#my ruminations

[kipperdawg]

one of the reasons i love metal is because it goes into all these dark subjects that my intrusive thoughts make me ruminate on and makes me feel acknowledged yknow like they just say it how it is

[btbluetangerine]

The only negative thing of liking narratives by small creators is that sometimes I just want to draw that two characters smooching even if it doesn't make any sense but I can't cope with the idea of the creators finding it

[midnightscribbless]

Ignorance is bliss, isn't it? Let me be ignorant. Let me live in my dreams, unconstrained, limitless. Let me live, unhindered by the reality of knowing that my dreams are not true. Let me at least live in my fantasy, in my imaginary fairytale.Let me feel the bliss of ignorance 🌃

[ikrillyou]

i’m really bad at binging shows.

i wish i could pace myself because—the fact that i watch things soooo fast, and in such a heated, all-consuming fashion—makes my brain absorb stuff too quickly, which makes me feel like ‘damn, i should rewatch this all over again immediately’

…like that can’t be the right way to go about it

[ikrillyou]

i never thought i would gain anything from uploading my work on ao3 because the single accomplishment i had for myself was just to post it, to have it exist and be in my favorite space. so every comment, every kudos, every hit, it’s all a bonus for me. i’m truly taken aback every time i see some form of interaction with it. i love this community so bad

[musewrangler]

So I need to watch the battle of Geonosis for writing reasons. Which is admittedly the best part of the movie. Just—-it pains me to be reminded that Lucas was allowed near the script writing. 😂🤦‍♀️

[macksting]

That's how fragile the truth for a human is

Title credit to Neon Genesis Evangelion, episode 26 When somebody who I can't help but trust points out something that indicates I might actually be a better person than I believe, or when I'm confronted with incontrovertible evidence, I get a headache and start to cry.

Could be worse, I guess. When the pain comes on, I more or less just press my face against the boulder and keep pushing. "There is no destiny that cannot be surmounted by scorn."

I will not be beaten by self-loathing. I may take the occasional break from my struggle, but every time I weather that pain, I am winning.

[colleenyjellybeany]

I was talking to my roommate about ornate box turtles (specifically, how I was going to be gone this weekend to help a grad student with her turtle research) and she told me that her family hits box turtles with hammers and eats them.

I mean, idgaf if her family eats turtles but why do people do that? Telling you stories of killing or hurting an animal when you say you like that animal?

This happens all the time when I tell people I like rats and mice too. "Oh I like ripping the tails off the mice I catch lol!"

Are they trying to get a rise out of you? Are they socially retarded? I just don't know.