24th February - Challenge on hold
OK OK, as it pains me to write this I have to put this challenge on hold.
My health has deteriorated. Honestly I don’t like to admit it, and I avoid it at costs but I think its true this time.
I have been told it is stress 'I don't believe that stress can make you sick' Anyway, if it is stress (Defs not) I think its because I am doing too much, between these challenges, studying, lectures, socializing, working, exercising, family time and lack of sleep. Also the Financial aspect of stress considering I need quite a bit of money to live in America next year and I currently have low funds.
Seriously, I don’t think I would say it anywhere else, but I’m ill and I and need time off.
Since 4 days I ago I have had a headache but 2 nights ago it really got real. It was more than a headache, I couldn't sleep a tall. I was rocking in my bed and every time I stood up I was literally being sick. I cried, and maybe cried more ‘I don’t cry’ Anyway I phoned my parents and cried again. If you were looking for me an hour ago I would have been rocking on the bathroom floor just like where my roommate found me lolol
Just reread this and it sounds like a complete sympathy post.
Ok so the point of this post is, I am going to take a break from this challenge. I'm to weak at the moment to exercise, especially that I've lost my appetite. And I have also been advised to go back to meat eating which I don’t want too.
'I am currently doped on paracetamol, ibuprofen, Amoxicillin and Beachams. How am I currently not asleep I do not know'