He’s lost track of how many times he thought that this was the last time. It probably wasn’t that many to be honest, but too many not to leave him unshaken. Kihyun loves you, he knows he does. There are ups and downs in every relationship, naturally. It’s just that lately the fights are bad. Too bad. In the heat of the moment, he becomes someone else - so do you. When he sleeps on the couch, when he sleeps in your bed alone, it’s torture. He gets so angry that in the darkness where nobody will witness the act, he has to hit something. He loves you. You’re his life. But this cycle needs to be broken right now. The phone rings. He closes his eyes and lets it ring. It’s cruel. He knows it. But Kihyun can’t do this right now. He knows how it’s gonna go if he picks up. You’ll apologize, he’ll apologize, and you’ll both promise to talk it out later, which isn’t going to happen because at least one of you will be too tired. The resentment will grow until it bursts. The phone keeps ringing and he looks at it, looks at the picture of you smiling at him on the screen. He takes a deep breath. If he doesn’t want to lose you, this is what he needs to do. Maybe it’s wrong. But at least he’s not repeating the same action over and over and hoping for a different outcome.
Just some random MX dad thoughts I wanted to share because thinking about the guys with kiddos of their own really just warms my heart ♥️
➪ Homies with their kid until they get in trouble; then they’re all business.(Changkyun & Kihyun)
Very laid back parent. Teaches their kiddo to navigate the real world by allowing them to experience life first hand. Builds very well-rounded mini-humans. Super chill 98% of the time but will be strict when they need to be.
➪ Little love! Light of my life! I would give you the moon! (Jooheon, Minhyuk, & Hoseok)
A bunch of absolute suckers.They are coddlers for sure but even though their babes are a wee bit spoiled, they will be tiny angels sent from above- but like- the type to swindle you with an angelic grin and tiny cherub face.
➪ Best Friends; Always together with matching outfits. Looks IDENTICAL. (Hyunwoo & Hyungwon)
Enough said. Their little munchkins look just like them and emulate everything they do. They don’t even need to verbally communicate, they are just...the same person.
➛ Written with KATIE - “Thinkin bout you” as the soundtrack in mind. Soft!Kihyun. Special thanks to my baby @pinutbutterjelly who encouraged me to post this.
➛ Word count: 540
There’s some strange meaningfulness to lying down after a hot shower. You can feel the warmth lazily escaping your body. It’s so slow in its movements, the small kisses of cold air lay on the naked skin undetected. All your mind can process right now is how tired you are, how much you’re looking forward to the state of weightlessness sleep will offer.
The sound of shower being turned off is just a background song. You’re watching the specks of dust flying through the room like little astronauts in space. One lands on your nose, the first man on the moon, before your nostrils catapult it back into the nothingness.
“I was thinking we could sleep in tomorrow.” The voice travels through the room, until its owner enters your vision.
Kihyun is drying his hair with a towel, the manner slightly aggressive - an opposite to his relaxed tone. You’re watching him finally drop the material on a nearby chair, then straighten his shoulders and look at your sleepy form.
“What do you think?”
“It’s a yes from me.”
Only now do you feel the pain accumulated from a day full of walking. Apparently holidays aren’t about relaxing, but exploring. At least, according to people who choose to travel to big cities. Kihyun sits down on the bed, right next to you. His hair is a chaotic nest of wet strands. Without hesitation, you reach up to fix it gently.
“And then we could get a breakfast at some small cafe.” He smiles, leaning forward to rest on his elbows. “You know, croissants and coffee type of food?”
You hum in answer, blinking your eyes to get rid of the sleepy sand. As much as you want to succumb to the tiredness, you also want to appreciate the man in front of you.
“Are we feeling sleepy?” His gums show when you hum again. “No, you can’t go to sleep yet!”
Without waiting for your answer, Kihyun puts one of his legs on your other side, then climbs on top of you, successfully trapping you underneath his weight and in-between his arms. In other words - there is no exit for you. Not that you are looking for one. His face is centimetres away from yours, save for the barrier of his glasses. Giggly, you take them off to carefully place them on a night table.
“Better safe than sorry.”
He’s giggling back, happy just as much as you are in this moment. His nose repetitively nudges yours, feet tangle together, minty breaths mix in the little space they have. When you get lost in his warm gaze, Kihyun brings you back with a gentle kiss.
“Now you can go to sleep.”
His fingers reach to the side to turn the lights off, and with a soft “click” the darkness takes over. You can still see Kihyun’s silhouette as he slips down your body. He’s not that keen on parting ways either, instead embracing you from the side. With a small dose of struggle you pull the duvet over the two of you. Only then you can finally turn to face him properly. To say goodnight and smile once more. Because it feels perfect to be with him like that.
so as we know, recently hyunjoon, woojin, and hoseok (mx) have left their groups (all of whom i write for). i’m kind of iffy about doing this, but to respect the decisions of having left their groups, i will not write for these three beginning next comebacks. for example, i will continue to write for woojin until dec. 7, and the others whenever their former groups release a new album.
this will apply to all future idols who leave their groups. please respect my decision to do this. i’m sorry and thank you.
you two have seen the coconut trick all over social media. whether it involved head or riding, you read all about it. you both thought it was funny and you loved reading the disaster stories. but he came across one where a girl said she was eaten out with ice while coconut was spelled on her clit.
“do you think we should try it?” minhyuk asked, showing you the twitter post he came across. you skimmed it quickly before nodding your head. he left to get ice and you shimmed out of your shorts and underwear. he came back in the room and set the cup down on the floor next to him.
“wait, i forgot how to spell coconut!” he yelled. you just face palmed as you watched him reach for his phone.
his kind were known to toy around with others, leading them on until they fell into a trap.
his favorite was luring humans to commit sin, whether it was through sex or vanity.
watching their surprised expressions once they were no longer under his spell, the way they'd pray to their gods begging for forgiveness. he found it touching yet foolish.
he lived for the recklessness, the thrill of making humans impure. watching as they stumbled around in the dark before giving into all temptations: the drugs, the alcohol, and the sex.
quite often, they'd come back to him desperate for him to put them back together and a smirk would work itself onto his lips.
“give me attention,” you pouted, crossing your arms over your chest.
shownu chuckled lightly, taking a seat next to you on the floor of the practice room. he pecked your cheek and threw an arm over your shoulders as you whined that he was too sweaty. he stared at you for a long moment with the biggest smile on his face.
“you have all my attention, always.”
send me a number and a block b member (or svt, mx, ikon, or vixx) i’ll write a blurb!