#my personal stuff

[ptr-sqloint]

i'm almostttt done with exams :) and then art again

in the meantime have some very good slides from my ancient mesopotamian archaeology class:

[lemotmo]

Okay you guys. Had to call an ambulance earlier.

My son has been admitted to the hospital with bacterial meningitis. He could use some positive thoughts to be sent out into the universe right now. ❤️

Distract me with silly asks if you can, because I am not feeling too good.

[nothin2fear1909]

been thinking a lot about relationships and monogamy and my idea of a perfect lover... ive always had this ideal standard of a relationship where we both prioritize each other and kind of detach from the world and its just us forever. and the older i get the more i realize that's not a healthy or attainable dream at all.

i think a lot of that stems from the monogamous ideals of the world and the commonly pushed thought that if you just find that one perfect person you can be in love forever and get married and grow old together. and some of it is my own self-hatred and thinking like "ohh only one person will ever truly love and understand me because im so ugly and repulsive"... and i guess im starting to find out that there might not be one perfect person who checks all the boxes and i might have to actually have and engage with a community of family and friends and partners to truly have my needs fulfilled. and its not scary to me anymore! im medicated now and i have the energy and time and freedom to foster multiple connections.

i can also tie this back to persona 4 (because im insane.) but i suppose its like social links. if you only focus on maxxing out one social link your game is going to be less fun. if you only talk to adachi and spend all the rest of your time working and doing dungeons and stuff its going to be grindy and lame! but im trying to do a bunch of things on my main save file. i join clubs and i hang out with my friends and i learn and grow and develop a sense of self. and its fun!!! i get to learn about other characters and im a stronger character for it.

so i guess moral of the textpost is "you don't need to seek out one perfect person, because the perfect person doesn't actually exist, so go out into the community and foster your relationships with others and learn and create and have fun!!! there are so many people out in the world!!"

[birdhousesinyoursoul]

i wish i could talk casually about my interest but recently ive just started getting increasingly more and more young sheldon-y whenever i open my mouth to talk about my thoughts on things

[gelu-the-babosa-multiversal]

Being Agender and telling people that they can use any pronouns when reffering to me just for then fighting over the pronouns I use is so funny 😂

Like "Yes bud you can reffer to me as whatever You like (minus it/it's)"

For them to "ah fine bro just let me grab the popcorm, but girl I need you to go the oxxo and buy some coca cola" and then the other one "hey! You have a gender? I thought that you were blank"

Bro all of you are my best friends even when we are not friends

[plague-doctor-on-tumbler]

I love just having a Weezer karaoke party with my little brother

[mistofstars]

Weiß nicht, was @soronya mit mir angestellt hat, aber ich schreibe irgendwie durch sie seit Wochen nur noch und extrem viel Joko / Klaas Fanfiction (^///^)

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aka 2 WIPs in progress 🥲🥰

[rons-amortentia]

💖 when you see this talk about 5 things that made you happy this week

1. I got my 1st salary in my new office. It's a decent amount so I am happy lol

2. I have a small crush on a guy and he dmed me. 😛

3. I am learning work at a faster rate.

4. I bought a new phone 🤳

5. I got pretty solid good night sleeps whole week bcz after coming back from office I get so tired.