#peter ballard

[f4deds0uls]

I think i actually ate this tf up

[cristalbeesnow]

I wanted to express my sincere thanks to everyone who has been there for me today, loving me, my work, and my creativity. I've been bullied online by people I didn't do anything to, and they've picked on me for trivial reasons just for the fun of it... and it was really bad. But you've all filled me with love, and thanks to you, I've found the strength to move on. Is my story banal? Okay, don't read it. Are my characters predictable? Avoid reading it. Does my layout suck? (This was the number one accusation) Okay, it's true, but there are worse things out there, and if you want a better layout, I have the same work on A03, where I can be more polished. These are the accusations leveled at me. Just these little inertia. Not my poor knowledge of English, which is why I'm working incredibly hard day after day. But for this reason. But I will write. I will write and write again. I won't give up just because there are people who criticize for the sake of it. I'll block. If you don't like Henry Creel, feel free to block my account. If my story bothers you because it sucks, feel free to block my account. If you don't want to see me go out anymore, the same rule always applies. Go ahead and block me. I'm moving on. For me. And for the people who have filled me with love and affection both privately and otherwise. I adore you all guys! 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

[cristalbeesnow]

I'm getting tempted to go back to being a passive spectator... and not write anymore... they're making me lose the desire and I wonder if there's any point in continuing... but if I give up... I give up. 🥲😔😔😔 I'm not finishing this fan fiction and I will never start the fan fiction inspired by TFS (unless I write it on a personal level by stealing a notebook from my younger sister since another sister of mine had the great idea of ​​giving our computer to a friend of hers... and never went back...😒🤦‍♀️ that was a really good idea... so I'll write that one anyway I think.. just steal a notebook🤣😅😔)

but it's not a decision yet...

Obviously, if I were to make this decision, I'd be a good person... and I'll give a summary of the ideas I had for this fan fiction, obviously. I'm not disappearing into thin air like that. Nothing happens for the ones I'm posting on A03; those are finished, and the established schedule remains the same until the end of publication.

Since I'm at a standstill, I'm writing the chapter normally... but I'll decide whether to publish it in a few days...or not.

In the meantime, I've already gotten the notebook for TFS, I don't care if there were any math exercises that needed to be done.

Anyway, thanks for the kind words of support, both private and public. ❤️🌹🫂 I love you!

[nelecherry]

Kindness is free — two was not and he was turned into a one man show, on my clock.

Behave yourselves. It’s my job to punish you 🕷️

[cristalbeesnow]

Please, if you want to give me advice, be kind! That's all... if you don't like my work, the content, how it's structured, how it's written, you can write: "Please couldn't you ... (the advice)" don't attack me. I don't think it's polite. Constructive advice? Yes, it's welcome. Attack me? No. Don't like it? Do you have any complaints about how I write or lay out? Scroll down, thanks. * If you want a better layout, go to a03. * In any case, I will block anyone who attacks me.

[cristalbeesnow]

Part 23

Tag NSFW /18+Physical altercation. False accusations. Defamation. Bullying by a minor character in the 1950s. Sexual fantasy. Forbidden relationship.

Henry hated teacher meetings with all his heart. Aside from Joyce and Bob, with whom he had a superficial relationship, the others were unbearable. He'd never been good at interpersonal relationships. Only with Patty had he let himself go, opened up. But with everyone else... he was a complete disaster, and it mattered little that he was now a history teacher. Talking to students? He was ok . Talking to colleagues? Below freezing. Unclassifiable. But they were mandatory meetings that couldn't be avoided. Now they were there, talking about the school's worrying cases. Billy. Eddie. A certain Kol. His brother Klaus. Antea. And you. You too were listed among the worrying cases, even though there was no longer any reason to be. Many of the students listed didn't show up for class. They didn't study. They gave rude answers. They sold drugs or caused havoc. You weren't on the level of guys like Kol. You were polite now, almost shy, and if you didn't study... "Y/N has improved a lot lately. She has excellent grades in my subject and also in Bob and Joyce's. She's polite and hasn't caused the slightest problem," Henry says in your defense with a calm voice. That's when Tanner explodes. "She's not good in mine, nor in Potter's!" Henry lowers his voice, something he learned from Brenner over the years. If you want to intimidate, don't shout. "That's a personal shortcoming, you can't be good everywhere. Besides, if she doesn't do her homework, it's also my stepfather's fault. But I spoke to him on the phone. Y/N will have time to do her homework during her hospitalization," he says coldly. Tanner snorts. "A hospitalization. That girl needs a cultural transfusion! She knows practically nothing! How long will this ridiculous pantomime last?" Henry loses patience. He wants to take that little man and slam him against the wall and make him take back every single insult he's ever dared to make, but he can't. He's your teacher, not your boyfriend. He has no rights over you. "As much as Brenner deems appropriate," he concludes coldly. "Do you by any chance want to go against a scientific luminary like my father?" he retorts. Tanner remains silent, why not? No teacher can go against Brenner. That's when Potter speaks up. "But her behavior is irresponsible. She never does her homework and she doesn't pay attention," he says, just to retort. Henry looks at him coldly.

"Did y/n by any chance try to demolish the school just for fun? No. I remind you that it was Kol who blew up the school bathrooms just as a prank. That boy is the problem. Y/n is my responsibility and Brenner's and no one else's. Let's focus on curbing Kol, Billy, Klaus, Antea and well, Eddie." Henry reluctantly adds the name of the latter. He loves Eddie but is really doing poorly in school and some people think very badly of D and D. They think it's a dangerous game. But well... it's just a game. Even when he was his age, some kids had killed animals to scare the town. It turned out it was all Lonnie and his gang's fault. Case closed. But Tanner has a different opinion. "We all know Brenner has tightened his claws on that girl, his new lab rat. And you, Creel, are making an absolute fool of yourself with your punishment. As if cleaning up moldy books was a serious punishment. Broom! Snot! Bucket! These are the tools to keep criminals straight!" Joyce gives him a dirty look, but it's Bob who gets angry. "And I don't think it's fair to treat some students like this. Maybe Klaus. Certainly Kol. But where are we going with all the others? This thing is ridiculous, we're the talk of the town."

Henry agrees with Bob, that story is completely ridiculous and out of control but Tanner has something to say "You dare contradict my methods newby? I remind you that I was here long before you" Bob turns red with anger but it's Joyce who puts the word end to the discussion "So to recap Billy needs to be monitored. Eddie too. We can only give Antea support she has a difficult family and is in a bad circle. While I would exonerate Y/N. She had a particular past. While Kol and Klaus are beyond redemption. And with this I would say that the faculty council can be closed" Tanner is livid and Potter is no less. But it is Joyce and not them who has the final say since she is the vice principal. Everyone nods. Henry is dizzy. He just wants to leave. Is he playing favorites for you? No, he's punishing you. He only believes in less ridiculous methods than cleaning the school with a grumpy old janitor. And yet... could anyone understand that he loves you? Who pines for you day and night? Who thinks only of you, who masturbates for you, dreaming of entering your inviolate slit, taking away your innocence? Has anyone realized that your scent alone drives him literally crazy? Henry hopes not, but he has to be careful. He took a risk with Krissy, and in his case, she was just a teaching assistant. With you... he would risk not only his job but also prison. Your love is illegal, at least not as long as you remain there at school. He can't love one of his students, and you can't love your teacher. But you don't even see him.

Henry rushes out of the teacher's lounge where he felt literally suffocated. He goes down the stairs, wanting to get out of the building. Maybe if he's lucky, he'll see you leave campus. He feels like a stalker or a silly high school student spying on his crush. Not even with Patty had he been this ridiculous. But that's when he sees you with Billy, trapped between the wall and his body. His heart immediately skips a beat. He fears you've fallen into his arms and that you're exchanging affection in public. He would have preferred Steve. He would have preferred Eddie. He would have even preferred that hurricane Kol! But not Billy. Everyone but Billy. However, when he gets closer, he notices your face filled with fear and discomfort. And then his fury explodes. He's no longer the insecure nerd he was as a boy, nor the pathetic adult spying on one of his students. But a professor who is noticing an act of unwanted advances. His voice becomes icy.

"What's going on here?" he asks coldly. He sees your eyes widen as Billy looks at him annoyed, but a sneer lights up his face. Henry's heart skips a beat. Billy knows. Does that pushy guy know how he feels about you? Will he try to get into trouble him? Will he stoop so low? "Nothing, professor, we were just talking. We were just deciding where to get our coffee, that's all," he says defiantly. Henry immediately thinks he's misunderstood everything. So you want to go out with Billy. But then he notices your look and realizes the truth. "But y/n doesn't seem to agree. It's cowardly to bother a woman like that who said no." Billy, however, looks at him with contempt. "How illegal is it to have an affair with your student? I know all about you two," he says, risking everything. Henry wants to hit him. He wants to run away. He wishes it were true. But he remains cold. "Do you have proof?" he asks. Billy, taken aback, looks at him. "I repeat, Hargrove, do you have evidence? Because it's needed in court." Billy looks at him with hatred. "I don't have me. But everyone sees how he flirts with this... frigid fucker," he says. That's when Henry loses control and punches him. Billy wipes the blood from his face, smiling with satisfaction. "Checkmate, Mr. Creel. Checkmate." He says, but that's when Kol bursts into the hallway with a skateboard.

Your head is spinning. You can't believe what you just saw. Creel, your professor just punched Billy to defend you from an insult. He's in trouble. Does he have feelings for you? Billy thinks so. But is it true? And will that gesture have repercussions on Henry? That's when a boy named Kol bursts into the hallway with a skateboard. You've never had anything to do with him, but you know he's a madman. "Hey! Move over!" he shouts. That's when Creel steps in. "Kol! You go at presidency! Now!" Kol looks at him, surprised and disappointed. "What? You too? But you're a good professor!" That's when Henry Creel loses control." Exactly, Kol, I'm a teacher like the others. Not a student. Not a friend of yours. Not someone to be blackmailed without proof or threatened. Let's be clear. I'm a teacher. For any of you in here. Have I been clear? Anyone. And if things weren't clear, it's your fault." Then Henry stares at you. You feel frozen under his sky-colored eyes. Kol simply seems confused. Billy shrewd . "I only defended a girl. I'll talk to the principal about it personally. I overdid it. I have to pay. But in my day, women were neither threatened nor denigrated." He seems uncertain about the last sentence, then you remember that Patty was of mixed nationality. She must have had a lot of problems. "If this seemed different, it's because I gave the wrong impression. Now, Kol to the principal. Billy? You too. Y/N? Go get that car. Come on, out of the way, everyone," he blurts out lividly. "What a shitty day if Creel turns mean too, we're only getting worse," Kol says, disappointed. Billy gives the teacher a sly look but then follows the thug. Creel turns to you. "Go, y/n. Brenner isn't a patient man. He hates waiting, and let's make one thing clear if any doubts arise. There's nothing between me and you. I'm your teacher. You... are a student. So if you have feelings... trample them," he says coldly, but for a moment he almost seems hurt. "I... don't feel anything for you ," you say softly, then run away, heartbroken before he can see your tears. Henry feels like a worm. For hurting you. For mistreating you. For making you uncomfortable by accusing you of something you don't feel. For tearing his heart out to save you and do the right thing. Now he'll go to the principal's office to get his demerit note knowing that Brenner won't be happy at all.

@nocasdatsgay @cinnamongirldances88 @nelecherry

and henry defended y/n...but now he sacrificed his happiness just to keep her safe🥲🥲🥲

I put the TFS events... but the person responsible for everything was Lonnie 👿 (it was the most logical thing... I wanted to keep the parallel on what happened during the Henry years and for which Victor paid and the accusations made against Eddie...

Kol is a small homage to Kol Mikaelson from The Vampire Diaries. He's not as wild, but he's quite impetuous.

[cristalbeesnow]

Part 22

Tag NSFW/18+ Stalking. Dominant male. Drug use. Drug problems. Emotional manipulation. Hallucinations.

Jane puts a hand on your shoulder, bringing you back to reality even as you feel your heart beating wildly. Her candy scent anchors you to the here and now. "Y/N, are you okay? Y/N?" Jane asks uncertainly. You notice the whole group looking at you. You quickly hide the letter in your bag, then smile. "It was just a letter from my ex," you make up. Then you decide to make up an absurd story. You had an oppressive ex and you decided to cut it out. It didn't go well for him, and he still sends a few messages sometimes. He almost true until Lucas looks at you in surprise. "But isn't he supposed to be in Miami? How can he send you letters all the way here?" You lie . "He's the son of a tycoon, he has the means to do it now... who wants to play with me? Dustin?" you suggest, pulling the most enthusiastic boy in the group aside, but the boy looks at you uncertainly. "Well, yes... come on, yes," he says. "Not for you." but because it's clear as day that you have something to hide and the boys' intuition just had a more interesting story to be analyzed than flower-shaped monsters.You try to play and have fun as if nothing happened, but your evening is undoubtedly ruined. You smile, you joke, you eat McDonald's, but everything is fake, staged. Who sent the letter? What secret was it referring to? The stupid feelings you have for your professor? What happened in Miami? And who's behind this? Billy? Krissy? Max? Brenner himself? Or maybe Dr. Kay? Is it all some kind of test? Your head is exploding. If it's about Henry, many people might have understood what you're feeling. Max even heard you. If it's some kind of test to push you psychologically to the limit, perhaps it was concocted by Brenner himself or Dr. Kay, even if you're no longer under her clutches. You'd be no stranger to emotional manipulation. Dr. Kay loved playing these psychological games. Giving you the idea of ​​being able to escape. Giving you false allies who always betrayed you. Even your Dad thought it was too impactful. You go to the bathroom and after tearing the note into pieces, you throw it down the drain. You don't know the handwriting, but that doesn't mean anything. If it was Brenner's, a nurse could have written it. No more evidence. You wash your hands several times to remove any traces of that contaminated piece of paper. That's when Eddie comes in. "It's the girls' bathroom," you say neutrally. Eddie doesn't smile. "I know. I wanted to talk to you, y/n. What you're doing is wrong. You should talk to someone about this." The world stops. Eddie? Is that Eddie, the nice, theatrical Eddie behind the threatening note? So it was referring to Professor Creel? "There was no need to threaten me, Eddie. I... I have a crush on my professor, but we're not lovers. We're not doing anything wrong at all. It's my fantasy. But you could have done you better than this ,talk to me, don't send me a note." you accuse him. Eddie looks at you, astonished.

"Wait, slow down, sister! What did you just tell me? Do you have a crush on Professor Creel? Are you crazy?" You look at him, shocked. "Didn't you accuse me of that? You sent me a note through that girl a little while ago and now you walk into the bathroom and..." Here you stop and realize that Eddie isn't the person behind the note and that Eddie knows nothing about your feelings for Creel. "Anyway, I have no hope," you say sternly. Eddie looks at you, processing the events. "I... I'm speechless, y/n. I'm not saying Creel isn't a good person because he's a legend! But everyone can make mistakes. And it wouldn't be the first time. I mean, they say there was an affair with Krissy. I advise you not to play with fire. You spend too much time alone with him and one thing leads to another. But I don't understand this thing about the note." You wring your hands. "It said, 'I know your secret.'" You say softly. Eddie thinks about it. "It must have been Billy. Or Krissy. Or someone else from the fan club. Someone with a bad sense of humor, time to waste, or jealousy. I think Krissy. Women have a better nose for these things, and she'll want to mark his territory. In any case, we'll get to the bottom of this. You try not to overdo it with Creel. He's your teacher. Certain things are forbidden, but I wasn't referring to that. I was referring to the rest. Your problem." He says seriously. You look at him, surprised. "My... problem?" Eddie decides to talk. "Drugs. Don't say anything. I recognize the symptoms. And you were there talking to yourself in the bathroom. You were talking to Max but there was no Max there. Tell me what are you doing? You don't go to any grandmother, right? You go to a rehabilitation center. You can tell me." Your head is spinning. There was no Max there. It wasn't real. How many other things weren't real? What did Brenner give you and why? The writing was real? Or not? You'll go to the bathroom to check. "I don't do drugs." Eddie looks at you sternly. "You're here because you had an addiction. And the first phase is change the look. I know those places. A friend of mine went there. And in the bathroom...either you were high or it was the meds. One of two things." You decide to open up. just a little bit "it's not a rehab center and Brenner is not my father. It was all a set-up. I had problems... with anxiety and I'm under his care. He's the best and my parents paid for the best of the best. That's all. But if anyone gets wind that brenner is treating me..." Eddie completes for you "you'd be finished. people are very mean y/n" you look at each other for a while "don't worry with me your secret is safe. Anyway I understood that Brenner's story was a lie. Brenner has no children and it made little sense for him to keep you hidden. Unless you were illegitimate. In any case you have a crush on Creel, you're under Brenner's care and someone is sending you threatening messages. We'll get to the bottom of this" he says seriously. then adds "is there anything else?" you shake your head "no there's nothing else. "there's nothing else .The past is a closed file. "but who do you mean we'll get to the bottom of this? You don't want to involve the kids!" Eddie shakes his head. "No. It would be worse. It's better if no one knows about your professor and everything else. I'll investigate. I hang out in many circles and I have eyes and ears everywhere. Now it's better if we go back to the others and y/n? Get Creel out of your head. Some loves are destined to end in tragedy," he says. You shake your head. "He doesn't want me," you declare dryly but you feel like dying. Because Henry will never see anything in you... except something broken. Eddie comes out first so you can't hear the last sentence. "Maybe, but he looks at you a little too much."

When you return to campus, under any pretext, you go to the bathroom and look for the writing , but as you feared, it's gone. Or maybe it never even existed. You bang your fist against the mirror. So it's not over. Brenner drugged you. He played with you. What else did he do to you in that evil hospital? Were you really sick? Your memory was altered according to what Eddie said. Max wasn't there. The writing didn't exist. What if it was all a test, yet another one to study your reactions? To study your mind? Is Brenner that much better than Dr. Kay? You don't know. You just know that you can't trust anyone. Just like after that night when your life fell apart. And it hurts, really hurts.

The days pass quickly. You get another bad grade in Latin. In math, you're given a test you're sure you failed. Instead, you get excellent grades in science, history, and literature. The punishment with Henry is agony. You're more and more in love, and even though Professor Creel has become colder and more professional, you dream of him every night. You touch yourself every night, trying to keep quiet so your friends don't find out. Despite Eddie's warning, you can't help but love him. Because you love him. You dream of him. You think of him. You desire him. You can't wait to be with him. With Billy, things are at a standstill. He says hello, flirts with you, but he hasn't gone any further. Every now and then, you go out with the boys, and Eddie hasn't found out anything. You haven't received any more notes. Maybe it was just a bad joke. You fix your hair. Today you have to go to Brenner . You put on a white dress with little flowers and pack your homework. If Brenner pretends to forget about school, you'll remind him that you have a school life. "So go to your grandmother's," Kali says distractedly. She's there eating chips with Robin. "Twist your hair. It's so cute " He says with a kind smile. Kali does everything she can to support your look after the initial gaffe."Yes," you say dryly. Kali looks at you with amazement at your brusque ways but the thought of ending up in Brenner's hands makes you sick.

You grab your suitcase and, after saying goodbye to your friends, start down the stairs. As soon as you reach the ground floor, Billy's arm stops you from going any further. You look at him, annoyed. There he is, the campus playboy, handsome as a rock star and cocky. With his artfully messed-up curls, his jeans, and his boots. But you don't fall in love for him . He's not the one who fulfills your wildest dreams. It's not for him that you touch yourself. "What do you want, Billy? I'm in a hurry," you say coldly. You notice some girls shooting you looks of pure hatred. Billy now also has a large army of girls who adore him. "No love, just having coffee with you, remember? You promised me, and every promise is a promise, sweetheart," you glare at him. "That's not true. I never promised I'd come anywhere with you. I'm not interested you, Billy." Billy approaches and pins you against the wall. you can smell his aftershave "so who do you like princess? that pathetic babysitter steve? or that alternative drug dealer Eddie? or someone you can't have, someone too far away for you? I know how you look at him. people say I'm silly but I'm good at seeing people's secrets. And you really like him" you feel your heart beating a thousand times but you pretend not to understand "Who are you referring to? I don't know what you're talking about. Let me go" Billy approaches you "I'm talking about professor Creel baby" he says to you then smiles "See? I know your secret" the sentence hits you like a punch. I know your secret. So it's always been about Henry and it's always been Billy. "I... it's not true" you defend yourself but your cheeks are burning. "Oh no?" Billy mocks you but that's when you hear that voice. His voice "What's happening here?" you both turn towards the voice. Henry is walking towards you and his face barely hides an uncontrollable anger

And here's who knows the secret...

Billy is getting more and more insistent... what will happen now?

and so Max was never real in the end..🥲. it was the product of a drug... and Eddie realized immediately it💔💔💔

@nocasdatsgay @cinnamongirldances88

[lazarusawakens]

So, as I was writing a new Viper chapter, I decided to combine my ideas for chapters 9 & 10 into one longer chapter that going to take me an extended amount of time to write. But I am SO SO SO excited for you guys to read it when its out, its going to be incredible and I've been looking forward to writing it for ages.

In the meantime here's a snippet from the new chapter to keep you guys fed:

Possessive Henry ohhhhh man here we come...

#HenryCreelHatesMisogyny