Hope ya feel better soon boss!!!! take your time on the new chapter for your sake!!!!
Thanks anon. to cope i used my mousepad to draw my sona dying in bed when i was going through the WORST of it last week. now i'm better but still sick. i'll try posting the chapter before the end of the month, but my sickness set me back on both schoolwork and writing, so we'll see.
My sona is named Mona and she's a half bacon but full potato cause of her little stem. I think subconciously I was inspired by Meh's cool oc Idio (please go check out their quotev where they post all their drawings and post lore about him in the comments).
Yeah, alright. Well. Beloved mutual made a post about Shinjiro, and I already added my piece to that, but I'm just branching out here.
I've also put a lot of thought into the Ken hate, and how much dissonance that takes—you can't say you love Shinjiro while claiming to hate Ken. It's antithetical to his character.
This part, at least, was better stated elsewhere, so please go and check that out.
Now: Ken-hate is super interesting in its own right, and this is especially because I think, going beyond just the hating kids angle—a true and observable fact—it's also just noticeable to me that to blame Ken is to strip Shinjiro's agency and choice in the matter of his death? Shinjiro wanted to die! He chose to. He came of his own free will, expecting—no, planning—for it. To Shinjiro, his death was the only conceivable outcome.
So personally, it's really those layers of cognitive dissonance that make it sort of intriguing from a general standpoint, because obviously it wasn't his fault, he's a kid, and an angry one at that—rightfully so! Ken's not just "some whiny brat". He lost the only person who was important to him, and technically—depending on the source material, anyway—this is something that can be considered to happen not just once, but twice, because if he befriends Shinjiro, then that gets ripped away from him, too.
What if you found out that this guy, your friend, for all intents and purposes, was the same guy who murdered your mother, the only family you had, and left you an orphan? And that the group you joined covered it up?
Back to noticing how Ken haters deny Shinjiro's agency and choice in his death and how it takes place, though— I've often been aware of the fact that those who seem to hate Ken, more than even that, are upset that Shinjiro died, but I also think the awareness that Takaya killed him requires you to be cognizant of Shinjiro's own decision in the matter?—not only did he jump in front of the bullet, but he wanted to.
Conversely, if Ken is responsible for Shinjiro's death, then that would mean Shinjiro has no agency, which... I think that's sort of the point, isn't it? It ignores the reality in favor of this cop-out, it doesn't look at all the choices that Shinjiro made consistently, to be there in the first place, while pushing the labor of all of this onto Ken and only Ken.
Takaya is not responsible, but underlying that, Shinjiro is not responsible. Not for showing up. Not for shielding Ken. This leaves us with the cop out, the avoidance, and pointing fingers at all the wrong places.
To believe that Ken is at fault for Shinjiro's death, you must overlook his own role in it.
Yes! It is I! The one and only Eggnon has returned! I have freed myself from the Beast of Easter, while fighting the notorious Baldi's Basics which I won by a landslide. (Basically means I'm back in action YAY! I Pass my exam's with your Rad and awesome Aura! 😎)
Anygays.
Finally managed to read the Rewrite YIPPEE! (Haven't finished it yet still in the second chapter, and I'm planning to finish it tonight, for me at least). And I'm foaming in the mouth! I'm Loving everything so far! Also Loving the weirdness from Shedletsky! Like bro I know your not the sharpest tool in the Shed ;) my expectations towards Shedletsky intellect is going down, (unless that's part of some sort of evil plan🤔) but most importantly. why? ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ
(LoL sorry for my rambles ignore this if it makes you uncomfortable)
I have a question. Of course you can always ignore! But is there/or will there be a reason why the yanderes are... Well yandere to begin with? Not to use as an excuse towards they're actions but to see why they're behavior is like that in the first place,(kinda like Pierrot from the freak circus?) And why Y/N specifically? I like to hc one of Y/N bloodlines or one of Y/N ancestors piss off a God/Goddess or other evil forces to cursed them for all eternity, y'know Greek God style? but hey! that's just a theory! A GAME THEOR– *Gets shot*
Also Elliot when? I miss my malewife—WHO SAID THAT? (Guessing he isn't there yet?) *Bleeds out*
(sorry if this has been answered before, of course you can ignore this! And I don't blame you if you skip the whole thing in general! It's a lot to read ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ Sorry in advance! Make sure to take care of yourself and drink water, eat, sleep too!)
Egg
inforcer, straight up KILL this guy /j /pos
i do actually have a reason! not saying it tho! it's gonna be revealed eventually and hinted at with some epiccc clues.
Elliot eventually at some point idk. (I do know, i just don't like promising anything since i swap around events so much. for example, you're gonna see a character way sooner than i originally planned next chapter. like originally this unnamed character was planned to be met like 14 chapters later, but meh gave me a funny idea).
HELP i read somewhere once “lord the men you put on this earth to make locker room gay porn are playing actual sports” and i cant remember where its from 😭 who said that and are you aware its living in my head rent free constantly
