It’s been a while love.. am I still allowed to call you that or is it off limits now?
That’s all I call you in my head, every time you come to mind
I let the memories swirl like a shot of milk in a dark brew
I miss you.. is it okay to say that?
I’m not going to ask if you miss me too
It’s not the right time to be thinking about me when this letter is all for you
Do your eyes still glitter like the sparkle of a rock getting hit by the sun?
Or is it now dull and beaten down with the criticism of life and living your life for everyone but yourself
You were always the giving type
You give and you give and you give while you let other steal your hope
Are your lips still as soft as rose petals? Or have they turned to brittle flowers with the stress of bitten lips
You were always my number one priority, and now without out you I have nothing to keep me going
How do you move on from losing a soulmate?
Together we were fucked up pieces of a puzzle, put together with glue
Apart we’re two pieces of sea glass, one glittering on a scavengers desk, being observed for its beauty
The other left by the ocean, to borrow further into the sand
I am now a four leaf clover with no luck, a flower without a bee, the sand without the sea
While you moved on so you can breathe