the past year has made me start seeing so much differently, so suddenly. getting things that I thought I wanted or I thought would bring me happiness and realizing it didnt really has made me start asking the right questions. its also made me realize its true what they say, you have to do the work. you really have to be alone, you really have to heal and find inner peace or no matter what you achieve it wont be enough. the universe will stay coming to you, demanding change, fucking everything up if it needs to. thats the point im at. breaking free of the same ass cycles, healing, forgiving my younger self and accepting the fact that im still figuring it out. .there will be mistakes. being free, living for myself only & trying to make sense of all the things ive started to see in a new light. its been a battle with my old self and its the hardest thing ive had to do but I need to, its time and im ready. just taking it day by day.
