oh im desperate for a lifetime at your feet
the general concept came from thinking about shane kneeling for ilya not for his comfort & self soothing, but for ilya’s. like how in the cottage he crouched down and put his face in ilya’s emotional support crotch, but flip the intention. Ilya’s having a (so far unspecified) bad time in this one, he’s stressed and scared and whatever it is it’s so far out of his control it hurts but! shane is never far out of his control, he can offer a little of piece of that back so he silently kneels by his feet and lets ilya keep him there and doesn’t move until ilya’s regulated again and releases him. it takes the weight out of ilya’s mind and grounds him bc he loves shane, he loves his submission, he loves proof that there is something in life he can handle gently and do right and it makes him feel so so good
it’ll maybe be b&g when it’s done? or if it’s color, a muted blue-green-gray palette like they’re inside during a thunderstorm?
oh I love this one it’s so tender to me thank you for asking [wip title game]




















