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// *limps out of my tattoo appointment 10 hours later* i lived bitch
//Bit of an update to my position from yesterday. I have thought long and hard about how to help myself work through this, and I keep coming back to the same thing. I feel I may need to drop a good chunk of my current threads, with the exception of a few newer ones/starters I have yet to reply to.
I feel very shitty about doing it, but I just dont know how else to alleviate the pressure.
This does not mean that I do not want to interact with folks or plan for the future, I just think I may need a bit of a reset to lighten the load.
Something I need to be honest with myself about is that I tend to say 'yes' to a lot, even if I'm feeling overwhelmed. I need to be more mindful of how much I have going on at once.
For now, I am going to be focusing mainly on dash shenanigans and asks/quick interactions to try and appease my muses and become more active again. Please dont feel like this means we can't talk about future threads, etc. Or even building lore or ideas about our characters behind the scenes to aid with future interactions.
Apoligies for anyone who has been waiting on me, and thank you all for your patience and understanding.
//Recent thread got me thinking about hands. Most of the autobots have the very wide/flat profile for their servos and digits.
Meanwhile Bulkhead - made for heavy duty work - gets these big wonderful grippers...
Good for crushing, lifting immense weight... other things................
Just as a scale reference, look at this mutherfuckers servos next to Bumblebee's?! Bee, you have lovely servos, dont get me wrong, but like.... dang. Git it, big man.
I kinda want to make a medieval fantasy oc server. Mostly because I have so many dnd ocs and I want to shove them all into a jar and shake them around together and see what happens...
Honestly might do a poll about it and see where that goes.
// Sorry for delays in responses, I’ve been doing very poorly this week.
To be transparent, I struggle with Chronic Depression and the feeling of hopelessness hasn’t been this high in a while. I’ve had (edit, because i had another one last night) three major breakdowns in the past day or so and am struggling to find motivation to reply to things. It has been a very rough summer / half year for reasons that I don’t want to get into.
I usually try not to let my condition affect my writing, but I can’t really control it.
I’m hoping when I go back to Uni, it’ll be better. //
hi
uh, is this.. yea, it is. Okay, good.
My name's Damian Willow, and I'm 17 years old. I want to join the GDF because I want to protect world peace and serve my country. I want to become a pilot for the GDF Quadjet.
I also like plane spotting in my free time, and I have a cat and a dad back home. I sometimes make art. Mostly of the Thunderbirds. They're so cool, sometimes I wish I could work for them instead... Wait that's not a good thing to say in a job pitch or whatever this is!
A link to the fitness test results should be in here too.
Tags will be, uh...
#willow speaks and #willow answers
that was my uh, job interview.. thingy... Here's to hoping I get hired...
(( I was going to put together a bigger dump of the misc artwork I made for this blog, but Tumblr has been acting up for WEEKS and won't let me mass-upload anything! I got fed up with it and instead picked a handful of favs! Most of these were from this blog, but a couple were just shitposts. Either way! Dyo shenanigans!
Thank you guys SO MUCH not only for supporting this blog in 2025, but also liking Dyo and the dumb stuff I do with him!! He's been a very special character for me, and it really thrills me that people enjoy him as well.
Thank you for sending me Asks, commenting, liking, reblogging, etc. I have a backlog of stuff I still wanna answer with art and the like, so if I haven't gotten to you, don't worry, I plan to! Until then, here's to another year of silliness~
~ @alfafilly ))
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