#neuroboyflux

[pupsmailbox]

EXPLAINING MY GENDER FOR PRIDE MONTH!

may have little nsft mentions but barely and they are not graphic at all but I thought I would give a warning just incase!

LONG TEXT. I AM A YAPPER!

LABEL HELP IS APPROPRIATED!

I honestly see myself as just a boy and thats it! But I don't feel masculine all the time? I feel weakly masculine sometimes and strongly masculine other times i guess! I also have some sort of strong ish connection to neutrality so i guess like a neutral boy kinda but not entirely. I do feel masculine. Just not all the time. Because of me neurodivergent, Not gonna lie. It's difficult for me to completely understand what a neurotypical boy or non-binary feels like so like I have no idea. it just FEELS different to me i guess.

I've been on testosterone for over 2 years and I do want top surgery. I don't really want bottom surgery? I don't want either bottom sex to be honest. I'd rather be kinda genderless in the physical aspects in a way. like a ken doll LMAO. I definitely do like my testosterone changes so far like facial hair and my deeper voice. Some things I would like to change is the AMOUNT of hair (because jesus christ) and then I go back and forth about my bottom growth. I'm mostly indifferent though. Sometimes it makes me happy but sometimes it doesnt. It also depends on how masculine I feel in the moment or like- my asexuality i guess. I am not sure!

If anyone wants to recommend labels. FEEL FREE TO!! I do not mind at all! I like to collect labels! I currently mainly use compliboy, boy/neutroisflux, neuroboy and quoiboy! Or to be honest just a boy for people who don't know micro-labels! I don't like sharing my AGAB but I guess im transneumasc(flux maybe)? I been questioning the label nonbinary but it doesn't really fit right since I'm fully a boy so I don't know. I may update this if this changes at all but who knows! asexual post here and aromantic post here!

[themogaidragon]

Neuroindistiboy

Neuroindistiboy: Feeling a connection to masculinity but it feels blurry, hard to make out and indistinct due to neurodivergency (The person’s neurodivergence causes a disconnection from gender). Basically, being a indistiboy due to neurodivergence. They might identify as demiboy, pixelboy, non-binary boy, libramasculine, agender masculine, bxy and other non-binary masculine genders to better understand their gender identity.

A mix of neuroboy and indistiboy.

[themogaidragon]

Neuroboyflux

Neuroboyflux/Neuromanflux: Feeling a fluctuating connection to masculinity, but disconnected from gender due to neurodivergency. Basically, being boyflux due to neurodivergence.

A mix between boyflux and neuroboy.

[themogaidragon]

Neuroxoy

Neuroxoy: A gender in which one identifies as a non-binary boy. Feeling male but also non-binary due to neurodivergency (The person’s neurodivergence causes a disconnection from gender). Basically, being a xoy due to neurodivergence.

A mix of neuroboy and xoy.