#nctzen rant

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intensely frustrated and bothered at 6am for an unknown reason when I'm supposed to review cardiovascular

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why is he so cute for

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I'm sleepy so here are my ults looking cuddly

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Random rant

Med school is hard and I hate jaemin for it but the feeling when you do or say something right and the professor who is either a doctor or an important person internationally praises you saying things like "you'll definitely be a good doctor" or "what you mentioned is really important" and you feel so.. content

Idk why I'm saying it here but I'm emotional rn

I, weirdly, owe it to jaemin

Random memes because why not

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just realized it's been 1 year and 2 months since I fell for this man

his eyes were the first ever thing that I noticed

like I was so hypnotized the first time I watched the mv that I didn't notice johnny or taeyong.. or jaehyun

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Today, is a painful day for nctzen.

We have lost two loved ones.

Lee jeno's long hair

and

Huang renjun's two toned hair

They will be missed.

February 24, 2021 — May 27, 2021

“Grief is the price we pay for love”

–Colin Murray Parkes, psychiatrist 

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Nctzen with all the shit SM keeps throwing at them

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so.. it's been bothering me for a while