urban decay
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urban decay
There’s been a lot of things that have been wandering around in my head. Past, present, future, just too many things. I’ve lost count to how many times I’ve messed up, felt embarrassed or felt the need to smash a fist against a wall.
It’s weird really. I’ve been silently doing something for so long. Seeing people’s thoughts as my own worries and wondering if this is truly what I should do. So silently I went ahead in my own journey. I didn’t complain when I didn’t understand. I didn’t waste others time when it came to something I’d been troubled by. I silently did things by myself.
But now I have a whole new worry. A worry that now that I’ve met so many people there are so many eyes on me. There’s so many spectators following me on what I’m going to do with my life. I honestly don’t know what to think of them. But there was a time when my worries were shared with people. People who cared about my journey and I cared about theirs. Instead of my silent journey I could voice my concerns and not feel so lonely. I had just a taste of such a feeling and now I’m back to the same lonely feeling with a new bitter taste to it. There’s nothing like knowing what could of been but there’s nothing like the life you live now.
Please don’t regret anything in the next year. Work hard and know that you are loved.
Currently in LA, just driving around. What am I doing with my life
Oh man
I'm so looking forward roaming around the city all night omg