeting to his death—or at least an expensive visit to the hospital. Your stomach twisted when you glanced down, seeing nothing but the slick, empty space between him and the ground below. His dark eyes, sharp as ever despite the rain dripping into them, flickered up to meet yours.
“Nice to see you too,” he drawled, though the slight shake in his voice betrayed him. “I’d love to catch up, really, but I think hypothermia is knocking on my door—along with the whole falling to my death thing, so—”
“Okay, okay, shut up,” you grumbled, planting your feet as you hauled him in with as much strength as you can muster. He was heavier than you remember—lean but packed with muscle—and the rain didn’t make it any easier (can you tell that he’s done this a few times). Leehan groaned as his torso tipped over the edge, crashing into you as you staggered back onto your heels.
With a final, graceless heave, he tumbled in, landing in an unceremonious heap on your floor and rainwater seeped into your freshly vacuumed rug. A long silence stretched between you two, save for the steady drip, drip, drip of water pooling onto your pristine hardwood floor. You stared at him, breath still uneven from the exertion. He looked up at you through a mess of wet hair, breathing just as heavily, rainwater glistening along his jaw.
“What the hell, Leehan?” you finally said, hands still trembling slightly from the adrenaline. “Why are you scaling buildings like some kind of delinquent Spider-Man?”
Leehan groaned, lifting his arm weakly before letting it drop back onto the floor. “One,” he started, voice hoarse, “never insult the best superhero like that ever again.”
You opened your mouth to retort, but before you could, he sluggishly sat up and peeled his drenched hoodie over his head. It takes a second for your to register what you’re seeing—but then, your stomach twists.
A deep, angry gash cuts across his torso, fresh and bleeding.
“And two,” he finally finishes, lips quirking into a weak, humorless smile as he gestured toward the wound.
Your frustration immediately morphed into something heavier, something sharper. “Leehan,” you breathed, crouching down beside him, “you need stitches.”
He shrugged, feigning nonchalance, but you could see the exhaustion etched in the lines of his face, the slight tremor of his fingers as he pressed them into his side. “That’s why I’m here, doc.”
You exhaled through your nose as you rubbed at your temples. You should be used to this by now—Leehan showing up in the dead of night, bleeding and bruised, flashing that same reckless smile like it’s all just a joke. But it never gets easier. Not when it’s him.
“Bathroom,” you said with a firm voice. “Dry off, you know where the towels are. I’ll grab the suture kit.”
He nods, pushing himself to his feet with a wince. As he made his way to the bathroom, you pulled open a drawer to retrieve the spare clothes he’d left behind last time. (Which, coincidentally, had been because of the same exact reason.)
By the time Leehan emerged from the bathroom, his hair damp and a towel draped around his neck, you were already setting up the supplies at your desk. But the moment your eyes landed on him, you froze.
Bruises scattered across his arms and collarbone, blooming in shades of purple and blue. A fresh cut lingered just below his cheekbone and his bottom lip had been bloodied up, a stark contrast against his pale skin.
Your fingers twitched at your sides, the words sitting heavy on your tongue. You wanted to scold him. You wanted to demand why he always did this; why he never thought about himself.
But instead, you gestured toward your bed and muttered, “Lie down.”
He obeyed, settled back against the mattress and lifted his shirt without a complaint. You took a deep breath and steeled yourself, ignoring the tightness in your chest as you pressed a sterile cotton pad against the wound. His skin was warm beneath your fingers.
Leehan didn’t flinch. He never does.
Instead, he watched you, head tilted against your pillow and dark eyes following every movement of your hands with a quiet sort of intensity. The kind that made your throat dry, the kind that made you wish you weren’t so used to this—patching him up and stitching him back together in the dim glow of your desk lamp while the rain sang against the window panes.
A tired cycle. A routine written into your friendship.
The room was quiet, save for the rain drumming against the window. You worked swiftly and precisely, and your hands moved with the familiarity of routine. Leehan didn’t flinch, doesn’t even so much as wince. He just stared at the ceiling, fingers tapping idly against his ribs.
Finally, you broke the silence. “What was it this time?”
He exhaled slowly, his hand pausing mid-tap. “Just a small scuffle,” he muttered. “Some guys were messing with Woonhak. Thought it’d be fun to pick on him.”
Your brows furrowed. “So you decided to take them all by yourself?”
“It wasn’t like that.” He shook his head, eyes trained back on the ceiling as his jaw tightened. “I just threw a few punches to scare them off. But then someone pulled a knife, and then there were sirens, and, well…” He let out a breathy, humorless laugh.
You pursed your lips as you knotted the last stitch a little too firmly. He hissed but didn’t complain.
“You’re an idiot,” you said, voice quieter this time.
“Yeah,” he muttered, head tilting slightly to look at you again. His lips twitched into something almost fond. “But that’s why I always come to you. Steadiest hands in all of Koz Uni’s nursing program.”
You didn’t look at him, didn’t let him see the way your expression wavered. Instead, you pressed a final piece of gauze over the wound, taping it down with the care of someone who wished they never had to do this in the first place.
“Yeah, well,” you murmured, smoothing down the bandage, “maybe next time, use that reckless head of yours for something other than getting it bashed in.”
Leehan hummed, the corner of his lips tugging up despite the exhaustion weighing heavy in his eyes. “Where’s the fun in that?”
You didn’t dignify him with a response. Instead, you pressed the heel of your palm into his forehead—not pushing, gently—until he groaned and swatted your hand away, muttering a curse under his breath.
With a small smile, you leaned back, letting out a slow exhale. No matter how many times you gave Leehan stitches, you were always nervous like it was your first time. “You should rest,” you said. “You lost a lot of blood.”
After giving the typical ‘seek professional medical help in the morning’ lecture, you moved on to the rest of his minor injuries.
Your fingers moved with careful precision, the cotton ball, squeezed tightly between the tweezers in your grasp, was soaked in antiseptic as you dabbed gently at the wounds on Leehan’s arms. The scent of alcohol lingered in the air, sharp and sterile, as it mingled with the lingering traces of rain and something distinctly him.
Leehan didn’t make a sound as you worked, though you could feel his eyes on you—dark, steady, and unwavering. The weight of his gaze pressed into you, searing like embers against your skin, but you refused to meet it.
You focused on the task at hand instead, the rhythmic motion of cleaning, dabbing, and wrapping. Anything to ignore the way your pulse quickened with each passing second.
But it’s hard to ignore him when he’s so close.
The space between you was barely a breath. The warmth of his body radiated through the air, despite the damp chill that still clung to his skin from the rain. His hair was a mess, black strands falling over his forehead in uneven waves, and there was something disarmingly soft about him like this. Battered and bruised and yet, undeniably alive, existing in your space as if he belonged there.
And maybe he did.
You swallowed down the thought and willed yourself to focus.
Your hands were steady as you finished treating the cuts on his collarbones, brushing over the bruises blooming across his skin with careful fingers. But when you reached his face, your confidence faltered.
The cut along his cheekbone was shallow but angry. A thin, jagged line that caught in the dim glow of your desk lamp. And then there was his lip—split and bloodied, the wound stark against the soft curve of his mouth.
You exhaled quietly, steeling yourself once again.
Leehan must’ve sensed your hesitation because he tilted his head slightly, giving you better access to his face. His lips curled into the ghost of a smirk, but his voice was quiet when he murmured, “You’re overthinking again.”
You didn’t dignify him with a response, too focused on pressing the cotton ball to the cut on his cheekbone. He didn’t flinch, didn’t even blink. He just watched you, his expression unreadable, eyes dark and glittering beneath the low light.
It’s unbearable.
The room felt smaller, the silence felt heavier. The storm outside softened into a quiet drizzle, but the air between you crackled with something you couldn’t quite name. Something warm and unspoken, coiling between the spaces where your hands nearly touched, where your breath nearly mingled with his own.
Finally, you moved to his lip, hesitant as your fingers brushed against his chin, tilting his face ever so slightly toward you. His lips parted just the tiniest bit, his breath warm against your wrist as you dabbed at the wound, trying your best not to linger.
Your thumb grazed his bottom lip—barely there, light as air.
Leehan inhaled sharply.
Your stomach flipped, heart stammering violently against your ribs.
You didn’t dare to look at him. You couldn’t.
Instead, you cleared your throat, voice barely above a whisper as you muttered, “Almost done.”
Leehan didn’t reply. But when you finally, finally gathered enough courage to glance up at him, his gaze was already waiting for you. And in it, you saw everything.
The weight of every unsaid word. The years of late-night visits, quiet comforts, and silent understandings. The way he looked at you now, like you were something fragile and precious—something he had spent too long pretending he didn’t want to hold on to.
Your breath was caught in your throat.
For a moment, neither of you moved.
Neither of you breathed.
And then—
“There,” you whispered, pulling back, severing the moment before it could unravel completely. “All done.”
Leehan watched you for a second longer, gaze lingering and unreadable. Then, his lips twitched—barely a smirk, more like an exhale of something unspoken.
“Thanks, doc,” he murmured.
And just like that, the tension splintered.
But the weight of his gaze still lingered—on your skin, in your breath, in the quiet thrum of your heart against your ribs.
And you don’t think it’ll ever leave.
Leehan stayed the night, like he always does. It was an unspoken tradition, a ritual that neither of you ever acknowledged out loud but followed without question. After every fight, every wound you stitched up, he stayed—like your dorm was the only place he knew to go.
The bed was too small for the both of you, but neither of you made a move to change it. You laid next to each other, bodies barely touching. Only the occasional brush of an arm, a shift of weight, a shared breath in the darkness. The air was thick with the scent of rain and the sharp sterility of antiseptic still lingering faintly between you.
The world outside was still now. The storm had passed, leaving only the rhythmic dripping of water from the eaves, the occasional rustling of tree branches against your window. Moonlight spilled in through the glass, casting fractured shadows across the ceiling, across the sheets, across him.
Leehan was lying on his side, turned toward you, and you should tell him to be careful. You should remind him that his stitches need time to set, that his body needs rest, that lying like this is only going to make it worse. But the words don’t come.
Because he’s watching you.
And you’re watching him.
His face was half-lit, half-hidden in the dim glow of the moon, his dark eyes softer than you’ve ever seen them. You trace over the curve of his nose, the sharp edge of his jaw, the way his damp hair clings stubbornly to his forehead. Your gaze caught on his lips—split and swollen, still stained with the faintest trace of blood.
Before you even realized what you were doing, your hand moved on its own.
Your palm found the coolness of his cheek, thumb grazing over the cut on his lip with barely-there pressure. The moment your skin met his, Leehan exhaled softly, his eyes fluttering shut like he was melting beneath your touch. His body relaxed, tension unwinding in slow, steady waves, as if he’d been waiting for this.
You whispered into the dark, "I wish you didn’t keep coming to me like this."
Your voice barely carries between you, but Leehan hears it. You know he does, because his fingers twitched slightly against the sheets, because his breath caught just enough for you to notice.
After a beat, you added, "You know it breaks my heart… right?"
Leehan’s eyes opened again, slow and heavy-lidded, the shadows deepening in their depths. His gaze was unreadable, something between sorrow and something else— raw and tender. He lifted his hand, covering yours where it rested against his cheek, his fingers curling gently around yours.
"… I know," he murmured. "I’m sorry."
The weight of those words settled between you. There was something unspoken in the silence that followed, something fragile and uncertain yet wholly understood.
Neither of you moved.
Neither of you breathed.
The only sound in the room was the soft, rhythmic ticking of the clock on your wall, the occasional drip of rainwater outside. The world felt impossibly small, folding in on itself until it was just the two of you, here, now.
Summoning every ounce of courage left in you, you whispered, "Please don’t make me worry like this."
Leehan didn’t respond right away. Instead, he shifted, fingers tightening ever so slightly around your own before he slowly brought your hand to his lips.
Your breath stuttered.
His lips—soft despite the split, warm despite the cold—pressed gently against your knuckles, lingering for just a moment too long.
Your heart ached.
"I always knew you were going to be a nurse," he murmured, voice low, words melting into the space between you.
Your breath stilled for a moment. “What?” you asked in a quiet voice.
“I could tell back in high school,” he continued, his fingers further interlacing with yours. “Every time I got into a fight, you were always the one patching me up. Cleaning my cuts, scolding me and clucking over me like an old mother hen. You liked making people feel better.”
You swallowed as something warm bloomed in your chest. “I liked making sure you didn’t bleed out on the pavement,” you muttered.
You shook your head, staring at the faint glow of the streetlights pooling against your ceiling. You remembered those days vividly—him showing up at the doorstep of your childhood home with bruised knuckles and split lips; you pressing antiseptic pads to his wounds in an empty janitor’s closet while you muttered under your breath about his recklessness.
Maybe he was right. Maybe you had always been like this—drawn to fixing things, to soothing the ache in others, even when it hurt you in turn.
“You were always my favorite patient,” you admitted, turning your head to look at him again. He still had your hand pressed against his lips.
He exhaled slowly, and when he met your gaze, there was something lingering in his eyes. Something that made your stomach twist and your heart clench.
“Yeah,” he murmured, voice barely above a whisper. “I know.”
Another kiss—this time to the back of your hand, his breath featherlight against your skin.
Leehan lingered there, lips against your skin, like he was afraid to move, like this was something fragile that could shatter if he so much as breathed too hard. His grip on your hand tightened just slightly, as if grounding himself, and for the first time, you saw it—really saw it.
The way his eyes softened when they met yours. The way he always came to you, no matter how bruised and battered, no matter the hour or distance. The way he let himself melt under your touch, let himself be taken care of in a way you were sure he didn’t let anyone else.
He loved you.
And maybe—no, definitely—you had always loved him, too.
You weren’t sure who moved first, if it was you or him, but suddenly the space between you vanished. His forehead pressed against yours, his breath warm and slow, mingling with yours in the stillness of the room. Your noses brushed, the barest hint of touch, but neither of you pulled away.
You let your fingers slip from his just enough to trail along his wrist, feeling the steady beat of his pulse beneath your touch. Your hand traveled higher, skimming up his arm, over the curve of his shoulder, before settling against the side of his neck. He let you. He always let you.
Leehan swallowed, the movement shifting beneath your palm. His lips parted, but no words came. You could see it—the hesitation, the fear of breaking whatever fragile thing existed between you.
“If I tell you something,” he whispered, voice unsteady, “will you promise not to run?”
Your throat felt tight. “Leehan…”
“Promise me.”
Your thumb brushed against the corner of his jaw, just barely tracing the line of his throat. “I promise.”
A shaky exhale. Then—
“I think I’ve loved you since the first time you pulled me into that abandoned janitor’s closet and shoved a crumpled up band-aid into my hands. ” He let out a quiet, breathy laugh, though it sounded more like a sigh. “Maybe even before that.”
Your chest ached.
Maybe it was the way he said it—like it had been sitting inside him for years, waiting, festering, like he’d carried this love in his bloodied knuckles and broken skin, in every glance and in every touch that lingered just a second too long.
Or maybe it was the way you had always felt it, too.
Leehan swallowed, his lips parting like he wanted to say something else, but you beat him to it.
“I love you.”
It slipped out, simple and certain, like breathing, like a truth you had always known but never dared to say.
His entire body went still.
And then—slowly, cautiously, like he was afraid you might disappear—he let out a soft, disbelieving laugh, his nose nudging yours. His fingers found your waist beneath the blankets, tentative, uncertain. His touch was barely there, but it burned all the same.
You felt, more than saw, the way his eyes softened.
“Say it again,” he whispered.
You smiled, your heart stammering in your chest.
“I love you.”
Leehan exhaled shakily, pressing his forehead harder against yours like he was trying to memorize the shape of you, the warmth of this moment. His hands—scarred and calloused, always rough, always bruised—cupped your face, thumbs brushing tenderly over your cheekbones.
“God,” he murmured, voice thick. “You have no idea how long I’ve wanted to hear you say that.”
And then, with all the gentleness in the world, he kissed you.
It wasn’t rushed, wasn’t urgent—it was slow, careful, full of years of quiet longing and late-night patch-ups, of stolen glances and words left unsaid. He kissed you like he was afraid you might slip through his fingers, like you were something sacred, something he had no right to hold but was holding anyway.
When he pulled away, his lips were trembling against yours.
“You break my heart too, you know,” he murmured, voice barely above a whisper.
“Then let me be the one to mend yours,” you whispered back. “Just like I’ve mended your wounds since we were sixteen. And I promise, I always will.”
A breath.
A soft, breathless chuckle.
And then—Leehan’s lips found yours again, sealing the promise between you.
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IN WHICH your missions with Superboy always ended in biting words and rolled eyes, so being sent to Fort Marshall as a newlywed couple felt less like co-ops and more like a cruel joke set up by Batman and the rest of the Young Justice for a quick laugh. The charade forces you into close quarters where every glance and every touch has to look convincing under scrutinizing eyes. What begins as another battle of stubborn pride shifts when the mission unravels around you, and the rivalry you’ve always clung to no longer feels like the whole truth. Disabling the satellite should be simple, but between the staged dances, the tightrope of secrecy, and the way every touch lingers longer than it should, you both begin to realize that it takes two to tango—and somewhere in the act, you may have stopped pretending.
FEATURING boynextdoor's woonhak as superboy and reader as seraphim, protégé of saturn girl ft. uncle kibong as alfred
GENRE frenemies to lovers, golden retriever x black cat, fake marriage au, action, humor, mutual pining, and the one bed trope (WC. 16.8k)
WARNINGS cursing, mentions of violence, injuries and bleeding, and mentions of weapons
NOTES FINALLY !! ik i haven't been the most active recently and i apologize for that T^T uni has been totally kicking my butt . BUT ALAS i managed to find some time to write and participate in this wonderful wonderful collab ! thank you soso much to gill for hosting and thank you so much to the rest of the members of the collab for the constant support, talks, and laughs even tho i went m.i.a halfway thru 💔 also plz forgive me and my insane wc i actually don't know what happened... i just blacked out and there was 16k words,, anyway hope you enjoy !! <3 not proofread we ball lolz
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The sun bled across the horizon, a molten spill of oranges and deep crimsons that clung to the sky like fire on water. Long shadows stretched over the empty desert highway when you and Woonhak finally pulled over. The engines of your motorbikes ticked faintly as they cooled, the only sound in the vast silence of Nevada’s nothingness.
The gas station looked like a forgotten relic—its neon buzz barely audible over the cicadas, its convenience store glowing faintly against the dusk. Inside, it smelled of bleach and old coffee. Fluorescent lights hummed overhead, bathing the empty aisles in a sterile glow. You wandered slowly, basketless, arms gradually filling with garish snack bags and neon-colored energy drinks until it felt like you were carrying a mountain of sugar and sodium.
The automatic door sighed open as you pushed through, a bell chiming weakly overhead. “Thanks,” you mumbled to the lone, half-asleep cashier before stepping back into the desert air.
Outside, Woonhak leaned against his motorbike as if he belonged in a glossy magazine spread—though with his chin drooping to his chest and arms crossed, he looked more like a kid dozing in detention than a poster boy. His hair shifted slightly with the wind, and for a fleeting moment, the painted sky behind him made the scene look almost cinematic.
“So,” you called, dropping your spoils onto your bike’s seat with a clatter of crinkling wrappers, “got any bright ideas about how we’re sneaking in?”
His head lifted slowly, eyes hazy, and then sharpened just in time to catch the energy drink you offered. He cracked it open like it was second nature, downing the first sip before answering.
“Nope. Figured you’d think of something. You’re the brains.”
You rolled your eyes, the faintest smirk tugging at your lips. “Which is why I already called Alfred. He’s got something lined up.”
Woonhak tilted his head, brow furrowed. “Then why ask me at all?”
“Wanted you to pretend you were helping,” you said, shrugging with a playful grin. His frown softened into a pout.
“You’re so mean.”
“You’re just a big ol’ baby,” you teased.
He opened his mouth for a comeback, but the sharp beep-beep of your wristwatch silenced him. You glanced down, smirking at his aborted protest, and tapped the display. A soft blue glow unfolded in the dry evening air as Alfred’s hologram materialized—tall, steady, and comfortingly familiar, though tinted with flickers of static.
“You’re in luck,” he began, voice carrying the crisp precision of someone who had been through a hundred such briefings. “Fort Marshall is hosting a two-day military ball for its seventy-fifth anniversary.”
Woonhak slid closer, his shadow overlapping yours on the cracked asphalt. He leaned just enough to peer over your shoulder. “And that means…?”
“It means you’ll infiltrate as a military couple. Superboy as a decorated officer, Seraphim as his wife.”
Heat shot to your cheeks so fast it startled you. “His wife?!” The words cracked out too loud against the quiet desert. You fumbled, voice lowering. “That’s absurd. Isn’t there another way? We’ve snuck into tighter places than this.”
Alfred’s holographic head shook. “Not this time. The fort is locked down. Security is layered thick, especially with the high-profile guests in attendance. Disguises are your only option.”
You sighed, fingers twitching against your thigh. The silence stretched, broken only by the faint fizz of Woonhak’s half-finished drink.
Then, warm and close, his voice slid into the space between. “What’s the fuss, honey?” he drawled, each word dripping with mock sweetness. “Sounds perfect to me.”
Your teeth clenched. You wanted to elbow him square in the ribs. “Don’t start.”
Turning back, you exhaled slowly. “Fine. What’s the plan?”
Dawn rose pale and merciless, the desert sky already bleached toward white by the coming heat. The Nevada air clung like sandpaper to your skin, seeping into every seam of your dress. You tugged at the thin navy strap digging into your shoulder, irritation building with the humidity that wasn’t supposed to exist in the desert.
Behind you, Woonhak wrestled with his bowtie, the crisp fabric of his ceremonial uniform at odds with his restless hands. His chest gleamed with pins and medals whose significance you couldn’t name, though they caught the sunlight with each frustrated movement.
Beyond the lot, sleek limousines glided up the paved road toward the fort, pausing beneath the scrutiny of armed guards before being waved through the towering gates. The glint of sunlight on rifles was impossible to ignore.
You bent slightly, checking the straps hidden beneath your skirt. The cool press of knives against your thigh grounded you, the last piece of you beneath layers of someone else’s costume. The hem of your dress brushed against your knees, swishing like something foreign and delicate.
“Goddamn it!” Woonhak exploded suddenly, fists dropping in defeat. His bowtie dangled crooked and useless.
You let out a scoff, heels wobbling as you crossed to him. “Come here.”
He obeyed instantly, bottom lip jutted like a child caught misbehaving. He held the tie out to you, big hands clumsy in their frustration.
You took it with deft fingers, standing close enough to smell the clean starch of his uniform, the faint trace of motor oil still lingering on his skin. He averted his gaze, eyes fixed on the horizon as if the rising sun was more interesting than your concentration.
“There,” you said, tightening the last loop and stepping away quickly. “Done. Now let’s go.”
The trunk of the black sports car Alfred had provided shut with a satisfying slam. Inside, the leather smelled faintly of soap, the polished interior almost too pristine for the dust of the desert. You slipped into the passenger seat, sighing in relief as the cushioned leather cooled your overheated skin.
“You’re driving,” you declared.
His brows arched. “Why?”
“Because we’re a traditional couple now. The wife doesn’t drive.”
He barked out a laugh, shaking his head as he slid into the driver’s seat with smooth ease. “If you say so. For the record? I think women are terrifyingly good drivers.”
“Careful. If this weren’t an op, I’d strap you to the roof.”
“Awh, you flatter me, darling.”
His hand brushed over yours in mock affection, and your powers jolted before you could stop them. The telepathic sting bit sharply enough that he winced, clutching his temple.
“Jesus—that hurt! What was that for?”
“Don’t just grab my hand like that!” you hissed, heart still racing. “You scared me.”
He gritted his teeth, wincing. “Scared you? You nearly fried my brain.”
“…Sorry.” The word slipped out too quietly. You fixed your gaze on the tinted window, cheeks burning hotter than the rising desert sun.
He shot you a sideways glance, surprise flickering across his features. “Did you just apologize?”
You smirked faintly. “I do when I’m wrong.”
“Correction: you’ve never apologized to me before.”
“Maybe I’ve just never been wrong when it comes to you.”
Woonhak knew there was no point in retorting.
The car purred down the desert road, its engine smooth as silk, a stark contrast to the gravel-throated roar of your bikes. Ahead, Fort Marshall loomed like a jagged shadow against the pale morning sky. Its walls of concrete and steel fencing rose high, barbed wire glinting with cruel sharpness in the sun. Guard towers dotted the perimeter, rifles angled down, watchful and unblinking. Even from here, the weight of scrutiny pressed against the windshield, making the air inside feel thinner.
The closer you got, the more your pulse quickened. Lines of glossy cars inched forward at the checkpoint, their polished chrome flashing in the light. Security moved briskly from vehicle to vehicle, their clipped voices muffled but authoritative, their eyes darting with the practiced sharpness of hawks. The air reeked faintly of gasoline, hot asphalt, and the unmistakable tang of military-grade tension.
Beside you, Woonhak drummed his fingers against the steering wheel. Not nervous—never nervous—but restless, like a predator forced to crawl instead of sprint.
By the time you rolled up to the gate, silence had fallen between you.
“Good morning,” the soldier barked, his face obscured by aviators. His posture was ramrod straight, voice rehearsed down to its syllables. “Name?”
“Kim, Woonhak,” your partner replied smoothly. His voice carried the easy weight of someone who belonged here. He tilted his head toward you, lips curving faintly. “And my wife, Y/N L/N.”
The soldier typed rapidly into his terminal. Seconds stretched. His frown deepened. “There is no such name in the system.”
A cold current slid through your veins. For the first time, Woonhak faltered. “There must be a mistake—”
You leaned forward before he could unravel the illusion. The seatbelt tugged tight across your chest as you slid across the console, angling yourself so your eyes locked with the soldier’s.
“Officer,” you began, your voice low, steady, a hum beneath the desert’s dry air. “There must’ve been a mix-up. We declined the invitation at first—my husband was still overseas, on assignment. But then the situation changed.”
You let the words pour slower, dripping into the cracks of his focus. Your power brushed against his mind like fingertips smoothing fabric. His thoughts were taut, ordered, rigid—and you pulled delicately at the threads.
“He couldn’t bear the thought of missing the seventy-fifth anniversary of the first ever base he called home,” you continued, your voice laced with warmth. You tilted your head toward Woonhak, who blinked but caught on.
“Right,” he said quickly, leaning into the act.
“And surely,” you murmured, your eyes still locked on the soldier’s, “you wouldn’t turn away Colonel Kim. Second cousin to the Minister of Defense.”
The name fell like a pebble into water, rippling through the soldier’s composure. His gaze faltered, shoulders loosening by imperceptible degrees. You felt the exact moment his mind began to bend, the rigid walls softening, making space for the version of truth you painted.
“Yes… yes, of course,” he stammered. “Colonel Kim. And his wife. Please, forgive me. You may enter.”
The gate arm lifted with a hydraulic groan.
You slumped back against your seat, pulse thrumming, your body heavy with the aftertaste of the exertion. Woonhak’s lips parted in a silent whistle.
“You’re terrifying when you do that,” he muttered, easing the car forward.
“You’re just noticing now?”
The car rolled beneath the looming arch of the fort. Barbed wire blurred past the windows, replaced by the ordered sprawl of the base—barracks lined with precision, parade grounds trimmed within an inch of perfection, the air carrying the faint metallic scent of oil and gunpowder.
An attendant in a starched uniform opened your door with mechanical courtesy. The moment your heels hit the asphalt, the world around you shifted. Soldiers moved like gears in a clock, their steps sharp and synchronized. A few cast glances your way—polite, but assessing, as though weighing your worth against the medals stitched to Woonhak’s chest.
He stepped forward, offering his arm with a gravitas so uncharacteristic you almost laughed. “Shall we?”
The fabric of his uniform pulled taut against the swell of his bicep. You bit your lip before slipping your hand into the crook of his elbow.
“We shall,” you answered softly.
Together, you walked into the lion’s den.
The parade grounds smelled of fresh-cut grass. Morning sunlight bounced off rows of brass buttons and polished boots, the air vibrating with ceremony. Flags snapped crisply overhead, their colors vivid against the pale sky.
You stood beside Woonhak, who looked every inch the decorated officer—even if you knew his bowtie had nearly defeated him an hour earlier. His posture was stiff, chest broad, medals gleaming like they’d always belonged to him.
“Quit fidgeting,” you whispered, noticing his fingers twitching against his sleeve.
“I can’t help it,” he muttered back, his voice pitched low. “This shit is so boring.”
The remark nearly pulled a laugh out of you, but someone a few rows back hissed, shushing sharply. You pressed your knuckles against your mouth, shoulders shaking with suppressed giggles.
The commander’s voice droned on, carrying tales of legacy and sacrifice. Words blurred together in the heavy heat, but the 21-gun salute that followed cracked through the monotony like thunder. Each shot rolled through your bones, echoed by the roar of fighter jets slicing across the sky. The crowd stiffened in awe, while you fought the urge to jump at each booming report.
Beside you, Woonhak stifled a yawn, his eyes glazed with impatience. And despite the danger surrounding you, you almost wanted to laugh again.
The commander’s speech finally faded into polite applause, and the crowd slowly dispersed into smaller knots of people. Sunlight spilled over the parade grounds, catching on medals and polished heels, painting the morning in hard, unforgiving brightness.
You barely had a moment to breathe before an officer in a starched white uniform clapped his hands sharply. “Ladies and gentlemen, if you’ll follow me, we’ll begin a brief tour of the fort before refreshments are served.”
Groups of couples formed almost instinctively, clustering in neat rows like chess pieces on a board. You and Woonhak fell into step with half a dozen others, your arm still looped through his, the heat of his body radiating against your side.
The officer guiding your group had the voice of a seasoned lecturer—dry but practiced, his words rolling out like bullets chambered one after another. He gestured with sharp precision toward each landmark you passed: the barracks, the old mess hall, the training grounds where the dirt was pitted from years of drills.
“This fort was founded in 1950,” he said proudly, his boots clicking in time with his cadence. “It has stood as a cornerstone of American defense for seventy-five years. Over twenty thousand soldiers have trained here, including our own colonel, who is with us today.”
Heads turned toward Woonhak. For one awful second, you felt his hand tense against yours. His smile froze on his face like a photograph, bright but brittle.
You jumped in before the silence had teeth. “Yes, darling, you’ve told me so many stories about this place.”
“Have I?” he said blankly.
A ripple of polite laughter rolled through the group, the other couples exchanging knowing looks. One woman in pearls leaned closer, whispering loud enough for everyone to hear: “Newlyweds. They’re still figuring each other out.”
Your cheeks flushed hot. You forced a brittle laugh. “Ah, yes, newlyweds. Of course.”
Woonhak tilted his head at you with infuriating amusement, eyes glinting. He leaned closer, his breath brushing your ear. “Guess that makes you my blushing bride.”
“Play along or I’ll fry your brain where you stand,” you muttered through clenched teeth, your lips stretched in what you hoped passed as a smile.
Another round of chuckles rippled behind you. One man nudged his wife knowingly. “Ah, young love. Always bickering, aren’t they?”
You wanted to sink into the asphalt.
The officer droned on, oblivious to your unraveling cover. “This section of the fort was used during the Cold War as a missile command center…” His words blurred at the edges of your focus, drowned beneath the steady hum of your telepathy.
Keeping two hundred minds bent around the same illusion was like holding your breath while running uphill. Every second stretched your focus thin, every slip of concentration threatening to expose you. Already you could feel cracks forming—some soldiers’ thoughts leaned toward suspicion, while others softened into a hazy certainty that you and Woonhak had been married only weeks, still caught in the glow of honeymoon fever.
A woman in a bright red dress beamed at you, her voice dripping with delight. “How long has it been since the wedding?”
Your stomach flipped. Before you could answer, Woonhak chimed in with a grin too wide. “Five years.”
“Six months,” you corrected instantly.
The group burst into laughter again. One of the men clapped Woonhak on the shoulder. “Don’t worry, Colonel. They always remember the dates better than we do.”
Your jaw ached from forcing your smile.
As the officer led you deeper into the fort—past armories that smelled of oil and steel, past memorial walls carved with names—the hypnosis stretched tighter in your mind. Threads of thought tangled, dozens of voices weaving their disbelief into questions you had to smother before they reached their lips.
You caught Woonhak sneaking a glance at you. For once, there was no teasing in his expression—just a flicker of unease. He could sense it too: the fragile balance of your illusion, the razor-thin line between success and exposure.
You squeezed his arm lightly, both a warning and a reassurance. “Smile,” you whispered, lips unmoving.
He did, and to anyone watching, you looked like nothing more than a bickering couple, caught between irritation and affection. But beneath the smiles, both of you knew the truth: one wrong word, one slip of concentration, and two hundred people would remember that you weren’t supposed to be here.
The officer’s voice marched on, steady as a drumbeat: statistics, dates, names of generals who had once walked these same grounds. But the sound blurred in your ears, like words underwater. The sun was too bright, the air too thick. Every breath you took was tangled in the threads of two hundred minds, their thoughts a relentless tide pulling you in every direction at once.
It wasn’t just bending one soldier’s suspicion. It was bending them all—officers, spouses, aides, every pair of eyes and ears in this place. Their disbelief rose like weeds, and every time you pulled one out, another sprouted. You felt it in your bones, the sheer drag of maintaining the illusion.
Your legs wobbled.
“Y/N?” Woonhak’s whisper was sharp at your ear, but his voice came from far away, muffled by the buzzing swarm in your head.
You blinked, tried to focus, but the ground shifted beneath your feet. The officer’s white uniform blurred into the bright blue sky, and then—darkness.
The world tipped.
Strong arms caught you before the gravel did.
“Y/N!” This time his voice was raw, stripped of its usual playfulness. Gasps rippled through the cluster of couples, the weight of their stares pressing down like heat.
Woonhak cradled you tight against his chest, one hand cupping the back of your head. Your hair brushed his cheek as he looked wildly at the officer leading the tour. “She’s overheated,” he barked. “Where are our quarters?”
The officer froze, startled. “C-Colonel—”
“Now.” His tone cut like steel.
That did it. The man snapped to attention, motioning frantically toward the nearest building. “This way, sir!”
Woonhak didn’t wait. He shifted you in his arms and strode forward with long, unhesitating steps. The murmurs behind you swelled—concerned voices, sympathetic whispers, amused chuckles. Newlyweds. Poor thing. Such a devoted husband.
He ignored them all. His jaw was tight, eyes narrowed, each stride radiating command. The image of the protective officer with his delicate wife played perfectly for the crowd, but you could feel the anger simmering beneath his skin.
Inside the quarters, the door slammed shut behind him, the echo rattling in the plain, sterile room. He lowered you onto the bed as if setting down something fragile, then crouched low, searching your face.
“Y/N. Hey.” His hand hovered near your cheek, not quite touching, uncertain. “Look at me. What the hell was that?”
Your throat burned, but you forced the words out. “Too many… too many at once.”
His brow furrowed, shadows cutting across his face. “You didn’t tell me it would do this to you.”
You swallowed, the taste of copper on your tongue. “I didn’t know. I’ve never… stretched it this far.”
For a moment, his silence was heavier than any words. His fists clenched at his sides, knuckles pale. Then, in a voice quieter but no less sharp, he said, “Two hundred people, Y/N. You’re tearing yourself apart just to make them believe we belong here.”
You managed a thin, wry smile, though it trembled at the edges. “You’re upset.”
“Of course I’m upset,” he snapped, then bit back the volume. His voice dropped, softer, raw. “Do you have any idea what it felt like to watch you fall? To feel you go limp in my arms?”
That silenced you. For a second, you thought you saw fear flicker across his features, too quick for him to hide.
You shifted slightly, wincing at the ache in your head. “Don’t get sentimental on me.”
He exhaled sharply, running a hand through his hair, frustration clear. “You scared the shit out of me.”
The words lingered in the sterile air, heavy and unguarded.
Your gaze slid past him—and landed squarely on the bed. A single bed, centered in the middle of the room. The crisp white sheets were tucked too tightly, military corners sharp enough to cut. There was no sofa, no cot, nothing else. Just the bed.
You laughed weakly, though it came out more like a rasp. Woonhak followed your gaze, then froze. “Wait.” His voice went flat. “No.”
“Yes,” you said, a flicker of mischief curling in your tone despite the exhaustion. “We’re married, remember? Newlyweds, apparently. Wouldn’t it look suspicious if we asked for separate rooms?”
His face twisted, half disbelief, half exasperation. “This is insane.”
“Convincing,” you countered softly, easing back against the pillows. The sheets were cool beneath your skin, a faint comfort against the pounding in your skull. “But insane, yes.”
He groaned, dragging a hand down his face. “You’re impossible.”
“And you pout too much,” you shot back, even as your eyelids grew heavier.
For a long moment, he stared at the bed like it was a battlefield he wasn’t prepared to fight on. Then, with a resigned exhale, he toed off his polished shoes and sat at the edge of the mattress. The springs dipped beneath his weight, the movement rolling gently toward you.
He stayed there for a moment, hands clasped loosely, his back hunched forward. Then, tentatively, he reached out and brushed the back of his fingers against your temple. The touch was fleeting, hesitant, like he wasn’t sure he was allowed.
“I’ll keep watch,” he murmured, more to himself than you.
Your lips curved faintly. “That’s supposed to be my line.”
He huffed out a quiet laugh, though it carried no real amusement. When your eyes finally slipped closed, the last thing you felt was the warmth of his hand still lingering near yours, as if he was anchoring himself to the proof that you were still there.
The first thing you registered was the texture of the sheets—coarse, scratchy against your fingertips, not the kind of softness anyone would choose for themselves. The second was the light: dim and slanted, filtering through the blinds in thin golden stripes that painted across the floor. The third was the weight in your skull. Not sharp, not blinding, but heavy—like you’d been carrying the world on your shoulders and only just set it down.
You stirred, groaning as you forced your eyes open.
“Careful,” came a voice, low but steady.
You blinked, vision blurring until it steadied on Woonhak. He sat by the small desk lamp, slouched in a chair pulled close to the bed. His jacket and bowtie hung carelessly over the backrest. Without the stiff uniform, he looked less like a decorated officer and more like himself—broad-shouldered but tired, shadows carved beneath his eyes.
“How long?” you croaked.
He tilted his head, studying you with something like relief. “A couple hours. Long enough for them to finish the tours.” His gaze softened, though his voice stayed clipped. “You scared me.”
You pushed yourself upright, wincing as your head swam. “Didn’t mean to. I thought I could handle it.”
“You shouldn’t have had to handle it,” he snapped, then pressed his lips together, pulling the edge off his tone. “Two hundred people, Y/N. You never told me it would hit you like that.”
You let out a breath, your voice quiet. “I’ve never tried it on that scale before. I didn’t know.”
His jaw worked. For a moment, he looked like he wanted to yell, but the sight of you still pale against the pillows stopped him. Instead, he leaned forward, elbows braced on his knees, and dragged a hand through his hair. “You’re insane. Brilliant, but insane.”
A thin smile tugged at your lips. “Is that your version of a compliment?”
He huffed, almost a laugh. “Take it how you want.”
Silence stretched. The only sound was the faint hum of the vent and the distant muffled noise of the fort outside—boots on gravel, the occasional bark of an order. You could feel the mission pressing in again, the weight of it creeping back onto your shoulders.
“We need a cover story,” you said finally. “A real one, not just… patchwork lies. People already think we’re married, but we keep tripping over the details. If we don’t get it straight, someone’s going to notice.”
Woonhak straightened, nodding slowly. “Alright. Ground rules first. Then the story.”
You shifted against the headboard, raising a hand as though you were about to lecture him. “Rule one: physical contact is limited. Only what’s expected of a married couple in public. Hand on the waist, maybe holding hands. Nothing sudden, nothing surprising.”
He smirked, leaning back in his chair. “That one’s for me, isn’t it?”
“You think?” Your glare was sharp, though your lips twitched. “You grabbed my hand earlier and nearly gave me an aneurysm."
He lifted his hands in mock surrender. “Fine, fine. No surprise hand-holding. Got it.”
“Rule two: no nicknames.”
“Banned completely?” He tilted his head, feigning innocence.
“Banned.”
He leaned forward, resting his chin in his palm. “So I can’t call you sweetheart?”
“No.”
“Darling?”
“No.”
“Wifey?”
You groaned, grabbing a pillow and shoving it into his chest. He caught it easily, laughing under his breath.
“Alright, no nicknames,” he said, a grin still plastered across his face. “You’re no fun.”
“Fun doesn’t keep us alive,” you shot back.
“Neither does acting like strangers when we’re supposed to be married,” he countered smoothly.
You narrowed your eyes but didn’t argue. He had a point. “... Fine. If the situation calls for it, then.”
“Rule three,” you continued, ignoring his smug look, “we agree on consistent answers. Married eight months. Wedding in Malibu. Met at a friend’s party.”
“Eight months, Malibu, party,” he repeated like a soldier memorizing orders. Then he frowned. “Shouldn’t it be something more interesting? Like—‘I saved you from a runaway train,’ or ‘we locked eyes across a battlefield.’”
You snorted. “What kind of romance novel are you living in?”
“One with more spice than ‘we met at a party,’” he said, leaning back with a grin.
“Believable is better than spicy,” you said firmly.
“Debatable.”
“Not up for debate.”
He chuckled and let it go, though you could tell he was still imagining ridiculous meet-cutes.
“Rule four,” you pressed on, “when we’re alone, we drop the act. No pretending, no nicknames, no… whatever it is you do. Professional. Mission first.”
The grin faded slightly, replaced by something steadier. He nodded. “Professional. Understood.”
“Good.” You let out a breath, sagging against the headboard. “So we agreed: eight months married, wedding in Malibu, met at a party. No surprises, no nicknames, and professional when we’re alone.”
“Sounds airtight,” he said. His expression soured instantly.
“You scared me,” he said again, quieter this time. “Don’t do that again.”
You closed your eyes, letting the weight of exhaustion press you down. “Not planning to.”
There was a pause, then the soft creak of the chair as he leaned forward. His voice was low, almost tender.
“You don’t have to do all the heavy lifting alone, you know.”
Sleep tugged at you, but you caught the words, tucked them away like a secret.
By the time the sun slipped below the horizon, Fort Marshall had transformed. The parade grounds that only hours earlier had rung with gun salutes now shimmered with strings of lights. The mess hall—scrubbed and polished within an inch of its life—had been remade into a ballroom, its bare walls softened by draped banners and the low gleam of chandeliers. Music floated through the air, the lilting strings of a military orchestra weaving beneath the buzz of conversation.
You caught your reflection in the full-length mirror before stepping out. The navy gown Alfred had chosen for you clung in ways that felt deliberate, the fabric heavy but elegant, every seam a statement. The slit up the leg had made you curse when you first saw it, but now it seemed almost practical—if you needed to reach for the knife strapped against your thigh. A necklace glittered at your throat, subtle enough not to draw suspicion but fine enough to look real.
When you turned, Woonhak was staring. He wore his evening dress uniform as if it had been built for him, every button aligned, every ribbon gleaming. The crisp black bowtie sat at his collar like it had never been a problem in the first place. The sight made your stomach dip, though you smothered it quickly.
He whistled low. “Not bad, newlywed.”
You leveled him with a look. “Rule two. No nicknames.”
He lifted his hands in mock surrender, smirk tugging at his lips. “Right, right. Professional.”
But when he offered you his arm, there was no mockery in the gesture. Just expectation—and necessity. You looped yours through, skin brushing his sleeve, and together you walked into the lion’s den.
The ballroom was a sea of uniforms and gowns, the air thick with cologne, perfume, and the faint tang of champagne. Conversations rose and fell in waves, punctuated by laughter and the occasional clink of glassware. Officers stood in tight circles, their spouses glittering at their sides, while waiters slipped through the crowd with trays of hors d’oeuvres.
Everywhere, eyes lingered. Some curious, some assessing, others outright suspicious.
The hypnosis still stretched like a net across the room, tugging at the corners of your mind. Two hundred people, each one convinced you belonged here, each one convinced you were married. It was easier now, lighter—the initial strain had passed—but the effort was constant. You had to keep the web taut, or it would unravel.
“Smile,” Woonhak muttered, his voice low enough only you could hear. “You look like you’re about to stab someone.”
“I want to stab someone,” you hissed back, still smiling.
He chuckled under his breath, leaning just slightly closer. “There’s the charm I married you for.”
The first hour blurred into polite smiles and introductions. You spoke to generals’ wives in pearls and to younger officers eager to please, trading pleasantries you could hardly remember minutes later. The guiding thread was your hypnosis—a constant, subtle pressure smoothing over doubts, nudging thoughts toward acceptance. You were married. You belonged here. No questions asked.
And yet… cracks lingered.
“Such a sweet couple,” one woman cooed after you and Woonhak accidentally spoke over each other about how long you’d been married. She leaned toward her husband with a laugh. “They can’t even get their story straight. Newlyweds always forget the details.”
More laughter. More smiles. You forced one of your own, but your head throbbed faintly with the strain.
Later, as the orchestra swelled into a waltz, a middle-aged couple approached. The man wore his medals with the quiet pride of someone who’d earned every one, while the woman beside him had the kind of elegance that came from decades of moving in these circles.
“Colonel Kim,” the man said warmly, clasping Woonhak’s hand. “And your lovely wife. We’ve heard so much about you.”
You pasted on your best smile. “All good things, I hope.”
The woman laughed politely, eyes glimmering. “Of course. Though I must say…” Her gaze lingered on the two of you, assessing. “For newlyweds, you two are very… mellow.”
“Mellow?” Woonhak repeated.
“Yes. No offense,” the woman added quickly, “but most couples your age can’t keep their hands off each other. You seem almost…” She tilted her head. “…professional.”
You felt your stomach tighten. The net in your mind strained.
Woonhak’s grip on your arm shifted—subtle, but firm. “Excuse us,” he said smoothly, his smile unchanging. “My wife needs a moment.”
His voice brushed your ear. “Outside. Now.”
You blinked at him, startled, but let him tug you toward the balcony. The cool night air hit instantly, sharper than the warmth of the ballroom. Stars stretched endless over the Nevada desert, the faint hum of cicadas filling the spaces between music drifting from inside.
“What the hell—”
“Change of plans.” His voice was firm, eyes sharp in the moonlight. “We’re not convincing enough. Too stiff. Too cautious. They’re expecting more from us.”
“More?” You narrowed your eyes.
“More PDA.” He said it flatly, like it was a tactical maneuver. “Hand-holding. Touching. Hell, maybe even kissing if it comes to that.”
You stared at him like he’d sprouted horns. “Are you out of your mind? We agreed—”
“Rules don’t matter if we blow our cover.” His gaze didn’t waver. “If they’re already whispering, we need to overcorrect. Sell it. Hard.”
You scoffed. “Oh, so your grand plan is to suddenly act like we can’t keep our hands off each other? That won’t look suspicious at all.”
“It’ll look natural,” he shot back. “Because that’s what they expect newlyweds to be—loud, clingy, disgusting.”
“Disgusting,” you repeated flatly.
“Exactly.” He smirked, and for a heartbeat you wanted to punch him.
You argued in circles for several minutes, your voices low but heated, until finally you threw up your hands. “Fine. PDA mode. But if you try anything stupid, I’ll break your nose and tell everyone it was an accident.”
He grinned like you’d just agreed to something fun instead of torturous. “I wouldn't want it any other way, sweetheart.”
When you returned inside, it started almost immediately. His hand found yours, fingers lacing deliberately. He laughed too loudly at one of your fake anecdotes, draping an arm over your shoulders. You elbowed him lightly in the ribs, muttering under your breath, but he only leaned closer, eyes glinting with mischief.
To everyone else, you looked inseparable. To you, it felt like walking a tightrope blindfolded.
The clink of silverware rang sharp against the steady hum of conversation. Every table in the mess hall glowed under soft light, candles flickering in polished brass holders, chandeliers scattering fractured gold over crystal glasses. The smell of roasted meat and buttered rolls thickened the air until it felt almost indulgent, almost decadent—an illusion of luxury wrapped over the bones of a military base.
You and Woonhak were seated near the center, close enough to be seen but not so close as to be under constant scrutiny. You sat shoulder-to-shoulder, your navy gown brushing his crisp uniform whenever either of you shifted. The chairs were close, too close, forcing his knee against yours beneath the table.
He didn’t move it.
On your left, a general’s wife launched into a story about her son’s engagement, her pearls catching the light with every emphatic gesture. Across from you, a younger couple asked endless questions about “married life.” Every word felt like a test, every glance like a spotlight.
You smiled when expected, nodded when polite, and offered vague answers that left no openings for suspicion. But beneath your calm exterior, your mind tugged like thread drawn too tight. The satellite. The radar tower. The mission.
You reached for your champagne glass, swirling it slowly, and slipped into his mind.
Tonight, we locate the satellite.
The glass in his hand nearly slipped. His head jerked toward you, eyes wide.
You can— His thoughts burst into your head like fireworks, loud and chaotic. Wait—wait, you’re actually in my head right now? This is insane. You’ve been holding out on me! This is—
Shut up, you snapped in his mind, wincing as his excitement rang like a bell against your skull. You’re yelling.
I’m not yelling, he thought—loudly. This is just how my thoughts sound! Wait, you’ve been able to do this the whole time and you’re only showing me now? Oh my god, do you realize how game-changing this is? We don’t even need comms, we can just—
You cut the connection abruptly, slamming a door in his mind. Blessed silence returned.
Across the table, his mouth opened in protest. “Hey—” he started aloud, but caught himself when half the table turned at the sound of his voice. He coughed into his napkin, smiling sheepishly, and leaned closer to you.
You cut him a side-eye glare, lips still frozen in a social smile.
Out loud, he muttered under his breath, “Not fair.” Then, softer, “Let me back in. I’ll behave, scout’s honor.”
Scout’s honor? you echoed dryly, reopening the link with hesitation. You’re insufferable.
His relief was so palpable you could feel it bleed across the tether. Better insufferable than silent. Okay, let’s focus. The satellite—
Is in the radar tower, north side of the base. If we can disarm it—
We don’t have to keep playing house, he finished, his thoughts calmer now, steadier. Good. Because I don’t think I can handle much more of this “sweetheart” nonsense.
You’re the one who keeps pushing it, you shot back.
Because you’re fun to tease, he thought, grinning into his wine glass.
You ignored the heat creeping into your cheeks and pressed on. We’ll need a distraction. Security around the radar tower will be tight, especially after curfew. If we move during cocktail hour, most of the guard force is stuck here babysitting drunk VIPs.
He nodded faintly, spearing a piece of roast beef as though he were just another officer indulging in small talk. Means timing is everything. We slip away while they’re distracted, head to the tower, disable the uplink, and return before anyone misses us.
Sounds good. No heroics, you warned.
No delays, he countered.
Your gazes met briefly over the rim of his wineglass. For one charged heartbeat, your thoughts aligned, the plan sealed in silence.
“Colonel Kim?” one of the younger wives chimed in, breaking the spell. She leaned across the table with a bright smile. “How did you two meet? You make such a lovely couple.”
Your stomach dropped.
“Uh—” Woonhak started.
“At a party,” you blurted at the same time.
Silence. Then laughter rippled around the table.
“A party, was it?” the woman teased. “How charming.”
Her husband grinned knowingly. “Newlyweds always forget the details. Give them a few more years and they’ll finish each other’s sentences.”
You forced a laugh, fingers tightening around your glass. Beneath the table, Woonhak tapped twice against your knee, his version of relax, I’ve got this.
He leaned in, his breath brushing your ear. See? They think it’s adorable.
You’re reckless, you shot back.
You worry too much, he countered.
You rolled your eyes, keeping your smile fixed.
Dinner wore on in that rhythm—plating after plating, course after course, all while you maintained the performance. His arm found its way draped along the back of your chair, his hand brushing over your shoulder in practiced affection. Once, he even leaned close enough that his lips grazed your temple when he whispered, “Smile.” The surrounding couples melted, sighing at the sight.
At one point, you adjusted the fall of your gown and muttered under your breath, “Fix your tie. You look like a rookie.”
Without missing a beat, he murmured back, “You snore, you know.”
A ripple of chuckles passed down the table. “Aww,” someone cooed, “they’re such a cute couple!”
You wanted to sink beneath the tablecloth. Woonhak only smirked, eyes dancing with mischief.
We need to end this cover fast, you thought bitterly. The longer we play house, the harder it gets.
Then we finish it tonight, he replied. His mental voice was steady now, confident, threaded with something sharper beneath. We get to that radar tower, shut down the satellite, and walk out before sunrise. No more husband and wife. No more cute couple routine.
Your chest tightened with relief. Good. I don’t think I can stomach another toast to “young love.”
Yeah, he thought, smirking as he reached casually for his glass. And maybe next time, you’ll thank me for being the best fake husband you’ve ever had.
You nearly choked on your champagne.
Cocktail hour loosened the hall like a sigh.
The dinner tables were cleared with military efficiency, replaced with high trays of hors d’oeuvres and endless champagne flutes. The string quartet traded waltzes for light jazz, the volume rising just enough to drown conversation into a pleasant blur. Already, cheeks were flushed and laughter came freer—the stiff formality of the ball giving way to tipsy camaraderie.
Perfect cover.
You lingered close to Woonhak as couples drifted toward the bar. He leaned casually against a marble column, champagne in hand, while his other arm looped easily around your waist. To everyone else, you looked like the picture of a man doting on his bride. To you, it was a countdown.
Now, you whispered in his mind, slipping your glass onto a passing tray. Before they get suspicious we’re not drinking like the rest.
He set his own glass down without taking a sip and tilted his head toward the side door. His fingers squeezed your hip lightly—a signal, not affection.
The two of you slipped through the throng with practiced ease. Most eyes were too glazed with alcohol to notice, too wrapped in their own laughter. By the time the heavy doors shut behind you, the hum of the ballroom was nothing but a muffled echo.
The night air was sharp and cold. The desert sky sprawled above, a wash of stars brighter than any chandelier. Crickets hummed low in the dark, the scent of dust and motor oil heavy around the fort’s perimeter.
“North tower,” you whispered aloud this time.
He nodded, falling into step beside you. The gravel crunched under your heels until you bent quickly to slip them off, carrying them in one hand as you padded silently forward. Woonhak smirked but didn’t comment, his boots silent despite their weight.
The night air outside was sharp, carrying the desert’s chill now that the sun had long sunk beneath the horizon. Stars spilled endless across the black sky, but all you could see was the fortified outline of Fort Marshall stretching in every direction. Barbed wire gleamed under floodlights. Towers loomed with their watchful silhouettes. And north—faint but undeniable—the radar tower rose like a jagged spear, its blinking red lights pulsing against the dark.
“That’s our mark,” you whispered, careful not to move your lips too much.
“Romantic,” Woonhak murmured back, his smirk audible. “Moonlight stroll to a radar tower.”
You elbowed him lightly in the ribs, keeping step as you circled away from the main building. The ballroom’s glow faded behind you, replaced by the hush of crickets and the crunch of gravel underfoot.
The path to the tower wasn’t empty. Guards patrolled in twos, rifles slung across their shoulders, boots thudding in practiced rhythm. Each checkpoint glowed under harsh floodlights, shadows stretching long across the yard.
You brushed his hand lightly, just enough to open the telepathic tether again. We’ll need to go silent from here. No chatter, no noise. Follow my lead.
Copy that, came his thought, quieter now, steadier.
You pulled him into the shadows of a storage shed, pressing your back to the cool metal siding as two soldiers passed just feet away. Their conversation was muted, but the click of their boots echoed like gunfire. You didn’t breathe until their voices faded.
Woonhak glanced down at you, eyes shining in the dark, and whispered against the bond: You’re terrifying when you get like this.
Good, you shot back. Be terrified quietly.
He chuckled under his breath, earning another jab of your elbow.
The closer you crept, the more oppressive the tower loomed. Its steel frame bristled with antennas, cables running like veins into its heart. A blinking red beacon pulsed rhythmically at its tip, casting intermittent flashes across the compound like the sweep of an eye.
Guards encircled the base, their movements precise, predictable. You studied their rhythm—the three-count turns, the way two passed each other and exchanged words, the beat before they moved on.
We’ve got thirty seconds when the two on the north side cross paths, you calculated, eyes narrowing. That’s our opening.
Thirty seconds is more than enough, Woonhak thought, rolling his shoulders. His body coiled, ready to spring. You cover. I move.
No heroics, you warned.
No delays, he countered.
The moment came. Two guards paused, muttering quietly as their paths intersected.
“Now,” you whispered.
Woonhak darted from cover, silent despite his size, slipping across the open stretch and into the tower’s shadow. He moved like liquid steel, all the lazy bravado stripped away, leaving nothing but precision. You followed seconds later, your gown’s hem whispering across the dirt, knives hidden beneath the fabric pressing reassuringly against your thigh.
“This is it,” you breathed.
Woonhak glanced at you. His grin returned, faint but sharp. “Ladies first?”
You scowled. “Not a chance.”
Inside the tower, the air vibrated with low, steady hums. Machinery thrummed in the walls, servers blinking like constellations in the dark. You could feel the data rushing through the uplink, a current feeding straight into The Light’s hands.
“There,” you said, sliding into the console chair. “Give me five minutes.”
Woonhak paced by the door, scanning the windows. “You’ve got three.”
Fingers flying across keys, you tunneled past the firewalls, layer after layer of defense meant to keep intruders out. The code was good—but not good enough. You’d broken worse. Sweat trickled down your temple, the hum of the servers growing louder in your ears until—
“Got it.” The uplink stuttered, then cut. The stream of data blinked to static. You sagged into the chair, relief spilling from your chest. “We did it.”
But before he could answer, the console flashed bright red. ERROR. AUTO-REBOOT INITIATED.
Your blood ran cold. “No.”
“What?” His voice sharpened instantly.
“They built in a failsafe. A secondary channel—if the first link’s cut, it reroutes. We stopped it, but it’s already rebooting.” Your fingers flew over the keys, trying to kill the process. “I can stall it, but—”
Footsteps.
Heavy, booted, closing fast.
Your blood froze. The door rattled.
“Shit,” Woonhak hissed, hand flying to his sidearm before remembering—he wasn’t Colonel Kim the soldier tonight. He was Colonel Kim, the dutiful husband.
In one motion, he hauled you up from the chair, spun you toward him, and crushed his mouth against yours.
The world tilted.
His lips were warm, firmer than you expected, almost bruising in their urgency. You gasped, and he used the opening to deepen the kiss, his hand sliding to the small of your back, pulling you flush against his chest. His uniform pressed stiffly against your gown, medals biting faintly into your ribs, but all you could register was the rush of heat.
You felt Woonhak smirk against your mouth. Instead of pulling away, he angled his head, his lips moving against yours with a maddening slowness now, as if savoring it. His other hand cupped the side of your jaw, thumb brushing your cheek as though the two of you were the only ones alive.
The door burst open.
Boots scuffed against concrete. A voice barked, “Colonel Kim? What’s going—”
Then silence.
Your heart thundered. Your fingers fisted in the fabric of his dress shirt, not sure if you were trying to push him away or hold him closer. His breath mingled with yours, champagne-sweet, heat spilling into your lungs.
Behind him, the guards coughed—awkward, embarrassed. One muttered, “Oh. Uh—sorry, sir.”
But Woonhak didn’t let go. He pressed forward, lips moving over yours again, slower this time, almost tender. You felt the curl of his smile even as your own knees wobbled.
It wasn’t just for show anymore.
Finally, he broke the kiss, but only just. His forehead rested against yours, his hand still cradling your cheek. Both of you were breathing harder than you should’ve been.
“Forgive us, gentlemen,” he said, his voice husky with fake amusement that didn’t quite hide the rasp. “My wife and I… got carried away. Honeymoon phase, you understand.”
One soldier stammered, “O-of course, Colonel! We’ll, uh—we’ll… leave you to it.”
Another voice: “Won’t happen again, sir!”
Their boots scrambled against the floor, the door slamming shut in their retreat.
The moment it closed, you shoved him back, chest heaving. “What. The fuck. Was that?!”
“Improvising,” he said smoothly, though his lips were still flushed, his chest rising hard. His grin was infuriatingly smug. “Effective improvising.”
“You kissed me!”
“You kissed me back.”
Your mouth opened, closed, then betrayed you by pressing into a thin line. Heat still lingered on your lips, on your cheeks, in the pit of your stomach.
“That was—” you started, then faltered.
“Convincing?” he supplied, his tone dripping with satisfaction.
You wanted to deny it. You wanted to shove him into the wall. But instead, your silence betrayed you, your heart still racing in a rhythm that wasn’t all adrenaline.
Finally, you managed, “We’re stuck here now. They think we’re out here… doing this.”
“Then I’d say we nailed the cover,” he murmured, leaning closer, the glint in his eyes far too amused.
You stepped back sharply, dragging a hand across your mouth like you could erase the memory. “Tomorrow night. We have to finish this. And then—no more fake husband crap.”
But as you slipped out of the tower, hand still tangled stubbornly in his like the picture of a devoted wife, your lips still burned with the phantom of his, and you hated how real it had felt.
Morning crept in slow, desert light spilling through the slatted blinds in pale gold stripes. The air smelled faintly of dust and starch, the muffled sounds of drills already echoing somewhere outside the barracks.
You stirred with a groan, body sore from the strain of the night before. The first thing you registered was warmth—solid, steady warmth cradling the back of your neck. Then came the realization that your barricade of pillows had shifted sometime in the night, collapsed in a messy pile at the foot of the bed.
Your eyes cracked open.
His arm was beneath your neck, bent in a lazy cradle like a pillow that had been there all along. Your own arm was draped shamelessly across his torso, your hand splayed against the broad plane of his chest where his uniform shirt should have been. He wasn’t in uniform now—just the thin gray undershirt Alfred had packed. Warm. Soft with sleep.
Woonhak lay on his back, still half-asleep, lashes dark against his cheekbones. His lips were parted slightly, the rise and fall of his chest slow and even. The faint shadow of stubble dusted his jaw. For a fleeting second, you let yourself stare, let yourself remember the heat of his mouth on yours, the way the guards had gasped before scrambling away.
Your cheeks burned.
You froze, weighing your options: pull away slowly and risk waking him, or stay perfectly still and pray he rolled over first.
Then his chest rumbled. “Good morning, wife.”
Your blood turned to fire.
You jerked upright so fast you nearly headbutted him. “What the hell—how long have you been awake?!”
He cracked one eye open, smirking faintly. “Long enough to know you drool.”
“I do not—” You cut yourself off, flustered, swiping at your mouth just in case.
He chuckled, low and warm, before stretching, the arm beneath your neck flexing as he sat up. “Guess your pillow wall wasn’t very effective.”
You glared at the heap of cushions at the foot of the bed. “I knew I should’ve slept on the floor.”
“Or,” he said, rubbing a hand over his face, “maybe you secretly wanted to cuddle me in your sleep.”
Your jaw dropped. “Excuse me?!”
He shrugged his shoulders, grin lazy but his eyes sharp with mischief. “Not judging. I am pretty comfortable.”
“You’re so annoying.” You shoved a pillow into his face, but he only laughed harder, muffling the sound against the fabric before tossing it aside.
For a moment, the room fell into an easy silence. You pulled the blanket tighter around yourself, staring at the floor while your thoughts chased themselves in circles. The kiss. The arm under your neck. The fact that you hadn’t exactly pulled away last night.
Finally, you cleared your throat. “We still have a job to do.”
That sobered him. The grin softened into something steadier. “Right. The satellite.”
“The failsafe’s still running. Which means tonight we try again.” You pressed your palms into your knees, steadying your voice. “But until then—we keep the act. PDA, banter, all of it. We can’t afford to slip now, not after last night.”
His smirk returned, though gentler this time. “So you’re saying I get to keep holding your hand all day?”
You threw him another pillow.
Life at Fort Marshall carried on with military precision, and yet, in the small, borrowed room you and Woonhak shared, the world felt strangely… domestic.
You padded into the bathroom first, hair mussed from sleep, cheeks still warm with embarrassment from the pillow barricade disaster. The mirror was fogged slightly from the night’s chill, and when you reached for your toothbrush, another hand brushed yours.
“Seriously?” you muttered, giving him a pointed look as he appeared at your side.
“What?” he said innocently, squeezing toothpaste onto his brush. “We’re a couple. Couples brush their teeth together.”
You rolled your eyes, but when you caught his reflection in the mirror—bent over, brushing lazily, hair sticking up in defiance—you snorted. “You look so ridiculous.”
He spat into the sink, rinsing his mouth. “You drool. At least I’m hygienic.”
Later, when you tugged on the silk brunch dress Alfred had packed, you cursed under your breath as the zipper caught halfway up your spine. You tried once, twice, and then swore louder, twisting your arm at an impossible angle.
“Need help?” came his smug voice from the doorway.
You spun around. He was already half-dressed, crisp shirt tucked in, tie dangling uselessly around his collar. “You’re one to talk,” you shot back, glaring at the limp strip of silk hanging from his neck.
“Fair point,” he admitted, lips twitching. “Trade?”
You sighed, turning your back to him. “Fine. Just… no funny business.”
“Me?” His tone was mock-innocent. “Never.”
Warmth ghosted down your spine as his large hands brushed the zipper. With one firm tug, he pulled it up smoothly, the teeth fastening all the way to the nape of your neck. His knuckles grazed your skin in the process, sending an involuntary shiver through you. He stilled for a moment, then stepped back quickly, as though the touch had burned him too.
“There.” His voice was rougher than before, though his grin was intact. “Easy.”
You crossed your arms, trying to mask the heat climbing up your neck. “You’re enjoying this way too much.”
“Only a little,” he teased.
“Now give me that,” you snapped, snatching the dangling bowtie from his collar.
You accepted the piece of fabric and stepped closer, ignoring the way his breath caught in his throat as he glanced down at you—or the way your palms seemed slicker with sweat than they had three seconds before.
“Stay still, or I’ll choke you with this goddamn bow,” you muttered.
He only nodded, his Adam’s apple bobbing as you reached behind his neck to wrap the silk around. Your fingers brushed the warm skin just beneath his jaw as you pulled the ends forward, tying them with quick, practiced movements.
You could feel his dark eyes trained on your face as you worked, heavy and unrelenting. You didn’t like the way that weight settled on you—how aware it made you of every breath, every brush of your fingers against him. Or the way you could feel the heat radiating from his body, close enough to seep through the thin layers of your dress.
Or worse—the way you caught it: the faint whiff of something musky, woodsy, and undeniably sweet clinging to him.
You tied the final loop a little too tightly, making him wince.
“Done,” you said flatly, stepping back.
He tugged at the knot, hissing softly. “Aggressive.”
“You were staring.”
“Can you blame me?” His grin was maddening, smug and unguarded. “You look good when you’re concentrating.”
“Don’t get used to it.”
But when the two of you finally stepped out into the morning light, his bowtie perfect and your dress fitted snug along your frame, the memory of his hands on your zipper and your fingers brushing his throat lingered like static in the air between you.
Morning sunlight slanted through the high windows of the mess hall, chasing away the glitter of last night’s ball with a softer, golden glow. The room was buzzing already—soldiers in crisp dress uniforms and their spouses in bright brunch attire filled the long tables, plates clinking, silverware scraping, voices tumbling over one another in a cacophony of cheer.
The air smelled of maple syrup and coffee, savory bacon and sizzling butter. Platters of pancakes were stacked high, glistening with powdered sugar, alongside steaming bowls of scrambled eggs, platters of sausages, and baskets of warm rolls. Waitstaff moved like clockwork between tables, refilling pitchers of orange juice and pouring dark coffee into polished mugs.
And from the moment you and Woonhak stepped inside, every head seemed to turn.
“…there they are,” someone whispered, not nearly low enough.
“Slipped out during cocktail hour…”
“…couldn’t keep their hands off each other…”
“…honeymoon phase. You know how it is.”
Your cheeks flushed hot, the weight of all those amused smiles settling heavy on your shoulders. It wasn’t suspicion—it was worse. It was indulgence, fondness, like the whole fort was in on a joke you hadn’t agreed to.
You forced your lips into a polite smile, spine straight as a blade, and let Woonhak guide you forward with his arm firmly around your waist. He looked utterly unbothered—relaxed, grinning, as though he’d orchestrated this rumor himself.
“Morning,” he said warmly to a cluster of officers as he pulled out your chair for you. His voice carried just enough to catch the ears of the nearest tables. He sat beside you, close enough that your skirts brushed his trousers, and leaned in, pressing a lingering kiss against your temple. “Sleep well, darling?”
The room melted.
“Aww!” someone squealed.
“Look at them,” another woman sighed, her pearls catching the light as she pressed her husband’s arm. “So in love.”
You sat frozen, face flaming. His lips had barely grazed your skin, but the phantom warmth lingered like fire.
He’s selling the act, you told yourself fiercely. That’s all.
But when you risked a sideways glance at him, his grin was relaxed, soft at the edges, like it cost him nothing.
You busied yourself with coffee the moment it was poured, your hands trembling faintly as you lifted the mug. The bitter heat grounded you, though not nearly enough.
The officer across from you—a broad man with laugh lines deep around his mouth—smiled knowingly. “So, Mrs. Kim, how was your first night in Fort Marshall?”
You nearly inhaled your coffee.
Before you could stammer out a reply, Woonhak spoke smoothly, draping his arm across the back of your chair so his fingers brushed your shoulder. “Exhausting,” he said with a lazy grin, “but worth every second.”
The table erupted with laughter. One man clapped him on the back. A woman leaned over to squeeze your hand with a conspiratorial wink.
“I remember those days,” she said fondly. “When my husband and I couldn’t go an hour without sneaking away.”
Your mouth went dry.
You stabbed at your pancake with unnecessary precision, cutting it into perfect squares just to keep your hands busy. Your face burned as the laughter rolled on around you, every joke about passion and honeymooners sinking deeper under your skin.
And then you felt it—his hand sliding beneath the table, finding yours. Warm. Steady. His thumb brushing slow circles over your knuckles, absent and easy, as though it were second nature.
You didn’t pull away.
It’s fake, you told yourself, heart hammering. All of this is fake.
But his touch didn’t feel staged. It didn’t feel deliberate. It felt unconscious—like something he’d do even if no one was watching.
And that unsettled you more than anything.
Conversation flowed around you in waves. Someone asked about your “honeymoon destination.” Someone else teased about when you’d “start a family.” You smiled when expected, murmured vague replies, all while Woonhak leaned in closer, his shoulder brushing yours with each small movement.
“You’re blushing,” he murmured low, lips close to your ear, just for you.
You stiffened. “Shut up.”
“Adorable,” he teased, smirk tugging at his lips as he sipped his coffee.
You clenched your jaw, but the heat in your cheeks betrayed you.
And when he leaned in again—not to whisper this time, but to brush a quick kiss against your cheek—your breath caught, your fork pausing mid-air.
The table sighed in unison. “They’re precious,” someone said dreamily.
You wanted to disappear into your plate.
Woonhak just grinned, looking smugger by the second. But when his hand tightened just slightly around yours under the table, steady and warm, you realized with a start that he wasn’t letting go.
The mess hall eventually thinned, soldiers filing out in clusters, couples lingering with cups of coffee clutched between their hands. You excused yourself at the first chance, your cheeks still hot from the barrage of “honeymoon” jokes.
The fort’s courtyard was quieter. The sun had climbed higher, its light bleaching the Nevada desert into something stark and unforgiving. You found shade beneath a concrete archway and sank onto the bench there, exhaling slowly. The heat pressed against your skin, but your chest felt cold—hollow in a way you couldn’t shake.
You pressed your palms into your knees, staring at the cracked pavement.
What the hell is happening to me?
You replayed everything.
The banter that had started as a shield—your scoffs, his smirks, the constant back-and-forth that kept both of you sharp. You’d told yourself it was just dynamic, just the way partners worked. It kept missions alive, it filled silences, it distracted from danger.
But then there had been the smaller things.
The way he always stood a half step closer than necessary. The way he caught your wrist during a mission briefing, grounding you when you didn’t realize you’d been fidgeting. The way he laughed when you rolled your eyes, like every jab you threw was a gift.
You remembered the kiss. You’d sworn it was just a cover. He’d sworn it was improvisation. But the memory clung to you like static—the heat of his mouth, the way his hand had cradled your jaw, the way you’d frozen not from fear, but from something that made your pulse sprint.
And this morning. The collapsed pillow barricade. His arm beneath your neck, your hand splayed across his chest. How natural it had felt, like you’d done it a hundred times before.
At brunch, he’d leaned into the role so easily—too easily. His thumb had traced circles over your knuckles under the table, casual, unconscious. You could have dismissed it as performance. You should have. But what if it wasn’t?
What if some of it is real?
The thought lodged in your chest, heavy and dangerous.
Were you into him?
You replayed every scoff, every muttered “you’re insufferable.” The way his eyes caught yours during arguments. The way his laugh cracked the hard edges of your day. The way his voice softened—rarely, but enough—when you scared him.
You hated how easily you could picture the answer.
Maybe.
Maybe you had been for longer than you’d admitted.
And that terrified you more than any satellite, more than any guard, more than The Light itself. Because missions you could plan for. Enemies you could fight. But this? This blur between fake and real, between act and feeling? You didn’t have a blueprint for that.
Boots scuffed against the gravel. You looked up.
Woonhak was there, hair catching in the sunlight, jacket crisp against his broad frame. He had that damned smirk again—the one that made you want to punch him and pull him closer all at once.
“There you are,” he said, sliding onto the bench beside you. His shoulder brushed yours as naturally as if it belonged there. “Thought I lost my wife.”
You scoffed, masking the heat climbing up your neck. “Keep it up and I’ll file for divorce.”
He chuckled, but his gaze lingered on you a beat too long. And you hated how much that single look unraveled you.
The rest of the day unraveled like a noose tightening around your throat.
Everywhere you turned, someone was there.
The wives, with their manicured nails and curious eyes, took turns pulling you into little circles of gossip. They introduced you to others as “the new bride,” cooing over your dress, asking about the wedding you hadn’t actually had. They wanted stories. Memories. Tender details about a marriage that didn’t exist. You offered careful smiles, deflecting with vague platitudes, your mind screaming at every second wasted.
Meanwhile, Woonhak was cornered by officers and young recruits, hanging on his every word. You caught snippets when you passed: elaborate tales of his time “stationed abroad,” fabrications dressed in the cadence of truth. He laughed easily, even mimed scars that weren’t real. You wanted to strangle him for how effortlessly he leaned into the lies.
We don’t have time for this, you thought, jaw clenched as you nodded through another conversation about someone’s garden. The satellite is still ticking.
By luncheon, your nerves were stretched thin.
You sat side by side at yet another long table, a delicate plate of sandwiches untouched before you. Conversations churned around you, clinking glasses and laughter blurring into white noise. But all you could see was the clock in your head, the countdown on the console flashing red. Thirteen hours. The Light siphoning deeper into the League’s secrets with every passing minute.
Woonhak leaned close, brushing crumbs from your sleeve like a doting husband. To everyone else, it was charming. To you, it was infuriating.
We should be moving now, you thought bitterly. Not playing tea party.
When the luncheon finally ended and the crowd began to disperse, you seized the moment, tugging him into an empty hallway.
“What the hell are you doing?” you hissed, shoving his chest. “Telling stories? Playing soldier? Do you realize the clock is ticking?”
He stepped back, eyes narrowing. “And what do you want me to do? Blow our cover by storming the tower in broad daylight? You think I like wasting time?”
“You looked like you loved it,” you snapped. “You’ve been soaking up the attention all morning while I’ve been stuck smiling through garden club gossip!”
“Because that’s the job,” he shot back. His voice rose, raw and sharp. “We blend. We convince. We survive. You think you’re the only one frustrated?”
Your hands curled into fists. “At least I’m not parading around like it’s a game!”
His jaw clenched, eyes blazing. “You always do this. You act like you’re the only one who cares. Like your brain is the only weapon that matters, and I’m just muscle to drag along.”
The words struck harder than you expected. “You think I don’t trust you?”
“You don’t!” His voice cracked, louder now. “Every time, it’s you with the plan, you with the answers, and me left playing catch-up. You don’t rely on me—you tolerate me.”
Your chest burned, anger and something else you didn’t dare name tangling in your throat. “That’s not true!”
“Then prove it!” he yelled.
Silence crashed down, so heavy it made your ears ring.
The corridor was empty save for the muffled hum of voices drifting from the luncheon hall. Pale light from the narrow windows fell in sharp bands across the floor, dust motes swirling in the beams. The walls pressed close, the silence after your shouting heavier than any security checkpoint you’d faced.
You stared at him, chest rising and falling too fast. His shoulders heaved, his fists clenched tight at his sides. For once, he wasn’t smirking, wasn’t teasing, wasn’t hiding behind easy charm. He looked furious. And underneath that fury, he looked wounded.
“You don’t rely on me,” he repeated, quieter now, his voice hoarse. “You never have.”
“That’s not true,” you snapped automatically, but your throat tightened around the words.
“Isn’t it?” His jaw flexed. “Every op, every mission—you keep me at arm’s length. You plan, you decide, and I follow orders like I’m just your personal bodyguard. Do you even see me as your partner?”
The accusation stung, sharp as glass. “Of course I do.”
“Then why does it feel like you don’t trust me?” His voice cracked, loud again, reverberating off the narrow walls. “Why does it feel like I’m just here to break down doors and take bullets while you do the real work?”
You flinched. Not because he was wrong, but because he wasn’t.
Your silence stretched, heavy.
He laughed bitterly, shaking his head. “That’s what I thought.”
Anger surged, hot and choking. “You think it’s easy for me? Carrying the weight of everyone’s lives every time I use my powers? Holding two hundred minds in line at once until I collapse? You think I like doing everything myself?”
His eyes snapped to yours, dark and burning. “Then why won’t you let me carry some of it?”
“Because you make everything a joke!” you shot back. “Because you don’t take anything seriously until it’s falling apart! Because if I lean on you and you mess up, we both die!”
The words hung sharp in the air, and the moment they left your mouth, you regretted them.
He recoiled like you’d struck him.
“I mess up,” he repeated, softer than a whisper, but the hurt laced through it cut deeper than any shout.
Your chest caved in. “That’s not—”
“No, I get it.” He raked a hand through his hair, pacing a tight circle, then turned back to you, eyes bright with frustration. “I’m just a hammer to you. Point me at a wall, I’ll smash it. Point me at an enemy, I’ll fight it. But don’t you dare trust me with anything else.”
“That’s not fair.”
“Isn’t it?” He stepped closer, close enough that you could see the pulse pounding at his throat. “You don’t trust me to lead. You don’t trust me to plan. Hell, you don’t even trust me with your hand without frying my brain.”
The words hit too close to the truth, and it made your defenses snap up sharper. “Maybe because you never take me seriously!”
His voice thundered back, raw and desperate. “Because if I did, I’d—”
He stopped himself. The sentence fractured midair, leaving you both staring, breathless.
“…you’d what?” Your voice cracked, softer, trembling.
His eyes darted away, then back, as if torn between speaking and running. His chest rose and fell like he’d just fought ten rounds. Finally, he whispered, almost broken: “Because if I did, I wouldn’t be able to stop.”
The silence that followed was deafening.
You stared at him, your own anger unraveling thread by thread until only confusion and something far more dangerous remained.
“You…” Your voice faltered. “You’re not just—this isn’t just about the mission, is it?”
His jaw tightened. He didn’t answer.
But he didn’t need to. You could see it. In his clenched fists, in the way his shoulders shook, in the way his gaze refused to leave yours even when it burned.
All at once, every memory of him crashed into you like a wave. His stupid jokes, his endless teasing, the way he always stood a half-step closer than anyone else. The way he’d kissed you last night, too convincingly for it to be fake. The way his hand had stayed in yours under the table this morning, his thumb brushing circles he probably didn’t even realize he was making.
You thought of how your heart had hammered then. How it was hammering now.
You swallowed hard, voice trembling when you finally spoke. “Woonhak… are we even pretending anymore?”
The question hung between you like a live wire, sparking, dangerous, impossible to ignore.
And in his silence—raw, vulnerable, unguarded—you realized you weren’t sure of your own answer, either.
Woonhak’s chest heaved, his fists flexing at his sides like he didn’t know whether to punch the wall or reach for you. His jaw worked, tight and angry, but underneath the anger was something else—something that scared you more than the fight.
“You always do this,” he said finally, voice rough, quieter now. “You pretend it’s just the mission. Just tactics. Just survival. But you never admit it’s more than that.”
Your breath caught. “More than what?”
His gaze snapped to yours, dark and unflinching. “More than partnership. More than banter. More than… whatever this game is.”
The words cut straight through you, sharp and clean. You wanted to deny it, wanted to shove the truth back down where it couldn’t touch you. But the look in his eyes burned through every defense you had left.
Your voice wavered. “You don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“The hell I don’t.” He stepped closer, the air between you buzzing. “Every time you roll your eyes at me, every time you call me insufferable, every time you look at me like you want to strangle me—you think I don’t notice? You think I don’t know what it means?”
Your back hit the wall before you realized you’d been stepping away. He stood in front of you now, too close, his shadow blotting out the sunlight streaming through the window.
“And what does it mean?” you whispered, your voice trembling.
His chest rose, fell. His hand lifted halfway, hesitated, then finally pressed against the wall beside your head. His eyes burned into yours, raw and furious and aching all at once.
“It means,” he said, voice low and shaking, “that I can’t keep pretending this is just fake.”
The words cracked something inside you wide open.
All the fights. All the teasing. All the times he’d driven you insane just to make you laugh. The way he’d kissed you last night like it wasn’t just an act. The way your heart has refused to steady since.
It all crashed into you in one dizzying wave.
“Woonhak…” Your voice broke, the name slipping out softer than you’d ever said it.
His eyes flicked to your lips. And before you could stop yourself—before either of you could throw up walls—you surged forward.
His mouth crashed against yours, raw and demanding, and all the fire you’d been swallowing since last night ignited in your veins. This wasn't a cover, wasn’t theater—it was messy, unpracticed, and real.
You gasped, and he caught the sound, deepening the kiss like he’d been waiting for it all along. His hand slid from the wall to your jaw, fingers curling under your chin to hold you in place, his thumb brushing your cheek with a surprising tenderness that only made your knees weaker. The other hand gripped your hip, firm, grounding you even as your world tilted dangerously off-balance.
Your fingers clenched in his uniform, pulling him closer, needing him closer. You hated the way it felt natural, like your body had been waiting for this exact gravity. You tugged at his shirt until the medals pressed against your chest, hard edges biting into silk, and still it wasn’t enough.
The kiss broke for air—a heartbeat of panting, of mouths parting just enough to breathe. But his lips hovered, brushing yours with every inhale, unwilling to let go.
Then he kissed you again, slower this time, like he wanted to taste every ounce of your resistance before tearing it apart. His lips moved against yours with infuriating patience, softer, deeper, making your chest ache with something you didn’t want to name.
Your hands slid up, almost without permission, fingers threading into his hair. It was softer than you expected, your nails grazing his scalp, and he groaned low in his throat at the contact—a sound that made your pulse slam harder against your ribs. His mouth opened under yours, pulling you in deeper, hungrier, like he’d been starving for this and you were the only thing that could sate him.
The world narrowed to heat, to breath, to the slick slide of mouths and the press of bodies. The corridor, the mission, the ticking satellite—it all fell away, eclipsed by the dizzying fact that this was him, kissing you like he meant it, and you kissing him back like you’d been waiting for it longer than you dared admit.
When you finally tore apart, gasping for air, you stayed tangled. His forehead rested against yours again, his nose brushing yours, both of you still clinging to each other like the gravity wouldn’t let go.
“This—” you tried, voice cracking, “this is a mistake.”
His lips curled, breathless, almost laughing against your mouth. “Feels like the best mistake I’ve ever made.”
You wanted to shove him away. You wanted to drag him closer. Instead, you just stayed there, trapped in the wreckage of the kiss, your heart hammering with the awful realization that neither one of you were pretending anymore.
Night fell heavy over Fort Marshall.
From the window of your shared quarters, the desert sky stretched black and endless, stars scattered like broken glass across velvet. The base was quieter now, guards pacing their routes, searchlights carving arcs into the dark. Somewhere beneath it all, the satellite uplink pulsed steadily, mocking you with every passing second.
But tonight, the mission demanded masks once again.
You stared at your reflection in the mirror, smoothing your palms down the silk that grazed the floor with every movement. The blood-red gown was nothing like what you normally wore on missions—or anywhere, for that matter. It caught the light with every shift of your body, the high slit flashing the pale line of your thigh, the neckline scandalously low, straps delicate against your shoulders. It wasn’t armor nor was it a disguise. It was dangerous in a different way.
For a moment, you almost convinced yourself to change. To pick something simpler, safer. But then you remembered Alfred’s words: blend in. Tonight, that meant being the kind of woman a decorated officer couldn’t keep his eyes—or his hands—off of.
Your heart thrummed against your ribs as you opened the bathroom door.
Woonhak was standing by the dresser, fastening his cufflinks with infuriating precision, the black of his tuxedo jacket sharp against his broad shoulders. His hair was neatly combed, his medals perfectly polished. He looked every inch the officer he was pretending to be—polished, commanding, untouchable.
Until he saw you.
The cufflink slipped from his hand, clattering against the wood. His head snapped up, and for the first time since you’d met him, you saw his confidence falter.
His eyes dragged over you, slow, deliberate, and impossible to misinterpret. From the slit of your gown to the curve of your neckline, to the way the red silk glowed against your skin. His mouth parted slightly, as though words had failed him.
“Holy—” He stopped, cleared his throat, and tried again. “You look…” He exhaled hard, almost laughing at himself. “You look like trouble.”
Your cheeks flamed. You crossed your arms over your stomach as if that could shield you from the weight of his gaze. “Don’t stare.”
“Can’t help it.” He pushed away from the dresser, crossing the small space between you in just a few strides. He stopped close—too close—close enough that the musky, woodsy sweetness of his cologne wrapped around you, grounding and dizzying all at once.
The silence stretched. His hand lifted halfway, hovering near your arm before he caught himself and let it drop. His throat bobbed with a swallow, his eyes still burning into yours.
“You’re impossible,” you muttered, stepping back to break the moment.
His hand caught your wrist, gentle but insistent. “And you’re stunning,” he said softly, simply, the honesty in his voice disarming you more than the words themselves.
The warmth of his touch lingered even after he let go.
You turned quickly, pretending to fuss with the small clutch Alfred had packed, anything to keep from meeting his eyes again. But the question gnawed at you—was he still acting? Still selling the role of a husband smitten with his new bride? Or was there something else threaded in his voice, something real?
Your reflection in the mirror offered no answers. Only flushed cheeks, quick breaths, and eyes you didn’t quite recognize.
Behind you, he adjusted his bowtie, the silk catching between his fingers.
“Damn it,” he muttered under his breath. The knot refused to cooperate.
You sighed, exasperated. “Still? After all this time?”
He shot you a sheepish grin in the mirror. “It’s not exactly a skill a superhero needs.”
You rolled your eyes and gestured towards him. “C’mere.”
The ballroom shimmered under golden light, chandeliers scattering fractured brilliance across polished marble. Black-and-gold banners draped the walls, and the air buzzed with perfume, mulled wine, and the faint tang of anticipation.
You froze at the edge of the dance floor, your crimson gown catching the light like fire, the slit flashing dangerously every time you shifted your weight. Couples gathered in the center, clasping hands, bodies angling close as the first sharp notes of the tango sliced through the hum of conversation.
Your stomach plummeted. “No. Absolutely not.”
Woonhak turned to you, a grin tugging at the corner of his mouth, eyes glinting under the warm glow. “Oh yes.”
“I don’t know how to tango,” you hissed. “I’ll trip. I’ll ruin the cover. We’ll stand out—”
He extended his hand toward you, palm steady, inviting. “It takes two to tango.”
The words landed like a challenge.
Before you could argue, his hand closed gently but firmly around yours, tugging you onto the floor. The warmth of his palm against yours sent a shiver straight up your arm. His other hand slid to the small of your back, guiding you into place, pulling you flush against him.
The music swelled.
You stumbled on the first step, but his grip steadied you instantly. He moved with practiced ease, his body leading yours with subtle shifts of pressure—forward, back, side, spin. You realized quickly that the tango wasn’t gentle, and wasn't safe like a waltz. It was sharp. Demanding. A battle disguised as an embrace.
And he was winning.
Your leg brushed his with every lunge, the slit of your gown flashing scarlet as he spun you in a quick pivot. You gasped as his hand pressed firmer against your back, arching you into a dip that made your hair brush the floor. His grin was wicked as he pulled you up again, your bodies colliding in perfect sync.
“You’ve done this before,” you muttered, breathless.
“Maybe once or twice,” he said smoothly, lips grazing the shell of your ear as he spun you into another sharp turn.
The violins climbed higher, the rhythm pounding in your chest. You struggled to keep up at first, every step a scramble to match his precision. But the more you fought, the more you realized the tango wasn’t about memorizing steps. It was about surrender. About trust.
Two bodies moving as one.
And the more you gave in to his lead, the easier it became.
Your breaths fell into rhythm with his. Your body began anticipating his shifts—the subtle tightening of his hand before a spin, the press of his chest before a lunge. Your heels clicked against the marble in perfect time, skirts flaring as he pulled you through a sweeping arc.
You hated how natural it felt.
The dance tightened, movements shrinking until you were locked close, his thigh sliding between yours as you pivoted. Heat radiated through every point of contact—his hand at your back, his fingers twined with yours, his breath ghosting against your cheek. The push and pull of the tango mirrored every argument, every tease, every kiss that had blurred the line between fake and real.
You weren’t just dancing. You were fighting. You were confessing. You were unraveling.
The music built to its peak. He spun you one final time, your dress flaring like flame, then pulled you back into a dip so deep you felt the world tilt. His arm held you steady, his face hovering just above yours, his breath hot against your lips.
Hours later, when the ball was in full swing—glasses clinking, laughter spilling freer with every refill—the plan bore fruit.
A young soldier in full dress uniform approached, his boots clicking against the marble as he made his way through the throng. Conversations softened around him, curiosity stirring as he stopped in front of your table and bowed stiffly.
“Colonel Kim. Madam.” His voice was clipped, official. “General Lyle requests your presence. Immediately.”
Heads turned. Whispers flitted. The general wants them. No one would question it.
Woonhak stood smoothly, offering his hand to you with all the polish of a decorated officer. “Of course.” He pressed a kiss to your knuckles before guiding you to your feet. “Come, darling.”
The soldier pivoted sharply, leading the way out of the ballroom. You walked arm-in-arm with Woonhak, your crimson skirts whispering across the floor, his presence solid beside you. You felt eyes on your backs all the way to the doors.
Once outside, the night swallowed you whole. The cool desert air wrapped around your bare shoulders, stars burning above. Searchlights swept across the yard, guards pacing like shadows.
The soldier led you toward the courtyard. His steps were steady, unaware of the trap already closing.
You brushed against his mind, the hypnosis still wrapped tight around his thoughts. The illusion of urgency kept him marching forward until you reached the shadowed corner of the base where the light thinned.
Then, with practiced ease, Woonhak moved.
His hand shot out, clamping around the soldier’s mouth. In one swift motion, he yanked him back into the shadows. Your palm pressed to the soldier’s temple, sending a psychic pulse sharp enough to drop him unconscious before he could resist. His body slumped, dead weight, into Woonhak’s arms.
“Out cold,” Woonhak muttered, easing the soldier against the wall. He adjusted the man’s hat so it covered his eyes. To anyone glancing from a distance, he’d look like another guard grabbing a smoke break.
You exhaled, your heart pounding. “That’ll buy us time.”
His hand caught yours again, the contact firm and urgent. “Come on.”
The radar tower loomed above you, its red lights pulsing steady as a heartbeat. The hum of the uplink thrummed in the ground beneath your boots, the countdown etched into your mind like a drumbeat.
You and Woonhak crept closer, breaths even, steps silent—
—until metal shrieked.
A heavy body dropped from above, boots slamming against steel with a clang that reverberated down the tower.
The man rose from his crouch slowly, grinning like he’d been waiting for this moment. His skin shimmered faintly under the floodlights, veins glowing a sickly yellow that pulsed in time with the tower’s lights. He flexed his hands, knuckles cracking, his grin sharp.
“Well, well,” he rasped, voice gravel ground into words. “The League sends children to do their dirty work. Cute.”
Your stomach sank. “Meta-human.”
“Low-tier,” Woonhak muttered, his stance shifting. His shoulders squared, his body instinctively angled between you and the intruder. “Still dangerous.”
“Orders were simple,” the meta said, pacing slowly around you, eyes glowing brighter. “Guard the tower. Kill intruders. Looks like I get to have some fun.”
Then he lunged.
He moved faster than his bulk should have allowed, his fist a blur. You ducked just in time, his punch exploding against the concrete where your head had been a moment ago. Shards sprayed your arm, slicing shallow cuts across your skin.
Woonhak was already moving, shoulder slamming into the meta’s chest. The impact cracked the air, both men grunting as they locked in a brutal grapple. Their fists collided, the sound like thunderclaps, each blow shaking the air.
You scrambled back, ripping the knife from your thigh sheath, its weight solid and familiar in your palm. You hated fighting. You always had. But the mission—the countdown—the heat of blood already trickling down your arm—left no room for hesitation.
The meta swung wide, backhanding Woonhak across the face with enough force to send him staggering into the tower’s base. The man’s yellow eyes locked on you.
“Pretty little thing,” he sneered. “Let’s see how long you last.”
He lunged.
You sidestepped, slashing your blade across his arm. The metal sheen resisted at first, then split, blood spilling in a hot arc across the concrete. He snarled, whipping his other fist toward your ribs.
Pain exploded through your side, white-hot, your breath torn away as you flew back, colliding with the gravel. The knife clattered from your grip.
“Y/N!”
Woonhak let out a shout, launching himself back into the fray. He tackled the meta from the side, slamming him against the steel tower with enough force to rattle its beams. The meta’s head snapped back, blood spraying as Woonhak drove a fist into his jaw once, twice, a third time. Bone cracked.
The meta only laughed, spitting crimson teeth onto the ground. “Not bad,” he rasped, swinging back hard. His glowing fist caught Woonhak in the stomach, the impact a deep, sick thud. Woonhak staggered, coughing blood onto the gravel.
“Bastard,” he growled, wiping his mouth.
You forced yourself up, ribs screaming, vision blurred with pain. Your fingers found the knife again, sticky with your own blood. With a sharp breath, you surged forward, slashing low across the back of the meta’s leg.
This time, the blade cut deep, severing muscle. Blood gushed, dark and hot, spraying across your arm.
The meta howled, his balance faltering. He spun, his fist catching your shoulder and sending you sprawling again. Your back scraped raw against the concrete, the knife nearly slipping from your grasp.
He loomed over you, grinning through the blood spilling down his chin. “You’ve got fight, I’ll give you that. But you’ll bleed out long before you take me down.”
His hand closed around your throat, fingers tightening, crushing. You clawed at his grip, knife slicing desperately at his forearm. Blood welled, but his strength didn’t falter.
Then his grip vanished.
Woonhak slammed into him like a battering ram, wrenching him off you. They crashed to the ground, fists flying, the sound of flesh meeting flesh sharp and sickening.
“Don’t touch her,” Woonhak snarled, his voice guttural. His fist smashed into the meta’s mouth, splitting it wide open. Blood sprayed in an arc, painting Woonhak’s cheek.
The meta spat, laughing even as teeth scattered across the gravel. “You think you can save her? You’re nothing but a blunt weapon—”
His words cut off in a gurgle as you drove your knife into his side. Deep. The resistance of muscle gave way to the sharp scrape of bone. Hot blood gushed over your hand, warm and slick.
He yelled, his glowing eyes flaring brighter as his elbow cracked against your temple. Stars exploded in your vision, the world tilting dangerously.
“Y/N!”
Through the haze, you saw Woonhak grab the meta’s head with both hands. His arms bulged, veins straining, teeth bared. With one violent twist, there was a sickening crack.
The glow in the meta’s eyes flickered, then died. His body collapsed to the gravel with a heavy thud, blood pooling beneath him.
For a long, horrible moment, there was silence. Just your ragged breathing, the metallic tang of blood, and the steady thrum of the radar tower overhead.
Woonhak crouched beside you, his face streaked with blood—some his, some not. His hand cupped the back of your head gently, steadying you. “You okay?”
You coughed, wiping blood from your lips. “Define okay.”
He almost laughed, shaking his head, but his eyes were dark, fierce. “You fought.”
You looked down at your hand, still slick with the meta’s blood, your knife dripping steadily onto the gravel. Your stomach twisted—but you met his gaze, steady.
“Had to.”
And for the first time since you’d met him, he didn’t smirk, didn’t tease, didn’t argue. He just nodded.
“Together,” he said. His hand squeezed yours, grounding. “We finish this together.”
Then the alarms shrieked.
Red strobes burst to life across the base, painting everything in flashing crimson. Radios crackled. Boots thundered. The entire fort had been roused.
“They know we’re here,” you rasped, pulling the small black case from your belt.
“Then we end it now,” Woonhak growled, planting himself between you and the incoming storm.
Inside the case, nestled like the last bullet in a loaded gun, was the chip Batman had given you: a sleek sliver of obsidian circuitry no bigger than a flash drive. When inserted into the console, it would erase every byte of stolen data and fry the satellite’s link for good.
You sprinted across the open yard, ribs aching, the chip clutched tight in your bloodied palm. Bullets cracked overhead, guards shouting as they spilled from the barracks.
“Cover me!” you shouted.
“Always!” Woonhak yelled back.
He opened fire, each shot precise, brutal. A soldier spun and dropped, blood spraying. Another lunged close, only to be met with the snap of Woonhak’s elbow breaking his jaw. The air filled with the acrid bite of gunpowder, the metallic tang of blood.
You slid beneath the console canopy, coughing through the smoke. The uplink screens glowed angry red, streams of encrypted data racing skyward. 23 minutes. 18 seconds.
You yanked the panel open, exposing the ports beneath. Sparks snapped against your knuckles as you jammed the chip home. For a breathless moment, nothing happened—
Then the system screamed.
UNAUTHORIZED DEVICE DETECTED.
You bit down hard, fingers flying as you bypassed locks. “Come on, come on—”
Guards swarmed. Woonhak dropped two with precise shots, but a third barreled in from the side, blade flashing. Woonhak caught the man by the throat, slammed him into the steel beam with a sickening crunch, and finished him with a single, bone-breaking twist. Blood sprayed across his sleeve.
“Y/N!” he barked, glancing back at you, eyes wild.
“Almost there!”
The screen flickered, corrupted code eating through the data streams line by line. Files collapsed, names shredded, secrets burned away. The chip was working.
A soldier broke through the chaos, rifle leveled at your back. You spun instinctively, knife flashing. The blade sank deep into his stomach, hot blood spilling over your hand. He gurgled, eyes wide, before crumpling at your feet.
You yanked the knife free, chest heaving. “I hate fighting,” you muttered under your breath.
“You’re damn good at it,” Woonhak grunted, slamming another attacker into the ground, his fist ending the man with one bloody crack.
The console beeped, shrill and final.
UPLOAD: TERMINATED. DATA ERASED.
“Yes,” you breathed, yanking the chip free just as sparks erupted from the panel. The entire tower shuddered.
“Move!” Woonhak grabbed your arm, dragging you back as the uplink screamed, electricity arcing wildly. The red lights sputtered before going black. Above, the radar tower’s crown blinked once, twice—then died.
The satellite was blind. The League’s secrets were safe.
And the tower began to collapse.
Steel screamed overhead as the structure buckled, explosions blooming along the spine. You and Woonhak dove behind sandbags, the shockwave tearing across the ground. Shards of metal rained like knives, fire clawing at the night sky.
For a long, terrible moment, there was only ringing in your ears, the acrid burn of smoke in your throat, the weight of his arm thrown protectively across your body.
Then—silence.
You lifted your head, coughing, eyes stinging from ash. The tower was a twisted husk, fire chewing through its remains. Sparks popped and hissed where the consoles had burned out, the smell of ozone thick in the air.
You’d done it.
Woonhak shifted beside you, blood streaked across his jaw, soot smeared down his neck. His eyes met yours, raw and unguarded. “Told you I’ve got you, sweetheart.”
Your throat tightened, the chip still clutched in your trembling hand. “Yeah,” you whispered. “You do.”
THE AFTERMATH
The medbay was too quiet.
Machines beeped steadily, curtains swayed faintly in the draft from the air vents, and antiseptic stung sharp in the back of your throat. You sat propped up against pillows, bandages tight around your ribs, trying not to think about how the last 48 hours had gone.
The curtain rustled.
Woonhak—Superboy—slipped inside, his broad frame filling the small space. He was cleaned up now, bruises fading purple and blue along his jaw, fresh gauze wrapped around his knuckles. He looked sharp even in the plain shirt Alfred must’ve shoved at him, though his shoulders hunched in a way you rarely saw.
“Seraphim,” he greeted quietly.
“Superboy,” you returned, a little too formal, a little too careful.
He hovered at the foot of your bed for a second, shifting his weight like he wasn’t sure he belonged here. Then he sat on the edge of the mattress, the dip pulling you both closer.
For a moment, neither of you spoke. The silence wasn’t heavy this time—just strange, delicate, like glass that might shatter if you moved wrong.
“So,” he said finally, clearing his throat. “How’s the rib?”
You raised a brow. “Broken. Wrapped. Hurts like hell when I breathe. Standard procedure.”
He winced. “Right. Guess that was a dumb question.”
“Not your dumbest,” you said lightly, and to your surprise, he laughed.
Silence fell again, softer this time.
“You?” you asked. “How’s the jaw?”
He touched the faint bruise at his cheek with a crooked grin. “Still attached. Can’t say the same for the other guy’s.”
Despite yourself, you snorted. “Show-off.”
His grin widened, but faded just as quickly. He leaned forward, elbows on his knees, staring at the floor. “Feels weird, doesn’t it? Being back. Mission over. Just…” He gestured vaguely at the white walls. “This.”
You nodded, staring at your hands. “Too quiet.”
Another beat of silence. Then, softly, “Do you think they’ll remember us? At the fort?”
You tilted your head. “The wives?”
He smirked faintly. “The ones convinced we were sneaking off every five minutes.”
You groaned, dragging a hand down your face. “I’m never living that down.”
“Could’ve been worse,” he teased. “At least they bought it. I mean, the tango alone sold the whole ‘madly in love’ thing.”
Your cheeks heated before you could stop them. “You’re insufferable.”
“And you’re blushing,” he shot back.
You opened your mouth for a retort—but stopped when his expression shifted. The grin slipped. His shoulders tensed. His hand flexed against his thigh like he was bracing himself.
“Seraphim…” His voice was low, careful. “What are we?”
Your head snapped toward him, caught off guard.
He kept talking, words tumbling too fast, nerves finally cracking through his usual bravado. “I mean, we’ve been partners forever, right? And we bicker, and we fight, and yeah, we’ve saved each other’s asses more times than I can count. But then—” His voice pitched higher. “Then we’re pretending to be married, and kissing for cover, and suddenly it doesn’t feel like pretending anymore, and I don’t know where the act stops and where… whatever this is starts, and—”
You stared at him, blinking slowly, as his rambling grew wilder.
“—and maybe it’s just me, maybe I’ve been reading into things, maybe you really do just think I’m an arrogant pain in the ass, but I can’t stop thinking about the tango, and the look on your face when—”
You cut him off, your voice flat but your heart hammering in your throat.
“Just kiss me, you idiot.”
He froze. Mouth open. Eyes wide.
Then, slowly, a grin curved across his bruised face. “Gladly.”
And he leaned in, closing the distance in one smooth, decisive motion. His mouth met yours, softer this time—no pretense, no audience, no act to maintain. Just him. Just you. His hand cupped your cheek, careful, as if you might break, while the other pressed against the mattress to steady himself.
You sighed into the kiss, your fingers curling into his shirt, pulling him closer despite the ache in your ribs. The world fell away again—no satellites, no missions, no code names. Just the two of you, raw and unguarded, finally admitting what had been burning between you all along.
When he pulled back, breathless and grinning, his forehead resting against yours, he whispered, “So that’s a yes?”
You rolled your eyes, but the smile tugging at your lips gave you away. “Shut up and kiss me again.”
He chuckled, low and warm, before doing exactly that.
pairing. bf!taesan x fem!reader
genre. newly est. relationship au , fluff
synopsis. the arrival of an unexpected guest ruins your plans for your first valentine’s date but lucky for you, your sweet boyfriend is very accommodating
word count. 1.6k
warnings. reader is menstruating , hormonal , and emotional
playlist. the shade by rex orange county , i <3 u by boy pablo
notes. happy belated valentine’s day ! the only red thing i got this year was my period . hence this fic LOLLL hope you enjoyy
You stared at your phone screen with a quiet sigh, your boyfriend’s latest text glowing back at you.
my taesan <3: hi babyyyy
my taesan <3: so excited for tonight!!
my taesan <3: be sure to wear something warm it’s getting chillyyy
my taesan <3: i’ll see you later bbyyyy i love you so much!
His enthusiasm broke your heart.
Fingers hesitating over the keyboard, you finally mustered up the courage to type out a response.
you: hi babee i’m really sorry but i think i have to raincheck today…
you: i’m not feeling too good TT
you: i’m really sorry 😭
you: i promise to make it up to you next time! i love you moreee 🤍
The moment the message sent, you let your phone slip from your grasp and melt further into your bed. The mattress swallowed you whole as you stared blankly at the ceiling, letting the weight of your own body press you deeper into the sheets. The pain was dull but constant, an ache in your lower abdomen that refused to subside, pulsing in time with the fatigue settling into your bones.
Your period had come early that morning, utterly wrecking any plans you had for the day. The first day was always the worst—bloating, exhaustion, mood swings, cramps so unbearable you wanted to curl into yourself and never move again. It just had to start today of all days. Your first Valentine’s Day with Taesan. The day he had been planning for months, ever since the two of you had just started dating. You wanted it to be perfect.
Now, instead of getting dressed up and meeting your boyfriend at the fancy restaurant he had painstakingly booked in advance, you were drowning in self-pity beneath your blankets, hugging a heating pad to your stomach and feeling like the absolute worst girlfriend in the world.
A small part of you considered telling him the truth. But maybe because your relationship was still so new, you hesitated. It wasn’t like you were embarrassed about your period—God, no—but admitting that this was the reason you were canceling, especially when the night was supposed to be so special… it felt mortifying.
Your thoughts swirled in self-reproach, so lost in your misery that you didn’t notice the flurry of new texts lighting up your phone screen.
my taesan <3: oh noo 😭
my taesan <3: is everything okay?
my taesan <3: baby?
my taesan <3: honey plz respond i'm starting to get worried
my taesan <3: i’m going over to your place right now
You barely had time to register his arrival before Taesan was there—standing in your doorway, completely out of breath. His oversized black leather jacket was slightly damp from the lingering rain outside, a simple white shirt visible underneath. His baggy jeans hung loosely on his frame, but the first thing you noticed wasn’t any of that.
It was the massive bouquet of roses in his hand.
Your heart squeezed painfully in your chest.
Taesan barely spared a second before setting the flowers on your desk and rushing to your side, his brows furrowed with worry as he kneeled beside your bed. The moment his warm palm pressed against your forehead, you felt yourself crumble.
“You don’t feel warm…” he murmured, frowning as he compared your temperature with his own. His hands were cupping your cheeks now, gently squeezing them together as his eyes scanned your face for any signs of sickness. “Have you eaten? Do you need medicine? Should I get you—”
Your vision blurred.
The guilt and gratitude crashed over you all at once, so overwhelming that the only thing you could do was burst into tears.
Taesan’s eyes widened in panic. “Wait, baby—what’s wrong? Does it hurt? What happened?”
You hiccupped between sobs, the emotions tangled up in your chest making it impossible to speak. Still, you managed to croak out, “M-my period started.”
For a moment, he stilled. Then, his entire body sagged with relief. “Oh my God,” he exhaled, pulling you into his arms with a small laugh. “You scared the hell out of me. I thought you were seriously sick or something.”
You were still crying, your face buried into his shirt, hands clutching onto his jacket like he was the only thing keeping you from falling apart. “I’m sorry,” you sniffled. “I didn’t want to ruin our date—”
“Hey, hey,” he cooed, his hands stroking the back of your head, soothing you in gentle circles. “Baby, look at me.”
You pulled back slightly, puffy eyes meeting his concerned gaze.
“You’re not ruining anything,” he said firmly. “You don’t have to be sorry for something you can’t control. I just wish you told me sooner instead of going through this alone.” His thumb wiped away a stray tear from your cheek. “I’m your boyfriend. You’re not supposed to hide when you’re in pain.”
His words made your chest tighten with warmth.
Sniffling, you nodded, and Taesan rewarded you with the softest smile, his dimple making a brief appearance.
“Okay,” he hummed, wiping the last of your tears. “New plan.”
You blinked. “New plan?”
He nodded. “We stay in tonight.” He gestured dramatically with his hands. “We’ll watch ‘Pride & Prejudice’ and ‘Legally Blonde’ as much as you want, order all your favorite takeout, eat a bunch of heart-shaped desserts, and cuddle in bed for the rest of the night. Sound good?”
You stared at him, the guilt slowly ebbing away, replaced with overwhelming affection.
“Yeah,” you whispered. “That sounds perfect.”
Taesan grinned, leaning in to press the softest kiss to your forehead. “Good. Now scoot over, baby. I’m cuddling you for the rest of the night until I smother you.”
And with that, he pulled off his leather jacket and set it aside before climbing into bed beside you, pulling you into his warmth, his arms wrapping around you like a protective cocoon.
You smiled, tucking your face into the crook of his neck.
Taesan was warm. Too warm.
You groaned, shifting against his chest, your body sluggish from the heat pooling beneath the blankets. “Tae, I’m gonna make you hot,” you warned, voice laced with fatigue. “My body feels like a furnace right now.”
His arms only tightened around you in response, his fingers still laced between yours, tangled and unmoving. “Don’t care,” he murmured, lips pressing another soft kiss to your temple. You lost count of how many times he’d done that tonight, like he physically couldn’t keep himself from kissing you.
You huffed, attempting to shift away, but Taesan just whined dramatically, pulling you even closer, burying his face into your hair. “Nooo, stay,” he mumbled, voice muffled against your scalp. “You’re my personal teddy bear.”
You let out a soft laugh, exasperated but secretly loving the way he held onto you like you were something precious. “I’m literally a human space heater right now.”
He hummed, lips brushing against your hairline. “Mmm, my favorite.”
Your heart did a ridiculous flip.
He had you wrapped up in his arms, one of his legs thrown lazily over yours, anchoring you in place. Your fingers were still tangled together, his thumb tracing slow, absentminded circles against the back of your hand. Every few minutes, he would bring your hand to his lips, pressing featherlight kisses to each knuckle like it was second nature to him.
The TV cast a dim glow across the room, Pride and Prejudice playing quietly in the background. You had chosen the 2005 version, your favorite, because it was the perfect mix of romance and comfort. You expected Taesan to zone out within the first fifteen minutes, maybe even fall asleep, but to your surprise, he was fully engaged.
When Elizabeth Bennet shot one of her sarcastic remarks at Mr. Darcy, Taesan actually let out a laugh, a soft, amused chuckle that rumbled against your cheek where it rested against his chest.
“She’s so sassy,” he commented, grinning. “I like her.”
You turned your head to look at him, unable to stop the small smile tugging at your lips. “Yeah?”
“Yeah,” he said, eyes still glued to the screen. “She’s feisty. I respect it.”
You shook your head in fond exasperation, nestling back into his embrace. “You better,” you teased. “She’s literally me.”
Taesan scoffed, pressing yet another kiss to your temple. “Please, you’re worse.”
You gasped, swatting at his chest, and he laughed, catching your hand with ease before intertwining your fingers once more.
But it wasn’t until Mr. Darcy’s iconic love confession that you realized just how much effort Taesan was putting into this.
The moment Darcy muttered “I love you… most ardently”, Taesan sucked in a sharp breath, gripping your hand tighter.
He turned to you, eyes wide, brows furrowed in concentration. “Wait, wait, this is it, right? This is the scene?”
You blinked at him, completely caught off guard. “…Yeah?”
“Oh my God,” he whispered, turning back to the screen, his expression filled with anticipation.
Your chest swelled with something warm and fond. Taesan wasn’t just tolerating this movie—he was fully invested, even though period dramas and slow-burn romances were not his thing. He was making an effort. For you.
This night was supposed to be for the both of you. Your first Valentine’s Day together. And yet, Taesan had somehow managed to make it all about you, making sure you were comfortable, happy, and safe in his arms.
You squeezed his hand, your heart aching in the sweetest way possible.
Taesan glanced down at you, sensing the shift in your mood. “What?” he murmured, voice soft.
You shook your head, burying your face into his chest. “Nothing,” you mumbled. “Just love you.”
His hold on you tightened instantly.
“Love you more,” he whispered, pressing the softest, most lingering kiss to your forehead. “Most ardently.”
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evidence presented : mentor/mentee , lawyer!au , slow burn , reader tries to be angsty but sungho shuts it down
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evidence presented : coworkers to lovers , lawyer!au , mutual pining , angst
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witnesses : ex/rival partner!jaehyun x partner!reader
evidence presented : lawyer!au , exes to lovers , rivals to lovers , angst , fluff
court report summary : you and jaehyun were law school’s golden couple—until your third year, when he took a mysterious internship offer and ghosted you. years later, you’re both junior partners and jaehyun’s now opposing counsel on the biggest case of your career. jaehyun is smooth, confident, and infuriatingly handsome, all with a teasing glint in his eye that says he hasn’t forgotten a thing. the courtroom becomes your battlefield, but outside of court? you can’t escape each other. you’re stuck in settlement meetings, run into him at the law library, and—worst of all—get assigned the same speaking panel on ethics in law. but off the record, the truths regarding your shared past start leaking out. about why he left. about why he never stopped writing. about the ring he still keeps in his drawer.
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COURT FILE FOUR : H. DONGMIN
witnesses : judge's son!dongmin x clerk!reader
evidence presented : golden retriever x black cat , lawyer!au , slow burn , fluff
court report summary : as a law clerk working under a famous strict federal judge, your career rides on your ability to stay focused, silent, and out of trouble. and there’s dongmin—bright-eyed, full of charm, and always around the courthouse. you assume he’s another intern. he brings you snacks, cracks bad jokes, and waits for you after work. you fall for him in the quiet moments: eating gimbap on courthouse steps, exchanging doodles and inside jokes during long hearings. but when you’re called to a private chamber meeting with the judge, everything shatters: dongmin is his only son—and the case you’re to work on next is a complex one. a corruption trial that threatens powerful names, including dongmin's family. and you’re trapped in the middle.
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COURT FILE FIVE : K. DONGHYUN
witnesses : civilian auto mechanic!donghyun x partner!reader
evidence presented : golden retriever x black cat , lawyer!au , fluff
court report summary : donghyun is your newest client—a gentle auto mechanic who’s being framed in an industrial sabotage case involving a powerful auto parts corporation. your firm takes on his case pro bono, and you’re assigned to his defense. donghyun’s soft-spoken, warm, and completely overwhelmed. he doesn’t know to “act” like a client. he brings you lunch from his shop. he smiles even when scared. you’re used to working with slick CEOs and emotionless millionaires—not men who fix your coffee machine because “the rattling sound bugged me.” but when he testifies, something clicks—he’s composed, persuasive, and observant. together, you begin piecing together the truth but your investigation drags you into dangerous territory that puts donghyun in real risk. and you’re going to do whatever it takes to defend him.
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COURT FILE SIX : K. WOONHAK
witnesses : intern!woonhak x intern!reader
evidence presented : sunshine x grumpy , fake dating!au , lawyer!au , idiots in love
court report summary : when a high-profile immigration client threatens to pull funding, the firm launches a PR stunt: interns are paired into “mock” families to build empathy. you think it’s ridiculous—a hollow attempt at compassion. and you’re paired with woonhak, the annoying, bubbly and chatty intern who never stops singing in the copy room and somehow knows everyone’s coffee order. he’s everything you’re not—loud, warm, chaotic—but you reluctantly agree to play along. no feelings, no risks. but when he shows up with flowers on your fake anniversary, sends 3 am texts about “our song”, and kisses you in front of the press at the firm’s gala (wait, what?), you start to let your guard down. the engagement may be fake—but the way your hand fit in his… that was most certainly starting to feel dangerously real.
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of pomegranates and love stained fingers ; p. sungho
pairing. idol!park sungho x reader
genre. fluff , est. relationship , lots n lots of domesticity !
synopsis. in which sungho shows you that love could be found at an ordinary kitchen table , amidst a mess of pomegranate peels and love stained fingers
word count. 1.9k
warnings. nudity and bathing in a non-sexual context , a lot of inner dialogue , sungho is… such a gentleman i actually might have fallen in love with him while writing this (yes this is a warning)
playlist. the way that i am by abby powledge
notes. this is. so. so. so. self indulgent. but oh to be loved and to be seen by park sungho (◞‸◟)
Pomegranates are a contradiction wrapped in a tough, leather-like skin.
On the outside, they’re unassuming. Their ruby-red hue is muted by a dull, almost dusty sheen, like they’ve been brushed by centuries of history. But break one open, and it’s utter chaos. Vivid, gleaming seeds spilling out in clusters, their translucent walls catching the light like small, blood-red jewels.
The juice is relentless. It stains fingers, clothes, and countertops with a color so intense that it almost feels alive, impossible to tame.
And it doesn’t simply mark, it claims. Eating one is an exercise in both patience and surrender. Each seed is a burst of a tart sweetness that’s worth the mess, but it leaves you wondering how something so beautiful can also be so unruly.
That was exactly why you loved pomegranates. They were a little wild, a little untamed. It was in the way the juice stained your fingers, leaving behind traces of something alive and uncontainable. It’s how every seed is a burst of flavor: tangy, sweet, and unapologetically bold. For you, pomegranates were a reminder that the best things in life aren’t always neat or simple; they’re messy, vivid, and unforgettable.
Back in your adolescence, when you were still a hopeless romantic and believed in fate and soulmates and such, you had a theory: that anyone willing to peel a pomegranate for you was to be the one. The one the universe had assigned you—your soulmate. The person you’re meant to share the messiness and beauty of life with, because, let’s be honest, peeling a pomegranate isn’t just an act, it’s a labor.
It’s tedious, requiring patience and precision to carefully break apart the tough skin without crushing the delicate seeds. The juice inevitably smears, the tiny ruby jewels scatter, and by the end, it looks like a small battlefield in the kitchen.
You thought of it as a test of devotion. Who else would endure the sticky fingers, the risk of stains, and the painstaking effort, all for the sole purpose of handing over a bowl of gleaming seeds? Your theory wasn’t about the pomegranate itself, it was about what it represented: the willingness to take on something cumbersome and time-consuming just to bring joy to someone else.
In your teenage mind, peeling a pomegranate was love distilled into action. A quiet, unspoken declaration that said, ‘I see the things you cherish, even the messy, difficult ones, and I want to be a part of them.’
So you used to wait, watching the people in your life with a careful eye, jokingly tossing your theory at dinner tables and gatherings but secretly hoping and wondering if someone might one day sit down, pick up a pomegranate, and show you that love can be as simple, and as profound, as peeling fruit.
But as you grew older, your pomegranate theory began to feel like a relic of a softer, more naive version of yourself. You used to imagine someone peeling away the tough, leathery rind, their hands stained red with love and effort, and thought to yourself, ‘that’s love.’ But with time, the weight of practicality started to take hold.
Your theory about pomegranates, something you once held close with a spark of whimsical belief, soon became just another one of those silly little things that poets and hopeless romantics dreamed up.
So, you tucked your silly theory away in a dusty corner of your mind, dismissing it as an innocent fantasy of your youth. You searched for love that was grounded, sensible, and serious about the practicalities of life. You looked for someone who could handle the demands of life without the weight of romantic idealism like yours clouding their judgement.
There was no room for mess or chaos anymore, certainly not for the kind of love that required peeling pomegranates, both literally and metaphorically.
A loud slam of your front door made your ears perk up and you heard the familiar rustling of your boyfriend’s clothes as he shuffled through the living room. You could almost envision the way he shrugged off his outer coat before neatly hanging it on the coat hanger by the entryway.
“Baby? I’m home!”
“In here!” you called out. The bathwater lapped at your knees, forming small waves that crashed and fell against the porcelain wall of your bathtub. Sungho knocked on the bathroom door, but only out of courtesy, before he pushed it open and greeted you with a bright smile.
“Hi, gorgeous,” he knelt by the side of the bathtub to press a warm kiss to your forehead.
“You’re home early.” you pointed out. A hand reached out to stroke your boyfriend’s cheek, a single droplet of water running down the slope of your arm and landing back in the bathtub with a small plop.
“Mastered the choreography first so I could come home to you,” he replied, ever so gently leaning into the warmth of your palm. “Did you just start your bath?”
You nodded, the corners of your lips lifting at his sweet words. “Just a few minutes ago. You don’t have to keep kneeling like that, you know. Your knees are going to hurt.”
“I’m fine,” he said with a chuckle. His gaze softened as he noticed the way the water cradled your form, the steam rising in delicate swirls around you. “Want some help?”
You tilted your head, teasing. “Are you volunteering to join me?”
Sungho laughed softly, shaking his head. “Maybe next time, but I can still take care of you from here.”
Before you could respond, he reached for the loofah sitting on the edge of the tub and dipped it into the warm water before lathering it up with your favorite body wash. His movements were slow and deliberate, as though he wanted to savor every second of this small, intimate moment.
“You don’t have to, you know,” you murmured as he started gently running the loofah along your shoulder. His featherlight touch sent a slight shiver down your spine.
“I know,” he said, his voice steady and warm. “But let me.”
His voice was so soft, so filled with love, that you couldn’t bring yourself to argue. You let out a small sigh of defeat and leaned back against the tub as he started gently running the loofah over your arms.
Sungho’s touch was delicate, as though he was handling the most fragile thing in the world. The loofah glided over your arms, his hand following to rinse away the bubbles.
“You work so hard,” he murmured, almost to himself, as he moved to your legs. “You deserve this.”
The words made your chest tighten with emotion. “You’re too good to me,” you whispered.
“No such thing,” he said with a soft chuckle, his hand brushing the back of your calf. “Taking care of my partner is the easiest thing in the world.”
You let your head rest against the edge of the tub, closing your eyes as his hands continued their tender work. The care and love infused into every motion, the way he poured his entire being into making sure you felt safe, cherished, and adored made your heart squeeze tightly.
As he finished, Sungho pressed a soft kiss to your damp shoulder, his lips lingering for a moment. “All done,” he whispered, and you noticed a hint of pride in his voice.
“Thank you,” you said, meeting his gaze.
Sungho smiled, brushing a strand of hair from your face. “Anything for you, gorgeous. Always.”
He stood up and grabbed the big, fluffy towel from the nearby rack, shaking it out to fluff it up. “Alright, come on, let me help you out.”
You shifted in the tub, the water sloshing as you moved to stand. Sungho reached out instinctively, steadying you with his strong, gentle hands. His fingers pressed lightly against your arm and waist as he guided you to step out of the tub.
“Careful,” he murmured, his brows furrowed in concentration.
The moment your feet touched the bath mat, he draped the towel around you, cocooning you in its warmth. You couldn’t help but giggle as he adjusted the plush fabric, tucking the edges around your shoulders like a protective shield.
“There we go. Let’s go get you dried up, and then we can go see the present I got you.”
The kitchen table was a mess—juice stains spreading across its surface, pomegranate seeds scattered among paper towels and discarded bits of rind. Sungho sat across from you, elbows resting on the table as he carefully pried apart another piece of fruit. His fingers were stained a deep crimson, the juice clinging to his skin and pooling in the small creases of his knuckles.
“You’re making such a mess,” you teased, watching as he plucked a cluster of seeds free and placed them in a bowl.
He grinned, unfazed. “Worth it.”
He picked up a few seeds between his stained fingers, flicking away the stubborn bits of membrane, and brought them to your lips. “Here.”
You let him feed you, the tart sweetness bursting on your tongue as he watched you with unspoken fondness. It wasn’t until you noticed the way his brows furrowed in concentration, focusing on getting a particular seed unstuck from the membrane, that it struck you how absurdly thoughtful this was.
“When did I even mention that I like pomegranates?” you asked, your voice softened with wonder and adoration.
Sungho glanced up briefly, his lips quirking up into a sheepish grin. “You told me once, when we first started dating. You were talking about how much you loved them as a kid. Said they were your favorite fruit, even though they’re a pain to eat.”
You blinked, stunned. The memory was hazy even to you—just a passing remark in some forgetful conversation. But he’d remembered.
“You didn’t have to go through all this trouble,” you murmured, feeling your chest tighten with an unfamiliar mix of emotions.
Sungho shrugged, returning his attention to the pomegranate in his crimson stained hands. “It’s no trouble. Besides, I like seeing you happy.”
You looked down at the table and took in the chaos of it all: the stains, the mess, his juice-streaked hands, and something deep inside you shifted.
Suddenly, you were seventeen again with your heart wrapped in whimsical theories about soulmates and love.
This was it. This was what you had been searching for back then but had long stopped believing in. This was the kind of love you’d once dreamed of but had dismissed as a silly, adolescent fantasy. Yet, here it was, sitting across from you with juice-stained hands and a soft smile, proving you wrong in the most beautiful way.
Your teenage self had been right: peeling a pomegranate wasn’t just about the fruit. It was a quiet act of devotion, a willingness to embrace the mess and the effort for the sake of someone else’s joy.
Sungho broke your reverie by holding up another handful of seeds, his smile so effortlessly warm that it sent a pang through your chest.
“You don’t have to feed me,” you said with a small laugh, though your voice wavered slightly.
“I know,” he replied. His tone was gentle but resolute. “But let me.”
And as you opened your mouth for the next bite, you realized that love didn’t have to be a grand, sweeping gesture.
Sometimes, it was sitting at a messy kitchen table with stained hands and sticky fingers, peeling pomegranates because someone mentioned, just once, that they liked them.
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pairing. woonhak x reader
genre. angst , hurt/comfort , a pinch of fluff
synopsis. in a night thick with heat and harsh words, you and woonhak break and mend, discovering that love isn’t perfect—it’s the fierce, messy fight and the quiet choice to stay anyway
word count. 2145 words
warnings. none ? woonhak and reader argue but it’s nothing toxic . . . just miscommunication ^^;;
playlist. to love by suki waterhouse , all we ever do is talk by del water gap
notes. requested by anon ! my first ever official request !! hope you enjoy ~ ( again , sorry it took so long T^T ) not proofread
The summer air pressed against your skin like something personal—clingy, thick, impossible to escape. It seeped into everything: your clothes, your sheets, your lungs. June had arrived with a vengeance, and the night held no relief. The ceiling fan spun lazily above you, stirring the heat just enough to make you aware of it. It was like trying to breathe through a damp cloth, like the air itself had weight.
The bedroom felt too still—haunted by the kind of absence that lingers in things. His half of the bed was untouched, sheets smoothed out like a deliberate choice, like he didn’t want to wrinkle what he wasn’t sure he’d return to. You stared at that space far too long.
The pillow you used to curl into carried only the faintest trace of his scent now, faded like a photograph left out in the sun. You flipped your own pillow again, and again, hoping the cool side would finally exist. It didn’t.
A single glass of water sat untouched on the nightstand, already warm to the touch. The room was dim, lit only by the soft spill of the streetlight outside, casting pale orange bars across the floorboards. Somewhere outside, a cicada cried out, its hum distant but constant, like a reminder that time hadn’t stopped just because things between you had.
And still, the silence was the loudest thing of all.
It pressed in around you, as suffocating as the heat. No shifting weight beside you. No familiar sigh. No brush of knuckles beneath the sheets. The emptiness in the room didn’t shout—it whispered. It clung. It asked questions you weren’t ready to answer.
You turned onto your side, then your back, then your stomach, each movement fueled by the kind of restless ache that had nothing to do with the weather and everything to do with the way Woonhak hadn’t come to bed.
And for all the discomfort—the sweat, the heat, the stickiness of the air—nothing burned more than that.
You exhaled slowly, like the night might ease up if you did.
But the heat wasn’t just in the room. It sat in your chest too, heavy and dull, the kind that lingered after a fight—the kind that made sleep feel like a distant privilege.
Woonhak’s name hadn’t been spoken aloud, but it hung there anyway, unshakable. You could still hear the echo of your voices clashing earlier, the way everything sharpens when pride takes the reins. It wasn’t even the words that hurt the most. It was everything unsaid, swallowed between sighs and half-turned shoulders. You knew he cared. You knew you did too. But somehow, the caring always got lost in translation.
You turned your head toward the empty side of the bed, the space beside you a quiet ache.
The hum of the fan did little. The air conditioner had sputtered its last breath two nights ago, and now the room sat in stillness—thick, unmoving. A soft sheen of sweat clung to your skin. It all felt like too much.
You got up.
Padding barefoot into the kitchen, you weren’t looking for anything in particular—maybe water, maybe peace. But what you found instead was the soft amber glow of the living room lamp and the quiet shape of Woonhak sitting hunched over on the couch, his elbows resting on his knees, hands tangled in his hair.
He looked like he hadn’t moved in hours.
You didn’t say anything at first. Just stood there, watching the slow rise and fall of his shoulders. There was something tender in the way the light caught the tired slope of his posture. He looked less like someone waiting and more like someone worn down by the waiting.
You crossed the room and sank quietly into the cushion beside him. The shift was small, but it was enough—his body tensed, then slowly unraveled.
He didn’t look up when you sat down beside him. The soft glow of the lamp haloed him, but his features stayed shadowed—like even the light didn’t want to intrude.
“I didn’t think you’d come out,” he said eventually, voice low, hoarse.
“I couldn’t sleep.”
“Yeah.” He laughed, but it sounded like all breath and no joy. “We’ve gotten good at that, huh?”
You didn’t answer right away. You looked down at your hands, twisting your fingers in your lap. The heat clung to your skin, but it was nothing compared to the weight sitting in your chest.
“We used to talk,” you said, your voice a little too fragile for how quiet the room was. “Even when things got hard. Now it’s like… every word turns into a minefield.”
That made him lift his head, finally. “So that’s what you think this is? A war?”
“I don’t know what it is anymore,” you admitted. “I say one thing and you hear something completely different. And suddenly, I’m the villain for trying to explain how I feel.”
Woonhak’s brows drew together, his jaw tensing. “You make it sound so simple. Like I’m the one twisting your words on purpose.”
“I never said that—”
“No, but you imply it. Every time we fight, you act like I’m the one who doesn’t care enough. Like I’m just standing here watching us fall apart.”
“Because sometimes it feels that way!” you snapped, voice breaking. “I’m trying, Woonhak. I’m trying so hard to be honest with you, but you shut me out. You joke, or deflect, or walk away, and I’m left screaming into a room you’re no longer in.”
He stood up, suddenly, pushing a hand through his hair as if the motion could keep him from unraveling. “Because when I stay, it only gets worse! You say things and I don’t know how to respond without making it worse!”
“Then maybe listen instead of defending yourself all the time!” you shot back, standing too now, the heat of the argument finally overtaking the suffocating warmth of the night. “Not every feeling I share is an accusation! Sometimes it’s just a cry for help—”
“I do listen!” he shouted, voice cracking. “I memorize the way you go quiet when you’re hurting. I notice every little change in your tone, your eyes, your silences. But when I try to fix it, it’s never enough! It’s like I’m always one step behind, like I’m failing no matter how hard I try.”
You stared at him, breathing hard. Something in your throat wobbled. “That’s not what I want, Woonhak. I’m not asking for perfect. I just want you to stay with me in it. Not fix it. Feel it. With me.”
“I don’t know how,” he said, the words cracking open as they left his mouth. “I don’t know how to sit with something and not try to fix it. I see you breaking and I panic. I hate seeing you hurt and knowing that I’m part of the reason.”
Your voice trembled. “But that’s the point. We’re supposed to hold it together. Each other. Not pretend everything’s okay until we explode.”
He looked away, blinking hard. “Every time we fight like this, I wonder when it’ll be the last time. When you’ll finally decide I’m not worth the chaos.”
“And every time I tell you how I feel, I wonder if it’ll be the thing that drives you further from me.”
The silence that followed wasn’t heavy—it was sharp. Cut-glass quiet.
Then Woonhak stepped forward, slowly, like approaching a wounded thing. His voice was quieter now, raw.
“I act like I’m angry, but really? I’m just scared. I don’t know how to love you without making a mess of it. I don’t know how to stop being afraid of losing you.”
Tears welled up behind your eyes, and you didn’t try to stop them. “You don’t have to love me perfectly. You just have to love me honestly.”
“I do,” he said, voice breaking. “So much it terrifies me.”
You didn’t say anything at first. You just reached for him, your hands shaking slightly. And when he folded into your arms—when he let himself fall into you like gravity had been pulling him there all along—you held him like you meant it.
“I don’t need you to have all the answers,” you whispered into his hair. “I just need you to stop leaving the room before we find them together.”
He nodded against your shoulder, arms tightening around your waist like he couldn’t bear to let go again.
And in that breathless, overheated night, with pride and anger left behind on the living room floor, you found your way back to the love you’d both been trying—so clumsily, so desperately—to protect
Eventually, the quiet wrapped itself around you both like a threadbare blanket—fragile but binding. Neither of you moved right away. You just sat there, his fingers laced with yours, your foreheads pressed together, breathing in sync for the first time in what felt like days.
But the weight of exhaustion tugged gently at your limbs. Not just the tiredness that came from a sleepless night, but the ache that settles in after holding onto too much for too long.
“Come back to bed with me,” you whispered.
Woonhak nodded wordlessly, brushing his thumb once more over the back of your hand before rising. He didn’t let go. He never did—not really.
The walk to the bedroom was slow, the house still sticky with heat, the floor cool under your feet. The bed greeted you with the same crumpled sheets and too-warm air, but something felt different now. Softer. Lighter.
Woonhak climbed in first, lifting the edge of the duvet so you could slide beneath it. You followed without hesitation, letting the covers drape over the two of you like a truce. He pulled you close immediately, one arm curling around your waist, the other threading beneath your neck until you were fully wrapped in him—limbs tangling, chests pressed, heartbeats syncing like some quiet promise.
His embrace was warm. Too warm, by every definition that would normally have you tossing the blankets off with a groan.
But right now?
Right now, you didn’t mind it at all.
His warmth wasn’t stifling—it was steady. Familiar. The kind that anchored you. The kind that said you’re safe here, stay as long as you want.
You buried your face into the crook of his neck, breathing him in—the scent of his skin, a hint of detergent, something comforting and his. His thumb stroked lazy circles against your back. No words were needed anymore. You had already said the hard things.
Now, you could just be.
Woonhak let out a soft sigh against your hair. “Still too hot?” he murmured sleepily.
You shook your head, a faint smile tugging at your lips. “Not like this.”
He pressed a barely-there kiss to your temple, the motion slow, reverent. “Good.”
And with your body curled into his, limbs tangled beneath the worn duvet, his arms folded around you like a promise, the heat of the room softened. It didn’t vanish—June still pressed at the windows, thick and unrelenting—but it no longer mattered. Not here, not like this. Not with Woonhak’s breath brushing the top of your head in quiet rhythm, not with the slow, steady thump of his heartbeat anchoring you to something real.
His fingers traced gentle lines along your spine, barely there, like he was trying to memorize the shape of you all over again. One of his legs hooked around yours, drawing you closer until there wasn’t an inch of space left to give. You felt safe like this—wrapped up in someone who, even when you fought, always came back to hold you like you were something sacred.
You buried your face against his chest, inhaling the soft, lived-in scent of him—clean skin, faint detergent, a trace of sweat and something unmistakably him. You hated the heat. You always had.
The way it clung to everything. The way it made sleep feel like a chore. But in his arms, the warmth didn’t suffocate. It settled into you, deep and quiet, like sunlight through closed eyelids.
His thumb brushed slow circles over your hip. No words. Just presence. Just love, quiet and unspoken, expressed in the way he held you like you were the only thing that could steady his heart.
Your eyelids grew heavier with each breath, your body finally giving in—not because the air had cooled or the discomfort had lifted, but because being held like this made it easier to let go. To stop thinking. To rest.
And when sleep came, it came like mercy. It found you not in the absence of heat, but in the abundance of love.
Because even on the stickiest, sweatiest night of the year, Woonhak’s embrace was still your favorite kind of warmth. The kind that didn’t just wrap around your body—but reached in, quiet and steady, and held your heart too.
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