#mtf sam

[losrv4mp]

୨ৎ lesbian samjess ୨ৎ

[midamoul-is-pretty-cool]

MTF trans Sam / non binary Gabriel with female or they/them pronouns my beloved

[artofcereal]

Dean in 5e and Sam in 7g??? For the soul???

you: sam and dean in these outfits pwease

me: WHAT IF... femme winchesters... bi dee & lesbian sam....,.... s1 they get super drunk and sam gets sad thinking abt jessica :((

outfits gameeee 2

(dont tag this as w*ncest)

[gooferdusted]

trans lesbian sam

[doessamwinchesteristrans]

*sees trans girl Sam Winchester*

[transsammyw]

For Sam it begins when she’s ten years old and realises how pretty girls are. Dad and Dean think “he” is just discovering sexuality, the early bloomer that Sam is. Sam needs another two years before she understands that she isn’t crushing on girls (yet, that follows later in her life) but that she wants to be like them. That she wants to wear dresses and experiment with makeup and have long, pretty hair and secretly calls herself Samantha, smiles when that’s the name Dean chooses for her sarcastically when she screws up. She can’t tell her family, they wouldn’t understand.

Dean finds out when Sam turns sixteen. He accidentally finds Sam’s skirt that she only wears when she’s alone and well, they talk. When Sam begins to cry, Dean understands how serious this is. And from this day on he only calls Sam “his sister”, at least when dad isn’t with them.

[transsammyw]

There are a few things that Sam realises once she’s older that would have really helped her discovering she’s trans, but at least now she can explain her feelings to Dean and Castiel a little bit better. She was struggling with the “What if I’m just faking? What if I’m actually cis and just want to be special?” for a long time, but that’s over now. She realised that cis people don’t have to convince themselves that they are cis. They are cis without question. They also don’t get jealous of trans people, because honestly why would they? But Sam did. She often wished that she could be trans, that she could be a girl, but didn’t realise that those wishes were a strong indicator that actually she was one. She often invented characters that were “just her, but as a girl” without noticing that she was just trying to be herself. Now she knows.

Sam asked Dean about how often he thinks about his gender, but the older brother doesn’t. He’s just a cis guy. And maybe it’s easier to be cis and Sam asked herself a few times if she didn’t want to be cis instead, live as a guy, but that’s not a choice. Sam is a woman and she’s happy with that.

[transsammyw]

Sam thinks she’s a trans girl at first, for a few years. Eventually, that label doesn’t fit anymore. “Demigirl” sounds so much nicer and gives Sam the opportunity to explore other aspects of her gender that she denied herself before in the fear that she was “just faking”. She doesn’t want trans to be a phase. She knows she’s not cis. Dean understands what she is going through, at least a bit. He felt similar about his sexuality, so he supports Sam as much as he can. For a while, Sam realises she’s agender. That changes after some months and maybe bigender is something that fits her best. She struggles with her identity a lot, feeling like she’s some kind of special snowflake who can’t make up her mind. Eventually Sam comes to terms with her genderfluidity though. Maybe gender is stable for other people, but it isn’t for her and that is fine. All these labels describe her at some point in her life, but maybe not at another, and that is okay. She knows that she and others can love her, regardless of gender.