#neonlink

[heli0n]

It'd be so nice to see some of your designs on shirts. You're an amazing artist. I love your style so much.

Hey! Thank you very much. :) I’m super glad to hear you like my work. Always brightens my day to get such nice messages.I’ve got a print shop with shirt options on Society6, if you’re interested! https://society6.com/heli0n

[tiredfizz]

necrobiologist replied to your post “Ok so I had a password to unlock my laptop right? For the last several...”

That IS creepy

YEA. I’m trying to think of a rational answer to it but I cant and Im just rlly creeped out now >>

neonlink replied to your post “Ok so I had a password to unlock my laptop right? For the last several...”

It's time to accept the Lord and saviour, Jesus Christ, into your heart, my child.

I cannot deal with a demon in my laptop, Jesus take the wheel

[leaddoodles]

I wish I had the money spare because I adore your art so much. Wow.

thanks!

[pixisdead]

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[pixisdead]

neonlink replied to your post “neonlink replied to your post “while im still awake and feeling...”

Just be calm. You are definitely overthinking this and worrying too much. When you fget close, laugh with each other, start hanging out; then ask for something more. If he decides to just be friends then you still have a great friend!

yahh i’ll def be going w/ that plan. i just. i don’t know what this feel in my gut is, and i don’t like not knowing things. not knowing things, particularly social type things, makes me feel quite frankly afraid and like im in danger. like taking a step in the dark but not knowing if theres a huge bottomless pit right in front of u. like paralyzing fear.

but yah. i’m gonna take it easy i just want to get this shit off my chest u know, its hard to make the right decision w/o getting outside opinion first

[pixisdead]

neonlink replied to your post “while im still awake and feeling talkative tho: what am i supposed to...”

DO NOT PANIC OR FORCE THIS. Just see what happens and where it goes. Working together is a good idea and getting close that way, but try to remain calm about the situation.

under the cut again cus long post agAIN

I KNOW IM TRYING RLY HARD see point 6, “i’ve been known to jump the gun  on this kinda shit before“ like im. trying rly hard to not fuck things up. im doin p good so far. the only “forcing” i’ve done is suggesting we add him to the game team, keyword suggesting, i just went to my team and said “hey u know we were looking for someone to make music for the game and this kid said he can make music so maybe we could consider him???” and then like. we all discussed pros and cons of adding him and ended up we all agreed to it so \o/

im still concerned tho like. if im trying RLY HARD to not force things what if i accidently go the other way and accidently make things not work out? like i see some kinda signal or clue or whatever that maybe hes also interested in me but i blow it off because im purposefully trying to force myself to not look for clues or hints or w/e. like what about that shit? cus like i said i. don’t understand how these things work in general so i just. i dont. think i will be able to be normal. and im afraid none of it will work out. am I just supposed to wait until he says strr8 up “HEY LETS GO ON A DATE” or am i supposed to look for clues or am i supposed to drop clues but what if i make things awkward? what if i drop the wrong clues? im not good at being subtle or suave. he’s not very subtle or suave either hes like awkward but cool and hes a fucking memer and thats why i like him and hes easy to talk to BUT I DUNNO what if we’re both too awkward to drop hints or make a move. man i dunno.

like obviously at this point im gonna just go forward and get to know him more as a friend but. what if i do decide i like him??? ugh. what do.

[im much more chill about this irl, just in writing im able to get all my WEIRD PANICKY MESS out much better, irl i hold myself together v well and i almost never panic. this is also like several months worth of concerns all at once so its extra concentrated. my apologies.]

[pixisdead]

neonlink replied to your post “i cry everyday”

I sent you a message.

i sent a reply, supposedly, but tumblr is rumblt and who knows if it actually sent. lemme know if u got it.

“rumblt” is an actual typo i made and u know what im gonna leave it like that.

[shark-sins]

Omg what are you trying to imply?! :0

Nothing honestly! I’m just an moron who thinks she’s funny.