Nov 23, 2017
typical week day night: me trying to decide whether i should start new fanfiction or watch some shane dawson when i should be sleeping tho
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typical week day night: me trying to decide whether i should start new fanfiction or watch some shane dawson when i should be sleeping tho
boy.
miss me?
dear beloved internet,
i've been very happy recently and i think i've been getting on rather well considering what has happened (thanks to a lot of amazing people in my life but also the effort i've been making - probs to myself i guess and thanks to everyone else). but today, as i usually do on this blog, i want to express my sadness. i miss my mum very much and i've shed some tears bc of that (and probably will continue to do so - which is okay, but...well, sad). she's not dead but the way we interact - not at all that is - is very much alike. i hope that one day that will change again. because we were amazing. i love you mum.
sincerely yours
becca
dear internet,
today was a really shitty day and i feel like poo and that's that. i don't want to see anyone except for that one idiot but he won't be coming home like he had said before so that's also a thing; nothing to look forward to then... i'll have to push through although every little bit of my body is screaming 'no' and my head is telling me to fuck this shit and give up. (some of my feelings are valid but a lot of it is also unreasonable etc)
i'll try and cry it out to my soul, sleep and carry on tomorrow. what else is there to do?
sincerely yours
becca
my shoes are very representative of who i am or at least how i feel atm; they’re actually really good shoes, good quality and all. but they are dirrty, damaged, overused, outworn. and i find it a pity tbh. i hope i’ll find the time to clean them soon. (today i’m quite fine though, i had a gooooooooooood good nights rest which i needed apparently)
don’t get me wrong, i’ve come undone
dear internet
i'm in love and i need u to know
it's good for the soul
i hope it'll last
forever
sincerely yours (but actually his)
becca