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[ingodsarms57]

Angela~'s review of The Inheritance of Lion Hall

3/5: I liked this book. It did keep me interested and wanting to know what happened next, but I don’t know if it was because of the book or

An Okay one. Some questionable content, for those who are Christian friends. Just a small amount. Not all throughout the book. It was a really engaging book though. Thank you to Net Galley and the publishers for the opportunity to read and review with my honest thoughts.

[heartofcali]

Finding you in the beginning was unexpected, I was scared, terrified of letting my walls down, scared of being with someone. However little did I know that, that someone would be the one I would fall in love with. Yes, still young but feeling this happy was unplanned and it felt good, nothing matters when I'm with you, nothing matters when I think of you. You made me forget about every hurt, current or in the past, I was falling for you over and over again. But I was still scared, having ignorant thoughts of whether you would leave me or not, even if we are happy, I can't help my insecurities. You have flaws and so do I, more than you have I believe, but who doesn't  There is never a time where I don't regret what I did, yes I hurt too. I never believed in relationships before you, my thought process of relationships was non existent, love turning into lust, relationships turning into break ups, I gave up on everything. Then you came along, sometimes I just want to hit you for making me believe again, sometimes i want to cry just of how happy I am, I feel alive and that's all I needed, you give me that feeling. With all the tears we've been through in which has caused us pain, I vowed in the beginning that I would never give up on anyone who would make me blush and feel quivers just thinking about them. That I would try in all expressions. Whether you're mean to me, sad, mad, happy, awkward, they will never change the way I feel about you. Unlike relationships I've had I remember every detail, every conversation, and everything that makes you cringe or blush. I've never had someone like that before.   In this situation, I put you through pain because of my past. And although you don't want to speak to me at the moment Im always here. Staying together or not, even in acquaintance I will always love you, to be yours and only yours. To be here for you no matter what problem. Given your thought process, I cant change anything, no excuses, all I can do is understand and wait, to have patience even if it means going through the worst feeling because of your decision. I cant say anything to change your mind. I just want you to know that I love you and I always will, you give me happiness beyond every aspect and that's more than anything I could be given, all I know is that I want to be with you.