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a moment of weakness: terrors

@murdermiinded sent ‘a moment of weakness’ for a randomly generated scenario starter - 10 your muse catches mine crying out in their sleep from a nightmare

          sleep traps him so easily, it pulls nicodemus deep within himself to places he doesn’t like to go. he doesn’t want to be here in this vivid vision. grotesque shapes, horrifying sounds, the scrape of metal on bone, and what his insides look like...

          he screams, which is nothing new. everyone has become accustomed to the way nicodemus screams in his sleep. night terrors were the only thing that awaited his closed eyes. rest was never really restful but it was better than nothing.

          his back bows away from his bed and he thrashes, shaking his bed, rattling the walls of the RV, but all the other domiciles stayed silent, they didn’t stir to go to him. not even orion, because they all knew so potently, there was nothing they could do to comfort him. 

          the summer breeze whips through the clearing, carrying his sounds of agony with it. nicodemus was suffering.

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starter call. –– @murdermiinded

     “I’ve always been fascinated by serial killers. They’re always the fun ones, aren’t they?”

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[ text ] Literally nobody likes you.

seven deadly sins texts: wrath.–– @murdermiinded

          DANNY

     Do you have a habit of sending people      obvious statements?

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@murdermiinded liked this for a starter

      “ i’m----i’m sorry! p-please don’t be mad. i-it was an accident.. ” he LOOKS like he’s ready to be struck, the way his hands are quick to cover his face and in the way he stands there and T R E M B L E S.

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          nicodemus tilts his head, his shoulders move with the tilt, he’s staring pointedly, trying to piece it all together, what he’s seeing. it’s hard to make sense of it. it’s like art, but it’s not art, it’s murder--

                    “ you’re pushing too hard. “ nicodemus knows he shouldn’t be here, he shouldn’t have been spying, but he couldn’t help himself. humans were such curious creatures. nicodemus saw so many horrific things every time he closed his eyes, but some humans felt the need to create waking nightmares for themselves. it was cathartic and invigorating. he understood it, but could not empathize with it. orion was better at empathy. 

@murdermiinded ♥’d for a starter!

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╰   ✷   ▷  ( @murdermiinded)

‘   ave yer seen me glasses ?? ------ and if you tell ANYONE that i wear ‘em , i’ll ‘ave yer balls on a string. ‘

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"Did you have a nightmare?" ( murdermiinded )

          form  still  shakes    ,    spine  still  shifts    ACHINGLY  .    sat  upright    ,    GASPING    &&    STRUGGLING         -    his  mind  swims    ,    flashes  with  the  hateful  images  that  form  broken  memories  .    danny  next  to  him    ,    by  all  known  logic    ,    should    CALM    him         -    but  he  can’t  get  the  way  he’s  looking  at  him  out  of  his  goddamn  mind    ,    like  a  parasite    ,    living  under  the  surface  of  the  skin    ,    leeching  the  life  from  him  until  his  skin  is  the  ice - cold  that  it  is  used  to  .    the  way  he  must  have    SCREAMED    ,    the  sounds  he  must  have  made  to  wake  his    PARTNER  -  IN  -  CRIME    (    wet  cheeks  are  telltale  signs    ,    the  aching  in  his  jaw  collected    &&    collated    &&    stored  as  evidence    ,    guilt  unbelievably  lacing  his  bones    )  .          but    DANNY         -    danny  can’t  leave    ;    natural  rhythm  dictates  that  he    WILL    ,    but  dylan  couldn’t  handle  that  .    NOT    NOW  .    his  body    S C R E A M S    for  something  to  numb  him    ,    for  his  legs  to  carry  him  so  naturally  to  the  fridge    ,    for  arms  to  so  easily  take  its  one  inhabitant    &&    gulp  back  the  vodka  that  lines  the  sculpted  glass  walls         -    but  he    won’t    ,    for  fear  of  judgement    ,    for  fear  that  the  boy  that  lies  beside  him  will    ABANDON    the  frailty  he  would  see  .    so  shuddering  body  is  placed    ,    so  delicately    ,    back  against  the  bed    ,    springs  painfully  jabbing  between  ribs  as  he  positions  tearful  eyes  to  stare  into  danny’s    ,    faking  calm  as  arm  extends    ,    rubs  delicately  against  the  boy’s  shoulder  .    HUNGRY    kiss  is  planted  against  jawline    ,    another  to  his  neck    (    the    OVERLOAD    of  emotion  making  him    YEARN    for  something    ,    for  confirmation    ,    maybe    ,    that  the  want  is  reciprocated    ,    that  this  is    REAL    )    ,    before  he    ‘  rests  ’    ,    shaking  uncontrollably    ,    inches  from  danny’s  face  .                    ‘     g  -  go  back  to  sleep    ,    baby  .    ‘m  sorry  for  wakin’  you  .     ’          /          @murdermiinded    x

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what a fuckin bad boy

Such a rebel