list of things i need to try in an attempt to fix me:
bdsm
anti depressants
adderall(?)
testosterone
writing 1k words a day no matter what

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list of things i need to try in an attempt to fix me:
bdsm
anti depressants
adderall(?)
testosterone
writing 1k words a day no matter what
the low key, no-big-pressure list of things i want to get done during my 28th year around the sun:
finish my thesis (if you have been in the loop about the horrors, you know this is big & very scary to me)
start writing poems again&sincerely consider submitting to at least ONE lit mag (my writing is like the equivalent of singing babies to sleep but i would like to try)
take the time to draw in my sketchbook at least 1x/week
learn how to ride a bike again
disability studies certificate???
take a well-deserved break (if you have been in the loop, i think this is okay)
I have the designated silly OC, the designated sexy OC, the designated calm OC, the designated sad OC, the designated angry OC, and the designated stupid OC
Okay this is. Checklist:
Jentipede
Ecto
Glass Poem
Whatever I named the other one (Topaz Palette?)
Nushi
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Moving forward
A checklist of what I'm doing next on here cause I'm already living on Tumblr tonight, so why not?
1. I have a fix it to 15x20 in my mental drafts so I'll post that tomorrow... I guess.
2. And I have wonderful ask prompts to finish and post by this weekend.
3. Will be writing at least six Christmas fics cause I'm in the mood.
4. Dean's death needed more angst so I'll be writing a coda to that at one point cause pain.
5. Cas and Jack in heaven fics are already brewing in my mind.
6. Sam and Eileen getting married, fics of Sam's life cause I'm sappy.
Any suggestions? Feel free to let me know...
My personal nonbinary goals:
No more menstruating
Short hair
Binder/compressing sports bra
More button up shirts!
More androgynous outfit
More neutral makeup / no makeup
Confuse whoever sees me with my gender
What I still need to see before the shows over:
1. More of Joana’s hair in an updo like ep 5
2. A shower scene or some intense scene
3. Cris coming out to her family
4. Her and Dani having a heart to heart after the coming out ( him making some typical guy joke about them picking up girls together)
5. The infamous “You’re not alone” Scene