#negpost

[gigglingbuttocks]

It's kind of sickening how liking the same gender is illegal in 60+ countries, 7 of those can legally execute you for being gay by the way, and a fucking terrifying amount of queer people decided that xenogenders, m-spec gays/lesbians, lesboys, gaybians, and any "weird" or "confusing" genders are actually the ones actively harming the community.

[selfsatisfiedidiot]

missing my farz so fucking bad dude I want my fucking boyfriend back. he was the cutest fucking thing and the sweetest fucking thing and I miss falling asleep with him on top of me,,, he was always so warm and nice to cuddle and just. fuck I especially miss movie nights with him. and maybe I miss raven a little too. but just. god I miss him I wanna cry.

[peculiar-shardscape]

VENT. afpr’s hr talk gives off bad tones. I had to reassure myself how grateful we are getting af3 and how af is not equivalent to p3d0 and how rover tried to step up for the community but I feel on edge even when they are “joking” 1/2

Ah, I never really bothered to check the hr-talk, moreso because I had no interest in it whatsoever. I don’t ever talk in afpr since 90% of the members have shown an unknown severe dislike of my existence, so I simply am not active there

But don’t worry, you’re good to vent here, as long as it’s nothing too personal. I understand how you feel. I tend to lurk silently in the server along with other servers just to see what’s going on and so I understand how it’s worrying you.

This blog has dealt with anonymous hate over the whole p3d0 situation and it got so stupid the anon called me a p3d0 apologist even after confirming numerous times I do not support e1 nor any of his actions, and the fact Rover’s taken over the series now. It’s sickening how others are about this stuff, which is why I don’t enjoy getting into it.

The thing about the games is, E1 was the LEAD of the projects, but not the 100% creator of it. There were a lot of other devs in the team who are just as innocent as the most of us are, and so when people say the creators of af and pr are bad, it makes me feel bad for those who were involved but had done nothing wrong. E1 did a lot of horrible shit and he deserves no sympathy from any of us, but even if he’s the LEAD of the team, it doesn’t mean everyone else involved is as bad as he is. Hell, some devs actually got fucking manipulated by him and it’s not their fault for getting involved.

Some people need to realise that just because the lead was a huge dickhead, it doesn’t mean everyone else involved were as bad as he was. Sir Rover was a former dev for him and he was actually great from what I’ve heard. One of my friends were even of association with E1 himself, but it never meant they were bad in any way at all, and thats the same for the community. Just because we like a game run by an asshole, it doesn’t mean we support him. He’s terminated now. I wish everyone would understand he’s no longer this community’s problems and move on

And lastly, I simply hope AFPR improves someday. I’ve been in the server since near early 2020, and let me tell you, it has never changed. A lot of members of the server a fucking horrible and tend to love breaking rules, so I hope I get to live to find out whether they fix themselves or not. Honestly, afpr tumblr is so much safer and kinder than the discord server.

I’m sorry for whatever you dealt with looking through the server, anon. I hope you feel better eventually

[gigglingbuttocks]

Post saying "fuck endogenic systems" got 26k likes on twitter lmfao. I'm so tired of these people. The OP, when asked why endos were bad, said they were "mocking people with DID". I have literally NEVER seen an endogenic system say they have DID. You can have alters without specifically having a disorder because alters are a SYMPTOM. It's like saying that you can't have a fever unless you specifically have a cold even tho there is like a kajillion other reasons for having a fever obviously. This is why I barely use twitter anymore, it's a cesspit of negativity and misinformation.

[selfsatisfiedidiot]

missing him again. wanna just go to bed so maybe I can dream about him and feel okay but the others wanna be awake.

[selfsatisfiedidiot]

if sobbing to new year's eve by mal blum was a sport, I'd be a world renowned champion of my god

[selfsatisfiedidiot]

sorry to have my first original post be negative but I am actually about to break something. he hurt us, he left us fucking traumatized, he keeps grinding it into the dirt over and over and over, and on top of it motherfucking all, he has the audacity to steal our art and our character?