#my ranting

[iamanhonestmess]

honestly, maybe it's because of how i grew up and how i'll never truly understand asian family dynamics.. krit breaking up with wayu because of his selfish asshole of a father (and mother, too, to a much lesser degree) doesn't just annoy me, it pisses me the f**k off.

krit is a grown freaking man. stop living for the parents, and live for himself.

this type of angst/drama will always piss me off as opposed to making me feel sad like angst is supposed to.

ugh. i'm so annoyed.

[deskraven]

Thoughts on how the Terrans will cope with Human Family Member Death

(Inspired by @wiltyard's post)

I would assume the Terrans are aware of the life expectancy difference between them and their human family right now. They have witness human death twice, and transformer "death" twice. It would be weird if the parents haven't yet talked to them on the topic of death. In addition, Jawbreaker was well aware that transformer life expectancy is longer than "10 thousand years".

Thoughts on their reactions:

Nightshade takes it really well. They are probably aware of the fact even before they started regarding Alex and Dot as their parents. (I'm going down the path of S1E13's early storyboard, where Nightshade took some time to actually accept the human Maltos as family.) They would continue to take it really well throughout the next 100 years. They would be prepared for their human family's aging and take good care of them. They would do their best on researching human medical problems but at the same time respect their medical decisions. They would be present at all the funerals, probably even giving an eulogy if Twitch and Thrash are not present. They would be sad to lose them but they won't break - at least at first. They feel more like the type to break years/decades after the funerals.

Hashtag also realized this fact really early. She kinda just brushed the unpleasant thought away, unwilling to think too deep into it. When her family is talking about the topic, she would pretend she's taking it well but is actually quite terrified. She might feel more comfortable talking to non-family members about this. Eventually someone (Twitch?) will notice and approach her. But when the time actually comes she might still need a while to process the loss. I can imagine the grandkids / great grandkids of Robby and Mo asking their parents "Why does great aunt Hashtag stop visiting?" because she kinda just disappeared for years/decades after Robby and Mo passed away.

Twitch would be aware of this early too. She would feel obliged to be mature, thinking that she needs to stay emotionally strong for her family. Her stress is obvious thought - she's hyperactive, overworking herself during trainings, helping too much with the family chores, etc. Robby would talk to her about this, express his own insecurities on the faraway future, and they will figure things out. When death is actually approaching, Twitch would be quite stressed again. She would push all her important work aside to take care of her parents (even though they already have more care than they need). She would try to stay with them all the time, saying she's more suited for the job because she's about human height and doesn't get tired. And she would really, really want her human family to stay, to the point that it might be a little bit unhealthy.

Thrash is aware of the life expectancy difference, but it would take him a while to realize what this actually implies. The moment of realization would be a shock for him, then he would be in denial. Mo might actually fuel in with the denial, saying they might have a longer life expectancy due to Quintus power. He would be quite angered by the time they realize Quintus power doesn't work this way / or when one of his human family express the desire to live a normal life and die naturally. It's a quite standard 5 stages of grief except that he would be stuck in an endless loop of denial and anger and bargaining. I think he would be the one who harbors the strongest negative feelings over this, and it will be a recurring thing throughout his life. He would snap if someone outside the family brings up the topic. And he might not be present at the funerals. Losing Mo would definitely be a devasting thing for him - the bond between them is just too important and too special. He's her Rocinante and he feels incomplete without her.

Jawbreaker would be very obvious about not taking it well. He probably wouldn't realize the life expectancy problem on his own and needs to be informed, then he just starts bawling his eyes out, which is honestly a relief for Dot and Alex because this is the same reaction Robby and Mo had when they were first introduced to the concept of death (at the age of 5 or something). This is a recurring thing for him too - for a few years, whenever someone brings up this problem he just starts crying. I think he would say some innocent disturbing things like "I would die with you! 🥹" He would probably accept a religious/spiritual explanation like "We will still be with you even though you won't be able to see us or interact with us. / We will meet again in afterlife." He might become religious solely for this reason. But which religion? Can he still "join the Matrix" or "join the AllSpark" if he was born from the Emberstone? But then can humans join the AllSpark/Emberstone? Should he pick a human religion instead? Can a terran join human heaven in afterlife? How does reincarnation work? Can he reincarnate into a human? Could he be the reincarnation of a human? His family would need to deal with questions like these for a good while (which is actually really helpful for all of them).

[timetraveladdict]

Season 4 Episode 3 Spoilers

I think i downloaded the wrong Witcher.

So Yennefer is now doing to Francesca what Francesca should have done to Yennefer?

And is that Sheala de Tancarville who looks like the freaking wicked witch of the west? Gods what a decay...

Yarpen Zigrin shouldn't even be there at this point.

Oh no, Temu-Geralt, save us!

The whole point of the Lodge of Sorceresses was to preserve the future of magic! They already knwe of Ciri's heritage and they wanted to marry her off to the prince of Kovir so she could have a child with him and they could control the continent! What is this crap!

Kudos to Leo Bonhart. It gave me chills, like book leo Bonhart.

[eldritchmuffin3]

TEACHER GOJO RANT

I don't know about you guys, but I feel like JJK could have shown some more Gojo teacher growth/angst.

Most Teachers begin their career in their early 20s (23-24 in the US), but Gojo is 26/27 in JJK 0. I like to believe that Maki's class is the second class he's ever taught.

And his first class could be of students Gojo didn't really know how to teach, since he come from a place of natural talent rather than starting from scratch. It would be nice to show his in-experience and how he really was out of his zone as a teacher.

I also think that his first class is the class where he failed the students. What i mean by failed is the emotional/personal connections that good teachers have.

My headcannon is that Gojos first class is only two students. Best friends and complete opposites. A clear foil of him and Suguru.

They had been friendly rivials, but their strength gap now widens in their high school year. Gojo can see himself in their situation, but also acknowledges that he has to prepare them for the cruel sorcorery world. I feel like Gojo would be too blunt/ bit too tough love in training, causing distance in the weaker student and fatigue in the stronger.

Before you say that Gojo wouldn't be that cruel, I argue that he was quiet rude to Ijichi and convinced him to quit being a sorcorer. This, of course, was out of concern, but Gojo was a teen then and is still a young teacher here. He's rough around the edges still, and wants to harbor his strong allies. He also has no real people skills.

Even with Yuji's class, he still doesn't full 'connect' but knows the teen mind enough to have some fun. I think that is something he had to learn the hard way as his first students abandoned him and the school.

And to make it hurt, I want the students to really like Gojo at the beginning and respect him, but slowly lost faith as he can't really be there for them.

The students become enemies,  a full circle of his failure. Even with his strength and ambition he still couldn't save a young friendship.

What I'm saying is I want a humbled Gojo teacher development. Give him more abandonment issues.

[niubie-draws]

Bsd fanfic idea I guess

So um we all know that Elise personality was based off of yosano when she was younger right?

Also I can’t remember but wasn’t yosano like 12-ish when the war was going on and that’s why mori makes that comment (joke… I REALLY hope he was joking with that comment) with the whole “I prefer the women in my life under 12” which was supposed to reference yosano? I could be mistaken.

Anyways~

Dazai knew mori for imma say around 7 to 8ish years and in all those years he DEFINITELY knew that Elise was mori ability that he can manipulate at will right?

Do you think that when dazai quit the mafia and joined the ADA and when he got to know yosano or did a background check on her and found out that she was under mori care during the war?

And knowing how smart dazai is he definitely would have put two and two together to to realize that Elise was based off of yosano childhood self.

Imagine dazai awkwardness knowing that mori based his ability (who constantly acts like a brat towards him and he is constantly dressing up and acts all cutesy with) is now is coworker.

Now I can’t imagine dazai making this face when ever he remembers Elise acts like a brat to mori

[chocsra]

omgg hiiii ava, i just wanted to tell you for like the thousand time BAHHAA

that IM LITERALLY SO IN LOVE WOTH YOUR WRITING. i know i tell you this everytime you post a fic but it’s true, they’re always sauurrr cute and i love the way you characterize chuuya and dazai😭😭😭💕💕

ypure also soo nice and sweet, ily sm avaaa my fav writer ᯓ ᡣ𐭩 i hope youre doing well in your exams!! and that it’s okay to take breaks for yourself don’t overwork yourself!!! ilysm pookie bear

UR SO NICE STOPPPPPP

aawwwww thank you sm omg!! ur one of my fav mutuals and like ur always so nice and u love asa like me so twinsies!! if ur in school then i wish you luck on ur exams as well!

yk like after reading stormbringer + bsd drama cds + manga i kinda realised that chuuya isn't angry 24/7. bones just characterizes him that way + he does get mad when hes w dazai and in the shows timeline, hes most powerful wit dazai.

22! chuuya is pretty damn smug in the manga/is chill with the mafia, and it makes sense since he IS the strongest. 15! chuuya was aggressive but wasnt everyone. and 16! chuuya is acc funny and chill, he like tolerated shirase when he was a whiny bitch (BYE NO HATE TO SHIRASE)

sometimes i gotta remember that before stormbringer, he had a rly strong drive to get better and know more, as opposed to him now whos a mafia executive & the strongest. chuuyas under an organization with that sort of hierarchy, and being the leader (mori) also means being a servant for your organization, not just being the most powerful, so i guess thats why hes not entirely cocky. + dazai is the only person who can annoy the shit outta him (like them elementary classmates that can just pull out a pic of your my little pony era if u wanna test them LMAOOOOOO)

therefore writing chuuya i try to write him like a half normal teenager going through his midlife crisis. i def think hes an acts of service & quality time kinda guy. like a romance with him (pre-relationship) is genuinely like - "treat you like a friend, respect you like a lover." UGH NOW I WANNA WRITE STORMBRINGER CHUUYA BESTIE HCS

as for characterising dazai, its pretty hard for me bc my requests for him are in the pm! era and like how can i imagine port mafia dazai falling in love?? (besides chuuya guys shut up) im definitely working on writing dazai properly since hes hella enigmatic.

anyways sorry for my rambling! my take on characterising these two losers and i wanna make more dazai content, but i also wanna expand the characters i write. unfortunately, my lazy ass has 5 unfinished drafts and 30 REQUESTS IN MY INBOX????

[possibly-emu]

TW: Abelism, Abelist language and Quotes, both Person-First language and Identity-First.

Autism isn't a joke. And I dont mean that in a "autism stole my life from me 😔" way because no it did not. It gives me life. Sure, I have limitations, lots of them. It's called a disablity for a reason, but it's not a curse.

I'm just so sick of hearing these sentences. Said right next to me. To me. So often.

"those two are so autistic!!"

"haha they look like they have autism"

"That guy is so autistic!"

"Look how autistic i looked back then!"

"He sounds so autistic!"

I hate it. Autism isn't an insult, it's a disorder, a disability. And it's not the only one turned into a joke but I hear it every day. I hear it from my family and friends who know very well I'm autistic, or at least that I'm nuerodivergent. I hear it at work, from the mouth of my boss, right when I started to really like her as a boss. making fun of her employees. Granted two guys were spraying cleaning water into eachothers mouths, but calling them autistic for that is so abelist and just... ugh. It's like you're saying "an autistic person would do that."

And it's always "SO autistic" like no. You can't be more autistic than someone else, or less. So how is someone "SO autistic" they aren't. Because you're being a human pile of dung. (Not you, dear reader, unless you are the types of people im talking about, and if you are you can always change for the better <3)

And yeah. Maybe. But you saying that... no. Just stop.

I'm sorry if this doesnt make any sense or much sense, I'm just wanting to get people to know that hey, autism isn't an insult. It's not a joke. It's my life. Stop.