⌗ a handwritten letter leads you back to your first love and the words you didn’t manage to say before ࿔*:・゚
메시지: loosely based off their mama performance!! and merry christmas to those who celebrate ♡
it was a name you’d never forget; kim woonhak. he was your first love. kinda. you loved him, and that was undoubtedly true. but did you also happen to reject him when he had confessed his feelings for you? perhaps.
in your defence, he hadn’t just confessed – he confessed, gave you a bouquet, and kissed you. on the lips. it wasn’t to say that you didn’t like it, but pure shock. if you were given a second chance, another try of the same scenario, you wouldn’t waste a second to kiss him back and declare your undying love for him. for as long as you could form proper thoughts, you liked woonhak. you just kept it to yourself, knowing he wouldn’t feel the same. but of course, the one time you were given the opportunity to possibly date the guy of your dreams, you fumbled it.
what made it worse was that he lived just next door. if he fled across the country, existing in a completely different time zone, maybe you’d forget about the terrors of meeting his face again. however, with him being your literal neighbour, there was no way of avoiding him. you would spot his face in the dark hours of midnight while you threw away bags of trash, and the dull realization that he was the biggest loss you never won would sink deep into the pit of your stomach.
even though it’s been a whole year, you couldn’t get over it. you just wish the moment would repeat itself as if it were magic. because this time, you’d tell him the truth.
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the cold winter air slapped you like a slap to the face, freezing your feet that managed to slip out of your blanket. you quickly scrambled to slip on a hoodie as you noticed how the hairs on your arms sat straight on your skin, covering yourself in a thick layer of warmth.
as you walked downstairs, your mother handed you a thin envelope, decorated with a small smiley face in the corner. “woonhak came over earlier and wanted to give this to you. not sure what it’s about but he seemed nervous,” she said, eyeing the paper from where she was standing. “such a sweet boy, i wonder why he stopped coming over so often.” your mother sighed, unknowingly speaking directly to the reason behind it.
knowing the letter would likely break your heart, probably about how he’d lost feelings for you or something along those lines, you decided to go back up to your room, throwing yourself on your bed. you carefully tore into the letter, making sure to preserve the envelope just in case it was the last thing you’d get from woonhak. the letter was folded up four times, looking extremely small in the huge wrapping. you unraveled the now very creased paper, reading words that were obviously rewritten a couple times, proven by the eraser marks.
hey, do you remember me? it’s me, woonhak from next door!
last year, you rejected me… i cried all night ㅠㅠ
even my hyungs cried with me!!
but today, i’m bravely confessing again! you’ll listen, right?
come to the park @ 11:29pm
i hope i’ll see you there, y/n
-kwh
your heart couldn’t help but tighten at his words. of course you remember him, you don’t think you could even force yourself to forget him. after all, he’s the first love of your life, and hopefully your last, too.
just ten minutes before 11:29pm, you left your house, dressed in the same hoodie you had on in the morning. as you walked out of the front door, small crystals fell from above you, peppering the sleeve of your hoodie with white. the park looked beautiful. all the equipment had been littered with snow, except for a tall figure sitting on the swing, steadily swinging to and fro. it was woonhak.
once he noticed you, he got up, his hand rubbing the back of his neck. “you came,” he said with a weak smile, as if he expected you to ignore his request. “i know i already ruined things last time, but i can’t help but think about you all the time, y/n.” he sighed, breath turning into steam in the cold air. “could you just… listen? you don’t need to answer me or anything. i just need you to be here.”
you nodded, standing just in front of woonhak. “y/n, i’m sorry about last year. i really didn’t mean to kiss you, it was just a spur-of-the-moment sort of thing, and…” woonhak looked down to his feet, his fingers fiddling with the hem of his hoodie. “i thought that you rejecting me would help me, y’know… get you out of my mind and stuff, but you’re still there.” his eyes finally gazed at you, his expression downhearted. “i know it’s selfish to tell you this again, but until now, i like you. i don’t think this feeling is gonna leave me soon, or ever for that matter. i don’t expect you to say you like me too, considering what i did, but i need to let it out before my feelings eat me whole.” he lets out a long breath as he finishes his confession.
the tension between you two is suffocating. woonhak opens his mouth like he wants to say something, but promptly puts his lips back together, unable to find the right words.
“woonhak,” his head darts up, looking at you with hopeful yet unanticipated, bracing himself for his second heartbreak. “ever since the day we started talking, i’ve had a crush on you.”
the words hit him like a brick to the head, waking him up like he had been splashed with water. “w-what? y/n, you-” he’s blinking faster as if it’ll help him figure out what to say, but his mouth runs dry.
“let me talk, woon.” you chuckle, sniffling at the chilly weather. “that night, when you confessed, i didn’t reject you, woonhak. i couldn’t get a word out because you kissed me, and when i tried to speak, you left my house and didn’t show up the next day.” you can slowly see the pieces fitting into the puzzle in woonhak’s mind just through his eyes. “i like you. a lot. so please, give me another chance?”
rather than telling you a yes or no, he took your face in both of his hands and pressed his lips to yours. it was like déjà vu. last year, you told yourself you’d never let the moment slip out of your grasp if it ever managed to come back, and today, you’d fulfill that.
he leaned in slowly, giving you every chance to pull away. but you don’t. when your lips meet, it’s soft – feeling warm despite the cold. you kiss him back properly this time, filling it with the desire you wish you had given this time last year. you can feel him smile against your lips, like he’s been waiting for this exact moment, because he probably has.
when you pull away, your breaths mingle in small clouds. “let me make it up to you for last year and let me treat you right, if it’s not too late. please?”
synopsis; no matter the form, he always comes back to you.
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you know you’re in trouble the moment a green cat drops onto your lap and refuses to move.
"woonhak,” you sigh, not looking down. “im reading.”
the cat stares at you slow, its tail twitching quick. suddenly - he’s a person, half-dropped on the sofa, legs dangling off, head now resting on your thigh like it’s the most natural thing in the world.
"i can read too,” he says. “you’re just ignoring me.”
"you turned into a cat.”
"exactly. that was my final attempt.”
you glance down at him. his eyes are half-lidded, hair falling into his face, expression unguarded in a way he rarely allows. beast boy is loud, flashy, always moving. woonhak like this—quiet, still—is something only you get to see.
"you’re clingy today,” you say gently.
he hums. “big mission earlier.”
"that was three days ago.”
"yeah, well.” he shifts, fingers curling lightly into the fabric of your sleeve. “it stuck.”
you don’t comment on that. you’ve learned not to push when he gets like this.
the alarm blares before either of you can relax further.
the mission is messy.
hostile terrain, unpredictable enemy, too many civilians nearby. you’re moving in sync with the team when something goes wrong.
a blast throws you off balance, and you hit the ground hard, vision blurring.
you hear your name.
then there’s weight over you, protective, shielding—as woonhak lands beside you, already shifting through forms too fast to track.
"talk to me,” he says, hands on your shoulders. “please.”
“im fine,”you say, even if your chest aches bad.yet still, it’s only breathless pain
he breathes out unevenly, head tilting down to touch your forehead - just for a moment - then shifts away. “don’t pull that stunt. don’t make me panic like this.”
"i didn’t plan it.”
"i know,” he says. “that’s the problem.”
the rest of the mission blurs. you finish it. you always do. but woonhak never leaves your side—not during extraction, not during debrief, not even when medics clear you.
back at the tower, he follows you into your room without a word.
you sit on the edge of the bed, rolling your shoulder carefully. “you can sit, you know.”
"i know.” he doesn’t.
he stands there for a long moment, fists clenched at his sides.
"i don’t like it,” he says finally. “how easy it is to imagine a world where you’re not here.”
you look up at him.
"i've almost died,” he continues quietly. “a lot. i joke about it because if i don’t, it gets too heavy. but when it’s you? i can’t laugh it off.”
you stand and step closer. “woonhak.”
"i don’t want to be the guy who’s always joking when it matters,” he says. “and i don’t want to hide behind turning into something else when I feel too much.”
a dim green light shivers near his form - raw, wild, without order.
"so im not going to do that now.”
he meets your eyes.
"i love you.”
the words hang in the air, steady and certain. no rambling. no joke. just truth.
your chest tightens.
you reach for his hands, grounding him. the glow fades.
"i love you too,” you say. “i’ve loved you. for a while.”
his breath catches. “yeah?”
you nod. “yeah.”
he chuckles - quiet, nothing showy. just tension melting away. then he wraps you up in a hold that's gentle yet firm, as if scared you'd vanish any second.
"youre my anchor,” he murmurs into your hair. “no matter what i turn into, i always come back to you.”
you tilt your head up. “you don’t have to transform to stay.”
he smiles, soft and real. “i know. that’s the best part.”
he leans in and kisses you soft, calm, like hes sure of everything. you draw away slightly but he keeps close, pressing his brows to yours, his gaze bright.
"so” he says, squeezing your hands. “for the record.”
𝓹recis ⠀ : ⠀woonhak, who has always been good at keeping his feelings to himself, can’t hold it in anymore𑁋especially after seeing you so happy with someone that is not him, and it hurts so much that his heart is about burst.
ᅠ 김운학 ⠀⠀◜◡◝ ⠀⠀𝒇 reader ⠀wc 3k ⠀ genre fluff angst if you squint childhood friends to lovers ⠀ contains mentions of food skinship nmixx kyujin ⠀ tagging @a-dream-bookmark ,@/k-labels , @k-nets , @k-films , @sgz-net @onedoornet
ᅠ ᅠ BEST ENJOYED WITH .. mean it by lauv and lany, die for you by the weeknd, paper rings by taylor swift, about you by the 1975.
ᅠ note ᅠ from ᅠ 𝐋𝐈𝐋𝐈 ! ᅠ hi this is a procrastination fic from me because i’m supposed to be finishing a jay fic.. LOLZ pls enjoy whatever this is...!!!
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WOONHAK has always thought that you’re beautiful. In both the you’re-my-friend-of-course-you’re-pretty way and the I-think-I’m-in-love-with-my-own-best-friend way, he’s always known that you’re the prettiest person he’s ever had and will lay his eyes on. Though, he’ll never admit this in front of you in the usual blunt and straightforward way he’d compliment you—your beauty is the one thing he’s too afraid to talk about. Not that he doesn’t find you pretty; it’s the fact that he’s too scared he’ll cross the line.
Woonhak usually has no problem with telling you how gorgeous you are everyday—simply because of the fact he’s never felt the need to urgently say so.
Besides, he’s only gotten the slimmest chance to say it out loud—though, he knows that his answers to your daily questions lack the genuinity of his feelings.
“Woonhak, does this hair clip look pretty on me?”
“Yeah, it does. I like–”
“Thank you, Woon!”
“Woon, do I look okay today?”
“Yes, you always do–”
“Thanks, Woonhak!”
“Woonhak, quick, does this skirt look good on me?”
“Girl, of course–”
“Thank you, Woon!”
He’s seen you bare faced—the real essence of your beauty—almost every single day, to the point that he can’t find the words to describe it anymore. And the fact that he sits in the back row and often sleeps in English class doesn’t help him find the words too.
However, today is the first time Woonhak has ever laid eyes upon you with makeup on. Full glam.
And he doesn’t know how to react.
You’re beautiful, Woonhak knows that.
Though, today, donning makeup that perfectly suits your features, it highlights your looks into a level of elegance he’s never noticed about you before.
You’re actually so so attractive.
Woonhak watches, standing perfectly still, as you run up to him, a mixture of excitement and nervousness painted across your face.
“Woon!” you say, precisely stopping right in front of him. You give him a wide smile, unknowingly causing your best friend’s heart to race like crazy.
“Yeah?” he answers, already breathless.
You grin. “Do I look okay? I’ve got theatre auditions in the third period so I did my makeup with Kyujin.”
“I…” Woonhak feels tingles through his skin, suddenly feeling weak in his knees. “Um…”
“C’mon! Don’t be afraid,” you urge, still smiling, innocently unaware of the state of your childhood best friend. Woonhak is beginning to see hearts floating around you, and you’re still flashing him an excited, rather adorable smile that makes him wanna jump across the line.
“You look beautiful,” he finally manages to say, his voice breathy, “as always.”
BEING the person you’ve known as your best friend ever since you could walk, Woonhak has seen you through all the stages of your life—the messy stage of elementary school, the ugly emo haircuts in middle school, and now, through the life changing phase of high school—where some of the boys you found cute in elementary school have all turned handsome.
Including Woonhak.
You’ve grown conscious of how he’s now so obviously taller than you, how he gets you wide-eyed and sometimes even flustered when he’s leaning in to listen to your whispers, how his cheerful smile makes you feel like life is worth living. You’ve grown to accept that your childhood best friend, Woonhak, has turned out to be ridiculously handsome and you didn’t even realise when that happened.
However, you’re aware of the fact that the little feelings you have in your heart for Woonhak are not worth the risk of losing your life-long friendship with him.
“How was the audition?” Woonhak asks, as soon as you step to him, walking out of the theatre. His eyes are trained onto you, looking extremely curious.
You flash him a grin. “I think it went… okay. I’m not sure I’ll get the lead role, but if I don’t, hopefully I’ll get a supporting role or something.”
“Hey,” Woonhak exclaims, nudging you. His gaze hardens with enthusiasm. “You will get the lead role! I know it!”
You laugh, shaking your head as you nudge him back. “You’re just saying that because you’re my best friend.”
“No,” Woonhak says firmly, almost too quickly. “I’m saying it because it’s true.”
Your eyes meet for a second longer than they should, and something unspoken begins to settle between you. It’s not awkward, exactly—but it’s heavy. Warm. Unfamiliar. You look away first, heart fluttering in a way you wish it wouldn’t.
You clear your throat, forcing a confident expression back onto your face. “Well… if I do get the part, you have to come watch me, okay?”
Woonhak’s lips twitch into a smile. “Only if you promise not to cry on stage during the curtain call.”
“I make zero promises,” you shoot back, grinning.
Woonhak laughs, and it’s the kind that makes your chest feel full and your stomach flip. Though, you maintain your composure, still looking at him with a normal expression. He looks at you again, softer this time, the corners of his eyes crinkling. “Hey, you’re really amazing, you know?”
There’s a moment of silence.
You blink.
“What?” you laugh it off sheepishly.
You eye him, “okay, Mr. Sentimental. What’s gotten into you today?”
“Nothing. Nothing at all,” Woonhak replies, his words calm and serious. He shrugs, and the soft smile doesn’t fade. “Just… I meant it.”
“Oh.”
You look at him, blinking rapidly. At a loss for words, you bump Woonhak’s shoulder lightly with yours.
“Thank you, Woonhak.”
And although those words are simple and easy for you to say, you both feel a certain weight behind them.
The lunch bell then rings, shattering whatever tension that started to settle around you and Woonhak. You both jump, and Woonhak quickly slings his backpack over his shoulder.
“Okay, c’mon,” Woonhak says. He leans in, brushing a stray eyelash on your cheek like it’s the most natural thing in the world. “We’re gonna be late.”
You don’t move for a second, brain short-circuiting. Did he… always do that? Has he ever done that?
A second later, you break out of your trance and follow him anyway, trying not to overthink the weird feelings swirling in your chest.
AT lunch, when you approach the usual table, Kyujin is already there, scrolling through her phone. She looks up as you take a seat, then grins. “So,” she says, her eyes glinting with mischief, “what did Woonhak say about your makeup?”
You notice her purposefully pressing her voice at his name.
“Him?” you sigh, glancing at Woonhak, who’s sitting across from you with a spoon of bibimbap halfway to his mouth. Then, nonchalantly, you say, “he said I look beautiful.”
Woonhak freezes mid-bite, and coughs as he looks up. “I did?”
Kyujin whistles. “Beautiful, huh? That’s a new one.”
“Yeah,” you say, poking at your lunch to avoid looking at either of them. “Guess he’s learning how to compliment properly.”
Woonhak clears his throat. “Well, you did look—uh, I mean, you do look—um—”
Kyujin raises her eyebrows, grinning.
You finally glance up, shoving food into your mouth, and Woonhak’s face is so red. You want to tease him, but the butterflies in your stomach refuse.
Later, when you and Woonhak are walking home, like always, it’s quiet for the first time in a while. The nice, comforting kind of quiet.
Woonhak walks close to you. So close, your arms keep brushing against each other.
“You know, I meant it,” he says suddenly. “What I said earlier.”
You blink up at him, “about what?”
Woonhak rubs the back of his neck before awkwardly putting his hand back to the side. “About…” he looks away, his ears now pink, “you being beautiful.”
The air shifts again. Something settles between the two of you, some kind of heavy weight that you can’t quite name. You should say something. You know you should. But you don’t. You’re too scared.
So instead, you nudge him lightly with your shoulder. “You’re not too bad yourself, Woon.”
Woonhak laughs, and the moment passes as he begins to talk about something else. But you can’t take your eyes off him, and the feeling lingers.
THE next few days, Woonhak decides to crash your place to study for the midterms that are coming next week. He’s sitting on your bedroom floor, back against the bed frame, surrounded by open textbooks and highlighters. You, on the other hand, lay on your stomach on the bed, pencil between your teeth, hair a little messy from how many times you've pushed it back.
“You’re not even looking at the page,” he says, flicking the page of your textbook. “So much for teasing me just now.”
You roll your eyes. “I am!”
“Really?” Woonhak raises his eyebrow.
“I am looking,” you mumble around the pencil. “I’m just… absorbing it through osmosis.”
Woonhak rolls his eyes, but he laughs. “You’re such a mess.”
You stick your tongue out at him, but somehow, your heart feels warm. His words feel… weirdly affectionate. “Don’t care.”
Woonhak shakes his head as he grimaces. “Shut up, get back to studying.”
“Eh,” you say in a tone that’s mocking him, “whatever.”
Woonhak doesn’t say anything. Instead, he leans back, watching you with a soft look in his eyes. When you glance at him, feeling his stare on you, he quickly looks away.
“I don’t know how you make even studying look cute,” he mutters under his breath.
You feel your breath catch, but you pretend you didn’t hear him. You’re not sure what you’d say if you did.
You turn your focus back to your work, deciding that it’s better to plague your head with a headache due to physics rather than whatever is going on between you and Woonhak.
A week later, you’re at the school library after school hours. You’re with Woonhak, of course. Kyujin was with you as well, but she had left almost an hour ago—she was too drowsy to continue studying in the silent library with dim lighting.
You and Woonhak are both hunched over the same textbook, heads almost touching, trying to find answers to a question that you both can’t find the answers for.
Woonhak turns a page and your hands brush. Neither of you moves away.
“Woonhak,” you say, voice raspy. He looks up upon hearing your name escape your lips, and your noses are mere inches away.
“Do you ever think about college?” you ask quietly, like the silence of the library will swallow it. “We’ll be seniors next year.”
Woonhak hums. “Sometimes. Mostly about if we’ll end up at the same one.”
Your heart skips. “Yeah?”
“Yeah,” he says, his lips forming a soft, small smile. “Feels weird to imagine not seeing you every day.”
You don’t know what to say to that, either. So you just nod and keep reading, even though none of the words make sense anymore.
YOUR phone buzzes at 2:34 a.m.
Tofu Woonhak calling...
You had been studying late at night, even after spending an entire day studying at the library. You don’t expect Woonhak to still be awake at this time. You blink, confused, then answer. “Woonhak?”
“You’re still awake,” he says, voice low and gentle. Sleepy. “I knew it.”
You smile tiredly, curling up in your desk chair. “Just studying. Midterms are pure evil, you know?”
“Even on the smartest girl ever?”
You sigh. “Me? I wish…”
“You sound exhausted.”
He knew, of course. Just from hearing how your response is.
“I am exhausted.”
There’s a pause, then, “I just wanted to check on you. Make sure you are taking breaks.”
Your heart does that annoying fluttery thing again. You swallow before answering. “You’re too nice to me.”
“You’re my best friend,” he says softly, and the way he says it makes you ache. You shift uncomfortably in your chair.
“…Woonhak?”
“Yeah?” His voice is low it gives you tingles.
“You should sleep.”
“Not until you promise to take a break in the next ten minutes.”
You laugh, voice soft. “Fine. Ten minutes.”
He doesn’t hang up right away. Neither do you.
THE first Monday after midterms, you’re standing outside the theatre classroom, feeling giddy after being announced that you’re going to be playing as the female lead in the upcoming play.
You’re chatting and laughing with your guy classmate, who’s from your cast—the male lead—tall, charming, annoyingly good-looking. He hands you something—maybe a small snack or a drink—and you accept it with a grateful smile.
Woonhak sees all of it from down the hall.
He wasn’t looking for you, but he always seems to find you anyway.
His chest tightens in a way he doesn’t like. His feet feel heavy, like they don’t know whether to move toward you or walk the other way.
You look so… happy.
He hates how much it makes his stomach twist. But he can’t pull his eyes away.
When you finally spot him, you wave enthusiastically. “Woon!”
He instinctively waves back, but he’s forcing a smile. The guy beside you glances at him, then leans in to say something to you that makes you laugh again.
Woonhak has to look away.
For the first time, he wonders what it would feel like to lose you to someone else.
IT’S already dark outside when you exit the building, a bag slung over your shoulder, the last of your castmates waving goodbye. Theatre practice had finished late today, and you didn’t expect anyone to be waiting—most people left a while ago.
But there he is. Woonhak. Leaning against the brick wall beside the exit, hands shoved in his pockets, head tilted up at the sky like he’s been lost in thought.
You blink in surprise. You run up to him. “Woon? What are you still doing here?”
Woonhak startles a bit, knocking himself out of his trance and straightening up. “Hey. I… was just waiting.”
“For me?” You laugh lightly. You shove him using your elbow. “You could’ve just gone home, you know.”
“I know,” he says, a little too quickly, his voice strained. He does not spare you a glance. “I just—God, why do you keep acting like this is nothing?”
You freeze. Why is he suddenly mad? “…Like what’s nothing?”
Woonhak runs a hand through his hair, frustrated. “Like I’m just some guy who’s always going to wait around for you. Who’s always going to be there—watching you laugh with other people, watching some theatre guy flirt with you—smiling like it doesn’t kill me inside.”
Your breath catches. What is this about?
“Woonhak—”
“I can’t do it anymore,” Woonhak says, eyes blazing as he turns sharply to you. “I can’t keep pretending like I don’t care, like I’m fine just being your best friend, when every part of me—”
He cuts himself off, chest heaving.
There’s silence. Real, heavy, heart-stopping silence. The kind that feels like it’s stabbing you right in the chest.
You step closer, voice barely a whisper. You want to know. “Every part of you… what?”
Woonhak exhales shakily, eyes finally meeting yours. “Every part of me is in love with you.”
The words hang there between you, raw and unpolished. Heavy and honest.
Your heart pounds so loud it echoes in your ears. You don’t know what to say—not because you don’t feel the same, but because you do.
Too much.
And that’s terrifying.
You freeze.
The words hit you like a wave—I’m in love with you—and suddenly it’s all too loud. Your heartbeat, the crickets outside, the silence that stretches after.
You open your mouth, but no sound comes out. You can’t feel your fingers, and your breath is stuck in your throat. There are too many thoughts, too many feelings, and not enough air.
So you do the only thing your panicked brain tells you to do.
You run.
You don’t even know where you’re going—you know just that you need to move. That staying in front of him, in that moment, might shatter something fragile inside you. It might even burst you.
“Wait—wait!” Woonhak calls, the sound of his footsteps following closely behind. “Y/N!”
You don’t stop.
You can’t.
You hear him catching up, the rhythm of his breath uneven. “Y/N, stop!”
You don’t listen to him. Not until you reach the empty courtyard behind the school, the soft glow of the streetlights washing everything in gold.
Then, finally, you find yourself coming to a stop.
Your back is to him. Shoulders heaving.
Woonhak catches up, breathless and frustrated. “Why did you run?”
You can’t face him yet. “I didn’t know what to say.”
“Then say anything,” he says, voice breaking. “Yell at me. Tell me I’m an idiot. Say you hate me—just don’t run away like that.”
You slowly turn to him.
Your voice is soft. “I didn’t run because I hated you, Woonhak.”
He takes a cautious step closer. His eyes tremble, his voice shaky. “Then why?”
Your hands tremble. You close your eyes, then, “because I love you, too, Woonhak.”
His breath catches. You slowly open your eyes, and you finally meet his eyes, and this time you don’t look away.
“I’ve loved you for so long it scared me,” you continue, voice shaking. “And I thought if I told you, I’d lose the one thing that’s always been certain in my life—you.”
Woonhak stares at you like he can’t believe what he’s hearing. And then—
He’s in front of you. Close. Closer than he’s ever been.
“Y/N, I… I was always yours,” he says quietly. “You couldn’t have lost me even if you tried.”
And with that, his hand finds yours—fingers lacing together like they’ve been waiting their whole lives to do it. He leans closer, and his lips find yours.
It’s a quick peck—nothing monumental, just a soft brush against your lips. But it’s enough.
Enough to pour his feelings onto your heart, telling you the things he needed you to know all these while.
There’s no grand gesture. No fireworks.
Just two best friends, standing in the soft glow of the night, finally saying the things they were too scared to say before.
IN WHICH your missions with Superboy always ended in biting words and rolled eyes, so being sent to Fort Marshall as a newlywed couple felt less like co-ops and more like a cruel joke set up by Batman and the rest of the Young Justice for a quick laugh. The charade forces you into close quarters where every glance and every touch has to look convincing under scrutinizing eyes. What begins as another battle of stubborn pride shifts when the mission unravels around you, and the rivalry you’ve always clung to no longer feels like the whole truth. Disabling the satellite should be simple, but between the staged dances, the tightrope of secrecy, and the way every touch lingers longer than it should, you both begin to realize that it takes two to tango—and somewhere in the act, you may have stopped pretending.
FEATURING boynextdoor's woonhak as superboy and reader as seraphim, protégé of saturn girl ft. uncle kibong as alfred
GENRE frenemies to lovers, golden retriever x black cat, fake marriage au, action, humor, mutual pining, and the one bed trope (WC. 16.8k)
WARNINGS cursing, mentions of violence, injuries and bleeding, and mentions of weapons
NOTES FINALLY !! ik i haven't been the most active recently and i apologize for that T^T uni has been totally kicking my butt . BUT ALAS i managed to find some time to write and participate in this wonderful wonderful collab ! thank you soso much to gill for hosting and thank you so much to the rest of the members of the collab for the constant support, talks, and laughs even tho i went m.i.a halfway thru 💔 also plz forgive me and my insane wc i actually don't know what happened... i just blacked out and there was 16k words,, anyway hope you enjoy !! <3 not proofread we ball lolz
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The sun bled across the horizon, a molten spill of oranges and deep crimsons that clung to the sky like fire on water. Long shadows stretched over the empty desert highway when you and Woonhak finally pulled over. The engines of your motorbikes ticked faintly as they cooled, the only sound in the vast silence of Nevada’s nothingness.
The gas station looked like a forgotten relic—its neon buzz barely audible over the cicadas, its convenience store glowing faintly against the dusk. Inside, it smelled of bleach and old coffee. Fluorescent lights hummed overhead, bathing the empty aisles in a sterile glow. You wandered slowly, basketless, arms gradually filling with garish snack bags and neon-colored energy drinks until it felt like you were carrying a mountain of sugar and sodium.
The automatic door sighed open as you pushed through, a bell chiming weakly overhead. “Thanks,” you mumbled to the lone, half-asleep cashier before stepping back into the desert air.
Outside, Woonhak leaned against his motorbike as if he belonged in a glossy magazine spread—though with his chin drooping to his chest and arms crossed, he looked more like a kid dozing in detention than a poster boy. His hair shifted slightly with the wind, and for a fleeting moment, the painted sky behind him made the scene look almost cinematic.
“So,” you called, dropping your spoils onto your bike’s seat with a clatter of crinkling wrappers, “got any bright ideas about how we’re sneaking in?”
His head lifted slowly, eyes hazy, and then sharpened just in time to catch the energy drink you offered. He cracked it open like it was second nature, downing the first sip before answering.
“Nope. Figured you’d think of something. You’re the brains.”
You rolled your eyes, the faintest smirk tugging at your lips. “Which is why I already called Alfred. He’s got something lined up.”
Woonhak tilted his head, brow furrowed. “Then why ask me at all?”
“Wanted you to pretend you were helping,” you said, shrugging with a playful grin. His frown softened into a pout.
“You’re so mean.”
“You’re just a big ol’ baby,” you teased.
He opened his mouth for a comeback, but the sharp beep-beep of your wristwatch silenced him. You glanced down, smirking at his aborted protest, and tapped the display. A soft blue glow unfolded in the dry evening air as Alfred’s hologram materialized—tall, steady, and comfortingly familiar, though tinted with flickers of static.
“You’re in luck,” he began, voice carrying the crisp precision of someone who had been through a hundred such briefings. “Fort Marshall is hosting a two-day military ball for its seventy-fifth anniversary.”
Woonhak slid closer, his shadow overlapping yours on the cracked asphalt. He leaned just enough to peer over your shoulder. “And that means…?”
“It means you’ll infiltrate as a military couple. Superboy as a decorated officer, Seraphim as his wife.”
Heat shot to your cheeks so fast it startled you. “His wife?!” The words cracked out too loud against the quiet desert. You fumbled, voice lowering. “That’s absurd. Isn’t there another way? We’ve snuck into tighter places than this.”
Alfred’s holographic head shook. “Not this time. The fort is locked down. Security is layered thick, especially with the high-profile guests in attendance. Disguises are your only option.”
You sighed, fingers twitching against your thigh. The silence stretched, broken only by the faint fizz of Woonhak’s half-finished drink.
Then, warm and close, his voice slid into the space between. “What’s the fuss, honey?” he drawled, each word dripping with mock sweetness. “Sounds perfect to me.”
Your teeth clenched. You wanted to elbow him square in the ribs. “Don’t start.”
Turning back, you exhaled slowly. “Fine. What’s the plan?”
Dawn rose pale and merciless, the desert sky already bleached toward white by the coming heat. The Nevada air clung like sandpaper to your skin, seeping into every seam of your dress. You tugged at the thin navy strap digging into your shoulder, irritation building with the humidity that wasn’t supposed to exist in the desert.
Behind you, Woonhak wrestled with his bowtie, the crisp fabric of his ceremonial uniform at odds with his restless hands. His chest gleamed with pins and medals whose significance you couldn’t name, though they caught the sunlight with each frustrated movement.
Beyond the lot, sleek limousines glided up the paved road toward the fort, pausing beneath the scrutiny of armed guards before being waved through the towering gates. The glint of sunlight on rifles was impossible to ignore.
You bent slightly, checking the straps hidden beneath your skirt. The cool press of knives against your thigh grounded you, the last piece of you beneath layers of someone else’s costume. The hem of your dress brushed against your knees, swishing like something foreign and delicate.
“Goddamn it!” Woonhak exploded suddenly, fists dropping in defeat. His bowtie dangled crooked and useless.
You let out a scoff, heels wobbling as you crossed to him. “Come here.”
He obeyed instantly, bottom lip jutted like a child caught misbehaving. He held the tie out to you, big hands clumsy in their frustration.
You took it with deft fingers, standing close enough to smell the clean starch of his uniform, the faint trace of motor oil still lingering on his skin. He averted his gaze, eyes fixed on the horizon as if the rising sun was more interesting than your concentration.
“There,” you said, tightening the last loop and stepping away quickly. “Done. Now let’s go.”
The trunk of the black sports car Alfred had provided shut with a satisfying slam. Inside, the leather smelled faintly of soap, the polished interior almost too pristine for the dust of the desert. You slipped into the passenger seat, sighing in relief as the cushioned leather cooled your overheated skin.
“You’re driving,” you declared.
His brows arched. “Why?”
“Because we’re a traditional couple now. The wife doesn’t drive.”
He barked out a laugh, shaking his head as he slid into the driver’s seat with smooth ease. “If you say so. For the record? I think women are terrifyingly good drivers.”
“Careful. If this weren’t an op, I’d strap you to the roof.”
“Awh, you flatter me, darling.”
His hand brushed over yours in mock affection, and your powers jolted before you could stop them. The telepathic sting bit sharply enough that he winced, clutching his temple.
“Jesus—that hurt! What was that for?”
“Don’t just grab my hand like that!” you hissed, heart still racing. “You scared me.”
He gritted his teeth, wincing. “Scared you? You nearly fried my brain.”
“…Sorry.” The word slipped out too quietly. You fixed your gaze on the tinted window, cheeks burning hotter than the rising desert sun.
He shot you a sideways glance, surprise flickering across his features. “Did you just apologize?”
You smirked faintly. “I do when I’m wrong.”
“Correction: you’ve never apologized to me before.”
“Maybe I’ve just never been wrong when it comes to you.”
Woonhak knew there was no point in retorting.
The car purred down the desert road, its engine smooth as silk, a stark contrast to the gravel-throated roar of your bikes. Ahead, Fort Marshall loomed like a jagged shadow against the pale morning sky. Its walls of concrete and steel fencing rose high, barbed wire glinting with cruel sharpness in the sun. Guard towers dotted the perimeter, rifles angled down, watchful and unblinking. Even from here, the weight of scrutiny pressed against the windshield, making the air inside feel thinner.
The closer you got, the more your pulse quickened. Lines of glossy cars inched forward at the checkpoint, their polished chrome flashing in the light. Security moved briskly from vehicle to vehicle, their clipped voices muffled but authoritative, their eyes darting with the practiced sharpness of hawks. The air reeked faintly of gasoline, hot asphalt, and the unmistakable tang of military-grade tension.
Beside you, Woonhak drummed his fingers against the steering wheel. Not nervous—never nervous—but restless, like a predator forced to crawl instead of sprint.
By the time you rolled up to the gate, silence had fallen between you.
“Good morning,” the soldier barked, his face obscured by aviators. His posture was ramrod straight, voice rehearsed down to its syllables. “Name?”
“Kim, Woonhak,” your partner replied smoothly. His voice carried the easy weight of someone who belonged here. He tilted his head toward you, lips curving faintly. “And my wife, Y/N L/N.”
The soldier typed rapidly into his terminal. Seconds stretched. His frown deepened. “There is no such name in the system.”
A cold current slid through your veins. For the first time, Woonhak faltered. “There must be a mistake—”
You leaned forward before he could unravel the illusion. The seatbelt tugged tight across your chest as you slid across the console, angling yourself so your eyes locked with the soldier’s.
“Officer,” you began, your voice low, steady, a hum beneath the desert’s dry air. “There must’ve been a mix-up. We declined the invitation at first—my husband was still overseas, on assignment. But then the situation changed.”
You let the words pour slower, dripping into the cracks of his focus. Your power brushed against his mind like fingertips smoothing fabric. His thoughts were taut, ordered, rigid—and you pulled delicately at the threads.
“He couldn’t bear the thought of missing the seventy-fifth anniversary of the first ever base he called home,” you continued, your voice laced with warmth. You tilted your head toward Woonhak, who blinked but caught on.
“Right,” he said quickly, leaning into the act.
“And surely,” you murmured, your eyes still locked on the soldier’s, “you wouldn’t turn away Colonel Kim. Second cousin to the Minister of Defense.”
The name fell like a pebble into water, rippling through the soldier’s composure. His gaze faltered, shoulders loosening by imperceptible degrees. You felt the exact moment his mind began to bend, the rigid walls softening, making space for the version of truth you painted.
“Yes… yes, of course,” he stammered. “Colonel Kim. And his wife. Please, forgive me. You may enter.”
The gate arm lifted with a hydraulic groan.
You slumped back against your seat, pulse thrumming, your body heavy with the aftertaste of the exertion. Woonhak’s lips parted in a silent whistle.
“You’re terrifying when you do that,” he muttered, easing the car forward.
“You’re just noticing now?”
The car rolled beneath the looming arch of the fort. Barbed wire blurred past the windows, replaced by the ordered sprawl of the base—barracks lined with precision, parade grounds trimmed within an inch of perfection, the air carrying the faint metallic scent of oil and gunpowder.
An attendant in a starched uniform opened your door with mechanical courtesy. The moment your heels hit the asphalt, the world around you shifted. Soldiers moved like gears in a clock, their steps sharp and synchronized. A few cast glances your way—polite, but assessing, as though weighing your worth against the medals stitched to Woonhak’s chest.
He stepped forward, offering his arm with a gravitas so uncharacteristic you almost laughed. “Shall we?”
The fabric of his uniform pulled taut against the swell of his bicep. You bit your lip before slipping your hand into the crook of his elbow.
“We shall,” you answered softly.
Together, you walked into the lion’s den.
The parade grounds smelled of fresh-cut grass. Morning sunlight bounced off rows of brass buttons and polished boots, the air vibrating with ceremony. Flags snapped crisply overhead, their colors vivid against the pale sky.
You stood beside Woonhak, who looked every inch the decorated officer—even if you knew his bowtie had nearly defeated him an hour earlier. His posture was stiff, chest broad, medals gleaming like they’d always belonged to him.
“Quit fidgeting,” you whispered, noticing his fingers twitching against his sleeve.
“I can’t help it,” he muttered back, his voice pitched low. “This shit is so boring.”
The remark nearly pulled a laugh out of you, but someone a few rows back hissed, shushing sharply. You pressed your knuckles against your mouth, shoulders shaking with suppressed giggles.
The commander’s voice droned on, carrying tales of legacy and sacrifice. Words blurred together in the heavy heat, but the 21-gun salute that followed cracked through the monotony like thunder. Each shot rolled through your bones, echoed by the roar of fighter jets slicing across the sky. The crowd stiffened in awe, while you fought the urge to jump at each booming report.
Beside you, Woonhak stifled a yawn, his eyes glazed with impatience. And despite the danger surrounding you, you almost wanted to laugh again.
The commander’s speech finally faded into polite applause, and the crowd slowly dispersed into smaller knots of people. Sunlight spilled over the parade grounds, catching on medals and polished heels, painting the morning in hard, unforgiving brightness.
You barely had a moment to breathe before an officer in a starched white uniform clapped his hands sharply. “Ladies and gentlemen, if you’ll follow me, we’ll begin a brief tour of the fort before refreshments are served.”
Groups of couples formed almost instinctively, clustering in neat rows like chess pieces on a board. You and Woonhak fell into step with half a dozen others, your arm still looped through his, the heat of his body radiating against your side.
The officer guiding your group had the voice of a seasoned lecturer—dry but practiced, his words rolling out like bullets chambered one after another. He gestured with sharp precision toward each landmark you passed: the barracks, the old mess hall, the training grounds where the dirt was pitted from years of drills.
“This fort was founded in 1950,” he said proudly, his boots clicking in time with his cadence. “It has stood as a cornerstone of American defense for seventy-five years. Over twenty thousand soldiers have trained here, including our own colonel, who is with us today.”
Heads turned toward Woonhak. For one awful second, you felt his hand tense against yours. His smile froze on his face like a photograph, bright but brittle.
You jumped in before the silence had teeth. “Yes, darling, you’ve told me so many stories about this place.”
“Have I?” he said blankly.
A ripple of polite laughter rolled through the group, the other couples exchanging knowing looks. One woman in pearls leaned closer, whispering loud enough for everyone to hear: “Newlyweds. They’re still figuring each other out.”
Your cheeks flushed hot. You forced a brittle laugh. “Ah, yes, newlyweds. Of course.”
Woonhak tilted his head at you with infuriating amusement, eyes glinting. He leaned closer, his breath brushing your ear. “Guess that makes you my blushing bride.”
“Play along or I’ll fry your brain where you stand,” you muttered through clenched teeth, your lips stretched in what you hoped passed as a smile.
Another round of chuckles rippled behind you. One man nudged his wife knowingly. “Ah, young love. Always bickering, aren’t they?”
You wanted to sink into the asphalt.
The officer droned on, oblivious to your unraveling cover. “This section of the fort was used during the Cold War as a missile command center…” His words blurred at the edges of your focus, drowned beneath the steady hum of your telepathy.
Keeping two hundred minds bent around the same illusion was like holding your breath while running uphill. Every second stretched your focus thin, every slip of concentration threatening to expose you. Already you could feel cracks forming—some soldiers’ thoughts leaned toward suspicion, while others softened into a hazy certainty that you and Woonhak had been married only weeks, still caught in the glow of honeymoon fever.
A woman in a bright red dress beamed at you, her voice dripping with delight. “How long has it been since the wedding?”
Your stomach flipped. Before you could answer, Woonhak chimed in with a grin too wide. “Five years.”
“Six months,” you corrected instantly.
The group burst into laughter again. One of the men clapped Woonhak on the shoulder. “Don’t worry, Colonel. They always remember the dates better than we do.”
Your jaw ached from forcing your smile.
As the officer led you deeper into the fort—past armories that smelled of oil and steel, past memorial walls carved with names—the hypnosis stretched tighter in your mind. Threads of thought tangled, dozens of voices weaving their disbelief into questions you had to smother before they reached their lips.
You caught Woonhak sneaking a glance at you. For once, there was no teasing in his expression—just a flicker of unease. He could sense it too: the fragile balance of your illusion, the razor-thin line between success and exposure.
You squeezed his arm lightly, both a warning and a reassurance. “Smile,” you whispered, lips unmoving.
He did, and to anyone watching, you looked like nothing more than a bickering couple, caught between irritation and affection. But beneath the smiles, both of you knew the truth: one wrong word, one slip of concentration, and two hundred people would remember that you weren’t supposed to be here.
The officer’s voice marched on, steady as a drumbeat: statistics, dates, names of generals who had once walked these same grounds. But the sound blurred in your ears, like words underwater. The sun was too bright, the air too thick. Every breath you took was tangled in the threads of two hundred minds, their thoughts a relentless tide pulling you in every direction at once.
It wasn’t just bending one soldier’s suspicion. It was bending them all—officers, spouses, aides, every pair of eyes and ears in this place. Their disbelief rose like weeds, and every time you pulled one out, another sprouted. You felt it in your bones, the sheer drag of maintaining the illusion.
Your legs wobbled.
“Y/N?” Woonhak’s whisper was sharp at your ear, but his voice came from far away, muffled by the buzzing swarm in your head.
You blinked, tried to focus, but the ground shifted beneath your feet. The officer’s white uniform blurred into the bright blue sky, and then—darkness.
The world tipped.
Strong arms caught you before the gravel did.
“Y/N!” This time his voice was raw, stripped of its usual playfulness. Gasps rippled through the cluster of couples, the weight of their stares pressing down like heat.
Woonhak cradled you tight against his chest, one hand cupping the back of your head. Your hair brushed his cheek as he looked wildly at the officer leading the tour. “She’s overheated,” he barked. “Where are our quarters?”
The officer froze, startled. “C-Colonel—”
“Now.” His tone cut like steel.
That did it. The man snapped to attention, motioning frantically toward the nearest building. “This way, sir!”
Woonhak didn’t wait. He shifted you in his arms and strode forward with long, unhesitating steps. The murmurs behind you swelled—concerned voices, sympathetic whispers, amused chuckles. Newlyweds. Poor thing. Such a devoted husband.
He ignored them all. His jaw was tight, eyes narrowed, each stride radiating command. The image of the protective officer with his delicate wife played perfectly for the crowd, but you could feel the anger simmering beneath his skin.
Inside the quarters, the door slammed shut behind him, the echo rattling in the plain, sterile room. He lowered you onto the bed as if setting down something fragile, then crouched low, searching your face.
“Y/N. Hey.” His hand hovered near your cheek, not quite touching, uncertain. “Look at me. What the hell was that?”
Your throat burned, but you forced the words out. “Too many… too many at once.”
His brow furrowed, shadows cutting across his face. “You didn’t tell me it would do this to you.”
You swallowed, the taste of copper on your tongue. “I didn’t know. I’ve never… stretched it this far.”
For a moment, his silence was heavier than any words. His fists clenched at his sides, knuckles pale. Then, in a voice quieter but no less sharp, he said, “Two hundred people, Y/N. You’re tearing yourself apart just to make them believe we belong here.”
You managed a thin, wry smile, though it trembled at the edges. “You’re upset.”
“Of course I’m upset,” he snapped, then bit back the volume. His voice dropped, softer, raw. “Do you have any idea what it felt like to watch you fall? To feel you go limp in my arms?”
That silenced you. For a second, you thought you saw fear flicker across his features, too quick for him to hide.
You shifted slightly, wincing at the ache in your head. “Don’t get sentimental on me.”
He exhaled sharply, running a hand through his hair, frustration clear. “You scared the shit out of me.”
The words lingered in the sterile air, heavy and unguarded.
Your gaze slid past him—and landed squarely on the bed. A single bed, centered in the middle of the room. The crisp white sheets were tucked too tightly, military corners sharp enough to cut. There was no sofa, no cot, nothing else. Just the bed.
You laughed weakly, though it came out more like a rasp. Woonhak followed your gaze, then froze. “Wait.” His voice went flat. “No.”
“Yes,” you said, a flicker of mischief curling in your tone despite the exhaustion. “We’re married, remember? Newlyweds, apparently. Wouldn’t it look suspicious if we asked for separate rooms?”
His face twisted, half disbelief, half exasperation. “This is insane.”
“Convincing,” you countered softly, easing back against the pillows. The sheets were cool beneath your skin, a faint comfort against the pounding in your skull. “But insane, yes.”
He groaned, dragging a hand down his face. “You’re impossible.”
“And you pout too much,” you shot back, even as your eyelids grew heavier.
For a long moment, he stared at the bed like it was a battlefield he wasn’t prepared to fight on. Then, with a resigned exhale, he toed off his polished shoes and sat at the edge of the mattress. The springs dipped beneath his weight, the movement rolling gently toward you.
He stayed there for a moment, hands clasped loosely, his back hunched forward. Then, tentatively, he reached out and brushed the back of his fingers against your temple. The touch was fleeting, hesitant, like he wasn’t sure he was allowed.
“I’ll keep watch,” he murmured, more to himself than you.
Your lips curved faintly. “That’s supposed to be my line.”
He huffed out a quiet laugh, though it carried no real amusement. When your eyes finally slipped closed, the last thing you felt was the warmth of his hand still lingering near yours, as if he was anchoring himself to the proof that you were still there.
The first thing you registered was the texture of the sheets—coarse, scratchy against your fingertips, not the kind of softness anyone would choose for themselves. The second was the light: dim and slanted, filtering through the blinds in thin golden stripes that painted across the floor. The third was the weight in your skull. Not sharp, not blinding, but heavy—like you’d been carrying the world on your shoulders and only just set it down.
You stirred, groaning as you forced your eyes open.
“Careful,” came a voice, low but steady.
You blinked, vision blurring until it steadied on Woonhak. He sat by the small desk lamp, slouched in a chair pulled close to the bed. His jacket and bowtie hung carelessly over the backrest. Without the stiff uniform, he looked less like a decorated officer and more like himself—broad-shouldered but tired, shadows carved beneath his eyes.
“How long?” you croaked.
He tilted his head, studying you with something like relief. “A couple hours. Long enough for them to finish the tours.” His gaze softened, though his voice stayed clipped. “You scared me.”
You pushed yourself upright, wincing as your head swam. “Didn’t mean to. I thought I could handle it.”
“You shouldn’t have had to handle it,” he snapped, then pressed his lips together, pulling the edge off his tone. “Two hundred people, Y/N. You never told me it would hit you like that.”
You let out a breath, your voice quiet. “I’ve never tried it on that scale before. I didn’t know.”
His jaw worked. For a moment, he looked like he wanted to yell, but the sight of you still pale against the pillows stopped him. Instead, he leaned forward, elbows braced on his knees, and dragged a hand through his hair. “You’re insane. Brilliant, but insane.”
A thin smile tugged at your lips. “Is that your version of a compliment?”
He huffed, almost a laugh. “Take it how you want.”
Silence stretched. The only sound was the faint hum of the vent and the distant muffled noise of the fort outside—boots on gravel, the occasional bark of an order. You could feel the mission pressing in again, the weight of it creeping back onto your shoulders.
“We need a cover story,” you said finally. “A real one, not just… patchwork lies. People already think we’re married, but we keep tripping over the details. If we don’t get it straight, someone’s going to notice.”
Woonhak straightened, nodding slowly. “Alright. Ground rules first. Then the story.”
You shifted against the headboard, raising a hand as though you were about to lecture him. “Rule one: physical contact is limited. Only what’s expected of a married couple in public. Hand on the waist, maybe holding hands. Nothing sudden, nothing surprising.”
He smirked, leaning back in his chair. “That one’s for me, isn’t it?”
“You think?” Your glare was sharp, though your lips twitched. “You grabbed my hand earlier and nearly gave me an aneurysm."
He lifted his hands in mock surrender. “Fine, fine. No surprise hand-holding. Got it.”
“Rule two: no nicknames.”
“Banned completely?” He tilted his head, feigning innocence.
“Banned.”
He leaned forward, resting his chin in his palm. “So I can’t call you sweetheart?”
“No.”
“Darling?”
“No.”
“Wifey?”
You groaned, grabbing a pillow and shoving it into his chest. He caught it easily, laughing under his breath.
“Alright, no nicknames,” he said, a grin still plastered across his face. “You’re no fun.”
“Fun doesn’t keep us alive,” you shot back.
“Neither does acting like strangers when we’re supposed to be married,” he countered smoothly.
You narrowed your eyes but didn’t argue. He had a point. “... Fine. If the situation calls for it, then.”
“Rule three,” you continued, ignoring his smug look, “we agree on consistent answers. Married eight months. Wedding in Malibu. Met at a friend’s party.”
“Eight months, Malibu, party,” he repeated like a soldier memorizing orders. Then he frowned. “Shouldn’t it be something more interesting? Like—‘I saved you from a runaway train,’ or ‘we locked eyes across a battlefield.’”
You snorted. “What kind of romance novel are you living in?”
“One with more spice than ‘we met at a party,’” he said, leaning back with a grin.
“Believable is better than spicy,” you said firmly.
“Debatable.”
“Not up for debate.”
He chuckled and let it go, though you could tell he was still imagining ridiculous meet-cutes.
“Rule four,” you pressed on, “when we’re alone, we drop the act. No pretending, no nicknames, no… whatever it is you do. Professional. Mission first.”
The grin faded slightly, replaced by something steadier. He nodded. “Professional. Understood.”
“Good.” You let out a breath, sagging against the headboard. “So we agreed: eight months married, wedding in Malibu, met at a party. No surprises, no nicknames, and professional when we’re alone.”
“Sounds airtight,” he said. His expression soured instantly.
“You scared me,” he said again, quieter this time. “Don’t do that again.”
You closed your eyes, letting the weight of exhaustion press you down. “Not planning to.”
There was a pause, then the soft creak of the chair as he leaned forward. His voice was low, almost tender.
“You don’t have to do all the heavy lifting alone, you know.”
Sleep tugged at you, but you caught the words, tucked them away like a secret.
By the time the sun slipped below the horizon, Fort Marshall had transformed. The parade grounds that only hours earlier had rung with gun salutes now shimmered with strings of lights. The mess hall—scrubbed and polished within an inch of its life—had been remade into a ballroom, its bare walls softened by draped banners and the low gleam of chandeliers. Music floated through the air, the lilting strings of a military orchestra weaving beneath the buzz of conversation.
You caught your reflection in the full-length mirror before stepping out. The navy gown Alfred had chosen for you clung in ways that felt deliberate, the fabric heavy but elegant, every seam a statement. The slit up the leg had made you curse when you first saw it, but now it seemed almost practical—if you needed to reach for the knife strapped against your thigh. A necklace glittered at your throat, subtle enough not to draw suspicion but fine enough to look real.
When you turned, Woonhak was staring. He wore his evening dress uniform as if it had been built for him, every button aligned, every ribbon gleaming. The crisp black bowtie sat at his collar like it had never been a problem in the first place. The sight made your stomach dip, though you smothered it quickly.
He whistled low. “Not bad, newlywed.”
You leveled him with a look. “Rule two. No nicknames.”
He lifted his hands in mock surrender, smirk tugging at his lips. “Right, right. Professional.”
But when he offered you his arm, there was no mockery in the gesture. Just expectation—and necessity. You looped yours through, skin brushing his sleeve, and together you walked into the lion’s den.
The ballroom was a sea of uniforms and gowns, the air thick with cologne, perfume, and the faint tang of champagne. Conversations rose and fell in waves, punctuated by laughter and the occasional clink of glassware. Officers stood in tight circles, their spouses glittering at their sides, while waiters slipped through the crowd with trays of hors d’oeuvres.
Everywhere, eyes lingered. Some curious, some assessing, others outright suspicious.
The hypnosis still stretched like a net across the room, tugging at the corners of your mind. Two hundred people, each one convinced you belonged here, each one convinced you were married. It was easier now, lighter—the initial strain had passed—but the effort was constant. You had to keep the web taut, or it would unravel.
“Smile,” Woonhak muttered, his voice low enough only you could hear. “You look like you’re about to stab someone.”
“I want to stab someone,” you hissed back, still smiling.
He chuckled under his breath, leaning just slightly closer. “There’s the charm I married you for.”
The first hour blurred into polite smiles and introductions. You spoke to generals’ wives in pearls and to younger officers eager to please, trading pleasantries you could hardly remember minutes later. The guiding thread was your hypnosis—a constant, subtle pressure smoothing over doubts, nudging thoughts toward acceptance. You were married. You belonged here. No questions asked.
And yet… cracks lingered.
“Such a sweet couple,” one woman cooed after you and Woonhak accidentally spoke over each other about how long you’d been married. She leaned toward her husband with a laugh. “They can’t even get their story straight. Newlyweds always forget the details.”
More laughter. More smiles. You forced one of your own, but your head throbbed faintly with the strain.
Later, as the orchestra swelled into a waltz, a middle-aged couple approached. The man wore his medals with the quiet pride of someone who’d earned every one, while the woman beside him had the kind of elegance that came from decades of moving in these circles.
“Colonel Kim,” the man said warmly, clasping Woonhak’s hand. “And your lovely wife. We’ve heard so much about you.”
You pasted on your best smile. “All good things, I hope.”
The woman laughed politely, eyes glimmering. “Of course. Though I must say…” Her gaze lingered on the two of you, assessing. “For newlyweds, you two are very… mellow.”
“Mellow?” Woonhak repeated.
“Yes. No offense,” the woman added quickly, “but most couples your age can’t keep their hands off each other. You seem almost…” She tilted her head. “…professional.”
You felt your stomach tighten. The net in your mind strained.
Woonhak’s grip on your arm shifted—subtle, but firm. “Excuse us,” he said smoothly, his smile unchanging. “My wife needs a moment.”
His voice brushed your ear. “Outside. Now.”
You blinked at him, startled, but let him tug you toward the balcony. The cool night air hit instantly, sharper than the warmth of the ballroom. Stars stretched endless over the Nevada desert, the faint hum of cicadas filling the spaces between music drifting from inside.
“What the hell—”
“Change of plans.” His voice was firm, eyes sharp in the moonlight. “We’re not convincing enough. Too stiff. Too cautious. They’re expecting more from us.”
“More?” You narrowed your eyes.
“More PDA.” He said it flatly, like it was a tactical maneuver. “Hand-holding. Touching. Hell, maybe even kissing if it comes to that.”
You stared at him like he’d sprouted horns. “Are you out of your mind? We agreed—”
“Rules don’t matter if we blow our cover.” His gaze didn’t waver. “If they’re already whispering, we need to overcorrect. Sell it. Hard.”
You scoffed. “Oh, so your grand plan is to suddenly act like we can’t keep our hands off each other? That won’t look suspicious at all.”
“It’ll look natural,” he shot back. “Because that’s what they expect newlyweds to be—loud, clingy, disgusting.”
“Disgusting,” you repeated flatly.
“Exactly.” He smirked, and for a heartbeat you wanted to punch him.
You argued in circles for several minutes, your voices low but heated, until finally you threw up your hands. “Fine. PDA mode. But if you try anything stupid, I’ll break your nose and tell everyone it was an accident.”
He grinned like you’d just agreed to something fun instead of torturous. “I wouldn't want it any other way, sweetheart.”
When you returned inside, it started almost immediately. His hand found yours, fingers lacing deliberately. He laughed too loudly at one of your fake anecdotes, draping an arm over your shoulders. You elbowed him lightly in the ribs, muttering under your breath, but he only leaned closer, eyes glinting with mischief.
To everyone else, you looked inseparable. To you, it felt like walking a tightrope blindfolded.
The clink of silverware rang sharp against the steady hum of conversation. Every table in the mess hall glowed under soft light, candles flickering in polished brass holders, chandeliers scattering fractured gold over crystal glasses. The smell of roasted meat and buttered rolls thickened the air until it felt almost indulgent, almost decadent—an illusion of luxury wrapped over the bones of a military base.
You and Woonhak were seated near the center, close enough to be seen but not so close as to be under constant scrutiny. You sat shoulder-to-shoulder, your navy gown brushing his crisp uniform whenever either of you shifted. The chairs were close, too close, forcing his knee against yours beneath the table.
He didn’t move it.
On your left, a general’s wife launched into a story about her son’s engagement, her pearls catching the light with every emphatic gesture. Across from you, a younger couple asked endless questions about “married life.” Every word felt like a test, every glance like a spotlight.
You smiled when expected, nodded when polite, and offered vague answers that left no openings for suspicion. But beneath your calm exterior, your mind tugged like thread drawn too tight. The satellite. The radar tower. The mission.
You reached for your champagne glass, swirling it slowly, and slipped into his mind.
Tonight, we locate the satellite.
The glass in his hand nearly slipped. His head jerked toward you, eyes wide.
You can— His thoughts burst into your head like fireworks, loud and chaotic. Wait—wait, you’re actually in my head right now? This is insane. You’ve been holding out on me! This is—
Shut up, you snapped in his mind, wincing as his excitement rang like a bell against your skull. You’re yelling.
I’m not yelling, he thought—loudly. This is just how my thoughts sound! Wait, you’ve been able to do this the whole time and you’re only showing me now? Oh my god, do you realize how game-changing this is? We don’t even need comms, we can just—
You cut the connection abruptly, slamming a door in his mind. Blessed silence returned.
Across the table, his mouth opened in protest. “Hey—” he started aloud, but caught himself when half the table turned at the sound of his voice. He coughed into his napkin, smiling sheepishly, and leaned closer to you.
You cut him a side-eye glare, lips still frozen in a social smile.
Out loud, he muttered under his breath, “Not fair.” Then, softer, “Let me back in. I’ll behave, scout’s honor.”
Scout’s honor? you echoed dryly, reopening the link with hesitation. You’re insufferable.
His relief was so palpable you could feel it bleed across the tether. Better insufferable than silent. Okay, let’s focus. The satellite—
Is in the radar tower, north side of the base. If we can disarm it—
We don’t have to keep playing house, he finished, his thoughts calmer now, steadier. Good. Because I don’t think I can handle much more of this “sweetheart” nonsense.
You’re the one who keeps pushing it, you shot back.
Because you’re fun to tease, he thought, grinning into his wine glass.
You ignored the heat creeping into your cheeks and pressed on. We’ll need a distraction. Security around the radar tower will be tight, especially after curfew. If we move during cocktail hour, most of the guard force is stuck here babysitting drunk VIPs.
He nodded faintly, spearing a piece of roast beef as though he were just another officer indulging in small talk. Means timing is everything. We slip away while they’re distracted, head to the tower, disable the uplink, and return before anyone misses us.
Sounds good. No heroics, you warned.
No delays, he countered.
Your gazes met briefly over the rim of his wineglass. For one charged heartbeat, your thoughts aligned, the plan sealed in silence.
“Colonel Kim?” one of the younger wives chimed in, breaking the spell. She leaned across the table with a bright smile. “How did you two meet? You make such a lovely couple.”
Your stomach dropped.
“Uh—” Woonhak started.
“At a party,” you blurted at the same time.
Silence. Then laughter rippled around the table.
“A party, was it?” the woman teased. “How charming.”
Her husband grinned knowingly. “Newlyweds always forget the details. Give them a few more years and they’ll finish each other’s sentences.”
You forced a laugh, fingers tightening around your glass. Beneath the table, Woonhak tapped twice against your knee, his version of relax, I’ve got this.
He leaned in, his breath brushing your ear. See? They think it’s adorable.
You’re reckless, you shot back.
You worry too much, he countered.
You rolled your eyes, keeping your smile fixed.
Dinner wore on in that rhythm—plating after plating, course after course, all while you maintained the performance. His arm found its way draped along the back of your chair, his hand brushing over your shoulder in practiced affection. Once, he even leaned close enough that his lips grazed your temple when he whispered, “Smile.” The surrounding couples melted, sighing at the sight.
At one point, you adjusted the fall of your gown and muttered under your breath, “Fix your tie. You look like a rookie.”
Without missing a beat, he murmured back, “You snore, you know.”
A ripple of chuckles passed down the table. “Aww,” someone cooed, “they’re such a cute couple!”
You wanted to sink beneath the tablecloth. Woonhak only smirked, eyes dancing with mischief.
We need to end this cover fast, you thought bitterly. The longer we play house, the harder it gets.
Then we finish it tonight, he replied. His mental voice was steady now, confident, threaded with something sharper beneath. We get to that radar tower, shut down the satellite, and walk out before sunrise. No more husband and wife. No more cute couple routine.
Your chest tightened with relief. Good. I don’t think I can stomach another toast to “young love.”
Yeah, he thought, smirking as he reached casually for his glass. And maybe next time, you’ll thank me for being the best fake husband you’ve ever had.
You nearly choked on your champagne.
Cocktail hour loosened the hall like a sigh.
The dinner tables were cleared with military efficiency, replaced with high trays of hors d’oeuvres and endless champagne flutes. The string quartet traded waltzes for light jazz, the volume rising just enough to drown conversation into a pleasant blur. Already, cheeks were flushed and laughter came freer—the stiff formality of the ball giving way to tipsy camaraderie.
Perfect cover.
You lingered close to Woonhak as couples drifted toward the bar. He leaned casually against a marble column, champagne in hand, while his other arm looped easily around your waist. To everyone else, you looked like the picture of a man doting on his bride. To you, it was a countdown.
Now, you whispered in his mind, slipping your glass onto a passing tray. Before they get suspicious we’re not drinking like the rest.
He set his own glass down without taking a sip and tilted his head toward the side door. His fingers squeezed your hip lightly—a signal, not affection.
The two of you slipped through the throng with practiced ease. Most eyes were too glazed with alcohol to notice, too wrapped in their own laughter. By the time the heavy doors shut behind you, the hum of the ballroom was nothing but a muffled echo.
The night air was sharp and cold. The desert sky sprawled above, a wash of stars brighter than any chandelier. Crickets hummed low in the dark, the scent of dust and motor oil heavy around the fort’s perimeter.
“North tower,” you whispered aloud this time.
He nodded, falling into step beside you. The gravel crunched under your heels until you bent quickly to slip them off, carrying them in one hand as you padded silently forward. Woonhak smirked but didn’t comment, his boots silent despite their weight.
The night air outside was sharp, carrying the desert’s chill now that the sun had long sunk beneath the horizon. Stars spilled endless across the black sky, but all you could see was the fortified outline of Fort Marshall stretching in every direction. Barbed wire gleamed under floodlights. Towers loomed with their watchful silhouettes. And north—faint but undeniable—the radar tower rose like a jagged spear, its blinking red lights pulsing against the dark.
“That’s our mark,” you whispered, careful not to move your lips too much.
“Romantic,” Woonhak murmured back, his smirk audible. “Moonlight stroll to a radar tower.”
You elbowed him lightly in the ribs, keeping step as you circled away from the main building. The ballroom’s glow faded behind you, replaced by the hush of crickets and the crunch of gravel underfoot.
The path to the tower wasn’t empty. Guards patrolled in twos, rifles slung across their shoulders, boots thudding in practiced rhythm. Each checkpoint glowed under harsh floodlights, shadows stretching long across the yard.
You brushed his hand lightly, just enough to open the telepathic tether again. We’ll need to go silent from here. No chatter, no noise. Follow my lead.
Copy that, came his thought, quieter now, steadier.
You pulled him into the shadows of a storage shed, pressing your back to the cool metal siding as two soldiers passed just feet away. Their conversation was muted, but the click of their boots echoed like gunfire. You didn’t breathe until their voices faded.
Woonhak glanced down at you, eyes shining in the dark, and whispered against the bond: You’re terrifying when you get like this.
Good, you shot back. Be terrified quietly.
He chuckled under his breath, earning another jab of your elbow.
The closer you crept, the more oppressive the tower loomed. Its steel frame bristled with antennas, cables running like veins into its heart. A blinking red beacon pulsed rhythmically at its tip, casting intermittent flashes across the compound like the sweep of an eye.
Guards encircled the base, their movements precise, predictable. You studied their rhythm—the three-count turns, the way two passed each other and exchanged words, the beat before they moved on.
We’ve got thirty seconds when the two on the north side cross paths, you calculated, eyes narrowing. That’s our opening.
Thirty seconds is more than enough, Woonhak thought, rolling his shoulders. His body coiled, ready to spring. You cover. I move.
No heroics, you warned.
No delays, he countered.
The moment came. Two guards paused, muttering quietly as their paths intersected.
“Now,” you whispered.
Woonhak darted from cover, silent despite his size, slipping across the open stretch and into the tower’s shadow. He moved like liquid steel, all the lazy bravado stripped away, leaving nothing but precision. You followed seconds later, your gown’s hem whispering across the dirt, knives hidden beneath the fabric pressing reassuringly against your thigh.
“This is it,” you breathed.
Woonhak glanced at you. His grin returned, faint but sharp. “Ladies first?”
You scowled. “Not a chance.”
Inside the tower, the air vibrated with low, steady hums. Machinery thrummed in the walls, servers blinking like constellations in the dark. You could feel the data rushing through the uplink, a current feeding straight into The Light’s hands.
“There,” you said, sliding into the console chair. “Give me five minutes.”
Woonhak paced by the door, scanning the windows. “You’ve got three.”
Fingers flying across keys, you tunneled past the firewalls, layer after layer of defense meant to keep intruders out. The code was good—but not good enough. You’d broken worse. Sweat trickled down your temple, the hum of the servers growing louder in your ears until—
“Got it.” The uplink stuttered, then cut. The stream of data blinked to static. You sagged into the chair, relief spilling from your chest. “We did it.”
But before he could answer, the console flashed bright red. ERROR. AUTO-REBOOT INITIATED.
Your blood ran cold. “No.”
“What?” His voice sharpened instantly.
“They built in a failsafe. A secondary channel—if the first link’s cut, it reroutes. We stopped it, but it’s already rebooting.” Your fingers flew over the keys, trying to kill the process. “I can stall it, but—”
Footsteps.
Heavy, booted, closing fast.
Your blood froze. The door rattled.
“Shit,” Woonhak hissed, hand flying to his sidearm before remembering—he wasn’t Colonel Kim the soldier tonight. He was Colonel Kim, the dutiful husband.
In one motion, he hauled you up from the chair, spun you toward him, and crushed his mouth against yours.
The world tilted.
His lips were warm, firmer than you expected, almost bruising in their urgency. You gasped, and he used the opening to deepen the kiss, his hand sliding to the small of your back, pulling you flush against his chest. His uniform pressed stiffly against your gown, medals biting faintly into your ribs, but all you could register was the rush of heat.
You felt Woonhak smirk against your mouth. Instead of pulling away, he angled his head, his lips moving against yours with a maddening slowness now, as if savoring it. His other hand cupped the side of your jaw, thumb brushing your cheek as though the two of you were the only ones alive.
The door burst open.
Boots scuffed against concrete. A voice barked, “Colonel Kim? What’s going—”
Then silence.
Your heart thundered. Your fingers fisted in the fabric of his dress shirt, not sure if you were trying to push him away or hold him closer. His breath mingled with yours, champagne-sweet, heat spilling into your lungs.
Behind him, the guards coughed—awkward, embarrassed. One muttered, “Oh. Uh—sorry, sir.”
But Woonhak didn’t let go. He pressed forward, lips moving over yours again, slower this time, almost tender. You felt the curl of his smile even as your own knees wobbled.
It wasn’t just for show anymore.
Finally, he broke the kiss, but only just. His forehead rested against yours, his hand still cradling your cheek. Both of you were breathing harder than you should’ve been.
“Forgive us, gentlemen,” he said, his voice husky with fake amusement that didn’t quite hide the rasp. “My wife and I… got carried away. Honeymoon phase, you understand.”
One soldier stammered, “O-of course, Colonel! We’ll, uh—we’ll… leave you to it.”
Another voice: “Won’t happen again, sir!”
Their boots scrambled against the floor, the door slamming shut in their retreat.
The moment it closed, you shoved him back, chest heaving. “What. The fuck. Was that?!”
“Improvising,” he said smoothly, though his lips were still flushed, his chest rising hard. His grin was infuriatingly smug. “Effective improvising.”
“You kissed me!”
“You kissed me back.”
Your mouth opened, closed, then betrayed you by pressing into a thin line. Heat still lingered on your lips, on your cheeks, in the pit of your stomach.
“That was—” you started, then faltered.
“Convincing?” he supplied, his tone dripping with satisfaction.
You wanted to deny it. You wanted to shove him into the wall. But instead, your silence betrayed you, your heart still racing in a rhythm that wasn’t all adrenaline.
Finally, you managed, “We’re stuck here now. They think we’re out here… doing this.”
“Then I’d say we nailed the cover,” he murmured, leaning closer, the glint in his eyes far too amused.
You stepped back sharply, dragging a hand across your mouth like you could erase the memory. “Tomorrow night. We have to finish this. And then—no more fake husband crap.”
But as you slipped out of the tower, hand still tangled stubbornly in his like the picture of a devoted wife, your lips still burned with the phantom of his, and you hated how real it had felt.
Morning crept in slow, desert light spilling through the slatted blinds in pale gold stripes. The air smelled faintly of dust and starch, the muffled sounds of drills already echoing somewhere outside the barracks.
You stirred with a groan, body sore from the strain of the night before. The first thing you registered was warmth—solid, steady warmth cradling the back of your neck. Then came the realization that your barricade of pillows had shifted sometime in the night, collapsed in a messy pile at the foot of the bed.
Your eyes cracked open.
His arm was beneath your neck, bent in a lazy cradle like a pillow that had been there all along. Your own arm was draped shamelessly across his torso, your hand splayed against the broad plane of his chest where his uniform shirt should have been. He wasn’t in uniform now—just the thin gray undershirt Alfred had packed. Warm. Soft with sleep.
Woonhak lay on his back, still half-asleep, lashes dark against his cheekbones. His lips were parted slightly, the rise and fall of his chest slow and even. The faint shadow of stubble dusted his jaw. For a fleeting second, you let yourself stare, let yourself remember the heat of his mouth on yours, the way the guards had gasped before scrambling away.
Your cheeks burned.
You froze, weighing your options: pull away slowly and risk waking him, or stay perfectly still and pray he rolled over first.
Then his chest rumbled. “Good morning, wife.”
Your blood turned to fire.
You jerked upright so fast you nearly headbutted him. “What the hell—how long have you been awake?!”
He cracked one eye open, smirking faintly. “Long enough to know you drool.”
“I do not—” You cut yourself off, flustered, swiping at your mouth just in case.
He chuckled, low and warm, before stretching, the arm beneath your neck flexing as he sat up. “Guess your pillow wall wasn’t very effective.”
You glared at the heap of cushions at the foot of the bed. “I knew I should’ve slept on the floor.”
“Or,” he said, rubbing a hand over his face, “maybe you secretly wanted to cuddle me in your sleep.”
Your jaw dropped. “Excuse me?!”
He shrugged his shoulders, grin lazy but his eyes sharp with mischief. “Not judging. I am pretty comfortable.”
“You’re so annoying.” You shoved a pillow into his face, but he only laughed harder, muffling the sound against the fabric before tossing it aside.
For a moment, the room fell into an easy silence. You pulled the blanket tighter around yourself, staring at the floor while your thoughts chased themselves in circles. The kiss. The arm under your neck. The fact that you hadn’t exactly pulled away last night.
Finally, you cleared your throat. “We still have a job to do.”
That sobered him. The grin softened into something steadier. “Right. The satellite.”
“The failsafe’s still running. Which means tonight we try again.” You pressed your palms into your knees, steadying your voice. “But until then—we keep the act. PDA, banter, all of it. We can’t afford to slip now, not after last night.”
His smirk returned, though gentler this time. “So you’re saying I get to keep holding your hand all day?”
You threw him another pillow.
Life at Fort Marshall carried on with military precision, and yet, in the small, borrowed room you and Woonhak shared, the world felt strangely… domestic.
You padded into the bathroom first, hair mussed from sleep, cheeks still warm with embarrassment from the pillow barricade disaster. The mirror was fogged slightly from the night’s chill, and when you reached for your toothbrush, another hand brushed yours.
“Seriously?” you muttered, giving him a pointed look as he appeared at your side.
“What?” he said innocently, squeezing toothpaste onto his brush. “We’re a couple. Couples brush their teeth together.”
You rolled your eyes, but when you caught his reflection in the mirror—bent over, brushing lazily, hair sticking up in defiance—you snorted. “You look so ridiculous.”
He spat into the sink, rinsing his mouth. “You drool. At least I’m hygienic.”
Later, when you tugged on the silk brunch dress Alfred had packed, you cursed under your breath as the zipper caught halfway up your spine. You tried once, twice, and then swore louder, twisting your arm at an impossible angle.
“Need help?” came his smug voice from the doorway.
You spun around. He was already half-dressed, crisp shirt tucked in, tie dangling uselessly around his collar. “You’re one to talk,” you shot back, glaring at the limp strip of silk hanging from his neck.
“Fair point,” he admitted, lips twitching. “Trade?”
You sighed, turning your back to him. “Fine. Just… no funny business.”
“Me?” His tone was mock-innocent. “Never.”
Warmth ghosted down your spine as his large hands brushed the zipper. With one firm tug, he pulled it up smoothly, the teeth fastening all the way to the nape of your neck. His knuckles grazed your skin in the process, sending an involuntary shiver through you. He stilled for a moment, then stepped back quickly, as though the touch had burned him too.
“There.” His voice was rougher than before, though his grin was intact. “Easy.”
You crossed your arms, trying to mask the heat climbing up your neck. “You’re enjoying this way too much.”
“Only a little,” he teased.
“Now give me that,” you snapped, snatching the dangling bowtie from his collar.
You accepted the piece of fabric and stepped closer, ignoring the way his breath caught in his throat as he glanced down at you—or the way your palms seemed slicker with sweat than they had three seconds before.
“Stay still, or I’ll choke you with this goddamn bow,” you muttered.
He only nodded, his Adam’s apple bobbing as you reached behind his neck to wrap the silk around. Your fingers brushed the warm skin just beneath his jaw as you pulled the ends forward, tying them with quick, practiced movements.
You could feel his dark eyes trained on your face as you worked, heavy and unrelenting. You didn’t like the way that weight settled on you—how aware it made you of every breath, every brush of your fingers against him. Or the way you could feel the heat radiating from his body, close enough to seep through the thin layers of your dress.
Or worse—the way you caught it: the faint whiff of something musky, woodsy, and undeniably sweet clinging to him.
You tied the final loop a little too tightly, making him wince.
“Done,” you said flatly, stepping back.
He tugged at the knot, hissing softly. “Aggressive.”
“You were staring.”
“Can you blame me?” His grin was maddening, smug and unguarded. “You look good when you’re concentrating.”
“Don’t get used to it.”
But when the two of you finally stepped out into the morning light, his bowtie perfect and your dress fitted snug along your frame, the memory of his hands on your zipper and your fingers brushing his throat lingered like static in the air between you.
Morning sunlight slanted through the high windows of the mess hall, chasing away the glitter of last night’s ball with a softer, golden glow. The room was buzzing already—soldiers in crisp dress uniforms and their spouses in bright brunch attire filled the long tables, plates clinking, silverware scraping, voices tumbling over one another in a cacophony of cheer.
The air smelled of maple syrup and coffee, savory bacon and sizzling butter. Platters of pancakes were stacked high, glistening with powdered sugar, alongside steaming bowls of scrambled eggs, platters of sausages, and baskets of warm rolls. Waitstaff moved like clockwork between tables, refilling pitchers of orange juice and pouring dark coffee into polished mugs.
And from the moment you and Woonhak stepped inside, every head seemed to turn.
“…there they are,” someone whispered, not nearly low enough.
“Slipped out during cocktail hour…”
“…couldn’t keep their hands off each other…”
“…honeymoon phase. You know how it is.”
Your cheeks flushed hot, the weight of all those amused smiles settling heavy on your shoulders. It wasn’t suspicion—it was worse. It was indulgence, fondness, like the whole fort was in on a joke you hadn’t agreed to.
You forced your lips into a polite smile, spine straight as a blade, and let Woonhak guide you forward with his arm firmly around your waist. He looked utterly unbothered—relaxed, grinning, as though he’d orchestrated this rumor himself.
“Morning,” he said warmly to a cluster of officers as he pulled out your chair for you. His voice carried just enough to catch the ears of the nearest tables. He sat beside you, close enough that your skirts brushed his trousers, and leaned in, pressing a lingering kiss against your temple. “Sleep well, darling?”
The room melted.
“Aww!” someone squealed.
“Look at them,” another woman sighed, her pearls catching the light as she pressed her husband’s arm. “So in love.”
You sat frozen, face flaming. His lips had barely grazed your skin, but the phantom warmth lingered like fire.
He’s selling the act, you told yourself fiercely. That’s all.
But when you risked a sideways glance at him, his grin was relaxed, soft at the edges, like it cost him nothing.
You busied yourself with coffee the moment it was poured, your hands trembling faintly as you lifted the mug. The bitter heat grounded you, though not nearly enough.
The officer across from you—a broad man with laugh lines deep around his mouth—smiled knowingly. “So, Mrs. Kim, how was your first night in Fort Marshall?”
You nearly inhaled your coffee.
Before you could stammer out a reply, Woonhak spoke smoothly, draping his arm across the back of your chair so his fingers brushed your shoulder. “Exhausting,” he said with a lazy grin, “but worth every second.”
The table erupted with laughter. One man clapped him on the back. A woman leaned over to squeeze your hand with a conspiratorial wink.
“I remember those days,” she said fondly. “When my husband and I couldn’t go an hour without sneaking away.”
Your mouth went dry.
You stabbed at your pancake with unnecessary precision, cutting it into perfect squares just to keep your hands busy. Your face burned as the laughter rolled on around you, every joke about passion and honeymooners sinking deeper under your skin.
And then you felt it—his hand sliding beneath the table, finding yours. Warm. Steady. His thumb brushing slow circles over your knuckles, absent and easy, as though it were second nature.
You didn’t pull away.
It’s fake, you told yourself, heart hammering. All of this is fake.
But his touch didn’t feel staged. It didn’t feel deliberate. It felt unconscious—like something he’d do even if no one was watching.
And that unsettled you more than anything.
Conversation flowed around you in waves. Someone asked about your “honeymoon destination.” Someone else teased about when you’d “start a family.” You smiled when expected, murmured vague replies, all while Woonhak leaned in closer, his shoulder brushing yours with each small movement.
“You’re blushing,” he murmured low, lips close to your ear, just for you.
You stiffened. “Shut up.”
“Adorable,” he teased, smirk tugging at his lips as he sipped his coffee.
You clenched your jaw, but the heat in your cheeks betrayed you.
And when he leaned in again—not to whisper this time, but to brush a quick kiss against your cheek—your breath caught, your fork pausing mid-air.
The table sighed in unison. “They’re precious,” someone said dreamily.
You wanted to disappear into your plate.
Woonhak just grinned, looking smugger by the second. But when his hand tightened just slightly around yours under the table, steady and warm, you realized with a start that he wasn’t letting go.
The mess hall eventually thinned, soldiers filing out in clusters, couples lingering with cups of coffee clutched between their hands. You excused yourself at the first chance, your cheeks still hot from the barrage of “honeymoon” jokes.
The fort’s courtyard was quieter. The sun had climbed higher, its light bleaching the Nevada desert into something stark and unforgiving. You found shade beneath a concrete archway and sank onto the bench there, exhaling slowly. The heat pressed against your skin, but your chest felt cold—hollow in a way you couldn’t shake.
You pressed your palms into your knees, staring at the cracked pavement.
What the hell is happening to me?
You replayed everything.
The banter that had started as a shield—your scoffs, his smirks, the constant back-and-forth that kept both of you sharp. You’d told yourself it was just dynamic, just the way partners worked. It kept missions alive, it filled silences, it distracted from danger.
But then there had been the smaller things.
The way he always stood a half step closer than necessary. The way he caught your wrist during a mission briefing, grounding you when you didn’t realize you’d been fidgeting. The way he laughed when you rolled your eyes, like every jab you threw was a gift.
You remembered the kiss. You’d sworn it was just a cover. He’d sworn it was improvisation. But the memory clung to you like static—the heat of his mouth, the way his hand had cradled your jaw, the way you’d frozen not from fear, but from something that made your pulse sprint.
And this morning. The collapsed pillow barricade. His arm beneath your neck, your hand splayed across his chest. How natural it had felt, like you’d done it a hundred times before.
At brunch, he’d leaned into the role so easily—too easily. His thumb had traced circles over your knuckles under the table, casual, unconscious. You could have dismissed it as performance. You should have. But what if it wasn’t?
What if some of it is real?
The thought lodged in your chest, heavy and dangerous.
Were you into him?
You replayed every scoff, every muttered “you’re insufferable.” The way his eyes caught yours during arguments. The way his laugh cracked the hard edges of your day. The way his voice softened—rarely, but enough—when you scared him.
You hated how easily you could picture the answer.
Maybe.
Maybe you had been for longer than you’d admitted.
And that terrified you more than any satellite, more than any guard, more than The Light itself. Because missions you could plan for. Enemies you could fight. But this? This blur between fake and real, between act and feeling? You didn’t have a blueprint for that.
Boots scuffed against the gravel. You looked up.
Woonhak was there, hair catching in the sunlight, jacket crisp against his broad frame. He had that damned smirk again—the one that made you want to punch him and pull him closer all at once.
“There you are,” he said, sliding onto the bench beside you. His shoulder brushed yours as naturally as if it belonged there. “Thought I lost my wife.”
You scoffed, masking the heat climbing up your neck. “Keep it up and I’ll file for divorce.”
He chuckled, but his gaze lingered on you a beat too long. And you hated how much that single look unraveled you.
The rest of the day unraveled like a noose tightening around your throat.
Everywhere you turned, someone was there.
The wives, with their manicured nails and curious eyes, took turns pulling you into little circles of gossip. They introduced you to others as “the new bride,” cooing over your dress, asking about the wedding you hadn’t actually had. They wanted stories. Memories. Tender details about a marriage that didn’t exist. You offered careful smiles, deflecting with vague platitudes, your mind screaming at every second wasted.
Meanwhile, Woonhak was cornered by officers and young recruits, hanging on his every word. You caught snippets when you passed: elaborate tales of his time “stationed abroad,” fabrications dressed in the cadence of truth. He laughed easily, even mimed scars that weren’t real. You wanted to strangle him for how effortlessly he leaned into the lies.
We don’t have time for this, you thought, jaw clenched as you nodded through another conversation about someone’s garden. The satellite is still ticking.
By luncheon, your nerves were stretched thin.
You sat side by side at yet another long table, a delicate plate of sandwiches untouched before you. Conversations churned around you, clinking glasses and laughter blurring into white noise. But all you could see was the clock in your head, the countdown on the console flashing red. Thirteen hours. The Light siphoning deeper into the League’s secrets with every passing minute.
Woonhak leaned close, brushing crumbs from your sleeve like a doting husband. To everyone else, it was charming. To you, it was infuriating.
We should be moving now, you thought bitterly. Not playing tea party.
When the luncheon finally ended and the crowd began to disperse, you seized the moment, tugging him into an empty hallway.
“What the hell are you doing?” you hissed, shoving his chest. “Telling stories? Playing soldier? Do you realize the clock is ticking?”
He stepped back, eyes narrowing. “And what do you want me to do? Blow our cover by storming the tower in broad daylight? You think I like wasting time?”
“You looked like you loved it,” you snapped. “You’ve been soaking up the attention all morning while I’ve been stuck smiling through garden club gossip!”
“Because that’s the job,” he shot back. His voice rose, raw and sharp. “We blend. We convince. We survive. You think you’re the only one frustrated?”
Your hands curled into fists. “At least I’m not parading around like it’s a game!”
His jaw clenched, eyes blazing. “You always do this. You act like you’re the only one who cares. Like your brain is the only weapon that matters, and I’m just muscle to drag along.”
The words struck harder than you expected. “You think I don’t trust you?”
“You don’t!” His voice cracked, louder now. “Every time, it’s you with the plan, you with the answers, and me left playing catch-up. You don’t rely on me—you tolerate me.”
Your chest burned, anger and something else you didn’t dare name tangling in your throat. “That’s not true!”
“Then prove it!” he yelled.
Silence crashed down, so heavy it made your ears ring.
The corridor was empty save for the muffled hum of voices drifting from the luncheon hall. Pale light from the narrow windows fell in sharp bands across the floor, dust motes swirling in the beams. The walls pressed close, the silence after your shouting heavier than any security checkpoint you’d faced.
You stared at him, chest rising and falling too fast. His shoulders heaved, his fists clenched tight at his sides. For once, he wasn’t smirking, wasn’t teasing, wasn’t hiding behind easy charm. He looked furious. And underneath that fury, he looked wounded.
“You don’t rely on me,” he repeated, quieter now, his voice hoarse. “You never have.”
“That’s not true,” you snapped automatically, but your throat tightened around the words.
“Isn’t it?” His jaw flexed. “Every op, every mission—you keep me at arm’s length. You plan, you decide, and I follow orders like I’m just your personal bodyguard. Do you even see me as your partner?”
The accusation stung, sharp as glass. “Of course I do.”
“Then why does it feel like you don’t trust me?” His voice cracked, loud again, reverberating off the narrow walls. “Why does it feel like I’m just here to break down doors and take bullets while you do the real work?”
You flinched. Not because he was wrong, but because he wasn’t.
Your silence stretched, heavy.
He laughed bitterly, shaking his head. “That’s what I thought.”
Anger surged, hot and choking. “You think it’s easy for me? Carrying the weight of everyone’s lives every time I use my powers? Holding two hundred minds in line at once until I collapse? You think I like doing everything myself?”
His eyes snapped to yours, dark and burning. “Then why won’t you let me carry some of it?”
“Because you make everything a joke!” you shot back. “Because you don’t take anything seriously until it’s falling apart! Because if I lean on you and you mess up, we both die!”
The words hung sharp in the air, and the moment they left your mouth, you regretted them.
He recoiled like you’d struck him.
“I mess up,” he repeated, softer than a whisper, but the hurt laced through it cut deeper than any shout.
Your chest caved in. “That’s not—”
“No, I get it.” He raked a hand through his hair, pacing a tight circle, then turned back to you, eyes bright with frustration. “I’m just a hammer to you. Point me at a wall, I’ll smash it. Point me at an enemy, I’ll fight it. But don’t you dare trust me with anything else.”
“That’s not fair.”
“Isn’t it?” He stepped closer, close enough that you could see the pulse pounding at his throat. “You don’t trust me to lead. You don’t trust me to plan. Hell, you don’t even trust me with your hand without frying my brain.”
The words hit too close to the truth, and it made your defenses snap up sharper. “Maybe because you never take me seriously!”
His voice thundered back, raw and desperate. “Because if I did, I’d—”
He stopped himself. The sentence fractured midair, leaving you both staring, breathless.
“…you’d what?” Your voice cracked, softer, trembling.
His eyes darted away, then back, as if torn between speaking and running. His chest rose and fell like he’d just fought ten rounds. Finally, he whispered, almost broken: “Because if I did, I wouldn’t be able to stop.”
The silence that followed was deafening.
You stared at him, your own anger unraveling thread by thread until only confusion and something far more dangerous remained.
“You…” Your voice faltered. “You’re not just—this isn’t just about the mission, is it?”
His jaw tightened. He didn’t answer.
But he didn’t need to. You could see it. In his clenched fists, in the way his shoulders shook, in the way his gaze refused to leave yours even when it burned.
All at once, every memory of him crashed into you like a wave. His stupid jokes, his endless teasing, the way he always stood a half-step closer than anyone else. The way he’d kissed you last night, too convincingly for it to be fake. The way his hand had stayed in yours under the table this morning, his thumb brushing circles he probably didn’t even realize he was making.
You thought of how your heart had hammered then. How it was hammering now.
You swallowed hard, voice trembling when you finally spoke. “Woonhak… are we even pretending anymore?”
The question hung between you like a live wire, sparking, dangerous, impossible to ignore.
And in his silence—raw, vulnerable, unguarded—you realized you weren’t sure of your own answer, either.
Woonhak’s chest heaved, his fists flexing at his sides like he didn’t know whether to punch the wall or reach for you. His jaw worked, tight and angry, but underneath the anger was something else—something that scared you more than the fight.
“You always do this,” he said finally, voice rough, quieter now. “You pretend it’s just the mission. Just tactics. Just survival. But you never admit it’s more than that.”
Your breath caught. “More than what?”
His gaze snapped to yours, dark and unflinching. “More than partnership. More than banter. More than… whatever this game is.”
The words cut straight through you, sharp and clean. You wanted to deny it, wanted to shove the truth back down where it couldn’t touch you. But the look in his eyes burned through every defense you had left.
Your voice wavered. “You don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“The hell I don’t.” He stepped closer, the air between you buzzing. “Every time you roll your eyes at me, every time you call me insufferable, every time you look at me like you want to strangle me—you think I don’t notice? You think I don’t know what it means?”
Your back hit the wall before you realized you’d been stepping away. He stood in front of you now, too close, his shadow blotting out the sunlight streaming through the window.
“And what does it mean?” you whispered, your voice trembling.
His chest rose, fell. His hand lifted halfway, hesitated, then finally pressed against the wall beside your head. His eyes burned into yours, raw and furious and aching all at once.
“It means,” he said, voice low and shaking, “that I can’t keep pretending this is just fake.”
The words cracked something inside you wide open.
All the fights. All the teasing. All the times he’d driven you insane just to make you laugh. The way he’d kissed you last night like it wasn’t just an act. The way your heart has refused to steady since.
It all crashed into you in one dizzying wave.
“Woonhak…” Your voice broke, the name slipping out softer than you’d ever said it.
His eyes flicked to your lips. And before you could stop yourself—before either of you could throw up walls—you surged forward.
His mouth crashed against yours, raw and demanding, and all the fire you’d been swallowing since last night ignited in your veins. This wasn't a cover, wasn’t theater—it was messy, unpracticed, and real.
You gasped, and he caught the sound, deepening the kiss like he’d been waiting for it all along. His hand slid from the wall to your jaw, fingers curling under your chin to hold you in place, his thumb brushing your cheek with a surprising tenderness that only made your knees weaker. The other hand gripped your hip, firm, grounding you even as your world tilted dangerously off-balance.
Your fingers clenched in his uniform, pulling him closer, needing him closer. You hated the way it felt natural, like your body had been waiting for this exact gravity. You tugged at his shirt until the medals pressed against your chest, hard edges biting into silk, and still it wasn’t enough.
The kiss broke for air—a heartbeat of panting, of mouths parting just enough to breathe. But his lips hovered, brushing yours with every inhale, unwilling to let go.
Then he kissed you again, slower this time, like he wanted to taste every ounce of your resistance before tearing it apart. His lips moved against yours with infuriating patience, softer, deeper, making your chest ache with something you didn’t want to name.
Your hands slid up, almost without permission, fingers threading into his hair. It was softer than you expected, your nails grazing his scalp, and he groaned low in his throat at the contact—a sound that made your pulse slam harder against your ribs. His mouth opened under yours, pulling you in deeper, hungrier, like he’d been starving for this and you were the only thing that could sate him.
The world narrowed to heat, to breath, to the slick slide of mouths and the press of bodies. The corridor, the mission, the ticking satellite—it all fell away, eclipsed by the dizzying fact that this was him, kissing you like he meant it, and you kissing him back like you’d been waiting for it longer than you dared admit.
When you finally tore apart, gasping for air, you stayed tangled. His forehead rested against yours again, his nose brushing yours, both of you still clinging to each other like the gravity wouldn’t let go.
“This—” you tried, voice cracking, “this is a mistake.”
His lips curled, breathless, almost laughing against your mouth. “Feels like the best mistake I’ve ever made.”
You wanted to shove him away. You wanted to drag him closer. Instead, you just stayed there, trapped in the wreckage of the kiss, your heart hammering with the awful realization that neither one of you were pretending anymore.
Night fell heavy over Fort Marshall.
From the window of your shared quarters, the desert sky stretched black and endless, stars scattered like broken glass across velvet. The base was quieter now, guards pacing their routes, searchlights carving arcs into the dark. Somewhere beneath it all, the satellite uplink pulsed steadily, mocking you with every passing second.
But tonight, the mission demanded masks once again.
You stared at your reflection in the mirror, smoothing your palms down the silk that grazed the floor with every movement. The blood-red gown was nothing like what you normally wore on missions—or anywhere, for that matter. It caught the light with every shift of your body, the high slit flashing the pale line of your thigh, the neckline scandalously low, straps delicate against your shoulders. It wasn’t armor nor was it a disguise. It was dangerous in a different way.
For a moment, you almost convinced yourself to change. To pick something simpler, safer. But then you remembered Alfred’s words: blend in. Tonight, that meant being the kind of woman a decorated officer couldn’t keep his eyes—or his hands—off of.
Your heart thrummed against your ribs as you opened the bathroom door.
Woonhak was standing by the dresser, fastening his cufflinks with infuriating precision, the black of his tuxedo jacket sharp against his broad shoulders. His hair was neatly combed, his medals perfectly polished. He looked every inch the officer he was pretending to be—polished, commanding, untouchable.
Until he saw you.
The cufflink slipped from his hand, clattering against the wood. His head snapped up, and for the first time since you’d met him, you saw his confidence falter.
His eyes dragged over you, slow, deliberate, and impossible to misinterpret. From the slit of your gown to the curve of your neckline, to the way the red silk glowed against your skin. His mouth parted slightly, as though words had failed him.
“Holy—” He stopped, cleared his throat, and tried again. “You look…” He exhaled hard, almost laughing at himself. “You look like trouble.”
Your cheeks flamed. You crossed your arms over your stomach as if that could shield you from the weight of his gaze. “Don’t stare.”
“Can’t help it.” He pushed away from the dresser, crossing the small space between you in just a few strides. He stopped close—too close—close enough that the musky, woodsy sweetness of his cologne wrapped around you, grounding and dizzying all at once.
The silence stretched. His hand lifted halfway, hovering near your arm before he caught himself and let it drop. His throat bobbed with a swallow, his eyes still burning into yours.
“You’re impossible,” you muttered, stepping back to break the moment.
His hand caught your wrist, gentle but insistent. “And you’re stunning,” he said softly, simply, the honesty in his voice disarming you more than the words themselves.
The warmth of his touch lingered even after he let go.
You turned quickly, pretending to fuss with the small clutch Alfred had packed, anything to keep from meeting his eyes again. But the question gnawed at you—was he still acting? Still selling the role of a husband smitten with his new bride? Or was there something else threaded in his voice, something real?
Your reflection in the mirror offered no answers. Only flushed cheeks, quick breaths, and eyes you didn’t quite recognize.
Behind you, he adjusted his bowtie, the silk catching between his fingers.
“Damn it,” he muttered under his breath. The knot refused to cooperate.
You sighed, exasperated. “Still? After all this time?”
He shot you a sheepish grin in the mirror. “It’s not exactly a skill a superhero needs.”
You rolled your eyes and gestured towards him. “C’mere.”
The ballroom shimmered under golden light, chandeliers scattering fractured brilliance across polished marble. Black-and-gold banners draped the walls, and the air buzzed with perfume, mulled wine, and the faint tang of anticipation.
You froze at the edge of the dance floor, your crimson gown catching the light like fire, the slit flashing dangerously every time you shifted your weight. Couples gathered in the center, clasping hands, bodies angling close as the first sharp notes of the tango sliced through the hum of conversation.
Your stomach plummeted. “No. Absolutely not.”
Woonhak turned to you, a grin tugging at the corner of his mouth, eyes glinting under the warm glow. “Oh yes.”
“I don’t know how to tango,” you hissed. “I’ll trip. I’ll ruin the cover. We’ll stand out—”
He extended his hand toward you, palm steady, inviting. “It takes two to tango.”
The words landed like a challenge.
Before you could argue, his hand closed gently but firmly around yours, tugging you onto the floor. The warmth of his palm against yours sent a shiver straight up your arm. His other hand slid to the small of your back, guiding you into place, pulling you flush against him.
The music swelled.
You stumbled on the first step, but his grip steadied you instantly. He moved with practiced ease, his body leading yours with subtle shifts of pressure—forward, back, side, spin. You realized quickly that the tango wasn’t gentle, and wasn't safe like a waltz. It was sharp. Demanding. A battle disguised as an embrace.
And he was winning.
Your leg brushed his with every lunge, the slit of your gown flashing scarlet as he spun you in a quick pivot. You gasped as his hand pressed firmer against your back, arching you into a dip that made your hair brush the floor. His grin was wicked as he pulled you up again, your bodies colliding in perfect sync.
“You’ve done this before,” you muttered, breathless.
“Maybe once or twice,” he said smoothly, lips grazing the shell of your ear as he spun you into another sharp turn.
The violins climbed higher, the rhythm pounding in your chest. You struggled to keep up at first, every step a scramble to match his precision. But the more you fought, the more you realized the tango wasn’t about memorizing steps. It was about surrender. About trust.
Two bodies moving as one.
And the more you gave in to his lead, the easier it became.
Your breaths fell into rhythm with his. Your body began anticipating his shifts—the subtle tightening of his hand before a spin, the press of his chest before a lunge. Your heels clicked against the marble in perfect time, skirts flaring as he pulled you through a sweeping arc.
You hated how natural it felt.
The dance tightened, movements shrinking until you were locked close, his thigh sliding between yours as you pivoted. Heat radiated through every point of contact—his hand at your back, his fingers twined with yours, his breath ghosting against your cheek. The push and pull of the tango mirrored every argument, every tease, every kiss that had blurred the line between fake and real.
You weren’t just dancing. You were fighting. You were confessing. You were unraveling.
The music built to its peak. He spun you one final time, your dress flaring like flame, then pulled you back into a dip so deep you felt the world tilt. His arm held you steady, his face hovering just above yours, his breath hot against your lips.
Hours later, when the ball was in full swing—glasses clinking, laughter spilling freer with every refill—the plan bore fruit.
A young soldier in full dress uniform approached, his boots clicking against the marble as he made his way through the throng. Conversations softened around him, curiosity stirring as he stopped in front of your table and bowed stiffly.
“Colonel Kim. Madam.” His voice was clipped, official. “General Lyle requests your presence. Immediately.”
Heads turned. Whispers flitted. The general wants them. No one would question it.
Woonhak stood smoothly, offering his hand to you with all the polish of a decorated officer. “Of course.” He pressed a kiss to your knuckles before guiding you to your feet. “Come, darling.”
The soldier pivoted sharply, leading the way out of the ballroom. You walked arm-in-arm with Woonhak, your crimson skirts whispering across the floor, his presence solid beside you. You felt eyes on your backs all the way to the doors.
Once outside, the night swallowed you whole. The cool desert air wrapped around your bare shoulders, stars burning above. Searchlights swept across the yard, guards pacing like shadows.
The soldier led you toward the courtyard. His steps were steady, unaware of the trap already closing.
You brushed against his mind, the hypnosis still wrapped tight around his thoughts. The illusion of urgency kept him marching forward until you reached the shadowed corner of the base where the light thinned.
Then, with practiced ease, Woonhak moved.
His hand shot out, clamping around the soldier’s mouth. In one swift motion, he yanked him back into the shadows. Your palm pressed to the soldier’s temple, sending a psychic pulse sharp enough to drop him unconscious before he could resist. His body slumped, dead weight, into Woonhak’s arms.
“Out cold,” Woonhak muttered, easing the soldier against the wall. He adjusted the man’s hat so it covered his eyes. To anyone glancing from a distance, he’d look like another guard grabbing a smoke break.
You exhaled, your heart pounding. “That’ll buy us time.”
His hand caught yours again, the contact firm and urgent. “Come on.”
The radar tower loomed above you, its red lights pulsing steady as a heartbeat. The hum of the uplink thrummed in the ground beneath your boots, the countdown etched into your mind like a drumbeat.
You and Woonhak crept closer, breaths even, steps silent—
—until metal shrieked.
A heavy body dropped from above, boots slamming against steel with a clang that reverberated down the tower.
The man rose from his crouch slowly, grinning like he’d been waiting for this moment. His skin shimmered faintly under the floodlights, veins glowing a sickly yellow that pulsed in time with the tower’s lights. He flexed his hands, knuckles cracking, his grin sharp.
“Well, well,” he rasped, voice gravel ground into words. “The League sends children to do their dirty work. Cute.”
Your stomach sank. “Meta-human.”
“Low-tier,” Woonhak muttered, his stance shifting. His shoulders squared, his body instinctively angled between you and the intruder. “Still dangerous.”
“Orders were simple,” the meta said, pacing slowly around you, eyes glowing brighter. “Guard the tower. Kill intruders. Looks like I get to have some fun.”
Then he lunged.
He moved faster than his bulk should have allowed, his fist a blur. You ducked just in time, his punch exploding against the concrete where your head had been a moment ago. Shards sprayed your arm, slicing shallow cuts across your skin.
Woonhak was already moving, shoulder slamming into the meta’s chest. The impact cracked the air, both men grunting as they locked in a brutal grapple. Their fists collided, the sound like thunderclaps, each blow shaking the air.
You scrambled back, ripping the knife from your thigh sheath, its weight solid and familiar in your palm. You hated fighting. You always had. But the mission—the countdown—the heat of blood already trickling down your arm—left no room for hesitation.
The meta swung wide, backhanding Woonhak across the face with enough force to send him staggering into the tower’s base. The man’s yellow eyes locked on you.
“Pretty little thing,” he sneered. “Let’s see how long you last.”
He lunged.
You sidestepped, slashing your blade across his arm. The metal sheen resisted at first, then split, blood spilling in a hot arc across the concrete. He snarled, whipping his other fist toward your ribs.
Pain exploded through your side, white-hot, your breath torn away as you flew back, colliding with the gravel. The knife clattered from your grip.
“Y/N!”
Woonhak let out a shout, launching himself back into the fray. He tackled the meta from the side, slamming him against the steel tower with enough force to rattle its beams. The meta’s head snapped back, blood spraying as Woonhak drove a fist into his jaw once, twice, a third time. Bone cracked.
The meta only laughed, spitting crimson teeth onto the ground. “Not bad,” he rasped, swinging back hard. His glowing fist caught Woonhak in the stomach, the impact a deep, sick thud. Woonhak staggered, coughing blood onto the gravel.
“Bastard,” he growled, wiping his mouth.
You forced yourself up, ribs screaming, vision blurred with pain. Your fingers found the knife again, sticky with your own blood. With a sharp breath, you surged forward, slashing low across the back of the meta’s leg.
This time, the blade cut deep, severing muscle. Blood gushed, dark and hot, spraying across your arm.
The meta howled, his balance faltering. He spun, his fist catching your shoulder and sending you sprawling again. Your back scraped raw against the concrete, the knife nearly slipping from your grasp.
He loomed over you, grinning through the blood spilling down his chin. “You’ve got fight, I’ll give you that. But you’ll bleed out long before you take me down.”
His hand closed around your throat, fingers tightening, crushing. You clawed at his grip, knife slicing desperately at his forearm. Blood welled, but his strength didn’t falter.
Then his grip vanished.
Woonhak slammed into him like a battering ram, wrenching him off you. They crashed to the ground, fists flying, the sound of flesh meeting flesh sharp and sickening.
“Don’t touch her,” Woonhak snarled, his voice guttural. His fist smashed into the meta’s mouth, splitting it wide open. Blood sprayed in an arc, painting Woonhak’s cheek.
The meta spat, laughing even as teeth scattered across the gravel. “You think you can save her? You’re nothing but a blunt weapon—”
His words cut off in a gurgle as you drove your knife into his side. Deep. The resistance of muscle gave way to the sharp scrape of bone. Hot blood gushed over your hand, warm and slick.
He yelled, his glowing eyes flaring brighter as his elbow cracked against your temple. Stars exploded in your vision, the world tilting dangerously.
“Y/N!”
Through the haze, you saw Woonhak grab the meta’s head with both hands. His arms bulged, veins straining, teeth bared. With one violent twist, there was a sickening crack.
The glow in the meta’s eyes flickered, then died. His body collapsed to the gravel with a heavy thud, blood pooling beneath him.
For a long, horrible moment, there was silence. Just your ragged breathing, the metallic tang of blood, and the steady thrum of the radar tower overhead.
Woonhak crouched beside you, his face streaked with blood—some his, some not. His hand cupped the back of your head gently, steadying you. “You okay?”
You coughed, wiping blood from your lips. “Define okay.”
He almost laughed, shaking his head, but his eyes were dark, fierce. “You fought.”
You looked down at your hand, still slick with the meta’s blood, your knife dripping steadily onto the gravel. Your stomach twisted—but you met his gaze, steady.
“Had to.”
And for the first time since you’d met him, he didn’t smirk, didn’t tease, didn’t argue. He just nodded.
“Together,” he said. His hand squeezed yours, grounding. “We finish this together.”
Then the alarms shrieked.
Red strobes burst to life across the base, painting everything in flashing crimson. Radios crackled. Boots thundered. The entire fort had been roused.
“They know we’re here,” you rasped, pulling the small black case from your belt.
“Then we end it now,” Woonhak growled, planting himself between you and the incoming storm.
Inside the case, nestled like the last bullet in a loaded gun, was the chip Batman had given you: a sleek sliver of obsidian circuitry no bigger than a flash drive. When inserted into the console, it would erase every byte of stolen data and fry the satellite’s link for good.
You sprinted across the open yard, ribs aching, the chip clutched tight in your bloodied palm. Bullets cracked overhead, guards shouting as they spilled from the barracks.
“Cover me!” you shouted.
“Always!” Woonhak yelled back.
He opened fire, each shot precise, brutal. A soldier spun and dropped, blood spraying. Another lunged close, only to be met with the snap of Woonhak’s elbow breaking his jaw. The air filled with the acrid bite of gunpowder, the metallic tang of blood.
You slid beneath the console canopy, coughing through the smoke. The uplink screens glowed angry red, streams of encrypted data racing skyward. 23 minutes. 18 seconds.
You yanked the panel open, exposing the ports beneath. Sparks snapped against your knuckles as you jammed the chip home. For a breathless moment, nothing happened—
Then the system screamed.
UNAUTHORIZED DEVICE DETECTED.
You bit down hard, fingers flying as you bypassed locks. “Come on, come on—”
Guards swarmed. Woonhak dropped two with precise shots, but a third barreled in from the side, blade flashing. Woonhak caught the man by the throat, slammed him into the steel beam with a sickening crunch, and finished him with a single, bone-breaking twist. Blood sprayed across his sleeve.
“Y/N!” he barked, glancing back at you, eyes wild.
“Almost there!”
The screen flickered, corrupted code eating through the data streams line by line. Files collapsed, names shredded, secrets burned away. The chip was working.
A soldier broke through the chaos, rifle leveled at your back. You spun instinctively, knife flashing. The blade sank deep into his stomach, hot blood spilling over your hand. He gurgled, eyes wide, before crumpling at your feet.
You yanked the knife free, chest heaving. “I hate fighting,” you muttered under your breath.
“You’re damn good at it,” Woonhak grunted, slamming another attacker into the ground, his fist ending the man with one bloody crack.
The console beeped, shrill and final.
UPLOAD: TERMINATED. DATA ERASED.
“Yes,” you breathed, yanking the chip free just as sparks erupted from the panel. The entire tower shuddered.
“Move!” Woonhak grabbed your arm, dragging you back as the uplink screamed, electricity arcing wildly. The red lights sputtered before going black. Above, the radar tower’s crown blinked once, twice—then died.
The satellite was blind. The League’s secrets were safe.
And the tower began to collapse.
Steel screamed overhead as the structure buckled, explosions blooming along the spine. You and Woonhak dove behind sandbags, the shockwave tearing across the ground. Shards of metal rained like knives, fire clawing at the night sky.
For a long, terrible moment, there was only ringing in your ears, the acrid burn of smoke in your throat, the weight of his arm thrown protectively across your body.
Then—silence.
You lifted your head, coughing, eyes stinging from ash. The tower was a twisted husk, fire chewing through its remains. Sparks popped and hissed where the consoles had burned out, the smell of ozone thick in the air.
You’d done it.
Woonhak shifted beside you, blood streaked across his jaw, soot smeared down his neck. His eyes met yours, raw and unguarded. “Told you I’ve got you, sweetheart.”
Your throat tightened, the chip still clutched in your trembling hand. “Yeah,” you whispered. “You do.”
THE AFTERMATH
The medbay was too quiet.
Machines beeped steadily, curtains swayed faintly in the draft from the air vents, and antiseptic stung sharp in the back of your throat. You sat propped up against pillows, bandages tight around your ribs, trying not to think about how the last 48 hours had gone.
The curtain rustled.
Woonhak—Superboy—slipped inside, his broad frame filling the small space. He was cleaned up now, bruises fading purple and blue along his jaw, fresh gauze wrapped around his knuckles. He looked sharp even in the plain shirt Alfred must’ve shoved at him, though his shoulders hunched in a way you rarely saw.
“Seraphim,” he greeted quietly.
“Superboy,” you returned, a little too formal, a little too careful.
He hovered at the foot of your bed for a second, shifting his weight like he wasn’t sure he belonged here. Then he sat on the edge of the mattress, the dip pulling you both closer.
For a moment, neither of you spoke. The silence wasn’t heavy this time—just strange, delicate, like glass that might shatter if you moved wrong.
“So,” he said finally, clearing his throat. “How’s the rib?”
You raised a brow. “Broken. Wrapped. Hurts like hell when I breathe. Standard procedure.”
He winced. “Right. Guess that was a dumb question.”
“Not your dumbest,” you said lightly, and to your surprise, he laughed.
Silence fell again, softer this time.
“You?” you asked. “How’s the jaw?”
He touched the faint bruise at his cheek with a crooked grin. “Still attached. Can’t say the same for the other guy’s.”
Despite yourself, you snorted. “Show-off.”
His grin widened, but faded just as quickly. He leaned forward, elbows on his knees, staring at the floor. “Feels weird, doesn’t it? Being back. Mission over. Just…” He gestured vaguely at the white walls. “This.”
You nodded, staring at your hands. “Too quiet.”
Another beat of silence. Then, softly, “Do you think they’ll remember us? At the fort?”
You tilted your head. “The wives?”
He smirked faintly. “The ones convinced we were sneaking off every five minutes.”
You groaned, dragging a hand down your face. “I’m never living that down.”
“Could’ve been worse,” he teased. “At least they bought it. I mean, the tango alone sold the whole ‘madly in love’ thing.”
Your cheeks heated before you could stop them. “You’re insufferable.”
“And you’re blushing,” he shot back.
You opened your mouth for a retort—but stopped when his expression shifted. The grin slipped. His shoulders tensed. His hand flexed against his thigh like he was bracing himself.
“Seraphim…” His voice was low, careful. “What are we?”
Your head snapped toward him, caught off guard.
He kept talking, words tumbling too fast, nerves finally cracking through his usual bravado. “I mean, we’ve been partners forever, right? And we bicker, and we fight, and yeah, we’ve saved each other’s asses more times than I can count. But then—” His voice pitched higher. “Then we’re pretending to be married, and kissing for cover, and suddenly it doesn’t feel like pretending anymore, and I don’t know where the act stops and where… whatever this is starts, and—”
You stared at him, blinking slowly, as his rambling grew wilder.
“—and maybe it’s just me, maybe I’ve been reading into things, maybe you really do just think I’m an arrogant pain in the ass, but I can’t stop thinking about the tango, and the look on your face when—”
You cut him off, your voice flat but your heart hammering in your throat.
“Just kiss me, you idiot.”
He froze. Mouth open. Eyes wide.
Then, slowly, a grin curved across his bruised face. “Gladly.”
And he leaned in, closing the distance in one smooth, decisive motion. His mouth met yours, softer this time—no pretense, no audience, no act to maintain. Just him. Just you. His hand cupped your cheek, careful, as if you might break, while the other pressed against the mattress to steady himself.
You sighed into the kiss, your fingers curling into his shirt, pulling him closer despite the ache in your ribs. The world fell away again—no satellites, no missions, no code names. Just the two of you, raw and unguarded, finally admitting what had been burning between you all along.
When he pulled back, breathless and grinning, his forehead resting against yours, he whispered, “So that’s a yes?”
You rolled your eyes, but the smile tugging at your lips gave you away. “Shut up and kiss me again.”
He chuckled, low and warm, before doing exactly that.
genre. student!woonhak, student!reader, high school love, fluff, slowburn (?)
w.c. 5.7k+
summary. It's his last year of high school when Kim Woonhak realizes you make his heart beat faster than normally acceptable. Will he be able to contain his feelings just as you have yours?
a.n. back with another fic, surprise lols! :) im actually cackling. this is so random. I've currently finished my first year of pre-university so I haven't been able to pick up writing freely since I was busy af! writing extended essays and internal assessments. These days I've just been craving some boynextdoor fics. Woonhak's my bias because he's just So High School. This fic was mainly inspired by Niki's Take A Chance With Me.
his laugh you'd die for, the kind that colors the sky
IF THERE WAS ONE THING TO NOTE ABOUT WOONHAK, IT WAS THIS: YOU HEAR HIM BEFORE YOU SEE HIM.
But ultimately it’s one of the few reasons why you were so enamoured with him anyway. In a way, Woonhak was always just such a breath of fresh air. He fills the silence between you two easily and you admire the way he never fails to speak his mind. Although most of what he says weighs between utter nonsense or weird baseball slash basketball analogy. Nothing in between.
You don’t know how it happened. Just that he almost fell when he entered the classroom because he failed to realize the small indent between the hallway and classroom. To your strange luck, you seemed to be the only one who saw his embarrassing encounter with the indent. When he's raised his fist up to celebrate his achievement of not being seen, he makes eye contact with you.
You laughed first, of course, obviously. “Nice try guy,” you had said, patting his shoulder as you passed by him and out the door, continuing your original plan to grab a drink. Your smile was unwavering because what else would you have done? Not laugh? Tough luck.
The next thing you heard were his steps trying to catch up with you, and then a brush of his shoulders with yours. “Please, please tell me you aren’t gonna tell anyone, please,” he begged, voice as whiny as ever. At your silence he continues his demonstrations of whining and begging and whining again until you reached the vending machines.
As if having enough with your unconcerned figure, he moves quickly to block the screen of the machines; perfectly blocking the view of drink choices. “Come on! Then it’s my treat, just please,” His lips formed a natural pout and you couldn't help but say something then.
“Go on then,” Man, he was cute. The smile he gave you after was a joy to see. Bright like a warm hug in winter.
When the strawberry milk sits in the palms of your hands, he began again, “So… this means you won’t tell anyone right?” His brows rose up and down. “Right?”
You popped your straw in its intended place before starting to make your way back to the classroom with small steps, you deliberately made eye contact with him, “Who said?”
When his whines start picking up again, you couldn't help but look at him stomping his feet and whatever. Your eyes darted to his name tag, Kim Woonhak. What a way to start freshman year of high school.
What happened after that was completely his doing. Suddenly he clung to you everywhere. In group assignments, paired sport activities, to the shop, break and lunch, sometimes even your silent library time.
But then again, it’s not like you can say you hated his presence. He keeps making you laugh and in turn it has led to some real comedic moments. Woonhak in all his bright jubilant being is just a boy, and when he laughs. He laughs hard.
In this though, you came to the ultimate realization that you’ve utterly and truly fucked yourself up.
he says my name like i'd fade away somehow if he's too loud
It happened on some random Sunday afternoon in ‘23. You were coming over to his house to do some serious studying because your mid terms were just around the corner. Woonhak being the kind best friend he was, invited you over because he, for the life of him, couldn’t keep his eyes open for more than five minutes trying to read the textbook. Which you’ve told him was the ‘worst way of studying ever’.
After three hours of extreme concentration you realized it had become quiet. Too quiet, so naturally you looked over to see what he was doing. To absolutely no one’s surprise there he was, head on the table, textbook and paraphernalia of school supplies surrounding him. He fell asleep atop his plastic ruler and you know it’s gonna leave a mark when he wakes up. It leaves a subtle tingle in your chest, knowing how stupidly adorable he’s gonna look when he does.
It was in this silence where you realized you were gonna live with these feelings you have for him for a long while. Kim Woonhak, the whiny kid who trips more often than not, clumsy in a worrying way, creative in ways not pertaining to math and the loud fool who always claps the hardest when you achieve another milestone in your life. Who would’ve known? Seriously.
The next few minutes were spent looking at his annoying face. Needless to say, your heart is pounding against your chest. With the sunset gently laying its rays on his sleeping figure, you start to pack up.
When it comes to things like these, you know what to do. Think it through, sleep it off.
You leave a note on his forehead saying your goodbyes. Not wanting to ruin his precious sleep. You waved at his mother when you saw her in the kitchen, “Auntie, hak’s asleep in his room. My mum wants me back before dinner so I gotta dash now. Thank you for the snacks!” You gave a polite bow before exchanging your slippers for your shoes. Your heart pauses when you weigh the actuality of it all. His mum gives you a hum, saying her goodbyes from the kitchen. Just as you move to open the door, she rushes to you and in her arms a tupperware filled with side dishes. Your heart clenches.
You thank her graciously, she pats your head and you go on with your journey home.
Walking with your heart heavy is a force to be reckoned with. There’s a quiet intimacy in knowing you’ve left such an indent in someone’s life. Having a pair of slippers for each other when you visit your respective homes, knowing where they put their plates, where their seasonings are.
You’ve never believed in rushing into things. If there was one thing preached in your household, it was patience and unwavering perseverance. It was no wonder how each family member in your life was able to achieve great things, you were set to follow their footsteps.
The way Woonhak does things though. It’s a sight to see. This you let a small laugh at. He’s not even here and you’re thinking of him. How much more insane can you be?
On this walk back home, you took your time, thought about a lot of things. How colorful it is when Woohak laughs loudly. How he’s always hungry. The quiet moments between you. His long rants about the Lotte Giants. That time you played on the swings. How unforgivingly loud he is. The number of times he’s tripped. Basketball sessions where he misses the hoop. How your feelings will always be kept at bay. You care for him too much for you to suddenly lose him over such a fleeting thing such as feelings.
But then again, love has always been simple. Every emotion is a sign, and if this is them giving you a sign; you’d embrace them. As the sky settles into arrays of pink, orange and yellow, a smile blooms on your face. To be at peace with yourself, is to be at peace with your emotions.
Woonhak has always been a sweetheart to you. He doesn’t hesitate to take care of you, like it’s his second nature, which makes sense cause he's the oldest in his household.
You remember getting sick somewhere at the start of the school year. Bed-ridden with headaches banging in your head. Weakly opening your eyes, you saw him. Woonhak by the side of your bed, wringing a wet towel. In all honesty, you thought you were dreaming.
The next time you opened your eyes it was when he woke you up, stirring you from sleep with his gentle hands. You felt a wet cloth on your forehead, it made you suddenly aware of the situation. You tried to sit up.
“Woah hold on there tiger. Take it easy,” Woonhak reassured you.
There in your bedroom sitting by you on the bed, he feeds you the warm porridge. In no rush to fill you in about what happened at school earlier, retelling all the funny things that happened in class too. He’d laid the homework and notes on your study table, pasted sticky notes with page numbers written down hastily.
Woonhak, in all his loudness, has his moments of quiet seriousness–most especially when it comes to taking care of you. In rare moments like these, his tenderness reveals itself clearly–in the way he takes care of you without needing to be asked.
You remember thinking how irrevocably smitten you were with him. Flustered because he’s seen you in such a weak state. But yet again, it feels nice to be taken care of. Woonhak has always made sure you knew that. That it wasn’t something he’d think twice about doing.
Rounding the corner to finally reach your street, the red settles in your cheeks easily. It's calming to know your brain and heart agree with each other.
uncovering the dreams he dreams at night
It’s his last year of high school when Woonhak realizes how stunningly beautiful you are. It’s like there’s a constant halo on you and he can’t keep his eyes off you. Now don’t get him wrong, he’s always thought you were pretty though. Just much more so.
And when he starts scratching at his chest where his heart sits because it starts racing whenever you’re near him, he doesn’t acknowledge it.
It was like any other school day, Monday. He slides the door open with a jolt and yells out, “Good morning everybody!” before he sees you.
Woonhak–nonetheless–is popular among the majority of the people here. He befriends people easily which isn’t unexpected. He’s outgoing and a guy you trust can have fun. As people greet him back his eyes roam around and land on you.
You arrive before him as usual, already on your desk talking to the people surrounding your table not at all minding his usual loud morning greeting to the class (it happens everyday). People have always flocked to you naturally like there was an irresistible force pulling people towards you and they gravitated to you like a magnet finding its field.
As if sensing his stare, you turn to the door seeing him standing there aloof. “Did you trip again genius?” you tease him, smile gracing your features.
He sends you a deadpan expression as he moves to his seat, conveniently next to you by the way. Upon reaching your side, he drops his bag carelessly on his desk, “Again?” He sulks, crossing his arms on the desk and planting his face on them.
His heart drops to his ass when he hears the question you ask him, “Did you do the math homework, hak-ah?” His head has never shot up so fast, eyebrows almost meeting his hairline. “Exactly.”
With a sigh, you gesture to the paper on your desk and the smile he gives is enough to feed three generations of mountain goats. He knows that face of yours though, it's where you’re contemplating on giving a physical injury but you care about him too much.
“Thank youuuuu,” He sings, taking out his own homework sheet (clean with rumpled edges) before copying down your answers. Purposely getting some wrong and leaving them blank to make it more believable because he knows you’re getting a full mark on this. He may be dense but he still has common sense, this he can admit.
When he slides your paper back on your desk, you take a look at him. It’s a slow motion montage when he sees your hand coming up to fix his hair and it was over before he wanted it to be. Once neat enough in your eyes, you continue chatting with a classmate of yours. He sits there, trying not to breathe too loud because what. was. that.
It was a normal thing for you to fix his hair for him, what with all the clumsy things he’s done. Messing up his hair was the least of his worries. It was for you apparently. He never thought twice about your actions until now.
His thoughts were so loud. “You okay?” You nudge his side. As the school bell rings its normal tune, he can only nod his head. He grips his thigh hard, trying to stop it from fidgeting.
Kim Woonhak’s philosophy when it came to strange things happening to his heart was to go over it with someone more experienced. Which is why he is sat in front of Myung Jaehyun, his next door neighbor, friends by close proximity plus he was twice as annoying and persistent when they were kids.
“So what you’re telling me is that…” Jaehyun begins. “...your heart beats faster when you’re around her,” Woonhak hums, nodding.
“You smile when you think about her,” He nods harder. “She keeps popping up in your head,”
“...and you keep remembering all the things she likes for no reason at all?” Jaehyun ends.
He has never nodded harder than this: “Mhm, right, right.”
The silence encapsulates the two before Jaehyun lets out the loudest shriek of laughter he can muster. A laughter so joyous it causes tears to brim his eyes. Outrageous, Jaehyun thinks. Woonhak sits there, unimpressed. “Are you done yet, hyung?” At this Jaehyun releases another round of laughter, hand coming up to wipe the stray tears away.
When he finally comes to, “Hak-ah, this was the incredibly important information that you needed me to help out on? I mean seriously?”
“I mean… yeah I guess. It’s about y/n anyway. Everything’s important when it comes to her.” Woonhak answers genuinely. As if sensing his sincerity, Jaehyun sobers up and lets out a smile.
“Kid, you like her. What is so hard to grasp about that?”
Oh. Right.
hak: do we hv hw?
y/nnie: Why are you nonchalant again?
hak: always been bro 💯
y/nnie: Chem p32 and chapter 5 of english
hak: 😪
y/nnie: You best not ask me for answers tmrw
hak: 😁
y/nnie: 🤦🏻♀️
hak: goodnighttttt
y/nnie: Nighty hak-ie
hak: cn u say sweet dreams to me too?
y/nnie: No.
hak: ☹️
y/nnie: Sweet dreams you big baby.
woonhak: 😊
Woonhak isn’t making his case any better when he sees himself smiling through the reflection of his phone. “Oh my god, have I always been down bad for her?” He faceplants onto this bed, shimmying under the covers. Hoping to dear god he can erase all the possibilities of you and him so he can finally get some sleep.
All hope is lost when he starts remembering winter break of ‘23.
Sophomore year of high school. It’s called a winter break for a reason, so he–being the mastermind he was–planned a trip to Namsan Tower. Partly because he’d only been there once and it wasn’t with you. Plans were made and set.
“Ah, oh my god,” he says in the silence of his bedroom. “I even chose my clothes the day before,” he covers his eyes with his elbow, the embarrassment of a memory now settling behind the lids of his eyes.
So he did lay his clothes down the day before. He won’t lie to himself and say that he didn’t keep trying them on too. Exchanging every little bit of clothing with something new when he didn’t like how it looked.
On the day itself, he was as he was. Loud and a little reckless but this time with a scarf around his neck and earmuffs. That day, you played in the snow, ate hot churros outside in the snow where he complained about it being cold to which you reprimanded him for because you definitely did tell him to eat inside.
But there was this one memory he’s kept to himself since then.
He was being silly and of course fell ass down on the snow, laying down there on the cold white he heard your laughter first. The smile that reached his face was unstoppable. When the view of your face fills his field of vision, he’s momentarily taken-aback. The redness on your cheeks and nose, the little snow clinging to your lashes made you so enchanting and he was nothing but spelled. His lips twitched.
“You okay genius?” you had asked while stifling your laughs, putting a hand out so he can reach. A bright idea pulses through his brain waves, and before you know it you’re pulled onto the ground next to him. The laugh escaped him before he was able to stop it. You had laughed then too.
When the laughs settled down, he stood up first now stretching his hand to help you up and you gladly took it. Like automatic, you went ahead to brush the snow stuck in his hair, fixed his scarf and neatly put his earmuffs over his ears properly. He thanks you with a grateful smile–the blush on his cheeks from the cold or from you–he still doesn’t know.
And when Woonhak feels his heart race that day, he thinks nothing of it.
and he's got swirls of passion in his eyes
As Woonhak stands by the vending machine to buy you and himself a drink, he recalls the lesson he learnt from Jaehyun. Palm holding the folded piece of paper, reading it over again.
“What do I do now though?” He had asked Jaehyun.
“Fear not hak-ah, I have just the plan for you.” Jaehyun had said this with utmost certainty. He hands him a rumpled piece of paper like it’s been given and returned multiple times.
Woonhak unfolds the paper, reading aloud, “How to be a... Nice Guy?” He’d looked up at Jaehyun then, features morphing into that of doubt. Jaehyun only nodded, face still filled with surety and confidence.
How to be a Nice Guy: Nice Guy Operation
Step 1: Don’t Lose Confidence
Step 2: Let Your Soul Sing For Her (Mind Your Manners)
Step 3: Always be a Sweetie
He reaches down to collect your drinks, strawberry milk for you and a can of soda for him.
Honestly speaking, he’s done all these steps before. It’s not that hard to be a nice guy when you already embody these in real life. Confidence? He’s got enough of that to last a lifetime, you wouldn’t need to worry. A prime example would be May ‘24, Junior Sports Day. He remembers joining every single sport there was, why?
Well, the question was: why wouldn’t he?
It’s his last year before being submerged by the college entrance exams. The least he could do was enjoy the present.
“Joining 7 competitions is not how you enjoy the present, stupid,” you’d said to him, brows almost creasing into one.
This, he remembers vividly.
“It is if I'm gonna sweep all those medals,” he’d declared, hand stretched out to mimic snatching the medals. He’s met with a flick to the forehead and an earful of how he’s going to at least go home with an ankle sprain going back-to-back with basketball and long jump.
He ended up going home that day with 4 out of 7 medals. Gold in track, silvers in badminton singles and 3x3 basketball, a bronze in long jump. Two fouls in javelin and discus because he kept going over the line so he was disqualified and a DNS in high jump– it clashed with track.
It was no big deal though. He was crowned MVP thanks to his unforgiving passion to be better than everyone else. The ribbon for Best Team Player though? It’s tucked neatly in his room somewhere because as much as he wanted to be better than everyone else, he's sure to bring the energy to cheer people on from the sidelines.
Especially when it comes to you.
Although you didn’t show it, there was this nervous tic you had. You tapped your foot three exact times, and if he wasn’t careful he would’ve missed it but he’s learned to read you.
From there, the people turned to look because his whistling, clapping and shouts of your name were the loudest. You only shook your head and laughed. Seeing you cross the finish line first and then raising your gold medal in the air to beam up at him. He’s seen this smile before. Your eyes crinkled first, then a nose scrunch. The apple of your cheeks blooming.
‘That’s my girl,’ he had thought then. A certain type of warmth pooled in his chest.
With your matching gold medals, you took a picture to commemorate the day. His copy stays framed on his bedside table, and yours hung up on the wall next to your calendar.
When he reaches the classroom, he eyes shoot to you first. You’re leaning against the wall by the window, backlit by the soft rays. His mouth runs before he can stop it–
“y/n–”
“y/n!” Dongmin’s voice cuts through to you first. You turn to him with a relaxed smile. “Mhm dongminnie what’s up?”
Woonhak halts mid step.
Dongmin’s hand shoots up to hold up a familiar pink carton in the air, “For you, ma’am,” he says with a sly smile.
Woonhak can tell it worked on you. He watches as your face lights up in a pleasant surprise. “You shouldn’t have!” You chide at him, mock-offended, nudging at his shoulder slightly with a playful push.
This is what guts him. Like a ball just decided to ram up his upper stomach, stealing his breath from him. Woonhak looks down at the same drink he holds, the condensation dripping onto his palms.
His chest tightens as apprehension curls tight around his lungs. Since when have you been so chummy with Dongmin?
Woonhak has never been worried about other guys. You catch attention from them with the snap of your fingers. You were naturally friendly and easy to talk to but he knew you. You offer them sincere compliments if they manage to grab your attention but most of the time? They just weren’t worth your time.
This didn’t help the disgusting twist in his gut every time he sees a guy come up to you though. He’s seen enough of them try their luck with you, and he absolutely won’t mention the subtle guilty relief he feels whenever they walk away with their shoulders drooping with your bittersweet rejection.
As he watches you accept the strawberry goodness with a light beam in your eyes from Han Dongmin, he wonders what else you’re keeping from him.
When the bell rings and he goes to sit next to you, he wordlessly grabs the strawberry milk Dongmin had given you and absentmindedly drinks it in one go. He doesn't stop to hear your protests. When he finishes the drink, you’re left with no words as you stare with your mouth parted. As he turns to look at you, milk mustache and all, he slides the strawberry milk he bought.
He could tell you’ve changed your mind about slapping the back of his neck.
“Did you seriously have to do that?” You say. Clearly amused with the whole ordeal.
“Yep,” popping the ‘p’ as his lips press into a thin line, facing the front of the class. The jealousy that clings to him was something he didn’t like following him around, and the first thing to do was eliminate all options.
What was that about confidence? Woonhak scoffs under his breath.
as much as he tries to hide, i can see right through
What do you do when you like someone?
It’s different for everyone. In Woonhak’s case, though, he resorts to avoidance. The awkward kind where its ‘hey I just found out I kinda like you a whole fucking lot’. The one where he makes lame excuses to stop seeing your face cause he thinks his heart might combust. Unfortunately for him though, you notice everything about him. Especially when he rushes off to grab lunch with his other friends that Monday. You’re quick to catch on.
“I’m grabbing lunch with Yujin and the rest,” He rubs his nape, actively avoiding your eye contact.
When you manage to respond with a meek okay, he bolts off straight after. Your thoughts are cut off with a shout of your name.
“Jeong y/n! Let’s go!” Eunchae calls out to you from the class window. There's a disturbance in the air you can’t quite place, you feel this in your gut.
You promptly meet her outside. “Hak-ie’s acting weird,” you say with a slight furrow in your eyebrows. Eunchae loops her arms with yours as you begin walking towards the canteen. “When is he not weird, y/n-ie.” She responds dryly.
Touche.
When Tuesday rolls around, you’re certain of it now.
hak-ie: lunch w da boyz again 🙏🏻
hak-ie: c u ltr
His text was normal. Although more nonchalant than usual.
You’ve been observing him since the first period. Every question you ask him is clipped with a dry response. He seems tense for a reason you can’t quite place.
When you sit down with Eunchae in the cafeteria along with your other girlfriends, your appetite seems to diminish. The pasta you would’ve usually slurped up sits mostly untouched on your plate. You play around with your food as you try to take part in the conversation despite your mind being on something else.
You wait by the gate on Wednesday. A force of habit. Walking home together wasn’t something that needed to be discussed, it just made sense. A message comes through and it's from him.
hak-ie: shooting hoops with the guys ⛹🏻 u go ahead
He didn't even bother texting you when the bell rings for lunch and he walks with his hands over Yujin’s shoulder earlier today. Not one look at you.
You frown at this, lips pressing into a thin line, stomach twisting in that usual way when something doesn’t go your way and Woonhak avoiding you was definitely not going your way.
You force out a reply, sighing.
y/n: have fun!
Walking has always been a sort of reprieve for you. It helps you handle your muddled thoughts and ideas, untangling the jumbled mess of creative plagues and academic tendencies. Today though, there’s a heavy feeling that comes with every step.
Between you, Woonhak has always been much more emotional. He’s expressive in whatever he does and he doesn’t stay silent because he reacts too much. He wore his heart on his sleeve.
He cries first watching every movie that’s remotely sad, and you’re next to him handing out tissues whenever his snot piles up too much.
“Okay, here’s another scenario. Your friend calls to tell you that they’ve been in an accident, what would you say first?” Woonhak reads.
Your answer was quick to escape before you gave it any thought, “I’d ask them why they’re calling me first, duh. They should’ve called the ambulance first.”
Woonhak’s mouth opens in shock,“Oh my god you’re heartless.” You pay no mind to this as you continue munching on the chips.
“I mean, what would you have said?” You retort, mouth full. Hand moving to grab more.
His hand folds to mimic a telephone, “Are you okay? Are you hurt anywhere?”
“Okay true,” you’d agreed then, “I would’ve assumed they were okay because they chose to call me instead of the ambulance.”
He only shakes his head at your attempt. When he sees the nearly empty bag of chips, he jolts rushing to grab the bag. “Yah! I barely even ate this!” his legs sprawl going back and forth as bursts into a fit of whines.
“You kept talking,” you say with a small shrug, sheepish smile on your face.
His way opposes yours strongly. You keep things tucked a little tighter, handle everything under a hush-hush basis. Carefully, intentionally.
But Kim Woonhak is seriously starting to push your limits.
It’s Thursday when Eunchae asks with hands on her hips, “Did you two fight?”
There’s a slight pause before you force a laugh, “Where did you even get that from?” trying to avoid the topic.
“It’s been a serious while since I saw him clinging onto you,” you can say that again, you thought. “He’s just on his basketball rampage again or whatever,” you make an excuse trying to sound unbothered when you’re nothing but.
Eunchae knew you though. Well enough to notice when it sounds like a lie when you answer too quick, too casually. You thank her silently when she doesn’t push for more and hums moving on, because what would’ve you even said? That he’s ignoring you for no apparent reason and you don’t know what you did to warrant such behavior?
Clinging onto you—yeah, that used to be Woonhak’s specialty.
Your heart twists in misplaced affection because, man, do you miss him.
You and Woonhak were the dynamic duo. If anyone were to find you, you would’ve always seen one with the other. Wherever you went, Woonhak went and vice versa.
Him not being by your side was as obvious as the sun missing from the sky. His absence further fills the gap of silence you’ve been feeling since Monday.
You swallow hard, forcing the rice to go down.
how did i get in this arrangement? it baffles me too
He’s confronted by you on Friday.
He was off to walk home when he’s tugged by the collar of his shirt. “What the–”
As soon as he’s released, he stumbles and spins to see who the perpetrator is, he stops short when he's met with your figure clearly not at all expecting it to be you.
You stand there with a look he can’t decipher but he can definitely feel the anger and frustration coming off from you, and an underlying feeling of something more somber and heavy. Your arms are crossed and a frown sits permanently on your face.
“Yah, Kim Woonhak. You’ve got a whole of shit to explain.”
The short-lived silence was enough to penetrate his soul if it could before you launch onto your words–spouting about how insensitive, thoughtless, inconsiderate and callous he’s been. Avoiding you for no reason, late replies, leaving you behind and the like.
The more you speak, the louder your voice becomes. He can tell the feelings you’ve swallowed down, finally clawing its way out, begging him to be acknowledged, demanding to be heard.
There's a pounding in his ears that he can’t seem to get rid of. Maybe because you’re shouting at him but he’ll never truly know. His heart keeps clenching and unclenching. If he’d known better, it was as if his heart just wanted to jump out of his chest and into your arms.
Suddenly caught in the onslaught of his feelings, he’s overwhelmed. Before he knows it, his mouth speaks faster than his thoughts.
“And if you didn’t want to be friends anymore, you could’ve at least told—”
“I like you!” he blurts.
As the weight of his words sink into him, his hands fly up to cover his mouth instinctively as if he told a secret he wasn’t supposed to tell.
why can't we for once, say what we want, say what we feel?
You’re met with the back of his head a second later when he twists around. You let out a ridiculous scoff at his actions. So this was why he was avoiding you? Ignoring you like you were some background character?
‘Ah Kim Woonhak, really?’ you mentally face palmed. You were worried over nothing then. God, how much more silly can this boy get?
You hold a firm grip on his bicep, making sure he can feel a bit of pain–serves him right to be avoiding you all week, to turn him around. He’s got his eyes shut tightly. “Open your eyes, stupid.”
He opens an eye slowly to cautiously gauge your reaction before opening the other.
“What am I gonna do with you?” you shake your head with an amused frown. He says nothing. Hands still over his mouth, eyes wide and fixed on you.
You gently reach up to shrug his hands off to his sides, keeping them there before you do what you think to be the most impulsive thing you’ve ever done. You give him a quick peck right on the center of his lips.
The look he gives you after–half-filled in mild amusement, half-filled in atrocious shock–is enough for a lingering smile to settle on your lips.
“Up for some burgers?”
With a turn on your heel, you begin slow steps to start walking before you hear his shuffles and suddenly he’s in front of you. His hands land on your shoulders and the next thing you know his lips are on yours.
Longer, sweeter, welcomed.
He kisses you as if to make up for lost time. For all those times (multiple) when he wanted to kiss you. Winter break ‘23, that time when he got sick in August of ‘23, that day you wore a dress in the summer of ‘22, that time when you were scolding him because he wasn’t taking his studies seriously, Junior Sports Day ‘24 and so forth.
You’re certain he feels the smile on your lips before you deepen the kiss. Quite clearly enjoying this. Eventually when you pull back, he breaks the silence first: “This means you like me back right,” he asks, voice small. Uncertainty flashes across his features.
You let out a teasing smile, “You tell me.” Continuing on with your steps like you didn’t just flip his axis. He’s clearly frustrated by your nonchalant ease at this.
The normal sounds of his groans behind you fill your ears and you laugh.
“Oh, come ON!”
He’s quick to join you by your side, clinging like moss on a rock. He slides his arms around your biceps and tugs slightly like a toddler begging for a lolly.
You can’t help but burst into a fit of easy laughter, completely and irrevocably endeared.
At this, he intertwines your fingers instead. Swinging your hands back and forth like it’s a normal thing you’ve always been doing: “So,” he smirks, “when did you start liking me?”
You can only shake your head back and forth, your smile ever present. He's stupid but you love him. Oh, you love him.
If there was one thing you were glad about though, it was that you're grateful he took his chance with you.
a.n. thanks for staying till the end!! like, reblogs and comments are much appreciated. i was actually pretty stoked to write this because you just can’t convince me woonhak isn’t made for this trope. till next time!
In Summary Your world spins slower than everyone else’s. You are the observer of chaos from within a world of silence. That is, until a storm wearing a bucket hat named Kim Woonhak crashes into your frame of view, steals your (fat lazy brat) cat (accidentally), invades your library, and asks if he can be the only noise on your track.
Strangers to Lovers (started with a catnapping), fluff, love at first sight, Opposites Attract, University AU, Golden Retriever x Librarian noona
Starring: Jang Kyujin (NMIXX), Bae Jinsoul (NMIXX)
wc. 3.4K
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Your best friends like to say that if the world were to end tomorrow, you wouldn’t scream. You’d just sip your tea and watch it burn with mild interest.
Well, You don't deny it.
You are a fourth-year History of Art student and a part-time librarian. You are passionate about your specific interests and distinctly unmotivated about everything else—and admittedly, the list of things that actually spark your passion is very, very short.
Your world spins slower than everyone else’s... or maybe you just have more patience than the rest of the world combined.
People around you define you as the "Epicenter of Calm."
While others get frustrated when the coffee shop queue is miles long because the POS system crashed, you stand there quietly reading a paperback, waiting twenty minutes without a single complaint (you even smile at the cashier who is so panicked she’s on the verge of tears).
While everyone else in the library looks around awkwardly when a couple starts fighting loudly in the Literature corner (about some Shakespeare’s things), you just rest your chin on your hand, watching the scene with a blank expression like you’re watching a wildlife documentary, counting down the seconds until the "Madam Professor" (the Head Librarian) walks over to scold them herself, saving you the effort of moving.
You are used to other people's chaos.
You like observing it through your glasses, but don't ever expect it to drag you into the fray.
You are always the observer of chaos from within a world of silence.
Until last Tuesday…
You were taking a break, reading by the second-floor window of the library, looking down at the garden wall outside to rest your eyes.
Down in the garden... "Plato" —your fat, community-raised calico cat—was sunbathing. He was perfectly still, looking like a burnt loaf of bread.
So peaceful… A perfect resting spot for a cat slave. Even though there was a speaker from the Music Faculty set up not far from the fluffy ball, he looked too lazy to move, typical of a fat cat.
You couldn't hear the noise from inside, but no matter how loud that speaker was, your Plato wouldn't be affected. He’s just that lazy.
Suddenly... a storm of chaos wearing a workshop shirt and a giant bucket hat rushed into your frame of view.
The boy stopped dead in front of your cat.
He poked its belly. (It didn't wake up).
He made a face like the world was ending because the cat’s breathing was faint (it was just in a deep food coma).
The boy’s face morphed into sheer terror. He scooped the 6-kilo cat into his arms and sprinted toward the Vet Faculty like an Olympic runner.
"Y/N Sunbae!! Plato just got catnapped! Aren't you going to chase him?!" Jang Kyujin, your panicked junior, shrieked.
You looked away from the window, turning back to calmly flip to the next page of your book, replying to Kyujin—a third-year Environmental Science junior and fellow part-time assistant librarian.
"No."
"Huh?!"
"He didn't steal him. He looked like he thought Plato was dying. He meant well," you replied effortlessly. "Besides, Plato weighs a ton. He’ll bring him back."
True to your word, thirty minutes later, the boy returned. Shoulders slumped, he gently placed a very annoyed Plato back on the wall. He pressed his hands together to apologize to the cat two or three times before walking away dejectedly.
You just raised one eyebrow and let out a soft chuckle.
Watched from above, a small, amused smirk playing on your lips.
Fundamentally, you are a calm person—as mentioned before.
So, the universe sent you a best friend who is the exact opposite of you in every way.
Bae Jinsoul, the extrovert among extroverts, fourth-year Art History major, and the perfect embodiment of a Social Butterfly.
"I'm serious, that guy is a total green flag," Jinsoul said while putting a shirt back on the rack after deciding she didn't like it.
You sighed and smiled wearily, not turning to look, continuing to pick a shirt from the rack while mentally comparing prices.
"I don't like younger guys," you replied monotone. "Too loud."
"Why noooot! When that alumni senior asked for your number, you gave him mine and said you didn't like older guys!"
"Well, yes," you nodded, holding a white lace shirt against yourself. "How's this?"
"Very pretty, but I liked the floral one from earlier better," Jinsoul replied before excitedly returning to her topic. "But when my Sports Science friend asked you to dinner, you said you didn't like him either!"
"I didn't say that. I just didn't like him in that way. And Anton didn't actually like me like that either."
You clarified the data for Jinsoul while putting the plain lace shirt back. Jinsoul sighed in boredom, scrunching her face into a cute pout.
"Oh come on, find a boyfriend already. Seriously—my girlfriend is going to get jealous of you and me soon."
"Tell Yoona I was here first."
"Yah!"
You chuckled. It was sweet revenge for her pestering you about the same topic all day.
Jinsoul groaned. "I want to see who finally breaks you. You're like the Ice Queen with a sweet smile."
You smiled and didn't reply.
…But the Slowest cat-owner met her match at the University Festival.
The library was closed today, meaning you were unemployed, and you had no classes.
Jinsoul went on a date with her girlfriend immediately. As for your close junior Kyujin, she had texted ten minutes ago saying she was running late.
You had no problem doing things alone, but walking the entire festival solo was a bit tiring.
The other option was your Plato the Calico Cat, who was currently belly-up, acting like a loaf of bread drying in the sun.
You took Plato to the "Free Pet Health Check" booth at the Faculty of Veterinary Medicine, just to confirm that he was merely fat, not sick. And that was how you ended up talking to a certain Doctor about the bucket hat boy’s heroics.
You laughed at the story of the 'Emotional Coma' and accidentally complimented him, saying, "He was kind of cute, though," before excusing yourself.
You carried the lazy cat through the Engineering zone to avoid the crowds.
The bass from the Sound Engineering booth was thumping—boom, boom. You frowned slightly, unaccustomed to the loud noise.
"Hey!! That's the Coma Cat!"
A deep voice shouted from behind.
You stopped walking and slowly turned around.
Kim Woonhak stood there, eyes wide, pointing at the cat in your arms.
He remembered the cat clearly... but when his eyes shifted up to meet the Cat Owner, he froze.
You stood there, amidst the dim lights, wearing a soft cardigan, sending him a smile that made Woonhak stop as if the world had ceased spinning.
"Oh..." You greeted calmly. "The cat kidnapper."
Woonhak jumped, waving his hands in frantic denial. "N-No! I didn't steal him! That day I... I thought the kitty was..."
"Thought he was dying of a broken heart?" You finished the sentence. "The doctor told me everything."
Woonhak’s face turned beet red, wanting to bury himself in the ground. "I'm sorry! I didn't mean to..."
You stepped a little closer, holding Plato out slightly with your signature smile.
"It's okay... Thank you for worrying about Plato." You looked deep into his eyes, tilting your head slightly out of habit when talking to someone taller. "I saw you from the library window that day... You ran pretty fast. Were you tired?"
Woonhak stood frozen.
Jaehyun's warning that the cat owner was terrifying vanished instantly upon seeing that smile.
All that remained was the image of the woman in front of him, who was the calmest person he had ever met... so cool she completely extinguished the fire of panic in his heart.
No, wait. She extinguished his panic, but somehow made his face heat up instead.
"Y...You saw?" Woonhak stammered. "Then why... why didn't you chase me and scold me?"
You laughed softly.
"Why would I?... I knew a good boy would bring him back eventually."
Oh no. Even though all the older guys called him a brat, he had suddenly decided to be a 'good boy’ for life.
In that second... Woonhak knew immediately that he had fallen.
"Can... Can I make it up to you? Cat treats?" he stammered like a puppy.
"I have plans," you said, watching his face fall before adding, "But if you want to come visit later... feel free."
Even though you meant playing with Plato... Woonhak decided to accept that permission as valid for himself too.
After that, Woonhak became part of the library furniture. Specifically, the table right in front of your counter. He’d tap his foot, mouth lyrics, and stare at you over his laptop and big headphones.
He tried to be as quiet as a high-energy human like him possibly could. But the gaze he used to steal glances at you through the gap in his monitor... was loud.
Too loud. So loud that you couldn't help but glance back at those eyes.
The routine alternated each week. Sometimes he brought Jaehyun (the Drama King who started the rumor that Plato was in a coma), Leehan (who seemed to have been dragged along confusedly but didn't resist), or Taesan (who seemed like the only one who actually wanted to be in the library to read literature).
Until the peace of the library was shattered by the person you saw most often among Woonhak's friends...
"I'm serious, Woonhak! I just said she was interpreting it too much from a social psychology perspective... But she got triggered into this logic-obsessed witch mode who can't stand losing! Just because I divided the work?!"
Taesan slammed the table (lightly) as he blurted out his sense of injustice. Woonhak jumped, looking left and right in panic because their table’s decibel level was attracting stares. "Hyung, calm down..."
But the source of the noise was too deep in his emotions. "Yeah! I know it was a long time ago and I shouldn't be petty about it, but even now! Even though she likes my cologne! She still ignores it and denies herself!"
"Hyung, keep it down..."
Woonhak felt his hands were useless. His eyes kept darting to the calmest person in his life, hoping it would be okay...
...His eyes met yours, and he froze.
It was a cold smile, sent with unreadable eyes. You stood up, walked over to the counter in front of the source of the noise with a deadpan face, and shoved a ‘Silence Please’ sign right into Woonhak’s face (who hadn't done anything wrong but stood up in panic anyway). Then, you walked away toward the thesis section—the deepest, quietest part of the library.
Kyujin, witnessing everything, rushed to charge at her friend from the other faculty who stood frozen there out of worry.
Well, he must be in shock. It was the first time the sweet-smiling angel had scolded him.
"My heart is beating so fast…
This must be love..."
Before he could sigh, Kyujin and Taesan spoke in unison, hopelessly looking at this delirious boy.
"Insane."
"Delusional."
Another Wednesday afternoon, the staring became too much.
Instead of scolding him verbally (and breaking the silence rule), you grabbed a bright yellow Post-it note, scribbled on it, and slid it across the counter to him.
("If you stare at me one more time, I will ban you. So read your book.")
Woonhak read it. His eyes lit up mischievously.
He grabbed a pen, scribbled something back, and slid the note to you like it was a top-secret document.
("But the book is boring. You're prettier.")
You fought the urge to roll your eyes (and the tiny smile threatening to break out). You wrote back:
("Flattery won't work. The penalty for disrupting a librarian is death.")
He replied instantly:
("What about a penalty of buying me iced coffee instead? I'm broke. And thirsty.")
You looked up. He winked, resting his chin on his hands, looking at you with those expectant puppy eyes.
You sighed, defeated. You grabbed your wallet, pulled out a 5,000 won bill, and flicked it at him.
("Get lost. And buy me one too. Americano, no sugar.")
He caught the money, grinning so wide it probably hurt.
That was the day you realized... his annoyance was starting to become endearing.
Weeks passed. You got used to the Wednesday-Friday routine. You got used to the Post-it notes, the Americanos, and the loud whispers.
But on the Friday before finals week, Woonhak didn't show up.
The library was perfectly silent.
No aggressive typing. No foot tapping. No one sliding yellow notes across your desk.
It was exactly what you always wanted. Pure peace. Quiet.
So why did you keep glancing at the empty chair every five minutes?
Kyujin walked by, dropping a stack of books. She noticed you checking the door for the tenth time.
"Waiting for your Golden Retriever, Sunbae?" she teased.
"No," you replied too quickly, focusing hard on your book. "Just enjoying the silence."
"Sure," Kyujin smirked, leaning in. "You've been reading the same page for twenty minutes, by the way."
You slammed the book shut, cheeks burning.
The silence wasn't peaceful anymore. It felt... heavy. It felt lonely.
You realized with horror that you actually missed the noise.
Later that night, near closing time, the door finally opened.
Woonhak walked in. But he looked like a zombie. Shoulders slumped, dark circles under his eyes. No grin. No energy.
He walked straight to your counter and face-planted onto the desk without a word.
"What's wrong?" you asked, voice softer than usual.
"Ears are broken," he mumbled into the wood. "Mixed the same track for ten hours straight... The ringing won't stop. It hurts."
You watched him, your heart pinching slightly. He looked so small despite his size.
Without a word, you walked around the counter.
You stood beside him and gently placed your hands over his ears.
He flinched, then froze.
Your palms were warm. They formed a perfect seal, blocking out the hum of the AC, the distant footsteps, the ringing tinnitus.
The world didn't just get quiet; it got soft.
Once again, Woonhak's entire world paused. Time stopped spinning, leaving only silence and peace.
Woonhak looked up at you, eyes wide and vulnerable.
"Better?" you whispered.
He didn't speak. He just closed his eyes, leaned his head into your hands, and let out a long, shaky breath, relaxing his tense shoulders.
"Yeah," he breathed, leaning his weight against you. "Much better."
Please don't let go, he thought.
Woonhak’s project passed successfully after he got enough rest.
The problem now was you. Your exam schedule had been shifted so two brutal subjects were crammed into one day.
And this was the final day of exams.
The Central Library, once your Temple of Silence, had become a Fresh Market.
First-years flocked in to tutor, their chattering voices, the sound of dragging chairs, the sound of chewing snacks echoing everywhere.
Librarian duties were suspended during exams, so Kyujin wasn't here today.
You stood outside, stressed and ready to murder someone.
"Noona."
A familiar deep voice spoke up.
Woonhak stood behind you. "You look like you're ready to kill someone... You okay?"
"Not really," you answered honestly, sighing softly again, inadvertently pouting. "It's so loud. I can't read a thing."
Woonhak smiled with endearment, then looked around. And turned back to you.
"Want to come with me?"
"Where?"
"Somewhere quiet... A million times quieter than this."
Woonhak grabbed your wrist. "Come with me."
Ten minutes later, you were standing confusedly in front of the Engineering Faculty, Department of Audio Engineering.
He took you to Studio 6.
Soundproof walls. Cool air. Absolute silence.
"My private studio," he said. Woonhak gestured to a soft sofa in the corner. "No one will disturb us today... Taesan hyung and Jaehyun hyung didn't say they'd use the studio today either. Just me. So read here. I'll be quiet."
And he was. For three hours, he worked silently while you studied in peace. There was only the sound of soft mouse clicks and slight movements from Woonhak.
You looked up from your book at the broad back of the boy focused on the screen... He looked much cooler than when he was pestering you at the library. He looked mature. Reliable.
Finally, he spun around. "Hungry? I'm ordering chicken."
"In a studio? Professional."
"I'm a growing boy," he teased, sliding his chair over. "I was a good boy today, right? Do I get a reward?"
"Dream on," you poked his forehead, smiling.
"Noona..."
He caught your hand. His playfulness vanished, replaced by a shy nervousness.
He handed you a pair of headphones.
"I have a new demo. Can you... approve it?"
?? — As a history student, you have zero knowledge about what he wants from you but… yeah… anyway…
You put them on.
Instead of a heavy beat, you heard... shuffling paper. A coffee cup being set down. Light footsteps.
It was you. It was the sounds of the library, mixed into a soft, comforting Lo-Fi track.
Then, his voice cut in—a low, recorded whisper over the music.
("I love the silence you bring... it calms me down. But I don't want to be lonely in it. Will you be the only noise on my track?")
The song ended.
You took off the headphones. Woonhak was fidgeting, face red, looking like he was waiting for a verdict on a murder trial.
You placed the headphones on the desk.
You looked at him, and for the first time, you didn't just smile politely. You beamed.
"It's a bit noisy," you said softly.
Woonhak’s face fell.
"But..." you leaned in, poking his nose. "I think I can get used to this frequency."
Woonhak stared. Then he shouted, "YES!!" throwing his hands up.
"Shh!" you pressed a finger to his lips, laughing. "I told you I like quiet people."
He grabbed your hand, pressing it against his cheek, grinning so hard his eyes disappeared.
"I'll be quiet! I promise! Best quiet boyfriend ever!"
A/N
Tinnitus is real, folks. ၊၊||၊ ♪⊹ That ringing sound in your ears after wearing headphones for too long? Yeah, it’s not just you. Scientifically speaking, prolonged exposure to loud noise (over 85 dB) can permanently damage your inner ear. So please, give your ears a break. I’m telling you this as a friend (and a concerned).
Jokes on you: Taesan’s story was the first in this series, and yes, even by the time we reach Woonhak’s timeline (the 5th), Taesan is still painfully single. My bad, but also... it’s kind of funny.
Saving the best (or the longest) for last: Leehan is the final piece of this puzzle. If I told you his part is 7,000 words long, would you guys actually read it?
Anyway, English is not my first language, so please bear with me! ^^ Feel free to interact, scream in the tags, or talk to me about anything. I don’t bite—unless you’re a thesis deadline.
(P.S. Does anyone actually know the secret to making a perfect Castella cake? ૮₍。 •᎔• 。ა) I’m struggling so hard to find a decent one. Is it a universal secret or am I just cursed? If you know the trick to keep it from collapsing, please save me. • - •̥
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you were not supposed to be here.
being held in woonhak's arms as you lay on top of his figure—both of you settled comfortably on the couch—as his lips trail little nips along the skin of your jaw is definitely not what you thought an "argument" with him would look like.
"woon, fuck, wait." you attempt to pull yourself up, palms pressing against his chest; because god knows how badly your brain requires some distance from his wandering hands if you want to have any semblance of coherence.
"this ... is not talking."
the look he directs towards you is so genuinely, adorably confused you almost want to change your mind. maybe even apologize to him instead.
"baby ... are you still mad?"
he looks personally offended at how you hold your hand up to stop him from immediately pulling you back down again. you're almost tempted to let him.
"i didn't even know she was trying to flirt, honestly. you know you're the only girl f'me, right? ..."
you can swear you've heard this exact same excuse earlier. even if you were to believe whatever he's saying it wouldn't change what you've already seen.
woonhak with his girl best friend, the one he told you not to "worry" about seated on this very couch, so close to his lap that she might as well have been straddling him.
you’d seen how her lips had brushed against his ear as she giggled obnoxiously at something he said, leaning closer still when woonhak didn't turn to face her. but the smirk—boyishly charming, infuriatingly easy—on his face was enough to show his interest.
it didn't hurt.
how could you let it? it's not like you were together or anything.
what did hurt though, was how easily he was able to have you running right back to him.
it was embarrassing how the mere sight of his kiss-swollen lips was enough to have you forgetting how pissed you were at the sight of him all cozied up with that girl.
"baby? you still here?"
sometimes, it's like he can read your mind, like he knows exactly when your thoughts start wandering away.
away from just how dazed and fuzzy and shivery he makes you feel in his presence. his kisses, his whispered words, the sweet promises he never keeps—fuck.
"pay attention to me."
your breath hitches. woonhak’s pulling you back down, tangling his fingers through your hair just a bit too harshly.
he doesn’t mean for it to hurt, he just gets … excited. the eagerness in his half lidded gaze is only exemplified when he brushes a thumb against your lower lip.
a pause. you stare at him, wondering if you should put an end to this once and for all. the push and pull of it all can’t be doing any favors to your sanity.
but before you can, a shrill ring cuts through the tense moment.
the man underneath you sighs heavily. he whines about how he can’t catch a break when all he wants is to spend time with his favorite girl.
“… fuck. it's rahee."
?
you take a second to catch up. he's talking about her again. his best friend. "she needs me, baby. said her date ditched her. god, who does that. i should go to her—you understand right? …"
your silence is enough to convey your thoughts.
“don’t be like that, please.” his movements are still slow, like he has all the time in the world, as he angles your chin to face him.
it’s not very obvious to you how you should answer. so you don’t say anything.
woonhak doesn’t seem to notice your turmoil this time. his lips press to your own—languid, unhurried still. when he pulls away the faint sheen of your lip gloss is visible on his.
“i’ll be back before you know it, yeah?”
you don’t believe it one bit.
... but you find yourself staying up, staring at your ceiling listlessly long after midnight. your phone is clutched in one hand, opened to a post on her instagram account.
@ dollra : posted an hour ago.
"love hanging w/ my homeboy !!! @ kimwoon"
the picture shows her a tad too close to him, clinging onto him with her pretty lips pouting as if in defeat, with him holding onto her waist and his signature smirk in place.
SYNOPSIS: woonhak swears that dying sounds like a much better plan than ever having to see your face again. and when you do meet again a year after your break-up, he swears that he's over you and whatever high school romance you had. but if there's one thing about kim woonhak, it's that he's always been a terrible liar.
WORD COUNT: 2.4k
GENRE/CONTENTS: angst, hurt/comfort, exes to ???, super ultra heavy yearning, miscommunication, arguing, emotional vulnerability, woonhak is a little mean 😞.
AUTHOR’S NOTE: when i tell you this fic literally appeared in my head and i just had to write it down 😭 i rarely ever write woonhak fics but trust i love him guys like please your honor that's my son ☹️ anyways please enjoy yearner!woonhak he yearns like no other ❤️🩹
RECOMMENDED SONGS: Glue by Gigi Perez and Nobody New by The Marías
BACK TO MASTERLIST.
Kim Woonhak thinks about you more than he’d like to admit.
He thinks about the way you used to steal glances at him as you rode the bus home together, sharing an earbud as he played a song from his playlist, about the way you’d quietly hum along to the melody, your head swaying lightly to and fro. He thinks about how easy it was to make you laugh, how he could literally say the dumbest joke you’d ever heard in your life and you’d still laugh — because there was something about his delivery that made everything he said hilarious. He thinks about the way you’d hold his hand in a crowd, your fingers interlocked with his, smiling at the way his eyes widened in surprise, only to squeeze your hand gently the moment he’d calmed his racing heart.
He thinks about you a lot, about all the times you spent alone, the memories he had of you playing in his mind on repeat. He hears your laugh before falling asleep at night, sees the silhouette of your face in the fuzzy darkness of the back of his eyelids, and swears he can feel you beside him, almost like a ghost, as he finally succumbs to sleep. It’s torture, really, how often he thinks about you, how he can’t seem to forget about you no matter how many people cross his path, no matter how many times Kim Leehan tells him to just move on because you weren’t coming back.
You weren’t coming back.
Young love can be so beautiful sometimes. But not for Kim Woonhak. No, it was nothing but misery for him.
It was miserable when he realized his feelings for you were something much greater than mere friendliness, when he tried to avoid them and push them down for months, hoping that you wouldn’t notice how awkward he’d become around you. It was miserable when he confessed his feelings for you on your seventeenth birthday, avoiding your piercing gaze as you tried to process his words. But then, just for a moment, it wasn’t. For a moment, he felt something besides the gut-wrenching anguish in his stomach.
He felt relieved — relieved that your feelings for him were real, that he no longer had to wish he had you because he did. He did have you. It was the kind of relief you feel after finally catching a butterfly after chasing it for so long. He had you in the palm of his hand — he had you. He did, he swore he did. He could feel you when your fingers played with his hands during late night study sessions, your head resting on your closed textbook as you sat across from him. He could feel you whenever you snuck him into your room in the middle of the night, your bodies pressed close together as you hugged each other, your breathing leveling out as you slept as soundly as you possibly could. He felt you — the way your touch seeped beneath his skin, the way the blood in his veins, every atom and every fiber of him, was slowly replaced with you. He felt you, always.
He might even go as far as to say he loved you.
At the time, of course.
But not now, after having run into you at a house party a year after you broke up with him, with your stupid eyes staring into his eyes from across the room. No, certainly not now, after you’d chased after him the moment he looked away and started to leave. No, he didn’t love you anymore, not after you broke his heart like that. Right, because who could love you after that?
Not him, that’s for sure.
“Woonhak!” you called his name, trying to get his attention as you pushed past people hurriedly, trying to catch up with him. The music that blared from the speakers was loud enough to make your bones shake beneath your skin, and you were sure that no matter how loudly you called after him, he probably wouldn’t hear you.
But Woonhak heard you. You were always the only voice in his head, the only voice he heard in a room overflowing with people. How could he not hear you?
When you finally did catch up to him, Woonhak was waiting impatiently on the curb two houses away, tapping his foot rapidly as he looked at his phone, muttering curses under his breath as he typed away. You let out a breath, keeping the distance between the two of you as you called his name again. “Woonhak.”
His ears twitched and his body became tense as he looked up from his phone and at you, in all your glory. The jacket you were wearing was slipping off your shoulder and you seemed out of breath as the cold winter air pierced your lungs. He didn’t say anything at first, which seemed to kill you because there were a million things you wanted to tell him. But when he did speak, you swore you could hear your heart crack.
“What are you doing here?”
He said it like he’d never wanted to see you again, like your being there had ruined his entire night. Honestly, it had, because Kim Woonhak would now have to go home and deal with another sleepless night filled with nothing but visions of you. And, god, was he just so tired of it, of you, of being haunted by you.
You were haunting him and you didn’t even know it.
“What do you mean?” you asked, your brows furrowing at his response. “I know these people. I have a right to be here.”
“No.” Woonhak turned his phone off and let his arm drop to his side, turning to face you completely. “What are you doing here?”
And he was right — what were you doing there? Why would you chase after him, when it was so clear he wanted nothing to do with you? Why were you standing there like an idiot, knowing damn well whatever you wanted to tell him wouldn’t even get past the lump that’d begun to form in your throat. “I don’t know,” you said quietly, almost in a whisper. “I don’t…” You shook your head, looking away from him as you rubbed the side of your face with your palm. “I don’t know.”
“You don’t know,” Woonhak repeated, nodding in disbelief. “Wow. Okay.” He rolled his eyes and looked back at his phone. “Pretty like you, isn’t it? Not knowing.”
“What?”
“I mean, that’s the same thing you said back then, right? When I asked you if you saw a future with me.”
“Are you serious?” you asked, your eyes widening. “This is what you wanna talk about? Now? Right here?”
“I actually don’t want to talk to you at all, Y/N,” he said, looking at you again. You could see it in his eyes, how angry he was with you, how he could no longer keep his hate for you a secret. You saw it, how he was still hurt despite all the time that’s passed. “But if we’re gonna talk, then yes, we’re gonna talk about that.”
Perhaps it was because he’d missed you so terribly that he was being so mean, because he couldn’t stand another night of his dreams being invaded by you, because he was tired of pretending like he wasn’t still in love with you even after you’d broken his heart. He just couldn’t stand to see you in front of him, acting like you were friends, like nothing had happened between you. He couldn’t take it, you acting like talking to your ex boyfriend was the most normal thing you could do.
He hated you. You and your stupid face and your stupid eyes and just you.
“What is it you want me to say?” you asked, your voice growing quieter by the second. “That it was a mistake? That I was wrong?” You scoffed, “I was leaving, Woonhak. I was literally moving away!”
“We could’ve made it work!” You could hear the frustration in his voice. “If you’d just talked to me instead of– of dumping that on me when I asked you about us, we could’ve at least tried!”
“Long distance doesn’t work. It never works. You think it would’ve worked for us?”
Woonhak threw his hands up in defeat, letting out a loud sigh. “Why not?” he said. “Why couldn’t we be an exception?”
“Because it doesn’t work like that.”
“What doesn’t work like that?” You’re quiet, unable to speak — not when he’s looking at you with so much anger. “No, tell me,” he continues. “I want to know why you think we couldn’t have made it work. Did you not love me enough? Were you just messing around with me because you knew I loved you? You had that mindset from the beginning, didn’t you? You knew we weren’t going to work out because you didn’t want us to, right?”
“No,” you said softly, shaking your head, tears beginning to take form in the corner of your eyes. “No, you’ve got it all wrong.” You look down as you put one hand on your hip and the other runs through your hair. How was it possible that he was just so… wrong? It was like he didn’t know you at all. “I didn’t want to,” you continued, inhaling deeply. “I was just scared.”
“Of what?”
You motion to the space between you and him, trying to find the right words to accurately convey your feelings. “Of us,” you manage to get out. “I liked you so much, Woonhak. And I was scared because I’d never been so sure about anything in my life before. And the moment that I had accepted that I really did love you, I had to leave?” You look at him again, the expression on his face completely different than the one he was wearing before. His eyes had softened, no longer looking at you with hatred and disdain. No, he was listening to you, trying to make sense of what you were saying. “I just— I didn’t want to put you through that.”
Woonhak remembers everything about you. From the way you rub your nose when you’re nervous to the way you avoided looking people in the eye when you were being vulnerable, almost like you were embarrassed to say it. Woonhak remembered that as he watched you stare at the ground, suddenly overwhelmed. He regretted ever being mean to you, ever yelling at you, ever pretending he hated you — because he didn’t. Kim Woonhak could never hate you. Not with your beautiful eyes that seemed to hold every unknown galaxy within them. No, not with your honey-like voice that seemed to melt him whenever you said his name. He couldn’t hate you, not like this.
Who could?
“You should’ve told me,” Woonhak spoke, watching you cover your face as the intensity of your emotions became too much for you to handle, tears falling from your eyes. You wanted to hide. You wanted to get away. You wanted to disappear. “Why didn’t you tell me?”
“I don’t know,” you sobbed, your shoulders shaking as you bit the inside of your cheek, your lower lip trembling. You inhaled sharply, “I just don’t want you to hate me.”
Woonhak walks over to where you’re standing and wraps his arms around you, and it isn’t until you feel him that you truly let yourself go — because he was always the only person you could do that with. Even now that there was nothing between you besides a shared pain. “I don’t hate you,” he said, feeling the way your hands grasp onto his jacket desperately, almost begging for forgiveness. “The opposite, actually.”
“I’m sorry.” Your voice is muffled as you speak into his chest. “I’m sorry.” It’s all you can really say at the moment, the only thing you feel is appropriate to say after all this time. “I’m sorry, Woonhak.”
Moments later, after you’d calmed down, you find yourself sitting on the curb beside him, your hands wrapped around your knees as you listen to the faint music playing back at the party. Woonhak sits cross-legged, his hands in the pockets of his jacket, his eyes on the street before him. A silence had fallen upon you, your occasional sniffles filling his ears. He inhales deeply, gently rocking himself back and forth. “Can I be honest?” he asked. You hum in response, nodding as you wipe your nose with your sleeve. “I don’t think I can be your friend, Y/N.”
“That’s fair,” you respond. “I wouldn’t want to be my friend either.”
“No, that’s not what I mean,” he sighed, trying to explain himself. “I’ve just— I’ve spent so much time thinking about you and missing you and dreaming about you that I don’t think I could do it.” He paused, glancing at you, who was already looking at him. “I don’t think I’d be prepared for that.”
You blinked, “You dream of me?”
Woonhak felt his cheeks heat up. “Of course I do,” he said, embarrassed that he’d let that part slip out. “All the time.”
“Really?”
“Okay, just forget it.” He stood up, dusting off his pants. You reach up to grab his hand, the action shocking both of you, Woonhak freezing in place as he stares at you with wide eyes. You let go almost as quickly, your face suddenly feeling hotter than before.
“Don’t leave,” you mumble, not looking at him. “I don’t want to be alone.”
And the truth was, he wasn’t going anywhere. Not now, not ever — because he’d already been stuck in the same place since the day you left him, like he’d glued his feet to the ground, waiting for you to unstick him. He sat back down without a word, keeping his hands close to him as he stretched his legs out on the road. You stared at him, waiting for something to happen, for someone to break the silence. But no one did and instead, Kim Woonhak just turned his head to look at you again because he’d always liked looking at you.
And he smiled — his stupid, gentle smile he used to give you when things were good, like you still meant the world to him (you did). And all you could do was smile back because you could never truly resist when it came to him.