#needs therapy

[pixyowl]

Giving up

[kokoyuyum]

[alasdair-ya]

Not me just slowly developing a crush on actress Joan Bennett as my spouse and I watch the 1966 TV series Dark Shadows.

[poeticpitstop]

Unwritten race and stolen looks - Chapter 1

Were you made to be so seductive, were you made for this red bull suit ?

hi beautifull souls ! one of my friends inspired me to write it becasue it is diffrent chemistry when they are in one team right ? Charles might suffer a bit but i promise it will get better. let me know what you think in comments and have a good one !

Charles had no idea what to expect, one he knew for sure he will never again let someone take everything from his like Ferrari did, all his soul, dreams and passion, turn into dust and let it go with wind. He sacrificed himself to the vision he had, a championship in the red car. He remembers it since he was a little kid, this red color that brought so much feelings when he was seeing it. What if something else would happened, what if he would never sign with them, would he be happier, would he be champion, would he not suffer. But then he would still look at Ferraris as his dream, not knowing what it will bring him. Whatever he would do, his story with them was written before he knew it. Podiums were beautiful but where they worth it ? Now they will be as well In blue and orange. And he will never be the same after this change, he was destroyed after what was happening in the team. Things that no one knew about. After some time he was just a person made out of broken words and actions of people around and it was so hard to find himself in this mess, find and win over his surroundings. What was the hardest, to keep himself together once everybody was watching him, the sport, listened to all the radios, he couldn’t just speak truth, he needed to control himself, and no one knew how much tears there is under your helmet through the career, there is a reason you don’t see drivers naked after the race. There is reasons why they cant go to interviews alone, there is reason for everything in this sport. And this was his last chance to it One time Sebastian wrote to him, that it will be hard, that it will make him tired, but that he wishes him so he achieves what he couldn’t, a championship because it would be the most mesmerizing thing to see. He just hoped he didn’t let down Seb when he wrote this after today meeting I’m going to Red Bull. It was his last meeting before announcing to the motorsport world his contract. Oh Charles Leclerc and Max Verstappen in one team. And if you could call karting a high school, they were high school sweethearts. Their names sounded good even before they were famous. Sunset and storm is what they were right now. Lovers they were in Charles head.

Of course he was thinking about his career doing this move, but he couldn’t not think how relationship with Max will develop after it. Because he needed to admit he had no idea if any of the nights they spend together this year were real or just a game for Max. Maybe all little actions and words were only in his head in Max voice. Maybe he wasn’t someone for Max, maybe he never will share with him the same affection. And maybe it was only his way to cope with the problems at team. For sure first team meeting wasn’t the best place to think about them because he didn’t even know when it ended and everyone together with Max started to get out. And of course Max waited for him to stood up from chair “ I don’t know if you heard, you were a bit dreamy, but Christian said so I show you your new office here, you could work there or just rest while you here” he said it to him with this little smile that always made him look so soft, lips that screamed to kiss him. “ oh okey, I’m sorry I was lost a bit in thoughts you right, its just a lot of happening” Charles in his head almost said to Max about what he really was thinking They needed to walk almost whole Red Bull center to be in theirs drivers offices, and it was just a bit awkward walking in their race suits as before this short team meeting they also had a photo session for the new season. They both wished to Change already. For Charles the walk was such a new thing, such a dreamy situation, walking here knowing it will be everyday action, not just seeing red bull win all over again on every weekend, looking at their garages, it is his reality now. Once they arrived and he saw the sign Charles Leclerc Red Bull driver, its like all his pieces finally were put into their place and he found peace. He wanted to comment it to Max but he didn’t manage as Max looked on him with his ocean almost like storm eyes and grabbed him by his hips looking at the same time around. Were you made to be so seductive, were you made for this red bull suit ? His voice was so enchanting, and Charles didn’t have time to open his mouth as Max just pushed him to the doors and opened them. It didn’t take from him a lot of effort to close doors on lock and put him to the wall nearby. Max was slightly taller than Charles, and Man he felt that difference once Max was so close he could feel his minty breath, he felt so intimidated. His head got empty and he couldn’t think about anything else than pushing his lips to Max ones, But Max was just staring at him As something was blocking him for taking action “And that’s your first penalty at red bull team” Max said, stopped holding him, and with little smile left the room.

Charles didn't even move, his back was still pressed to the wall and he was breathing heavy. And Max acted like always. Leaving him with the spark for more but still putting it down like a fire on candle. He had no idea how the story will write itself in this team, with this type of teammate, with his temperament, with Charles love.

did he loved him or played a game with him ? just like a strategy on the race.

[dandelion-blues]

#9 What if...

Harumi took Lloyd's destiny, but Destiny didn't like that?

A LEGO Ninjago fanfic

Destiny holds its threads in a tight embrace. Weaving more colors into its grand tapestry while cutting frail strands mercilessly.

But even the dead strands remain, tucked into the corners of the weave because Destiny will never let go of its strings.

Even the smallest, least favored thread has its place. But don't fool yourself into thinking Destiny doesn't play favorites. 

Destiny will always have its favorites after all.

Often people fool themselves into thinking Destiny favors them. Thinking they can demand destiny to let their wildest wishes come true.

Oh, how Destiny laughs at them. So foolish to think Destiny would possibly favor them!

Those who are favored by Destiny always know even if they wish to ignore the truth. 

Destiny favors those destined for greatness. Even if greatness means anguish.

People, of course, then blame Destiny for their subpar lives, and their deaths. 

Foolish they are to think Destiny would care. For all Destiny is possessive, as everything they live is theirs, so too are their deaths.

[Lest Destruction take them, but that’s off topic for today]

Destiny is but a guiding force. A gentle or iron hand is up to the individual.

People may think their paths are set in stone, but no. Their paths are set in pencil, and one's will marks their way in pen.

But Destiny never believed in equal lives and equal struggles. That would make their loom oh so boring, you see.

For gold will always be gold.

And you will always be less.

Still, you have the free will to think you can amount to more.

The will to live.

The will to act.

That is all up to you, my dear.

…

Oh, you think you're so special to be a favored of Destiny’s?

You truly believe you can mess with its tapestry so brazenly, and It will sit back?

…

Ha, Destiny will tear you apart my dear.

…

Power is always so enticing. A taste of the poison that has you addicted without a cure.

*Sigh* I guess you’ll have to learn the hard way.

…

You’ll learn how Destiny is something you’re born into.

No matter how much you strive and hunger, you will never be any better than the sewer rat in Destiny’s eyes.

You’ll never be those treasured threads that Destiny helped spin from Creation. The strings held so tightly and brightly on Its loom.

The strands that It'll never let Destruction take.

…

Now go. Foolishly try to prove you’re favored, you're loved, by dear Destiny.

But don’t say I didn’t warn you.

…

Bye-bye!

××××××××××

Harumi gathers a lot of power to change Destiny, so she is the green ninja adopted daughter of Garmadon, and Lloyd is the abandoned Jade Prince.

Lloyd doesn't know why everything always felt so wrong, like this itch in his body that never went away, but then he meets the ninja, he meets his dad (the good one), and he sees her — the once Jade Princess from his memories, now the green ninja. And he feels furious. Those powers are his birthright, as the grandson of the creator of Ninjago, a descendant of Creation and Destruction in Oni and Dragon ancestry. They will never be her’s, and she’ll soon learn what happens to mortals that play with powers beyond their control.

It’s why Destiny always favored Lloyd, and Harumi was a mere footnote to Destiny, a cockroach that didn’t like to die if you will. It’s Lloyd’s birth rite to be the Green Ninja, and it will never be Harumi’s try as she might to change her destiny.

And so, Lloyd will fight, his will strong and unmovable. He'll fight to save his and his families’ destinies before Harumi threatens the whole loom to collapse with her meddling.

In other words, this a role swap au that Destiny hates and will not allow, but that doesn't mean that It will do all the heavy lifting to get things back on track. No, that's the true Green Ninja's job.

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[mother-spore-missa]

Lloyd the entire time he's with Akita

[pizzaboat]

The parallel of Miranda insisting there is no storm and the weather isn't that bad to Miranda insisting that even though they have no social lives, no friends and no real happiness, the job is still worth it

"This weather is nothing. It's fine. It's just drizzling."

"Don't be ridiculous, Andrea. Everybody wants this."/ "Everybody wants to be us."

I'm paraphrasing the quotes lol