#neqtar

[eachainn]

neqtar replied to your post: Sorey, totally Sorey.

I would totally go to a museum with you to see that. 10/10.

I took my flatmates to the British Musuem. I literally tour guided them through all sections but the Asian history ones. I may have a problem.

[electricitytrick]

neqtar replied to your post: o shit I just realized that they’re holding a...

Got get it gurl <3

I have two little ones I kinda rly want but I only know the placement of one of them for sure and also I’m still kinda sick and don’t like the idea of going out at all and maybe I should just hold onto my money until I know for sure whether I get a summer job and and and

maybe I’ll just skip this one, the tattoo place does walk-ins in the end of every month anyway (8

[eachainn]

Sorey, totally Sorey.

Yeah...not even going to deny that.

You think the history gushing here is bad, you should see me let loose in a museum.

[neodiji]

To Love a Demon

Fandom: Code Geass

SuzaLulu Demon/Hunter AU.

Rating: M for Mature

NSFW just to be safe.

Fic: To Love a Demon

Summary: A super super SUPER late fic for @neqtar for Geass Valentine. A SuzaLulu demon/hunter AU, loosely modeled after some Blue Exorcist/Ai No Exorcist universe rules. //

“Don’t play dumb,” Lelouch scoffed, rolling his eyes. It could have been any stolen tryst, except— “I’m behind the Demon Rebellion.”

Suzaku’s heart dropped. “I don’t understand! Why would demons rally behind a prodigy Exorcist?”

“Oh, they wouldn’t,” Lelouch agreed demurely, waving a hand at his costume. “Hence the mask.”

[spiccan]

@neqtar

Aaaah I was so sad reading about this! Please message me any time you feel you want to talk about someone! Last year was good, I was so happy to see you feeling better! I hope it’s nothing serious… Have you visited a doctor? Maybe they could give you something which isn’t nearly as bad as meds… But I think that there is now nothing you can do about it so take Mikaela to your lap and hug her really tight! Please be okay, you guys are precious to me! Miss you! 

I tried not to sound too anxious! I am not because I know that you are a really smart human being. Just trying to give my support, haha. I also wish you could find a solution for work problem, but in current economical status it’s impossible… Going back to school doesn’t sound too pleasant, but if it’s something related to your profession I think you will do it!

Thank you..! I promise to do that if I feel that I can’t carry this by myself–which tends to happen from time to time. Now I mostly felt like putting it into words since it would have just kept spiraling in my head and gotten twisted to all kinds of dimensions. It’s better to realize the facts rather than put them down or let them grow.

I’m sad and frustrated about being sick too, but what eats me the most is not knowing if this is a longer fatigue period of CFS or just some flu aftermatch. One thing that is different compared to past is my head, which still works just fine and I’m happy for that. I haven’t planned on seeing a doctor (really don’t have funds and need for a 400€ visit) and the public health care wouldn’t probably even examine me. I’d like to have my blood values checked just in case there’s something different, but I doubt they’d do that if I didn’t have anything worse going on. But I’ll see how this developes–maybe the growing amount of sunlight and lose of few kilos will do miracles :3 I did gain some weight while I lived at my parents for those few months…

And about the work things… yeah <D I’m absolute shit in forming contacts and connections with people, so finding work opportunities has been really hard. But if I’m not getting anywhere like this, I might at least search for a ways to change the situation. I’m more afraid of future (not any particular reason) than last year, but I’m not desperate enough to throw myself into anything I wouldn’t have thought long and hard. I’ve started feeling a little lost, and that’s something I want fixed as soon as possible. I want a plan and hope. If they won’t come to me, I have to look for them myself. Going back to school wouldn’t be such a big deal if our lovely government didn’t do their best in screwing it up–I would have to take a loan, and if I want to graduate and cannot get a job to fund a part of my studying I can only study for 2,5 years. I’ll have to do some calculations and plans for worst case scenarios, but I wouldn’t mind studying some more. Of course, getting into a school is difficult and there are no quarantees that I’d even get in one.

And thanks for looking out for the Idiot <3 She misses you guys too, but it’s not that much long that you’ll be gone. The Idiot can take care of itself, it has gone through a few hells so it knows when it’s time act and avoid the veil of depression :)

[spiccan]

@neqtar

A butterfly farm?

Not quite--even thought the products of the said farm are just as beautiful as butterflies. Tyki farm is more specialized in meat production. I’ll intruduce you to it at some point, but be warned since it IS by far the crackiest AU I’ve invented :’D

[spiccan]

@neqtar

....Pls wait more DGM for us to read! xD

Don’t worry, I haven’t neglected my mission of traumatizing you xDDD While waiting for official chapters I will keep brewing emotional disasters.

[spiccan]

@neqtar

Be healthy and safe <3

Thank you dear, I’m going to be! Once this passes I’m going to do all the nice stuff it prevents me from doing, like draw and write more. I have all the ideas and goals waiting, just around the corner :D