Oh sheesh my breerf. A text post heralds forth
Well well WELL. Been a bit yah? I’ve kinda moved away from the lengthy text posts. Mainly cuz it feels like barely anyone reads. But they’re for ME…mostly. I like writing em out. It’s like a public diary except I can’t hold it and the ink spilled everywhere. Or someeething like that maybe perhaps. Got plans tomorrow with irl partner (<333) going to a concert innn DC I think. Have I heard any of the front runners? Honestly I might’ve at some point. After one healthy browsing of my entire blog I’ve been thinking (spooky) about stuff (double spooky).
Damn, I got three partners and one of ems moving to the same state another lives in. Still a ways to go but…woaw. What am I feeling tonight? I’ve met so many new people and made hella new friends. Genuinely feels awesome. I’ve rebuilt myself a lot, better than potentially ever. But there’s still things that need be done; gotta pass my creative writing class before I can graduate. But man…the professor, bless(?) his heart, but he makes it VERY difficult to get on by within. Idunno if it’s just stubbornness or there’s a specific way to the essence of writing but I just ain’t having it. I am indeed learning stuff for the better but myself and pretty much everyone in the class is big struggling. Basically gotta Hail Mary the portfolio in order to pass and…damn, cutting it super close here. Like I don’t have as much beef with him barring my own views on the writing process and how sometimes you gotta READ the piece and THINK about it for like two damn seconds before coming at me with an assertion that I didn’t do something properly. Like no, I did, you just…can’t…REAAAAD. Usually why I write something a specific way has a purpose. But I won’t deny my execution and craft strategies can use some adjusting. Perhaps.
Bruhhh…but whatever. I’ve basically been assimilated into a creative writing study group and the actual peer responses to my work have been almost universally glowing. As much pride and perhaps ego I have in my writing I am ultimately open to criticism. But it’s gotta like make sense, ya know? Nor misplaced on the wrong details, bigger picture? What’s funny is apparently the professor DOES enjoy my work he just has an odd way of showing it.
Allergies, spring, hanging out with peeps, just a dazzle of suckin’ n’ fuckin’, and holy shit….I’ve BEEN places. I’m traveling? Granted most of it is somewhere in the Virginia area relatively nearby. But that’s still fresh! The architecture over there is bloody gorgeous! I’ve met like a buncha cats! They’re so silly! Speaking of…Mewgenics has gotten me in a chokehold lately. Like 100 frickin house and I’m only maybe halfway done with it. Still, good stuff. Gaming, some decent budget I should be wise with, and like…a social life blossoming and blooming. Never fails to surprise myself seeing all this progress. Honestly still don’t know what to do after I graduate. Guess nab my drivers license properly? Fuck. Cars are so cool and really fuckin’ stupid at the same time. Infrastructure…bullshit. Zamn.
But yah. Should prolly sleep. But perhaps nervous excitement? La familia…my gender transition…lots to mull over. Should prolly get a job post graduation as well. But the lack of a license complicates things a little. Guess I’ll figure that shit out one way or the other. Love y’all <333, partners, homies, of the past and present, and even the future.
(Y’know mutuals are free to reach out to me. Tho tumblr ain’t my preferred means of talking. But the wheee and when will be configured along the way. Bweh ;p)
