Short and sweet
So downloaded the app so this way I don't have to open and load my laptop every time I need a place to vent or write down what's happening around me.
As of tomorrow I start helping my mum move house. I have committed to doing this for the next 4 days, this is longest I would of spent with her since the incident and I know I'm going to get lured back into her web. I'll be hers to control again but then again maybe that's not a bad thing.
This is whole thinking for myself is my exactly going great, at every corner I'm fucking up. But I'm only fucking up as I'm trying to be me and nobody I know seems to like that about me.
This is short and sweet as I'm scared if I start writing I will never stop, I will never stop judging myself.
